Until then, consider me your confidence.
The touch to her shoulder relaxes her enough, but she’s still slightly fearful. Her world has been shaken to its core; not only has she lost so many friends in this war, but she’s lost her father, the one true pillar in her life. There are other pillars, sure - you don’t build a house on one foundation post, after all. But it’s still shaky even so, just as her breath is when she exhales.
Being strong is hard. She’s a lot stronger than she thinks she is, though - that’s what everyone around her says. It’s funny, it’s been years since the loss, but sometimes it still hits very strong and hard. Paws rub together in uncertainty as Fufu contemplates this, wonders what would Papa say if he was here? Would he say the same things?, thoughts that come without her even realizing. It’s a hard habit to break, but she knows eventually... eventually she can. Eventually, things will be rebuilt, much like society was being. It will be okay again. It will be.
These things just take time.
“Thank you, Captain,” Fufu bows her head, smiling just a touch, “you know, sometimes I think things haven’t changed much, but when I really open my eyes... everything’s different. Not that it’s a bad thing,” she adds quickly, looking up as her ears lay flat to the side in submission, “it’s definitely... it’s.”
Saying its better is still hard, almost impossible, so she finds a way around the words. “It’s a lot nicer than it could be.” Succinct, to the point, just like the breath she takes. “And I think it’s something I can take pride in. Just like you,” her ears lift and she smiles wider at Rukia now, eyes partially squinted in happiness. “I’d be happiest to consider you my new confidence, Ruki- I mean, Captain.”