☾ — i'm so lovesick, i can't help it!
┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ . ࣪☾⭑ ┊ ┊ ┊ ⋆ ۫ ┊ ┊ ★.˚ ┊ ☆ ࣪⊹ ˖ִ𑁤 throw your life away and just love me .ᐟ ִֶָ ༘⋆
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@punished-affection
☾ — i'm so lovesick, i can't help it!
┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ . ࣪☾⭑ ┊ ┊ ┊ ⋆ ۫ ┊ ┊ ★.˚ ┊ ☆ ࣪⊹ ˖ִ𑁤 throw your life away and just love me .ᐟ ִֶָ ༘⋆
☾ — “ tell me that you love me! ”
⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * . . ☾ . ✦⠀ , ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀. ⠀ ⠀. ˚ ⠀ ⠀ , . . *⠀ ⠀ ✮ ⠀✦⠀ .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤdivider credit: h-aewo.
notes: chat im trying to think of things to write here... i dont wanna keep making oc introduction posts that gets boring after a while lol so in honor of all-kill comeback uhm. here. i wanted an excuse to write jiwoon icl icl. threw in mina too. also, these are both crossposted on ao3 if you'd rather read them over there!
synopsis: telling your yandere lover that you love them for the first time.
includes: the trickster and mina.
warnings: gn!reader, in-depth warnings before each segment. general yandere content, unhealthy relationships, toxic relationships, mixture of darker and softer content.
THE TRICKSTER pre-fog, neutral!yandere, model!reader, forced relationship, forced cohabitation, off-screen murder, possessive behavior, forced affection, manipulation, implied stockholm syndrome.
How did your life end up like this?
It's a question that has run through your mind almost every day since you first met Jiwoon, and one you've yet to find the answer to.
If you'd known that agreeing to star in a music video for some idol's comeback would lead to you being forced into a relationship with a murderer, you would've never become a model to begin with.
For whatever reason, Jiwoon had developed an odd attachment to you during the filming of the music video. You hadn't thought much of it, at first. Just a weird little crush that he'd get over when filming was finished, and you were no longer around.
But you were quick to learn that wasn't going to be the case.
hi!!! I wanted to ask if you were going to write more about Saros? just read your posts about him and hes stuck in my brain
I also had a question about him: do you think he'd start to care about similar things that reader does (like valuing life more, hobbies ect) or would just pretend to? Like being tethered to a human shifts his viewpoint since he's never really been around other people much
yes!! i do plan on writing about saros yup yup. i actually wanted to write a lil something for valentine's day for him and some of my other ocs but alas... i didn't... i'm gonna try cooking something up soon though trust trust
but to answer your question... i think he'd pretend for some things, and genuinely learn to enjoy others.
chances are, he won't grow to value life. you are the only person he cares about, so he values your life. but everyone else? someone could be bleeding out in front of him and he won't lift a finger to help, not unless you tell him to.
he'll pretend to care about others, if that's what you want. but you will always be his priority. his soul is bound to you, not them.
but like... hobbies... i can definitely see him getting into arts and crafts. namely crochet and knitting. you probably encourage him to take up the hobby during a slow shift at the tavern, just to get him to shut up about being bored.
most of the stuff he makes is catered towards you and your interests, though. he makes you a scarf when it gets cold outside, and little crocheted animals to offer as little gifts.
he definitely made a miniature crochet version of you, too...
Saros... Me beloved... Can I have Saros crumbs?
blinking... omg saros mentioned... i love saros.... here you go anon pls take some sweet saros content... a prequel to his introduction post just for you mmhm mmhm
warnings: gn!reader, not proofread. yandere content, stalking, possessive behavior, brief mention of reader dying, brief suggestive content, obsession, use of 'master'.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤdivider credit: h-aewo.
Being a summon was a lonely life. There was little contact with mortals unless they were summoners, and the contact between other summons was somehow worse. It's not an easy life, not at all. Which is why Saros should consider himself lucky that he's not a summon, huh?
He's a god. Gods can't be summoned unless they choose to be, and why would he ever let some weak little thing order him around like some servant? The thought alone made him laugh.
But the life of a god was just as lonely as the life of a summon. Perhaps more so, because gods rarely found the need to interact with each other. Too many wars tend to come from those interactions, and Saros isn't the fighting type.
His domain was... boring, too. He hadn't put much effort into it when he made it, settling for an endless void of nothing to float in, with only his mind to entertain him. Sure, he could totally just reshape the domain into something more entertaining but that's just... so much work.
Saros hates work.
So, to keep himself entertained, he instead used his divine powers to make a small, glass ball. He'd always enjoyed watching humans do their little human tasks, so he used that ball to do just that. Peer into the worlds outside of his domain, and watch whatever human catches his interest that day.
It kept him entertained for a bit, watching human after human. But that familiar boredom started inch its way back into his mind, and he started watching them less and less. He was just about to destroy the ball when someone finally caught his interest.
A soul. One that burned brighter than the rest. Bright enough that it felt like it was calling out to him.
And that soul just so happened to belong to you. Someone so painfully normal, it almost made him laugh. There was nothing special about you. No secret identity, no dirty secrets, no troubled past haunting you. Just... you.
Someone who should have never caught his attention, and yet, it was impossible to look away.
He found himself watching you nonstop.
Saros watched you work. You worked hard, putting all your energy into whatever you do without caring if you'd burn yourself out. It made something in him ache. He wanted to take on the burden of your work for you, so you can catch up on much needed rest.
He watched you spend time with your friends. People with souls who didn't burn as bright as yours. Disgusting things, thinking they were on the same level as you.
He watched you spend time with romantic flings. Hookups, to blow off steam. Those were simultaneously his favorite and least favorite moments. He loved watching you, taking in all of your expressions, listening to your breathless gasps. He hated knowing that he wasn't the reason you were like this, though.
It's become an obsession. An all consuming one. He felt like his world would crumble if he didn't get his hands on you. The world you were in held no ounce of magic, so he had no way of interacting with you. It tore him apart. You were so close, yet so far at the same time.
And in his desperation, the idea to just... drag you into a world of magic popped into his mind.
It wasn't something he could accomplish on his own, sadly. He had no choice but to enlist the help of a fellow god. The god who controls life, to be exact. Someone who was more than happy to help him.
Vitus was a sadistic bastard who loved the idea of death. A stark contrast to his role as life itself, but Saros didn't particularly care about that. He wanted only one thing, and that was you.
"Just kill them, and I'll do the rest." He had said. Vitus was one of the few gods who could interact with any world, which is why it had to be him to help.
"You owe me for this," Had been his reply. But that manic grin on his face told Saros that he was going to enjoy whatever plan he had in mind.
Did he feel a bit guilty, sending off someone like Vitus to kill you? Painfully so. But it's something he'll make up for! So long as his plan works out, he'll spend the rest of eternity making it up to you.
And when he feels your soul starting to fade after your death, Saros is quick to put his plan into action. The little power he could use in your world was spent on binding your soul to his, dragging it into a world of magic, and granting you the ability to summon him.
It's a bit ironic, reducing himself to a summon just because of the desperate crush he had, but it doesn't matter.
He's hellbent on having you all to himself.
———
"You're doing it again."
The sound of your voice drags Saros out of his thoughts. He blinks, yellow eyes staring at you as he leans against the bar. The tavern was empty, with just you and him. You were wiping the bar down, and his mind must've wandered off while watching you.
"Hm? Am I not allowed to look at my master?" He hums, smiling a bit at the way your face scrunches up at the label he'd taken to calling you.
You don't bother with a response, much to Saros' dismay. He could listen to your voice for eternity, if you'd let him.
Instead, you just roll your eyes and continue cleaning up. Saros sighs, content with just watching you.
If being nothing more than a servant means having you in his life, all to himself just like this, then he'll happily obey any command you send his way.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * . . ☾ . ✦⠀ , ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀. ⠀ ⠀. ˚ ⠀ ⠀ , . . *⠀ ⠀ ✮ ⠀✦⠀ .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤdivider credit: uzmacchiato.
down below you will find links to things relating to any and all fandoms i write <3
☁︎ — genshin impact.
ㅤㅤ★ — pyro. | hydro. | cryo. | electro. | geo. | dendro. | anemo.
☼ — pyro masterlist !
⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * . . ☾ . ✦⠀ , ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀. ⠀ ⠀. ˚ ⠀ ⠀ , . . *⠀ ⠀ ✮ ⠀✦⠀ .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤdivider credit: uzmacchiato.
☁︎ — thoma.
ㅤㅤ★ — reunions.
reunions. — [thoma x gn!reader]
notes: cross-posted on quotev. first time writing thoma yup yup, i hope i do him some justice. the yandere-ness of this is actually very light you kinda gotta squint to even see it.
warnings: modern au, childhood friends trope. very vaguely implied stalking, sabotaging relationships, unhealthy co-dependency.
synopsis: you'd think that reuniting with your childhood best friend, you'd be able to make many memories together. but thoma's finding it hard to adjust to the fact that you have other friends than him now, and he's willing to do anything to make sure you stay by his side.
wc: 3k. it kinda got away from me lol
The sun was high in the sky as you sat in the airport, watching all the strangers pass by.
Mondstadt was a fairly popular tourist destination, so there were many people going about, some rushing to catch their flights while others were excitedly taking pictures of the architecture that the nation was so famous for.
But you were waiting for someone.
☾ — yandere summon x reader !
⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * . . ☾ . ✦⠀ , ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀. ⠀ ⠀. ˚ ⠀ ⠀ , . . *⠀ ⠀ ✮ ⠀✦⠀ .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤdivider credit: h-aewo.
notes: sorry for disappearing for a few months here i didnt know what to post lol. so here's something short, cause i wanna be active here. i actually really like how this turned out.
warnings: gn reader, not proofread. yandere content, unhealthy relationships, possessive behavior, near-death experience, murder, saros is kinda freaky ngl, use of the term 'master', brief depiction of murder, jealousy, overprotective behavior.
♡ — thinking about a yandere summon... you end up in a typical isekai scenario and end up in a world of fantasy entirely unfamiliar to you, left to start a new life with no place to call home and no one to rely on but yourself. it was hard work, but you were able to get into a normal routine, managing to get a job at a tavern. the owner was even kind enough to let you stay in the small loft in the upstairs area!
♡ — you were so focused on just trying to build a life here that you never really realized you had any sort of special power. not until your life was in danger, and you resigned yourself to death yet again. right before the final blow could be dealt, there was this blinding light. bright enough that you squeezed your eyes shut to shield yourself from it.
♡ — rain starts to pour, but you can't feel it touching your skin. everything was silent, other than the rain. when you opened your eyes, you weren't sure what you were expecting to see. but the adventurers that had decided to attack you because you wouldn't let them leave the tavern without paying their tab were gone. the only thing remaining of them were their weapons dropped on the ground, red water washing away.
☾ — yandere nightmare x reader !
⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * . . ☾ . ✦⠀ , ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀. ⠀ ⠀. ˚ ⠀ ⠀ , . . *⠀ ⠀ ✮ ⠀✦⠀ .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤdivider credit: h-aewo.
notes: this guy is actually based off the guy i keep seeing in my dreams so!! why not turn him into a yandere lol. i plan on making a polar opposite to this guy too thts all soft nd like. a dream, essentially.
warnings: gn reader, yandere content, unhealthy relationships, possessive behavior, fairly detailed nightmares, depictions of death but none of it's real, manipulation, this technically falls into the dark yandere category, forced dependency, intentional sleep deprivation, obsession.
♡ — yandere nightmare who, in the beginning, saw you as nothing more than a mortal for him to mess around with. orion has always viewed himself as better than mortals, considering himself a god, so you were meant to be nothing more than a toy for him. one he'd play with until he got bored and moved on.
♡ — all of your dreams, once nice and pleasant, were now horrific nightmares. if you dreamt of nice childhood memories, it was replaced by the images of your family's faces melting off their skin, revealing demonic monsters hidden beneath.
♡ — orion liked the reactions he got out of you. the way you'd pretend to be brave sometimes, or the way you'd breakdown other times. learning your deepest, darkest fears with each new nightmare, making you suffer in the most horrific ways you could ever possibly imagine.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * . . ☾ . ✦⠀ , ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀. ⠀ ⠀. ˚ ⠀ ⠀ , . . *⠀ ⠀ ✮ ⠀✦⠀ .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤdivider credit: uzmacchiato.
down below you will find links to things relating to any and all ocs i write <3
☁︎ — lucian becker | the stalker.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤspotify playlist. ㅤㅤpinterest board.
ㅤㅤ★ — introduction post.
ㅤㅤfor more posts involving lucian, please look at his tag.
☁︎ — orion | the nightmare.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤspotify playlist. ㅤㅤpinterest board.
ㅤㅤ★ — introduction post.
ㅤㅤfor more posts involving orion, please look at his tag.
☁︎ — saros | the summon.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤspotify playlist. ㅤㅤpinterest board.
ㅤㅤ★ — introduction post.
ㅤㅤfor more posts involving saros, please look at his tag.
☾ — yandere stalker x reader !
⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * . . ☾ . ✦⠀ , ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀. ⠀ ⠀. ˚ ⠀ ⠀ , . . *⠀ ⠀ ✮ ⠀✦⠀ .
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤdivider credit: h-aewo.
notes: lucian my pathetic boy <3
warnings: yandere content, unhealthy relationships, stalking, obsession, unconsensual photo taking, gn reader but terms such as 'pretty' are used, mentions of alcohol, crying, dependency, you get drunk but nothing happens dw.
♡ — yandere stalker who wasn't actually meant to meet you. you live in two different worlds, so his path was never meant to cross with yours. but you just so happened to be best friends with his sister. he's not delusional enough to call it fate, but it felt close.
♡ — he loathed large crowds and parties, but his sister insisted he be her chauffeur. college parties were the worst kind of parties, in lucian's humble opinion, but driving his sister to such a party is the only reason he had been able to meet you.
♡ — you were nothing like his sister, so he's not sure how the two of you ended up becoming such good friends. you greeted him with a friendly smile, apologizing for making him drive such a long way to pick you up.
♡ — he's not built for small talk, so the entire drive was painfully silent until you took notice of the came he had in the backseat. when you asked if you could look at the photos he'd taken, his immediate reaction was to tell you no, but... he just muttered out a small 'okay'.
♡ — the poor guy's heart was racing in his chest, waiting for you to make some backhanded comment. photography was a hard field to find a stable job in, and his parents had been less than supportive, so it was nothing more than a hobby but he still felt nervous nonetheless.
♡ — he hadn't expected you to compliment his photos, though. he'd always been insecure in his photography skills, so it was... embarrassing?? to have someone as pretty as you praise him for random shots of the scenery.
♡ — it's so dumb, but that small amount of praise was enough to have you stuck in his mind even after he had dropped you off at the party. his sister had been eagerly waiting for you outside, passing you what he could only assume to be cheap alcohol as soon as you were within arm's length of her.
♡ — he doesn't know what compelled him to do it, but he scrambled to grab his camera off the passenger seat where you left it when you got out of his car, and he took a picture of you standing on the porch of whoever's house. the porchlight offered such shitty lighting, but you somehow looked stunning under it, and it felt as if his breath had been stolen from him.
♡ — lucian tries really really hard to ignore the weird feeling in his chest that he gets whenever you're around now. it's like his sister knew you had some effect on him, because she took you almost everywhere with her now. you're always so nice to him whenever you're around and it makes him feel all dizzy and nauseous and he's honestly pretty sure he's dying.
♡ — love is nothing something he's proficient in. he's never even dated anyone before, having spent his entire adolescence working hard to get the education his parents wanted of him. and even after graduating uni and getting a job as a computer programmer, he never put himself out there. he was just too painfully socially awkward, shying away from all advances made on him.
♡ — not that he wants to date you! no, oh my god, no, if you knew about the crush he was harboring on you, he'd actually die. he's... he's fine with just watching you from afar until this little crush goes away. because it... it will go away soon, right? right?
♡ — he tried really hard to convince himself that his feelings for you weren't that deep, and that they'd be gone if he just avoided you, but it didn't work. if anything, avoiding you somehow made things worse because he would find himself looking at all the pictures he's taken of you and he doesn't even remember taking so many photos.
♡ — the guilt eats away at him when he starts stalking you. he can't help it! the tightness in his chest only goes away when he can see you. he needed you. needed your praise, your kind words. please, he's so deprived of such an affection.
♡ — and when lucian drops you off at your home one night after a party while you're drunk, he feels like he's in heaven. you were clinging to him, trying to keep yourself from falling, and he felt as if his skin was on fire. by the time he managed to help you to your bedroom and drop you on your bed, he felt as if his heart was going to explode.
♡ — he's not sure how long he stayed in your room, watching you sleep. he doesn't know how many photos he took, but he took enough to max out his sd card. what he does know is that when he finally went back to his apartment, one of your shirts was tightly grasped in his hand. he feels so guilty, tears in his eyes. but your shirt was his pillowcase now.
♡ — and lord forbid if you ever actually catch him stalking you. it's his worst nightmare at this point, the very thought scaring him enough to the point where his hands start to shake and he starts to tear up. if you do catch him, lucian isn't against begging for your forgiveness. he's always been a bit pathetic, but the thought of losing what little affection you held for him only seemed to make him worse.
♡ — he'll cry. he'll drop to his knees, he'll cling to you. he'll do anything he can to make you pity him, to get you to feel bad enough for him that you won't send him away. he doesn't need you to love him, he just needs you to praise him. even if you have to lie.
GO FOLLOW @punished-affection OR ELSE ILL NIBBLE ON YOUR TOES WHEN YOUR ASLEEP.
HELP DONT THREATEN THEM U'LL SCARE THEM OFF
rules and fandoms !
ㅤㅤ— rules.
◇ this is a yandere blog! this blog will include dark content such as possessive and obsessive behavior, kidnapping, unhealthy and toxic relationships, etc etc. if that makes you uncomfortable then it is highly recommended that you leave this blog.
◇ i do not condone this sort of behavior in real life. if you find yourself in a relationship like the ones depicted on this blog, then please get out of it if you can, and stay safe. do not behave this way to anyone.
◇ i will very rarely write smut, but you are free to request it. just know it will only be written when i'm in the mood for it. please keep in mind that i will not write non-con, so do not request that.
◇ do not rush me to write your request, and do not send your request multiple times in hopes i'll get to it faster because i won't. i will actively avoid doing your request, actually, if you do this.
◇ you can request platonic things if you don't want anything romantic.
◇ this blog is a safe space, so any sort of bigotry will not be welcomed here.
◇ seeing as there will be very little nsfw content on this blog, i don't mind if minors interact or read my stuff. however, if i specify on a post for minors to not interact, then i would hope that that gets respected.
◇ my inbox is always open if you want to chat, but i am not your therapist, so do not vent in it.
ㅤㅤ— fandoms.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ— things will periodically get added to the list below.
◇ games.
ㅤ— final fantasy, genshin impact, honkai star rail, wuthering waves, dead by daylight, degrees of lewdity, fire emblem, lollipop chainsaw, the legend of zelda, until dawn, the quarry, love and deepspace, resident evil, obey me, stardew valley, date everything.
◇ movies & shows.
ㅤ— kpop demon hunters, slashers (and general horror).
◇ anime.
ㅤ— jujustu kaisen, tensura, demon slayer.
◇ misc.
ㅤ— ocs, monsters, creepypastas.