[pureblissinterlude]

Feelings are weird...

Feelings make me feel as though I’m bipolar

Feelings of you...feelings for you...feelings to be freed from you...

Feelings of loneliness even though I’m laying next to you

Feelings of betrayal because I gave you my heart & you stepped all over it

Feelings of confusion. Like, why did you choose me to hurt? You knew what you were doing & still chose me to fuck over.

Feelings of anger. Anger at you, anger with you, anger at me. For knowing better but not doing better.

Feelings of bitterness. Knowing I’m better, knowing we’re better.

Feelings of weakness

Feelings for you.

Feelings of manipulation from your words; still clinging on hoping there’s some truth in them.

Feelings of vulnerability, when I try so hard to avoid it

Feelings of rage at the thought of all the wrong you’ve done to me.

Feelings for you.

Feelings of lust. Or is it love? Or is it both? Is it me being too blind or stubborn to let go?

Feelings of wanting nothing to do with you but still dealing with you

Feelings for you.

Feelings for your touch, your smile, your laugh

Feelings of I fucking hate you with everything in me, but wanting to take care of you. Wanting to take care of your heart all in the same breath.

Feelings of what the fuck am I still doing

Feelings too deep to even write about

Feelings that are fading by the minute...no, by the second

Feelings for you.

Feelings of wanting more

Feelings of trying to figure out how to forgive but not knowing how

Feelings of wishing you’d truly tell me what was up and why you do what you do

Feelings of wanting to understand you more so we can grow

Feelings of hating you and loving you at the same time

Feelings for you.

Feelings of knowing what I deserve

Feelings of being free from this emotional hell

Feelings of feeling new...refreshed...and completely over you.

Feelings for new...

It was fun while it lasted, but it’s going to be even more fun looking past ya.

See, I’m realizing my worth. I’m realigning my energy. I’m allowing the universe to pour out the blessings I deserve....with someone I deserve.

But truth be told, I’m feeling overwhelmed as fuck.

Because I never want us to end, but I’m just wasting my time by playing pretend.

So enjoy your life, enjoy your future wife.

[queenxkimberly]

Can't wait for the day "come over" turns into "come home"

[pureblissinterlude]

I listen to Pursuit of Happiness daily because it describes everything right now.

Quit my job Bought a one way ticket Took 3 bags And now I’m just traveling. Wherever I want to go or feel like going. I’ll find where I’m going eventually, but until then….it’s just going to be another day, another city.

[pureblissinterlude]

Amazing what a year has done. Ended up in 10 cities in a 2 week span Came back home Became co-owner of a business And mentally became better.

[kushandwizdom]

Focus on what makes you happy. Drink more water. Use your 24 hours to constantly grow and glo. Practice meditation. Remove shit friends. Cherish the good people you've been blessed with. Eat healthy. Exercise your body and mind. Continue to learn about yourself. Love God.

[benevolencing-deactivated201704]

[nihilistic-bitch]

Me: *immediately forgives someone for their hurtful behavior towards me*

Me, later: actually, you know fucking what,,

[decreasing-entropy-deactivated2]

Anxiety: if you are not doing The Most™ then you are a giant fucking failure! go! hurry!

Depression: life is pointless, just lie in bed and stare at a wall all day, we good

[nxs]

I literally have so much love to give. You just need to be real with me.

[scum2000]

nothing turns me on more than someone who sincerely cares about me and who directly communicates their intentions

[bunlly]

Have you ever lost yourself in a kiss? I mean pure psychedelic inebriation. Not just lustful petting but transcendental metamorphosis when you became aware that the greatness of this being was breathing into you. Licking the sides and corners of your mouth, like sealing a thousand fleshy envelopes filled with the essence of your passionate being and then opened by the same mouth and delivered back to you, over and over again - the first kiss of the rest of your life. A kiss that confirms that the universe is aligned, that the world’s greatest resource is love, and maybe even that God is a woman. With or without a belief in God, all kisses are metaphors decipherable by allocations of time, circumstance, and understanding.

Saul Williams  (via lazypacific)

[deleteme-adub-deactivated201811]

in a mood to get nutted in and have a baby

[pureblissinterlude]

2016

Racist white people really need to do better when it comes to expressing their anger towards black people or POC in general.

Ever since Trump ran for president it seems like all the closeted racist felt as it was their time to come out & finally be themselves, as if Trump could protect them from getting their ass whooped.

Calling someone of color a racial slur,such as,“nigger, monkey,etc.” really doesn’t have the affect that you may believe it may. It truly just shows your ignorance and how far we really haven’t come since slavery was first acknowledged.

So here’s my advice: •Educate yourself •Stop feeling empowered or superior just because your skin is white •Look deeper inside yourself to see the type of person you are •and just do fucking better. Grow up & do better.

[pureblissinterlude]

I may be younger, but I'll look after you

[pureblissinterlude]

Storms brewing

[trvviz]

[section8babe]

#1 requirement to be my friend: be real. do not ever lie to me, ever… about anything. no matter what. im very understanding sooo understanding and i try to see things from every perspective possible. i dont judge people and I appreciate honesty so so much. you could have told me the worst thing ever but ill be happy because u kept it real. i personally keep it 100 and id love it if all my friends did the same. thats the first and most important requirement to ever be my friend.

[ohmyearth-blog]

Having someone stuck in your head is the absolute worst. It’s intrusive. It wastes your time. It’s like, when you have to force yourself to forget you don’t really forget. You remember even more. Everything is heightened. 

I need a cup of tea and some sleep.