~<who is it?>~ this one can be called astra, it/she. ("you" is ok but usually not preferred!) it is a trans girl and a lesbian. it is also a doll, a puppy, a kitty, a floret, an android, and anything else that strikes its owners' fancy- but it is never ever a person, and should not be referred to or treated as such. it lives its full life as property of its owners, including @duskmxtress-nox.
~<what to expect?>~ this blog is full of erotic kinky stories and shitposts (minors dni). the doll can rarely stop thinking, so its writing often (but not always!) takes a contemplative and artistic tone. it hopes you enjoy!
~<what kinks?>~ it writes and reblogs about topics like nonconsent, intoxication, petplay, mind control, bimbofication, misogyny, dykebreaking, hdg, empty spaces, micro/macro, and many more. it isn't able to tag all kinks in every post, but you are more than welcome to add tags of your own!
~<contact?>~ feel free to interact with this doll and its posts in any way that this site allows you to. reblog with tags and comments, type in replies, send asks, send dms, likespam, do anything else!! it still finds it quite odd that this needs to be said...
~<how to treat?>~ like a toy, of course! it's owned, but it is also polyamorous; while it isn't actively looking for new owners or play partners, it's open to any possibilities! it accepts feedback on its writing, prompts, requests, attempts to flirt, unsolicited nudes, rape threats... really dm it however you like! it does call itself a lesbian, but any interested man is welcome to try to, um, dissuade it from that notion.
~<how not to treat?>~ don't be transphobic to it. don't ask it for money. don't try to talk it out of any of its kinks. don't ask it to dom, and try not to focus too much on what's between its legs.
~<why did it follow me and spamlike my blog?>~ well there are a few possible reasons, but it's probably a little bit obsessed with you and wants to be mutuals with you and let you bully it and and and and and
~<tags?>~ it uses two tags for organizing within its blog: "#i love my owner" for posts inspired by real-life events with its owners, and "#ask the puppydoll" for any asks it's responding to.
~<???>~ um um. did it forget anything? gosh it hopes not. it still feels so new to this site... anyway! thank you for paying attention to it and reading all the way to the bottom of its pinned post! wag wag wag + licks u + giggles !! ok bye :3 🩵
the bad thing about having unhealthy habits due to mental illness, is when you DO do something healthy style you can't brag about about it because then people will then know you've been doing it yucky style all along. Like you can't brag you changed your sheets or brushed your teeth because then ppl will be like oh did you not brush your teeth regularly before? Thats yucky disgusting! So you just gotta keep it to yourself. And be proud alone, I suppose.
You take your pills. You shave your face. You tuck into your underwear, and wear an extra pair to be safe.
Nobody can know.
You slip on your bracelet. It matches the sticker on your water bottle, and another on your bumper, and the flag in your profile.
Everybody has to know.
You go out. No one mentions the stubble. No one mentions the bracelet. And when you give the name you chose, they don't think it twice.
It's no difference.
But...
I hear you before I see you. A cough that catches you off guard doesn't quite match your well-trained voice. They don't notice, but it catches my ear; a glimpse of your bracelet as you brush hair behind your ear just confirms what I already felt beneath thought.
You're like me.
It's too brief for an exchange, for eye contact, even for you to notice me back. But it's just enough for you to give me something, something you wish you'd gotten from another stranger with a sticker and a voice years ago...
You give me hope.
You don't notice it passing between us; how could you? But it's everything. And I won't notice when I pass it on myself in a week, a month, a year or ten. But it's everything.
I think i am attracted to orgasm control but not in the "you are not allowed to have an orgasm" or "you have to edge" kind of way but more like the "Do you want to cum? Yes. No, you don't. You are just confused" or "what do you mean silly, you already did" when they know i havent type of gaslighting and manipulating kinda way
i didn't think i came but you said you could taste it? that just looks like drool to me but it's so dark i really can't tell... im still hard? what do you mean "im just that into it," that's never happened? ive just never felt this good before, oh that makes sense, o-okay... but i only get one, so here's my cage, i guess i'll try to calm down...
gaslighting is awesome, and it would actually be so easy to gaslight me; it's surprising that it's never happened before. my owner just always tells me the truth!
hi hi hello! @duskmxtress-nox changed this one's name!! it's called dawn now. isn't that so pretty?? thank you Mxtress Nox 🥰🥰 new pinned post reflecting it soon ^^
getting dommed by a girl who's normally very submissive feels really good actually like whaaaat im somehow more pathetic than you are rn like whaaaat how's this possible.... like how is this normally subby girl threatening to fuck my face against the wall like that's so cool
revolutionary leader: we have to destroy their government like a worm eating an apple from the core. we cannot rest until every one of their leaders are dead. theyve spent eons ruling the galaxy with an iron fist, destroying everything we care about, lets not forget the inhabitants of ATLAS-05 and the slaughter of indigenous populations, our objective is clear. we will not rest until they are gone.
ace pilot: [raising her hand] okay so question
revolutionary leader: [sighing] what. what is your question
ace pilot: umm.. can i be leashed? i'm kinda missing my leash. whos my handler?
revolutionary leader: wh- you don't have a handler. you're a fucking mech pilot, you can be trusted to know the best course of action in battle, can't you? isnt this what they train you for?
ace pilot: [shaking her head] no i just do what they tell me to. i never got trained or anything they just inject me with the stuff and then tell me where to shoot. can i wear a muzzle
revolutionary leader: you never- what the fuck? THIS is what the best of the best of their army is like? you never even got trained?
revolutionary pilot: i told you working with her was a bad idea. lets just kill her. we don't need fascist scum in our ranks.
ace pilot: [whimpering a little] aahahaha.. can she be my handler? i like her
revolutionary leader: wh- what the fuck. you at least know how to pilot their mechs? right?
ace pilot: [grinning] if a scary lady is yelling at me, i can pilot anything in this galaxy
revolutionary pilot: we really dont need her. lets just shoot her
revolutionary leader: no no, wait.. anything? like all you need is a handler and you can pilot as well as any of their pilots
ace pilot: and a lot of drugs! but yep
revolutionary leader: . . . alright marsha you're her handler now
revolutuonary pilot: AW WHAT
ace pilot: [wagging her tail in her mind] YAAAYYYYYYY
anyone who i love is probably sick of hearing me say this, but there's such a beautiful eroticism in watching someone get dressed. something indecent is always lurking beneath the thin fabric veneer we put on to go outside and be seen, just a layer or two separating the presentable from the lewd. when you watch someone get dressed, when you see how the clothes fall onto and hang off of their body, the illusion stops working. you can see through the clothes as an engineer sees through the outer covering of a familiar mechanism and into the delicate, intricate pieces inside. if you've ever woken up with me in the morning, gotten dressed in front of me while i blushed and hid my face in the sheets and watched, then you've probably heard me put this all much more succinctly before....
i know you're naked under all those clothes, you slut!!!
Girl that bullied you in high school recognizing you at the bar, despite everything estrogen has done to your body since.
Girl that apologizes for all of that, says she was going through a lot figuring out she was gay and took it out on you and feels bad about it, so she buys you a few drinks to apologize.
Girl that feels really comfortable to be around after you notice you her turning away a few guys with a sharp glare so you can be alone with her.
Girl that offhandedly jokes that she can take you out back and give you one last wedgie "for old times sake"
Girl that looks confused when you get visibly blushy and flustered and moan like you need something when she places a hand on your back near your waistband.
Girl whose heartrate spikes when you accidentally let slip that youve been fantasizing about her doing that exact thing to you for the last 15 years.
Girl who smiles sadistically as she invites you back to her place so she can bully you the way she always wanted to back when she didnt know why she thought you were cute.
Girl that smirks and suddenly grips your panties and yanks them up right as youre about to get in the taxi just so she can hear all thoae adorable noises shes been missing for the past decade and a half
Girl that pulls ypu into a hot passionate makeout session and then reaches back and pulls your panties up, forcing you to gasp and moan into her mouth because she wont let you pull away.
Girl that bounces you one single time because your panties are too cute and she doesnt wanna ruin them and stares in stunned silence as she finds out that thats all to make you cum your pretty little brains out.
Girl who cant stop herself from grinning while she listens to you apologize for it.
Girl who wont let you leave when you get embarrassed and tells you that its the hottest thing shes ever seen and cant wait to see if she can do it again
every time i get logged out for no discernible reason i'm worried that i got terminated but the advantage of being too quiet and shy to make friends is that i'm also mostly unnoticed by moderation
