It’s been a while since being on this account. I’m not even sure if anyone will see this.. a lot has happened in life and it only continues. I go back and see the naive little girl that used to run this blog. Only I know that scars filled her arm in her seemingly unbothered profile picture. Hiding behind a smile and a damn flower crown. I just wanted to feel and pretend like everything was okay while my world was shattering around me. But that’s in the past, now out of my control.
What I learned is what I can control. It’s how I react to these situations for myself and future self. It took a lot of inner strength and help from others that I trust and do believe are good people. There are good, amazing people out there that love. Their love has guided me back here, and I continue to choose love. I feel like I’ve grown like a real flower does. I can only focus on being present now and working towards my future. Water myself in order to live. Staying optimistic in the light. She’s alright now, I’m alright—I’ll be alright.
I want to share with those that feel they’re in the same situation. Choose love, choose light.
