She works nights and I work the day.
She is the alpha and the omega.
She gets home at night and wakes in the morning to start the day.
We are not from here.
No tawhiti taua.
That’s me acknowledging how little we matter to you’se who are here.
You have said as much.
We are trying to live. Don’t press us any further than that.
I hear my son cough through the wall in the other room.
He doesn’t know how to spit out phlegm.
He lies on his back and keeps coughing it back into his mouth.
I get up and turn him over.
I don’t sleep well when he’s sick.
He tells me sometimes that he needs to go to the doctor.
When we take him, they don’t give him anything.
They say he has had a virus, and that the virus has passed.
Another two weeks and he’ll be alright.
But things have gotten better since we moved here,
I see him strong, I see him growing,
He is mostly happy and has a beautiful character,
But because this whole life is so tenuously balanced,
on what we can provide, then;
I know that if that were ever to go,
then there would be no reason to stay.
I feel like Pocahontas when she left the new world for the old.
Or the known for the unknown.
I feel like her, maybe when she stepped on that boat she knew that she was destined to die.
I remember that my boat was my dad's ute - did I know where I was going?
I wonder - Why the fuck did I leave? Why am I here?
Heretaunga for Tamaki-makau-rau?
Then I remember:
It was a connection, found between me and a person who had read what I had written that brought me here.
It was but for a moment, when I saw another see me.
I am colour, as my skin allows. I am feint in winter and glow in summer. Glow only when my friends drag me out. I want to be dark. Like ash. Like my father. The one they called black soap. I have tried to be that too, Black. I tried to fall asleep once on the sand of Waipiro, waking burnt red. My skin peeled for days. After that my mind became addled by the sun, & I think I stayed that way. Addled by trying to overdose. By trying to drown in the sand of a place, that I could only get to for a few days. That’s my locus. A pivot point. Waipiro the home of my father. Waipiro of the houses of a thousand children. The red house of Iri-te-kura. The blue house of Taharora. I sink into the turquoise waters of Taharora by entering the door. Like leaving the grounds of the urupa, I wash my hands and flick the water up. It erases tapu. Likewise I pass under the vagina and into the wharekai and tapu is gone. But maybe it’s tapu that has me split? When I fell asleep as a baby on the grave of my nanny. I was lost, I was stuck there and maybe lost there forever. Then someone told nanny off, told her to leave me. At least that was what I was told. And I was brought back to the earth. And I stand on that ground now and look where to go next. I look to someone. I am no leader, not there. Maybe not anywhere. I look to be shown. To be told that I am a skin of winter that lasts. A nexus of freckles. & blotches of moles on my drivers arm that make that karanga call. But I am a hidden ally. I speak and know the language of the oppressor that I revile.
Here’s negotiation – Negotiation when identified as Savior,
for the intervention of ambivalent circumstance,
constructing a site of distances with emit boundaries.
“My blankets, my sheets, & my pillows.”
“Ha, it’s my bed”
It’s last chance maybe –
The hard work is reckoning on what’ll result.”
“& Even harder, is figuring on what’s happening.”
“Hell, It’s all too much.”
“I don’t know, I’m lost, & confused.”
This is tight chested panic
– all irrationalfear and hysteria.”
It’s the critical analysis of what can be negated.
Traded away –
So something of self can be preserved.
“It’s the stock take.”
Before the “Sale”
– &
“Oh, to be there.”
“Over the wall.”
– &
“Not against it.”
“Or a cut ahead in line & the first to get it.” –
“Ho hum, Oh well…either/or”
“This Negotiating has got me in with as good a chance as any.”
But it all could end up with
“Me repenting.”
“This is just the fear preceding.”
Heralding the pending succession of solidarity and sovereignty.
Gone to the background of implacable tradition.
“But for Great and Grand resounding reverberations that keep it allin flux & in question.”
“Oh, praise you’ve delayed it all.”
“& Activated hope for the inactive and unmotivated.”
“A perspective shift and world leveling event.”
“Fuck eh! Sputnik,
one sent karanga call, falling on an empty earth.”
Escapee of all established ties
– & the Gift of a new epoch,
“And an old one undone.”
“And sadly, what made the oldest of sublime site’s metamorphose intosolid earth.” “Therein is the Danger!”
“Keep the sublime the sublime!”
For when it’s no more,
“Where do you hide?”
“You can’t negotiate no more”
“Not without some safety.”
“Say, each part slowly and clearly, without being broken up by itall.”
Hell, when there’s no camouflaging desire and disgust,
“Or sending it all elsewhere.”
“It comes back on us.”
“Fuck, we’d have to live with it all.”
“And not to ever relocate it? Its unthinkable.”
“I need my bigotry and hate, fixed upon a distant site”
Lest “I’m found out for it.”
“Or hate kept with all visions and dreams
preserved internally –
and eroding to tempt implosion.”
“I the hater of I.”
“No matter It’s all visible.”
“Escalating in tremors and twitches and stuutors –
“She canny hold it captain.”
“My voyage with no destination, upon this ship of fools has stearedtoward the rocks of our demise.”
“Oh “God damn! My transparency its’ my inescapable demon,” pttuuugh!Out with flem & all as he continued weeping,
“Oh how painfully draining it is to hide rather than exorcise.”
For in the approach to any negotiation –
There necessarily lies the imbrued culpability of some value in itsmethodologies. Some belief and faith that it all works,
that there’s potential there.
“That whatever resulting conclusions there are, all ‘aint gonna justfall into a pit, and arbitrarily occupy storage space.”
“It’s like a respect for ‘object, subject, or traditional whatever.”
“Communication’s just the first step on a paper trail to storage.”
“Cos’ these things are never entirely anchored – all are ready toslip off.”
“Et! Get ripped off.”
“The five finger discount.”
“With all mine vanitas I have I fixed, & a generic identityformed eh!”
“We can all rejoice the identity problematic while the celebrationsof the things are amongst us.”
“But when it’s over.”
“Someone better tidy up.”
They’re texts shelved & tabled –
when under consideration, but that passes eh!
“As the gall stone of critique gets gone and best gone.”
“Remembered best but painfully if you passed it.”
“Hey! Keep close to some process, so everything done is legitimizedand then later doesn’t require any further explanation” –
“Cover your ass.”
“For fear’s sake.”
“Which makes all practical outcomes as binding and limited as theprocess of their reasoning.”
“It’s functional, and rational, and procedural.”
“It’s of a future inactive reservoir.”
“And it’s valuable eh!”
“We better as it’s conduits take care of it.”–
& So there has presenced its latent obsequious faith in a text/asfactor.
“Something that’s not inactive – that’s just on the outskirts of alldiscursive sites.” “Waiting for a taxi.”
“So these Supplicants who require a reciprocated affirmation ofdestination before finding one’s feet in a present location.
Just need to be there when the taxi driver wakes ‘em up.
“There’s no formal application that precedes the application of avoice – But it’s ones volition of a reasonable protocol for speaking which
“Fucks shit up.”
It favors structure over the delivery of the goods,
“Hell! We begin to see some various structures as appropriate &set for our communication.” –
& of that which brings onboard the incapacity of any flexibilitywithin language –
It all becomes so necessarily difficult.
“We’ve some bureaucracy in the system.”
“When ideally It all, always requires ‘further negotiation.” –
“Do we get that, ever?”
“Nah, ideals are just that which they are, and ‘aint guidelines, notmethodologies for any practical realizations.
“Not functional.”
“Well, do we ever get functional?”
Nah that’s just its gloss and its’ all just neon hype.
We’re playing pokies that never pay off,
practicing to get it working,
but never fixing anything.” –
“So, it’s always broken.” –
&
“It’s in a constant negotiation over it’s parts.” –
&
This is one problematic that the Reader never really gets into theguts of.
And never speaks of,
for any articulation of frame and framework dissatisfaction is whatgets lost –
Aside the traffic of discourse.
It all gets to be impractical and idiomatic –
With no possible destination
“Postcards to no-one.”
“Just that one car broken down and causing a jam.”
“You got to call AA.”
“Call any agency you can and someone will fix it for you.”
“Then when they arrive your towed aside.”
“And your watching the traffic.”
“And it gets too emotionally draining to be constantly ignored.”
‘Cos motivation is impinged on just consolation, & therapy.
“I need to purge and have an upper management rep. Come down here tocollect and explain my refuse.”
“Let’s talk it out baby.”
“I’m Sad.”
“I’m here for you.”
“Sure you are, I’m just someone for you to fuck.”
When what’s sought in the closure of negotiated problematics; isitself the ‘prospect’ of ‘sustaining the prospect of closure’ and is never it’scompletion, or resolution. “Because it’s safe for oneself, for oneself toremain active as a player in the game.” When everything’s over, so is securityand familiarity.
“Boy I am scared, eh.” –
&
Keeping the game going, all inevitably ends up as ritualizeddeferral, As our cultural dilemma:
Given quickly with all expedient haste into the debt of somecaretaker or human agency. –
&
Once active negotiation’s gone and it’s all recorded –
Then Authorities have taken over/
&
“You’ve plain missed out.”
“I got nothing to say, and can’t speak from here on in.”
For, negotiation is no longer active,
“It’s a reservoir locked up.”
“It’s inaccessible to us plebs.”
And as one, as a resource for the discursive construction ofproducts,
&
As we’re all blind and binded as a textual participants
in exercises that are not actively involved in the promotion of ‘Our’well being any longer.
“We’ve got to do it all ourselves.”
“There’s no-one relavent to negotiate with.”
“So what to do?”
For what’s happened is the opt out –
“It’s silence.”
“Forever and ever.”
Voice has been ceded, from discourse.
“That’s on one hand, on the other’s the symbolic act of a violentarticulation.”
“Wherein every sentence a general ‘fuck you!’ is camouflaged.”
To not speak is done voluntarily out of a misplaced respect andtrust: to system.
“I’ll be well looked after, I guess.”
“And we Automaton.” –
“Get the joy.”
In our numb ignorance, or indifference as merely being supplicant.
“And are Happy!” –
&
“We can say nothing here.”
Do we as duty – think protocol as structure out of existence?
“Do we have a duty to become the most timid servants of language?”
Do we look to maintain & reconstruct negotiation at a level whereit can be sustained,
suspended at a point before being no longer beneficial in thepreservation of Self. Which is not unacceptable –
not selfish
its rather quite dignified and rational.
But give it up and feign a self that is not of us that we can bedistanced from and be critical of, without ever really being invested in thesuccess.
“And Self-denigration promotes one into an abyss.”
Towards take-out Christ’s in disposable boxes that can easily berefused.
And it’s here that those the never really ‘awake’, drop off.
“Don’t take a leap of faith, but hit the solid earth anyway.”
For if we’re to Intervene further into the ambivalence of theperformative site,
To step, Or to fall or to be pushed –
All a little further forward to occupy the Traffic,
“Where We got to be armed.”
“Where passionate indifference, lies in question,”
And the boundaries – personal space, and cognitive comfort,
“Are drawn in two.” –
&
Into conflict with the residue of reason –
&
A fair share of ever-building tension, generates.
“& What for?
To find a location?”
“And why anyway?”
“Why move or act at all.”
“Lets opt out eh! – Start anew with lethargy, & huddle nakedtogether on the beach and fuck & feed together in orgy, till we freeze upsolid permanently, dead in winter” But what’s desired is something like groundfor feet,
this safety and familiarity for when the discourse all settles.
“But, we gotta get something stronger” –
Something to engender voice and dissipate one’s supplicatingdifferal.
“Oh, safe & beautiful site – Oasis, Podium, Queer lodgings, sweetRespite” All of Monumental stability, and the solid stuff of differentialcognition.
“And it’s all to find what?”
“It all ‘aint to bad, & not bad to mimic either.”
To make of its’ arbitrary nature a homogenous muck,
“Quick!”
“Awake!”
“Oh Saviour state, all Human agencies alight.”
With excess, we’ve presenced the void: –
&
In the temporary absence of active negations.
“We can’t disappear the nothing,”
It’s all, of the ‘pit of the unwanted temptress’,
And of all the most desirable of Her,
But all inclusive of all that refuse that one would never want toassociate with
&
which is kept at bay, or subsumed –
“Distanced to enflame passion.”
“Perversion requiring two, one subject, one object at least!”
But this is all that, that can’t be – Exorcised or ‘Outed.
But maybe you can direct it, to tag it as a product.
Direct – with appropriate textual reference –
the sublimity of the archetype.
“Damn, but what if it’s already gone, & never was”
Rather we’d be wrestling with a colonial imagination,
“& we’d be fucked.”
“Cos we’re all invested and have been inculcated into it’s success” –
“& why not? Eh!”
“I got safe security, & comfort in mind, & I’m looking aftermy own arse first.”
“So I guess we’re stuck with it all.”
‘Cos, maybe we shouldn’t blow up this stability.
“Even when it’s out to get you?”
To fix you in the most simple of terms.
“I don’t like the diagnosis – one term only – Fuck, but I feel morespecial.”
“It’s just for the doing of it.”
For the fixing of some latent way of thinking that overrides reasonwhen entering into it’s application –
So “Blow up the whole world”
If you get bored, &’ve Given up with structural complication andare longing for travesty, & a great Catastrophe.
“Oh, but in the Turmoil”,
The Brain finally wakes –
Alive & finally – eh!
No imagined & irrational fear –
It’s real demonstrative blood lust ‘& Orgy –
&
Damned, be him that first cries,
“Hold, Enough!”
“No, we got to sustain ourselves here!”
“At the nipple?”
For, in clinging to the other,
the previous,
there lies nothing but, instantaneous burnout & a bleak futureset.
“& that’s what’s truly offensive – the future’s what reallysells,”
‘Cos the possibilities therein maybe are limitless. –
&
Our ’Faith in it’s, our own reward –
“But you got to keep it active.” –
“Lest it tiki haere.” –
“Gone away a way of thinking.”
Wandering off in pursuit of aimlessness and wonder.
“& Ritual’s, maintain all this, and keep it all ticking over.”
“It’s like a procession is it?” –
An orgy in a hysteria?
“No it’s all a completely rational ritual of dancing & fucking,all to suspend the mystification possibilities.
“Yes, but without dancing and fucking it’s more like, Eating, Buying,taking.” – Practice without ever the practical application of it at any levelof completion, without the realization of closure,
“Pot shots at transcendence.”
And not knowing what that would even mean –
“Whoop!”
It’s Solemnity to conjure away discourse, via non-communicativeinvestment & consumption, \
for the occupation of a private space at active reservoirs,
or proxy perfecta,
In Dista,
in Diaspora,
ALL ingested & footnoted –
all to make a location, nice n’ homely,
when ‘Out of Air’ in the Air, and of lost location.
“I’m out looking for cheap Fixes,”
So, night or some darkness met –
&
immersed in takes over.
“I swear, I am not I.”
And some sultry seducer,
the all sex,
the non-identity of imagination,
without voice, or any real action or physical manifestation,
can curl an inviting hand – and direct all inward.
Towards homogenization,
the other with Prozac seeping from black skin,
‘haver’ of a colonizing touch, and equalizer of anything,
The other as the heterosexual, homosexual, transsexual, asexual,pansexual of I, make passionate love & hate at its poles
sink and settle around in dust,
before the all equaling gravity of transparent non-sex,
when the text “has at you.”
“Wrestling all into a negated state.”
“Which voice.”
“Wow, it’s just like soliciting sex”
makes real and true.
And the ‘I in the conduit of location & exotic otherness, gets toget fixed –
“But Nah!
It’s I as conduit here, the fix & fixer” –
Rhetoric maker, & diffuse site locater.
“Everything,
everything that has ever been done, was done to avoid or negate something.”
To preserve what little of one’s self could be saved.
&
“Brother, while it fucks over some other ‘mofucka’s, it’s a beautiful thing”
When it enables one to remain or feign and fool oneself that oneswhole. –
&
It’s all rational and reasonable to have and keep
“this shit” precious.
For why look at things on any level where one can be destroyed.
It doesn’t make sense.
This ritual of necessity has body as object, subject and desirable other, Fuck!
Best not to move, or to talk, or search out metamorphic transformation elsewhere. This in solobsistic totality, is a whole universe founded, immediately whole.
“But nah!“
Rather, it’s a whole universe delayed, denied a generation or two inwhat circumstance lays away,
bottles up,
articulates by strangulated gestures,
and twitches
&
hopes for a later requiem.
It’s potential elsewhere that cannot be presenced.
Lest the bones of one ape be frozen.
Better to preserve bones alive than lost in archive.
“Hey, Oho Ake, while you were fucking round.” –
“The world inverted.” –
& I realized That –
‘dead is the day’, –
&
And the ‘I, Once upside down, in an orgy of slippages,
“Now am found”
For Night
“here, in heavens’ neon
shines that much brighter. –
&
“Hey, Sure, I got the confusion” –
“I’ got the full belly too” –
“Well that’s just fine.”
It’s accounted for & anticipated as a necessarily procedural, toget basic needs sorted,
“But it’s hardly poetic – probably too poetic, but not as worldmaking or Grand as excess.”
But in with all the beautiful possibilities of ever climbing and reaching upward. Stock, is the fear of falling, or being felled.
With all anthropologists and Sunday curators, scratching to get closeto the remains. “Hey! Don’t let that bitch & nigger get too high!”
“Seal them in with surveillance” –
“The pressure vacuum’ll get ‘em!”
“They’ll fucken burn out!”
Oh! But, No!
“This is against the future of possibilities for all.
“If we believe in them.”
For Our traffic, must, at times –overflow.
Murmur in segue-way, implode in Hemorrhage, have the circulative failure & collapse. Ho!
“A chance to scoot across to the other side while everyone’ss cratching their heads.” Ho! ‘It’s the end of reason’ Receptor’s,Interceptor’s, Interpreter’s and Recreational Philosophers –
All claiming incompatibility based on irreconcilable differences.
Which way then - to make Reason, eh!
“Hooo!”
Best, cling to whatever text you can & Quick!
Hit the highway, Scratch the Author, in favour of reader,
think less and drink more,
“Ingest, Ingest, Ingest!” –
Binge till, all reasonable methodologies are exceeded,
&
The Catastrophe –
the great dilemma,
will spend it’s self that it can settle upon some meager forecourt,Later. –
&
Prop itself up in dust as fine as nebulae;
wrap & warm in blankets against the chill & smoke the casingair of roadside seating.
“& Get some simplicity” –
The ethereal peace of hyper-minimalism,
that looking inward feeling,
to generate a purpose, simple or valid enough to invest in –
Something simple like Heat,
body temperature vs expending energy
as more and more the focus, of mind. –
“& Why? Eh!”
“Cos’ it’s a start.”
It’s a simple beginning
For focus, for reason and reasoning.
A test of sorts,
does any of it do shit,
can the future unpack to anything that can realize transmorphicpotential post-negotiation,
and how to test it anyway?
Why not warmth & security?
A task, to cling thought to every bit of heat, must, make itsincrease inevitable. “Hell! It works fordemons.”
“Works for fear, then why not basic needs –
energy invested & expended –
to keep the ever fleeting energy in, & by will alone produceheat.”
“Oh, I’ve got a headache…
Can I turn the light off?”
“Then I can’t see you.”
“I got a headache” –
“Ok”
“So what then eh! When gone or going, who’ll sing the lament of thisoncoming darkness. To record our demise & plot it?
“That’d make it easier, we’d know what to expect.”
“Yeah, but fuck doing it, fuck doing anything.”
“So everything’s done to delay and to prepare for an inevitableburnout?”
“Yes,but now only – perhaps – and not earlier – and maybe
The power of presence: a conversation with Jeremy Leatinu’u
In her influential 1983 work The Social Mirror, artist Mierle Laderman Ukeles clad a New York City garbage truck in a mirrored surface and had a uniformed sanitation worker drive it in a city parade. As the title alludes, Ukeles' motivation was to create an awareness amongst the city's inhabitants of their contribution to creating waste and the undervalued but highly important public service of rubbish collection.
Reflecting an individual's active participation within the ideologies and mechanics of society has been an important current in the history of performance practices. This is evident in other seminal works from the 1960s onwards. From Yoko Ono's Cut Piece (1965) and Marina Abramović’s Rhythm 0 (1974), that both simulated the disturbing nature of collective human behaviour, to more recent works such as Santiago Sierra's ongoing transactions where he pays marginalised people the minimum wage to perform menial tasks as a mimicry of capitalist exploitation, or William Pope.L's painful endurance crawl performances that created a laboured spectacle of race, gender and class divisions. The work of Jeremy Leatinu'u also engages with this ongoing legacy of artistic enquiry. However, while the canon of performance art has favoured the sensationalist, Leatinu'u's approach conversely explores how even the mildly disruptive presence of a single body can cause profound ripples in the veneer of society.
During his postgraduate study, Leatinu'u conceived of Public Observations One (2009) a body of works that included furtive video documentation of street workers, the homeless, buskers, prostitutes, signage bearers, footage of the artist compulsively washing his hands in a public restroom, and a confessional sound work. Public Observations Two (2010), included in the exhibition Puehu: Cultural Dust (24 August – 20 October 2013, The Suter Art Gallery Te Aratoi o Whakatū, Nelson) is a singular work that emerged from those earlier explorations.[1] The video features the artist sitting on the ground amongst the busy flow people visiting the Otara Market in South Auckland.
The inclusion of this work was a conscious decision for Leatinu'u to revisit the first instance when he implemented his now well-tested strategy of performing site-responsive interventions for the purposes of video documentation. Due to this, Public Observations Two has become an important precursor to his later works such as Welcome Project (2010), Tightrope (2011), Dead Mileage (2012), and Spatial Resonance (2013). The following is an edited conversation I had with Leatinu'u during the Puehu exhibition in which he explained these aspects of Public Observations Two.
Jeremy Leatinu’u: When I was working on Public Observations One, documenting people who worked or loiter on the street, I became aware that suddenly through a simple action they separated themselves from the people who were walking by or driving in their cars. I decided to explore this enquiry further and that is where Public Observations Two came from. I was thinking about a very simple action that gives a point of difference between you and the pace of people around you - an action that would suddenly separate a person from the general public.
However, in my research I realised that it’s harder for someone to become willingly separated within a public or a community that they are from or that you feel comfortable within. I came across a debate on TV about a protest against sex workers in Papatoetoe. The sex workers were not doing anything illegal so there was only so much the protestors could do legally. This interested me because it highlighted the politics of space and presence but also morals. Morals seemed to be a big part of the issue for many people who were against the sex workers. They thought it was morally wrong for the community and local families. I was interested in how an action or different sets of values and morals can create friction within a community. These sex workers were actually from the location and were part of the same community of the protestors so there was this internal friction from within.
For me, this was an example of how an action that is not accepted in a place or by a ‘public’ that you consider to be your community can be among one of the most challenging things to experience. You could do it somewhere else and not have the same emotions or reaction − that is the reason why I selected the Otara flea market as a place to perform.
Bruce E. Phillips: It is interesting that you mention social friction because, in the stillness of you sitting on the ground, I became more aware of the movement of the people around you. Your simple intervention reminded me of a fast flowing river – if the people at the market are the water you are a rock, not large enough to damn the flow of water but a size that caused the water to pause, part and flow around. It is the ripples and eddies that the rock makes within the river that is the friction. Why did you choose that strategy for the Otara market specifically?
JL: I was interested in the Otara market because it is a strong meeting place for all sorts of communities from the people that are buying to the people that are selling. So the friction for me was being that rock in the stream within a flow of people and doing something that isn’t going with the grain but against it in a very minor way. And my simple act of just siting down was enough for people to take notice and to participate. There were a lot of people looking and making eye contact. There were other people that would murmur to me ‘what are you doing!’ and to ‘get off the ground!’. There was also a lovely woman who came up behind me and she asked me if I was okay, smiled and patted me on the head. There is a moment in the footage that I am smiling and that is because of that lady - it was such a lovely moment. It was an intense performance for me, even though it was only 6 or 7 minutes long. It is hard to be the focal point in a certain amount of space among a significant number of people.
It was important to me that the performance wasn’t publicised or 'permissioned'. That was part of the intensity because there was no audience around me to suggest that it was something other than what it was. If it was a publicised event it would have greatly changed the reaction because a knowing audience would have given me support for what I was doing. That was not what I wanted the work to be about. It was to be about the experience of putting myself in the position of being isolated.
BP: When you go to these popular large markets there is a degree of anonymity. You might happen to bump into people you know but generally most of us are there to be one of many. So by sitting on the ground you deliberately shifted attention from the group to the individual. It is remarkable that it is so easy to step outside of societal conventions through such a harmless or presumably innocuous action.
JL: Yes, by stepping out of social conventions people will look but more importantly they will chose not to notice you, chose not to make eye contact. As part of Public Observations One I created a sound work that I installed in every toilet in the Elam B[2] building that played a recorded confession of my own interactions with buskers, sex workers and people who were wearing advertising placards. This was my way of revealing how I was in no way innocent because I had avoided eye contact or engaging with these people in order to remain part of the general public. For example, I shared my first experience of making eye contact with a homeless person, other times when I would walk on the outside of the footpath or an awkward moment when I was at the bank and a sex worker was standing beside an ATM machine. I was unsure if I should make eye contact as she may have thought I was there for some other reason than to use the ATM machine. For the people encountering this audio work in the toilets, I was interested in connecting occupants with my confession. We all make these decisions of where to look, where to walk and at what pace, all those responses are influenced by situations of people positioning themselves outside of the ‘norm’. These were things I observed when making Public Observations One.
BP: Why did you decide to be silent when you performed in Otara?
JL: I think that being silent is an important part of the performance. When a person speaks all attention is focused on what they are saying but when a person is silent attention is directed to their body, where they are positioned, the amount of space they are taking up and the disruptions they may be creating.
BP: Being silent also isolates you, in a fundamental way, from communing with others.
JL: Yes that is true. I was also thinking about the gaze: who was watching and how they were watching in both the live public intervention and in the gallery viewing the video work. I was staring at the camera, people who are viewing the video are looking at me and I am virtually looking at them, and people watching the video are also looking at the public. The people who were operating the camera were looking though the viewfinder of the camera and were also being looked at by those walking by. So there is this complexity that compounds in the work related to multiple forms of observation.
BP: What relationship does the work have to peaceful protest? The action is very similar in appearance but different due to motivation and situation. The act of you sitting in the middle of the Otara market is greatly different to sitting down on Wall Street, New York as part of the Occupy movement or as a protester in Cairo − same action but different situation.
JL: Presence is power. Just being alive is a powerful thing. The next step is to decide what you do with that life. People who protest are a powerful force because they are motivated and unified. Without those people sitting there on Wall Street and being visually present the issues that they are driven by become valued so differently. I think that activism or protest is something that I am passionate about and it might reflect that way in the works that I do. In saying so, my work is more about being present, being visible, and just being. Similar to the protestor, and with particular works like Public Observations Two or Tight Rope, there is a greater level of relevance as to why I am there through the actions I perform. So in this case for me, the action has to relate in some way to the place in which I am performing. Considering this, there is some relationship between my work and the act and power of protest.
BP: Can you explain to me how the influences of people, place and documentation enter into your work?
JL: People are everywhere. Humans have visited or occupied every part of the globe at some point or another. It is through peoples collective attachment to particular locations that place is created. I guess that’s what makes our relationships with a place unique because of the people that have established them. A unique experience can also be something to do with memory, the physical spatial experience, what you might have read, how you are transported to a location or the repetition of passing through a place on a daily basis. There are many human aspects that inform a place and for that reason I feel the need to understand the local context before I perform in it.
I have a process that I tend to follow. It is a triangular process: place – performance – documentation. In this triangle all three aspects are as important as each other and are constantly informing and crossing over one another. The place influences the action, the action influences the video, the video influences the location by what is being captured and what you will see, etcetera.
For me, documentation is never only a document. At the time of making this work I was experimenting with this notion and so I just set the camera up how I wanted the performance to be framed. Now I have become more particular how the performance is to be captured almost to the extent of directing. So that has been a process that I have followed but always changes depending on the work. Sometimes it’s not thinking about place as a space of interaction but thinking about place as spaces that are created for a type of experience.
BP: Therefore, in a way, your video documentation is a frame reflecting larger frameworks whether it is physical parameters such as architecture and urban design or ideological socio-political power structures.
JL: Yes in this sense video can be very powerful. It captures time, place, people, ideas and can be an entry point for discussion. If Public Observations One or Public Observations Two can can exist in another time, place and among a new audience like it has in Nelson, then that is a very powerful thing. The power of presence can exist both in a live performance and through a documented performance.
Bruce E. Phillips is Senior Curator at Te Tuhi Centre for the Arts, Pakuranga, Auckland
[1] Public Observations Two was first exhibited in his debut solo exhibition at Te Tuhi, 13 February - 11 April 2010. It was later exhibited as part of the group show Home AKL at the Auckland Art Gallery, 7 July - 22 October 2012.
[2] Elam School of Fine Arts, The University of Auckland
The main focus is to see what is there and ask if we could join in
D.A.N.C.E
D.A.N.C.E is an Auckland based collective. Its members, Chris Fitzgerald, Ahilapalapa Rands, Linda. T and Vaimaila Urale formed the collective while they were studying at the AUT School of Art and Design. In response to the hierarchy of art school, the members responded by facilitating events where neutral spaces are created. This practice continued after art school and has developed into a considerable body of work. These works are largely events based, where people come together to share their time with each other over food and drinks, exchange stories and ideas and hold art installations, all as equals. D.A.N.C.E often highlight and respond to the dynamics that exist in the social and cultural context of the environment in question. Past get-togethers they have created included dance lessons, cooking demonstrations, house parties and speed dating.
Who’s Taller? You or Me?
One of the gatherings they organised that successfully responds to social hierarchies was the kava session at the Snake Pit gallery in 2012. Kava drinking has been a part of many cultures in the Pacific with many of the traditions involving ceremonial rituals and protocols which puts emphasis on the status of those who are present, namely chiefs, high priests, orators, commoners etc. Traditional kava ceremonies often occur when important issues need to be discussed and the event follows strict orders of proceedings
This is a contrast to modern Kava drinking which often consist of a small gathering of people, usually family and friends, sitting in a circle drinking kava and having a talanoa or korero with almost no emphasis on hierarchical status. Many Pacific cultures have kept their traditional kava ceremonies and rituals alive for significant occasions and although the modern day kava drinking has adopted some rituals from tradition, the two are very different in terms of the emphasis placed on the status among participants.
The kava session at the Snake Pit has elements of both. With a relatively large gathering, it almost takes the form of kava ceremonies that are more traditional where a large gathering is accompanied by strict protocols of seating arrangements and order of speaking, both stressing the social worth of the participants. While such emphasis of social prominence is important and significant in traditional ceremonies, it is virtually non-existent at Snake Pit as participants negotiated their own seating places with each other and everyone was given a turn to make a contribution to the talanoa. This bares some similarities to the works of Rirkrit Tiravanija involving the cooking and serving of food to viewers in a gallery space. Creating opportunities to gather in a gallery over food and drinks introduces social interaction into a place where typically such interactions would only occur during openings. However, in the case of the kava session, the nature of these interactions differs from that which occurs in an exhibition opening where often small circles of social interactions are formed. One could easily spend the entire hour or two at an opening without interacting with the majority of those present. Being part of the kava session ensures everyone’s presence was acknowledged and all had the opportunity to interact with everyone else. No social standing of any one person was emphasised but due to appropriating certain rituals from tradition and the given the size of the event, an aura of significance was equally bestowed upon all participants.
Where are We Hanging Out?
In 2010, D.A.N.C.E held a pool competition at the K’Rd Ball Room inviting everyone to come participate in some friendly competition in pool. The pool competition being the opportunity to create social interaction had a party atmosphere created by the availability of food, drinks, music and dance. Such atmosphere has become characteristic of many of D.A.N.C.E’s works.
Rather than the artist(s) perceiving a vision and materialising it for the viewer to re-perceive or experience, works of Relational Aesthetics revolve around viewer participation to bring the work into existence. When dealing with social engagements, the site which said engagements take place are contemplated and often considered as an integral part of the work. For instance the kava session could be seen to include those who may only have a limited relationship with or to an institution, to allow them to actively participate in the making of an artwork. This may give the institution the appearance that it is more inclusive than what it really is. The work is temporal and when it concludes, the site may return to its previous state, with all the inequities that may reside there. What may also happen is the potential for D.A.N.C.E’s works can change the perspective of those in charge. Acting as catalyst and rendering the nature of the institution to be more inclusive. The pool competition on the other hand brings art to a place not usually associated with creative practices. Thusly blurring the line between a work of art and a social event, which is very much part of D.A.N.C.E’s modus operandi. With the pool competition, the lack of serious formalities which existed in the kava session reflects the qualities that can be found at the site of the work (the pool hall). It’s a place for people to hang out, unwind and have fun with mates over a game.
In a contemporary society like ours, sense of time and attention span are often reduced due to advancements in technology and the competitive nature of our capitalist economy. In many cases, we have been conditioned to aim high with our goals while trampling on others on our way up and the time we have to spare is often spent consuming media. We tend to view others around us with suspicion and place minimum or zero effort into building bridges. For me, the works of D.A.N.CE serve as a reminder to slow down and to make opportunities for ourselves to share time and space with others and to give people the benefit of the doubt.
References.
Amery, Mark. Making a Shout Out http://www.lettingspace.org.nz/essay-dance-art-club
Jacky Wu, Daniel Blakeborough, Rochelle Fili, Seve Paeniu, Zayd, Jason, Totara Kalipatama, Pera Robinson and Lehi Guptill
The ‘Future Animators’ exhibition (18 October - 18 November 2013) at Te Tuhi Centre For The Arts in Pakuranga showcased the work of Manurewa High School’s Year 12 Interactive Media class.
The exhibition was the culmination of a year-long animation project in which students developed a conceptual design through to a completed animation. Students were presented with a brief specifying that they create a 3D animation that may develop into any outcome. The only proviso was that they based the spatial design on an aspect of Manurewa High School architecture. Students were introduced to Blender - an open-source software tool which is primarily used for 3D animation, Make-Human - a 3D Character generation application and Photoshop. Students utilised all three applications to complete the project.
The project was a joint collaboration between Te Tuhi, its staff and the students. Visits to Manurewa High School by Te Tuhi Educator Jeremy Leatinu’u got the ball rolling and created this opportunity for students to show their work to a wider community. The exhibition was the inaugural event in a long term partnership between Manurewa High School and Te Tuhi with further collaborations to follow.
Jacky Wu
My name is Jacky Wu, I am 17 years old. My family is Chinese. I arrived to New Zealand around 3 to 4 years ago from china. I am year 12, and I Study at Manurewa High School. My ambition is become a software creator or mainly a game creator. But my computer knowledge is not enough, so I chose the computer subject at school to learn.
Today I am going to talk about the animation that had done on my 02INM class. Firstly, I want to talk about my idea this animation, what I want to show people of my animation is a “Gundam (robot)” was come to the sky above of the school. And after I want to show people the “Gundam” by using the camera taking shot as 360 degrees. In my animation I use a cube to make a building about the part of school that I want to us; I also put a few plane to make the “Sky” and “Ground” by using the texture key to add the image on it; because is my first time of model animation, and I can’t not model a robot so well, so I just get the “Gundam” model from bland swap;. Lastly, when done my entire model, I start to animate my work, I found out is a bit too dark, so I add few more light on my model. However, when the animation is finish the animating is a bit too bright :p, but I still Merit for work. I will try to do better on next animation.
Daniel Blakeborough
My name is Daniel Blakeborough; I am 17, and a year 12 student at Manurewa High. I hail from Greece, and have a keen interest in the Sciences and technology. I think it was this interest that spurred me to make something to do with war and planes. I used to be fascinated with aeroplanes and flying in general, and although my career aspirations no longer include pilot, I still enjoy looking at planes, and the science behind flight enthrals me. I wanted to convey a message about war, and although I had to deviate from my original plan, I believe I still created a subtle message denouncing war, so for me, I fulfilled my goal.
My work is titled Storm in a Teacup, and was originally meant as a political message about the horrors of war. It eventually became a maelstrom of airplanes, which reflected the spirit of the original concept of wartime, but took the animation on a different, lighter path that is more enjoyable to watch and targeted at all groups, not just adults. I think that the conceptual style of the final animation more suits its context, and loops in an open ended way, allowing the viewer to watch for as much or as little time as they want. I named the project Storm in a Teacup because I like the imagery of a ‘storm’ of planes in a confined space, hence the ‘teacup’. I really wanted to give a meaningful message; however I feel that the odd nature of the Storm gave out a quirky vibe, instead of a serious and sombre one, which suits my personality and skill level well. I also unintentionally created a subtle message using the planes. They go in a loop, never ending, never deviating. For me, this really highlights the repetitive, endless, and ultimately pointlessness of war, and I was really pleased that I managed to do this. Given the opportunity, I would definitely pursue the creation of my original concept, as I was really enthusiastic about the message; however it simply would not have worked given the time frame and skill level that I worked with. Overall, I am proud of what I produced, and given the chance, would not change anything.
Rochelle Fili
My name is Rochelle, I’m 17 and I’m a student at Manurewa High School. I make a lot of general and obvious statements so life can be less complicated. I’m probably the whitest islander; my skin colour makes me stand out a lot even though I’m full Samoan. Both my parents are Samoan, but I was born in New Zealand. The majority of my family stay in Australia, a few in England, Samoa and New Zealand. We’re pretty much scattered, but we’re all loud and all smiles. I don’t know much about my family history, but I’m pretty informative on the Treaty of Waitangi, The World Wars and the Russian Revolution. That being because I’ve been taking history for a while and I like it. I like reading, drawing and music. I listen to all kinds of music, I usually draw anime, and I always read books with good cliffhangers. It’s why I have such a broad imagination. I’m pretty loud, but then I know I’m being heard so I’m all good with that. I like talking to anyone. More in general I just like talking. Being the talkative person that I am, I’d like to study communications and journalism or secondary and primary teaching when I leave school.
My spatial area project was worked through with ease despite time management being tight. I had come up with an ethereal theme, thinking of characters based on anime to be included. I was perhaps too ambitious on my storyboard and thinking way ahead of what was produced. The outcome of the process was interesting, as I had to make a few adjustments. The idea of my animated project being an ethereal theme was configured through my interests in anime, drawing and originality. It gave more of the authenticity feeling that my work was my own. I had chosen the spatial area which was a few classrooms and a garage, to give my animation that ‘friendship’ feeling. School in general consist of many people, and therefore many friendships are formed, which is what I attempted to capture in my project. The spatial area was rotoscoped to what I think is exceptional, eye-catching and brightly coloured with its array of blended colours and patterned surfaces. That was my most favoured aspect of the entire project, where I could blend in my created characters. One rotoscoped image was that of Manurewa’s ethnicity etched onto her back, to show culture and originality. Another was a group of very different students: 2 sisters, a boy and an angel. These were drawn to represent family, attitude and religion. Another rotoscoped image was 2 angels on the kerb. This was to represent the stronghold of our school. Angels are considered to be symbolized as strong characters, and therefore the stronghold of our students with mixed cultures, respect and virtue this as a school is valued.
Seve Paeniu
My name is Seve Paeniu and I am a 16 year old male and also a year 12 student attending Manurewa High School. My mum was born in Kiribati and my father was born in Tuvalu, like most islander people, they came to New Zealand seeking a better life for themselves and also their future kids. My Father works at Ulrich Aluminium in Manukau and my mum works at a rest home in Takanini. Growing up our parents told us to always make the right decisions to always try hard, to get the education that they never got, although I am easily distracted this still motivates me to always try hard, to try and succeed not only for my parents but for everyone else in my family. My favourite, is sport probably my biggest hobby, sports like Waka ama and Rugby League always keep me happy and healthy. I have always loved playing with computers and fidgeting with programming, so I thought why shouldn’t I do something to do with computers, so I decided that I wanted to become a computer technician.
I named my animation The Takeover, my first idea was to show the students from school running away from zombies and one brave man would stand up to the zombies and risk his life to save many. But that did not work because I did not have enough time to make it work. So I thought of a new idea, instead of having people run away from the zombies I made it look like a person got real footage of the two zombies roaming around the school. Moving the zombies joints around and giving it that deformed look was probably the hardest part of making my animation, also having to create a platform that looks like the court way between A and M block, I found it difficult to make the shaded area so I modified it and made my own shaded area. All together I thought that my final animation was successful, putting in different camera colouring to give it more of a scary look.
Zayd
My family comes from Suva in Fiji; it is an island country in Melanesia in the South Pacific Ocean about 1,100 nautical miles northeast of New Zealand's North Island. We came to New Zealand in 2004 because the rest of my dad’s family was here and also because my dad thought that my sister’s and I will have a better education and life here. My ancestors came to Fiji from India and different parts of South Asia. I am descended from indentured labourers who were brought to the islands by Fiji's British colonial rulers between 1879 and 1916 to work on Fiji's sugar cane plantations. When I was in year 9 I had already decided that I was going to become a Dentist. Since then it has been my ambition to get a high paying job so I can help charity organisations and also help in stopping starvation. I have been working hard in achieving my goal by gaining my NCEA qualifications so far. Interactive Media played a big part in helping me get closer to getting my qualifications.
With my animation I encountered many difficulties due to time management. At first my animation was going to be a sinking ship but due to it scale I had to change my big idea to a crash landing UFO which is how I resolved my time management issue. This turned out to be a better alternative because I was able to get a great storyline out of it. As my original idea and my final idea both represent disasters, I was able to keep the meaning behind my work in my final animation. My animation represented disaster which is occurring during our NCEA exam period and so all our exams are cancelled due to it. This disaster takes place in the Akoranga block in our school.
Jason
I’m a 16 year old student that attends Manurewa high school I am currently year 12. Most of my classes are based around computer technology and I enjoy learning about computers. In the future I’d like to study computer science or any other or any other computer course . My father’s side of the family originates from Holland and my mother’s side originates from Spain but I’m mostly kiwi. I’m interested in various types of technology, and I’m also interested in Korean music.
I originally planned to make my animation in first person but as I progressed in the planning I decided to change the idea and make it in third person. With my animation I wanted to give off a party feel to it. My original idea was inspired by DeadMau5 so I started basing my animation on Deadmau5 but I decided to make my own character. I started my animation by creating the spatial aspect of it which was the building, stage and the seats. The spatial area was inspired by my school.
Totara Kalipatama
My name is Totara Kalipatama. I am a currently seventeen years old. There are a total of eight people in family including myself. My dream is to become either a police officer, join the army or to become a Game designer. My hobbies are Gaming, Music, drawing, collecting a series of games, collecting old ps1 games. My ambitions are to complete high school and join the army.
The 3D animation that I have intended to create or simulate was based on a very popular game made by Namco the genre of the Game is a beat em up this game is known as Tekken. I have always liked Tekken since I was young the first one I had ever played was Tekken 3 and that is why I have continued to support the franchise. My continuous support of the game has made me strive to at least simulate a battle with the same characters from the series but to my style of a fight the characters that I had chosen to use originally was Jin Kazama and Hwoarang as they were my favourite characters however after thinking about it more thoroughly creating the 3D character for Jin was fairly easy but Hwoarang was harder because it would take longer to make as his stance animation requires him to jump up and down. So I had replaced Hwoarang with someone similar to Jin so I chose his father Kazuya. At the end the finished product was not what I was hoping for as it had no fight just a preview of what the spacial area looks like and a 3D character standing there doing nothing however after viewing the video I was happy because at least the surroundings were all right.
Pera Robinson
Kia ora. My name is Pera. I was inspired to do my animation because I was interested in apocalypse type of themes due to me playing a game at the time which had an apocalyptic theme. This game was devil may cry. I took an interest to the apocalyptic feel and decided to try and make my own apocalyptic setting. In order for this to look as apocalyptic as possible I needed to add rubble. To do this I inserted random cuts into the ground and then extruded them to random sizes, going both up and down. This is the part I am most proud with in my animation. In the future I wish to work with a company that makes games. I aim to either be a graphical designer or a coder for this company.
Lehi Guptill
My name is Lehi Guptill I am Parkeha, Scottish, Raro Tongan and Māori. My whakapapa shows I am from the tribe Nga puhi, sub-tribe is ngati tuputo, my mountain is hokianga and my marae is hiua. When I have grown I want to become a Military engineering or a pyro technician in the army.
I was inspired to create an animation out of two different major events; these events were the state of origin and the boxing fight which was with Joseph Parker and Francois Botha. In the development of my animation I had to map out a piece of the school that I wanted to use I calculated that it would be easier and faster to do the area of the library over the area between A block and M block. I also had to use a computer programme called Photoshop to help me design a plan on where I wanted my objects and characters to be. I also had to decide whether I wanted to have men represent each of the state of origin teams or the mascot of the teams. So after I done a few drawings of the mascots and some of the people would look like I decided it was too hard to do the mascots and time consuming I had plan to use people, and then colour in the people clothes to represent the teams. In my plan I notice that I did not have much things happening in the plan. I was then advise to watch the movie “when we were kings” and see what happens in, out and before the fight of Muhammad Ali and George Frasier. It then opened a lot more stuff I could add to make it more interesting like a stage for live music, a bellman and a ring announcer. It also gave me an idea instead of my character starting in the ring I could animate then to start them on the sides and get them to walk in like a real boxer. During the creation of my animation I had to design buildings which had a lot of meaning so I was inspired to make the buildings then I made them the main school colour so they weren’t plain. All these editing were done in the computer programme Blender. While using blender I was able to design my building, ring and band in a 3d mode I was also able to give the model colour, shape and lighting.
On Saturday 24th of August 2013 the exhibition Puehu: Cultural Dust opened and gallery visitors were greeted with an all day performance by Tongan artist Kalisolaite ‘Uhila. The artist is dressed in a black shirt, sandals, hat and wrapped with tupenu. Standing in front of the gallery he is visible to visitors, pedestrians and vehicles driving along the main road. Grounded on top of existing pavement in front of the artist is a twenty-centimeter thick slab of concrete. On first sight the concrete appears chipped at the corners with two circular holes on the surface, suggesting that the concrete was transported there. The artist grips a relatively small steel shovel wrapped with black cloth and begins striking the concrete with the shovel blade.
The artist’s initial strikes chip the sides and corners of the concrete, clearing away debris with his feet as he goes. He continues to strike, working away at the concrete similar to a gardener turning soil. The sound of steel hitting the concrete, sometimes hard and sometimes soft, would rhythmically echo through the street like church bells.
Throughout the day people visit the gallery, to eat, to meet and to see art. For eight hours of a clear sunny day the artist continues to laboriously work away at the concrete, almost as if in search of something. Flesh grips steel, steel attempts to penetrate concrete. As morning becomes afternoon, signs of his efforts become more apparent with resulting debris increasing. A pronounced groove running along the centre suggests where the artist spent much of his energy and time. The performance ends with the artist briefly staring at the concrete, possibly out of exhaustion or in awe of the concrete slab remaining in one entire piece.
The performance Simavao translated as concrete jungle encompasses multiple meanings and metaphors that reflect physical and emotional experiences many Pacific people faced after migrating to Aotearoa New Zealand. For many Pacific migrants in the 1950-1980s it was a life changing decision to leave their homeland in search of improving their lives. The decision to migrate was encouraged by the New Zealand government at the time. Pacific migration would service labour shortage and the influx of migrants would help boost the country’s economy. However, many Pacific migrants soon realised, their decision to leave their homeland would affect their lives more than ever. Kalisolaite adds:
With second-hand suitcases full of hopes, dreams and white sand beaches, our parents and grandparents migrated to New Zealand in search of the land of milk and honey. With a vision of improving the lives of their families, migrants were met with an icy wind and a concrete-paved city
As the artist mentions, upon arrival to Aotearoa New Zealand many were met with a foreign landscape blanketed with concrete buildings, motorways, roads and paved footpaths. The feeling of cold, hard, segmented concrete under one’s feet would have been a new and almost alien experience compared with the warm, soft and expansive land of sand and earth many Pacific people grew up with in their homeland.
Concrete pathways, driveways and foundations for fencing divided land and people to private living and gave meaning to private property. I imagine this would be something many had to adapt with when you consider the nature of shared and open living of village communities in the Islands.
The comparison of landscape makes me think of my childhood memories. One in particular is of staying the weekend at an aunt’s house in Mangere, to hang out with cousins. As you enter the property you are met with a stretch of dense taro plants growing the length of the driveway. A short walk from the end of the driveway you enter the back yard. A concrete pathway from the wash house door to the clothesline leads you to more taro plants and tall banana trees along the back fence. Because the house was a rental property, my auntie’s garden was fairly tamed and confined. I believe if my aunty had it her way the garden would have ventured out further, resembling large cocoa plantations she and the rest of my father’s family grew up with in Samoa.
Along with the physical experience and encounter of a concrete landscape, Kalisolaite’s performance also reflects the emotional challenges of adapting to new systems and structures. The struggle of breaking through concrete as witnessed in the performance Simavao, reminds me of my father’s childhood struggle of learning English after emigrating here in 1971. Being enrolled in a new school, in a different country where everyone speaks a different language was like hitting a concrete wall. Needless to say, the priorities in achievement were varied in the classroom. At the top of the list for my father was understanding exactly what the teacher was saying and not so much addition, subtraction, division and multiplication. With the help of two Samoan children who immigrated a few years earlier, my father eventually understood what the teachers were saying.
Many who joined the workforce experienced similar challenges, such as my father’s siblings who worked on factory concrete floors and assembly lines after migrating here. Most of my father’s siblings were employed in this line of work for many years, some still are. For many Pacific migrant children this line of work maybe familiar, as it was for Tongan artist Salome Tanuvasa and her video work Expensive Movements. In this four-channel video Salome humbly portrays the hard work ethic of Pacific factory workers and hotel staff who also migrated here. What I am reminded of when seeing this work is not only the challenges described above, but also how this hard work ethic over many years has contributed to the solid foundation of this country’s economy. What is beyond inspirational is that this long contribution essentially derives from great commitment and dedication to those they work for - their family; to provide shelter for their parents, to ensure their family is fed and to help their children succeed in life.
As a son and grandson of Pacific migrant parents and grandparents, it is clear for me to see how such challenges and struggles would be as rigid, dense and almost impenetrable like concrete to overcome. And as the artist spent eight hours of laboriously working away without penetrating the concrete to his satisfaction, one thing becomes clearer. Overcoming such immense challenges and struggles either physically and emotionally were not achieved in one day, but over many years of commitment and dedication to loved ones.
The multiple meanings and metaphors I spoke of earlier, do not just come from the personal memories I have shared today, but rather the similar and diverse memories, challenges and struggles experienced and influenced by Pacific migration to Aotearoa New Zealand. The actions performed, the sounds created, the concrete confronted and the thoughtfulness of the artist in the performance of Simavao evoke powerful memories of a history of adaptation, challenge, struggle and inspirational commitment, dedication and achievement.
Flesh grips steel, steel continues to break concrete.