I’m going to diiiie I sometimes for whatever reason think that everyone must find chubby/fat people attractive but that is so far from the case unfortunately :(
My friends always pose really stupid “would you rather” questions whenever there’s nothing to talk about, and tonight at dinner one asked “would you rather go to the gulag for a month or be psychologically tortured in Guantanamo Bay for a week”, you know really nice dinner conversation stuff, and we had to clarify what psychological torture actually entailed and one of my friends gave the example of having lard pumped down your throat with a constant audio telling you that you’re gaining weight and getting fat and you’ll be obese by the time you’re let go. Now all of my friends thought this was the worst thing in the world and chose the gulag, while all I could think was why is the idea of that turning me on rn. And my friend kept going on about how she’d rather be mentally+physically tortured and skinny than forced to become fat 💀 So now I guess I know what my friends will think of me when I get fat :’)
