So why is it that ppl I’m around,spaces I wanna be in always have something rude to say,discredit me,downplay me or overal just HATE me.
I tend to isolate a lot and the only social interactions I have are with my bf over call..before him I’d do nothing,never spoke,barely posted..I was honestly just rotting away in my room and never leaving it had gotten to the point my mom said she was worried I was gonna “🔪🪢💀” myself so I started going to the park everyday just to swing and come right back home and repeat (still do) I don’t like to be active ,I don’t like drawing attention but at the same time I really love to show ppl what I’m doing.i make cute videos,yap..give advice,do witchy things or sometimes even make troll post just to see the results - im just a simple young adult who’s figuring things out..I’ve come to conclusion that my passion is with social media but at the same time I HATE social media. I don’t fit anywhere..like literally I don’t fit in at all..like atp I could create a whole new community based off myself because I feel so fucking niche in personality & spirituality .. I’ve tried everything,good side, bad side,deep parts of the internet,soft parts of the internet,writting,art,fashion,music,sewing.. (AND MORE)
