CW: best friends exbf!harry, sexy time. this is a hate fuck so its quite mean with some rough sex lol so be warned!
WC: 5k
Y/N met Marigold during her first year of university.
She was a nervous mess, anxious about moving to a whole new city, surrounded by completely new people. When she was in high school, everyone would always rave about how fun and freeing university would be. Stories about large friend groups and parties every weekend had Y/N hoping she would contort into some kind of friendly and approachable version of herself so she could also experience uni like most people made it out to be.
Thankfully, the universe had been on her side that first day on campus, probably pitied by her trembling hands and permanent frown. Anyone within a 10 metre radius of Y/N could have sensed that her nerves were on fire.
Soon enough that fire was consoled, and the universe sent her a cheeky wink and a sly smile; because the day she walked into her dorm, she found a teary Marigold wrapped in the arms of her father.
Marigold was pretty like her name— her hair was buttery, eyes like drops of honey and she had a smile that was entirely too contagious. Everything about her was beautiful. She was gorgeous and outgoing, an extrovert who practically pounced on Y/N the second she stepped into the room.
In the beginning, Y/N was quite wary of her; she found that usually people who were too friendly too soon were often compensating for a more sour part of their persona that they planned to reveal later down the road.
But being around Marigold was just so easy.
Talking to her was easy and befriending her was easy. People like her were like magnets— guys and girls both practically drooling at her feet at every given moment. It wasn’t a surprise she had everyone wrapped around her perfect, manicured finger, and one of those that fell victim to her charms was the one and only Harry Styles.
Harry Styles was notorious on campus for jumping from girl to girl and bed to bed— a sex-driven man who no matter how many people he slept with in a month, was the star in every man and woman’s wet dream.
At one point, Y/N might have thought he was cute. The first time she saw him was at a party where he was (surprise surprise) pressed up against a pretty redhead, twirling her hair around his finger and whispering things in her ear. He was gorgeous; with green eyes that marbleized into hues of brown and golden, chocolate locks that swirled over his forehead and a tall, lean build littered in tattoos.
One had to be either blind or a liar to say he wasn’t attractive.
And Y/N enjoyed ogling him for a while as well.
Until he began seeing Marigold.
After Y/N and Marigold moved in together, they naturally became really close friends, thanks to the forced proximity within their tiny space. Close friends turned into best friends, and with all best friendships, Y/N had to hear about the nitty gritty details of her friend’s love life.
Although she would attempt to listen with newfound enthusiasm every time Marigold had a new lover, once Harry came into the mix, things began getting more interesting. The most sought after boy on campus was seeing her best friend— the situation practically begged for a hot goss sesh.
Marigold set the scene for Y/N about how he approached her for the first time at a party, passed a number of compliments her way and kissed her after a couple of dances. His pretty mouth casted a spell on her, and she didn’t stop blabbering about how amazing and hot he was for the next week and a half, which was when Harry showed up at their dorm with a bouquet of flowers and asked Marigold to be his girlfriend.
No matter how off Harry’s aura made her feel, Y/N had to force herself to be happy for Marigold.
And she was for a while! In the beginning, things were looking up for the new couple.
Word was getting around the campus that Marigold had tied Harry down— the boy was ready to settle into a serious relationship with Y/N’s best friend. His commitment issues and inability to keep his dick in one place suddenly vanished.
And maybe it did for a month.. or two… and then when the third month rolled around… well, everyone sat silly with their foot in their mouth.
A sobbing and shaking Marigold laid in Y/N’s lap within less than six months of her seeing Harry.
“He told me he loved me, Y/N.”
“Does he not think I’m pretty?”
“Was I never enough for him?”
All these questions to which Y/N had no answer to but to stroke her friends back and reassure her of how perfect she was; that Harry was an idiot for cheating on her— that any man would be stupid to let someone like Marigold go.
All of her friends' tears told a separate story. Some new torture that Harry put Marigold through was revealed with every fat, salty drop that dribbled down her cheeks.
Marigold was quick to spill that not only did the boy cheat on her after claiming he was in love with her, but he was a toxic asshole who tried to control every single aspect of her life. Marigold had to dress how he liked, spoked only to people who he “approved” of, clean out her social media followings, and keep him updated about her whereabouts at all times.
The worst part was Y/N had no fucking clue her best friend was being put through this.
Harry had convinced (gaslit) Marigold into believing that everything he did was for the best of her and really, what good was she if Harry wasn’t by her side?
It was safe to say that after hearing Marigold shyly tell her about Harry’s “rules”, Y/N vowed to despise Harry for the rest of her life.
The mere sight of him ticked her off and she aided her best friend in getting over him by consistently reminding her of all the crap he put her through. Like just the fact that he treated her that way wasn’t enough and Marigold had to be reminded every time about exactly how he hurt her.
A semester passed; and then two.
Time really was the best medicine, as a year later Marigold slowly got over the cancer that was Harry and Y/N learned to live with her infinite hatred for the man.
Y/N avoided him like the plague— blocked him on all her social media and would say no to hang out with any mutual friends the two might have at the risk that she might see him.
And she was doing really well embarking on this little mission of hers!
Until she bumped into him 14 months later at a house party in celebration of the end of the semester.
She didn’t plan to be at the party right after her exams were finished, but there was something about the weekend following the end of semester which made her feel obligated to do something fun and exciting with her time. Y/N was brave enough to go to this one alone, forced to retire to this fate as Marigold had gone overseas the afternoon her last assignment was due.
That left Y/N alone in her dorm and an alone Y/N is a pesky Y/N; itching to do something to entertain her idle hands. So she messed around on her phone until she found an open invite to a party posted to a friend's story, didn’t bother checking the address to see who’s house it was, put on a skimpy outfit and left to get hammered— and if she was lucky, maybe even laid.
The outfit she wore was tiny and revealing. A two piece black top and mini skirt which showed off the majority of her legs. Anyone could tell that she aimed to get laid that night and the amount of people that tried to approach her on the little sofa she was tucked in to made her feel great about herself.
The sad part was that she had to turn down most of them with a sympathetic smile on her face since she was easily disgusted and icked out by the smallest things. It was a tendency of hers that was what often got in the middle of her getting fucked; she found hersef unable to not pick out the smallest details about someone and not get turned off immediately.
They stared at her legs too long? Ick. They’re wearing skin-tight jeans? Ick. They try to kiss her within five minutes of talking to her? Ick.
By the time she softly excused herself from the last guy who drunkenly attempted to slip his hand up her skirt, Y/N was feeling a little hopeless and extremely frustrated.
How hard was it just to get fucked by a semi-decent guy?
One more drink, Y/N decided, and she would just go home. She didn’t even have the energy to entertain herself at this point, ready to go to bed high and dry.
And she would’ve, had she not turned around to see a smug looking Harry staring at her. He didn’t bother to begin with a greeting, eyes settled on her chest and roaming her legs freely. The kink in Y/N’s eyebrows was immediate; she was ready to ignore his presence and walk right past him if he had not stopped her with his sultry baritone.
”Y’look hot as fuck.” A drink was hanging loosely between his fingers and much to Y/N’s misfortune, he looked amazing. His hair was messy and flopped over due to his fingers' constant interference and he wore a pair of loose jeans and a plain black t-shirt.
Too bad his comment made Y/N want to puke.
She gave him one last chance and chose to ignore him and leave, but Harry had other plans as he stepped backwards when she stepped forwards, “don’t leave just yet. Promise, I don’t bite.”
The little smirk on his face made Y/N’s skin crawl and she couldn’t stop the snarl that crept upon her features, “funny, seeing you here, I assumed you’d have your dick stuck in anything that resembled a hole by this time of the night.” Her voice was sharp and witty, and she might have thought the comment was too harsh but it didn’t seem like it struck Harry the way she wanted it to when the seam of his lips stretched even wider. “Wouldn’t you like to know.”
Harry stuffed a hand in his pocket and moved to stand right in front her so her back was facing the wall. They were in a fairly quiet room with a handful of people around them— somewhere Y/N retreated to when the party got a bit overbearing. “Fuck off, Harry. I don’t want to talk to you.”
”Come on, Y/N. Don’t hate me so much. We can have so much fun together,” he said slyly. Y/N crossed her arms over her chest, which was a huge fucking mistake because now Harry was having a conversation with her tits. “Hey, my eyes are up here, you dick. And don’t pretend like you don’t know why I hate you.” Harry feigned a look of confusion, “I don’t. Care to remind me?”
When he didn’t let up on the staring contest he seemed to be having with her boobs, Y/N dropped her arms in exasperation, “you were an ass to Marigold. Cheated on her when you told her you loved her.” She couldn’t believe he didn’t remember what he did; or maybe he did remember, and was being dense on purpose just to piss her off. “Did I? Can’t recall.”
He took a step closer to her and Y/N’s chest began to rise and fall with anger, “don’t pretend like you don’t know what I’m talking about.” She had half the mind to shove him so his drink sloshed in his hands but she didn’t, tightening her fingers to prevent herself from making a scene in the middle of the party. “Those are all things of the past. I’ve changed now,” Harry said. Y/N scoffed. “Guys like you don’t change, Harry. You can lie and you can manipulate, but you will never ever change.”
She shoved her index finger in his chest, making him stumble back a little. This time her words made his eyebrows furrow, “who the fuck do you think you are, telling me what I can and cannot do?” Harry was close enough that she backed up into the wall, but she never let her stare falter even once. “I hate you,” her voice was scarily stable, “I hate you and you’re a toxic, manipulative prick who hurt my best friend and can’t commit for shit.”
Harry’s eyes darkened, “you don’t know anything about me, so I suggest you and your prissy ass fuck off before I say something I don’t want to.” He was looking right into her own eyes, unwavering and intimidating, but Y/N wasn’t going to back down. “There’s nothing you can say to hurt me. I’m not insecure like you.” She was pushing all of his buttons, and Harry wanted nothing more than to shut her mouth so she wasn’t running it like she owned the damn place.
“Babe, don’t project yourself onto me. It was always really obvious you were mad I chose to fuck Marigold over you. Y’know, she was way fucking hott—“
He didn’t finish the end of his sentence because Y/N shoved him away from her with all her might. “Don’t fucking finish that sentence and don’t ever talk to me again,” she hissed. Her face was warm and hot with anger, and she didn’t bother checking his reaction before she stormed out of the room and wiggled her way around the crowd to escape upstairs.
Her chest was heaving and if she let her walls down, her eyes would brim with tears. Thankfully she was able to find an empty room to the left of the long hallway, and it was tidy enough for her to seclude herself in. She shut the door and paced around the room.
Something about him just made her want to rip her own skin off. He knew just how to get on her nerves and what buttons to push to make her boil with anger, but she wasn’t going to let a dick like him get to her. A couple minutes passed as she calmed herself down, and right when she felt like she was good enough to face the crowd and leave the party, the door opened.
Her shoulders dropped when she saw Harry walk in and shut the door behind himself and lock it. “I just told you don’t want to ta—“
“—You started it downstairs. I was being nice—“
“— Is that your idea of nice, Harry? Staring at my tits and asking me why I won’t have fun with you?”
“I didn’t do anything wrong, I was being civil until you started fucking accusing me of shit out of nowhere!”
She scoffed. “Wow, I cannot believe you. I don’t know if you act this way on purpose or you really can’t tell what the fuck is wrong with your brain.”
“Can you have a normal conversation with me without insulting me for a fucking second?”
His voice was getting louder and he was right in front of her, staring down angrily at her annoyed face. She could tell his jaw was tense and the sight was almost hot which was even more annoying. “I don’t want to have any conversation with you. I think I have made that pretty fucking cle—“
“—Will you shut the fuck up and listen to me!”
Make me!”
Y/N didn’t know why she said what she said and why she did what she did right after, when Harry curled his fingers around her throat and dragged her towards his mouth. Their lips met in a harsh clash, smacking and bruising— confusing Y/N, because why is she not pulling away and why does he feel so good? His fingers slipped into her hair when he bit her bottom lip hard, “hate this mouth,” he mumbled against her, shoving her waist so she was forced to walk back and hit the bed. He pecked her jaw then came back to her mouth, “so bitchy.”
His words should have made her angry, but his mouth had a certain effect on her that made her feel things she shouldn’t, because his comment goes straight to her throbbing clit. She whimpered against his mouth. “You’re…” she breathed as he kissed down her neck, “…an asshole.”
Harry sunk his teeth into the base of her throat, “oh yeah?”
“Mmm. I hate you,” she responded. She was barely able to keep her eyes open when he finally pushed her on the bed and climbed on top of her. “I don’t think you do, baby. I think…” wet kisses were pressed down her neck and over the top of her chest, “… I think you want to fuck me. S’that right? Need me to make that ache go away?”
It was like her ability to speak comprehensively was taken away from her when he reached around her back and pulled the zipper down for her top. “Yes. Now— fuck me now, Harry.”
He licked a stripe up from the middle of her chest to her chin, dipping into her mouth to kiss her hastily. He was sinful with the way he looped his tongue around hers and nipped at her lip, “I’m getting quite annoyed by your demands. Didn’t I ask you to shut up?” She’s given no time to respond, gasping loudly when he took both of her tits in his hands and squeezed. His fingers were skillful as they played with the sensitive peaks of her nipples, pinching and tugging till she was a moany mess.
Y/N was unable to offer any response to him, arching her back into his touch when Harry pressed his lips to her nipples repeatedly, pecking them affectionately, “think these are the only things I like about you.”
He bit the flesh of her tit lightly as a parting gift before trailing further down her body. Her scent was intoxicating him, more than any drink or drug he’d ever consumed. She was crowding his senses— all he could see, smell, touch and think about. Once he reached the hem of her skirt, he pulled his shirt off and grabbed her hips to pull her closer. Y/N moaned highly when he ran his hands down her collarbones, her tits, her stomach and her navel, goosebumps following his trail as he travelled straight down to take her skirt off in one go.
The groan he let out the moment he saw her black lace thong was enough to make Y/N come on the spot. “Fuck me,” he sighed and tucked two fingers into the waistband. Before he pulled them off, he met Y/N’s eyes and waited for her to nod which was his que to rip the fabric off of her hips. “What the fuck, Ha—“
He shut up her protesting by shoving the lace into her mouth, muffling whatever curse she was about to spew his way. She furrowed her eyebrows upon feeling the fabric against her tongue, Harry’s long fingers wrapping around her jugular, “shhh. That's much better. You’re a bit more bearable with your mouth shut.”
Y/N wanted to say something back to him but all she could do was try to look angry even though her primary motive was to use his dick to get off. So she complied and held the tattered lace in her mouth even though getting rid of it was no problem at all— she’d only have to purse her lips and blow, but she didn’t; instead, she remained malleable and cooperative, not wanting to stray Harry away from what she wanted him to do, which was to fuck her brains out.
He didn’t give her a chance to say anything anyway, because as soon as the fabric was tucked between her lips, he skipped down to her pussy and immediately latched on to the swollen bud pearled between her folds. She was wet beyond belief; slippery between her lips and trickling down onto the bed when he carefully sucked on her clit in rhythmic pulses. The underwear in her mouth was her biggest enemy as her back arched and her throat begged to cry out loud because of the pleasure coursing through her veins. She could feel it all the way in her fingertips when he tucked her lips apart and cooed at her clenching hole.
“I take it back. Your tits and your pussy are the only things I like about you,” such words would normally make Y/N want to slap a man, but Harry had the opposite effect, “s’very pretty.” He licked her shortly once, twice, and the third time was longer, more thorough as he slowly made his way all the way from her hole to her clit, flicking his tongue against the bud until she was shaking.
Her hips lifted off the bed, chasing Harry’s mouth and her own high which she reached quickly thanks to his noisy suckles and sloppy kisses. Harry tried to drag her orgasm on as much as he could, pushing himself nose-deep into her pussy until she folded her legs and pressed her knees together, forcing him to stop. A smack resounded around the room when he collided his palm with her outer thigh, making Y/N jump. Harry sat back on his heels.
“I want you on all fours with your ass up.”
Y/N blinked at Harry, unmoving. Her orgasm had made her brain go all fuzzy. “Cmon, get,” he commanded, slapping her leg again. It was as if her thoughts had turned to mush, wanting to do what Harry said but she remained lying on her back and heaving, eyes fluttering shut. “For fucks sake.”
A yelp was muffled by the lace tucked between her teeth when Harry grabbed her hips and physically turned her over, palms rough as they slapped her knees apart and forced her into an arch, “have to do everything for you now, do I? Fucked dumb already?”
Harry wasn’t expecting an answer and Y/N couldn’t find it in her to give him one, instead feeling the burn in her body when he stretched her out as he pleased. She could hear the sound of him undoing his zipper and pulling his jeans down. She was a little bummed she couldn’t see him in all his naked glory, but the thought left her brain as soon as she felt him press his tip against her clit and fist her hair from behind.
“If only you weren’t such a bitch, I’d fuck this little pussy every night.”
He exhaled as he slicked his cock with her juices, teasing her hole and her clit. Y/N tried to shift her hips back for some friction but his grip was unyielding, holding onto her side with one hand and pushing her face into the sheets with the other. She couldn’t retort even if she wanted to.
“Fu—mm… pl—mph!” She tried pleading. Her desperation was quickly cut off as he delivered a sharp spank to her ass and slid into her at the same time. Harry didn’t bother going slow or giving her time to adjust, making it fit inside of her despite her walls pulsing around him. His hips were snug against her ass.
Y/N could feel him everywhere.
Prodding into her tummy and trickling down to her toes— she was shaking with how good he felt pressed snugly against her g-spot. He delivered sharp, deep thrusts over and over and over again, hard and unrelenting. Her scalp stung with how he held her against the mattress, though Y/N didn’t mind the pain; if she could even call it that. The feeling was delicious, especially paired with the occasional slap to her ass. “So fucking wet,” Harry stated the fact, stilling inside of her.
“You alright?” His voice was soft as he leaned over her and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. Her heart fluttered. She still couldn’t respond with the panties in her mouth so she offered him a nod to which he pressed a kiss to her cheek and returned to his position. He was still very much inside of her during the sweet exchanged, and it was like a flip was switched when he returned to fucking her properly.
The sounds of her muffled whines and his deep groans did something to Y/N— it was all too much. Matters only got worse for her as his fingers met her clit, circling the bud while his other hand slid down her back. Y/N could finally twist her neck and look at him, and the sight was enough to have her screaming.
He was kneeling behind her, hands occupied with pleasuring her and his hair was falling all over his forehead and into his eyes. With furrowed eyebrows and a hung open mouth, he urged Y/N towards her second orgasm of the night.
“Come for me, baby. Give it to me, s’all I want.”
She was writhing in his grasp, grinding her hips back as she came around his cock. The fabric he gagged her with barely covered the sounds of her moans, the sight making Harry speed up his pace. “Fuck, you’re so fucking hot.”
The pleasure that overtook her was blinding— like lightning bolts that struck her nerves. His perfect attention against her clit and g-spot had Y/N speechless and dumb, pulling the panties out of her mouth and reaching a hand back to meet him on her hip. “Please, please,
please.” She moaned, unsure of what she was begging him for.
Harry slipped out of her shortly after that and tugged his cock between his ringed fists. Y/N was ready to go again when she saw him coming— hot, white spurts of come painting her back as he tipped his head back and groaned.“Jesus—fuck, you’re so good, baby,” he whimpered.
Once he was done, he slumped over her perched ass, feeling exhaustion creep upon his bones.
A minute passed as both of them tried to catch their breaths, eyes meeting and exchanging words unsaid. They were dragged out of their sweet reverie when someone banged on their door. The pair jumped, “occupied!” Harry yelled out.
“This is my fucking room!”
Harry rolled his eyes as he patted Y/N’s hip, “y’good? C’mon, we have to clean up before that dick has a heart attack.” Y/N was too stunned to laugh at his joke, the reality of the situation seeping into her bones. She watched Harry get dressed and then get a napkin to wipe her back. He passed her her clothes and turned around as she dressed up— still in shock, “um…” she started, unknowing where she was trying to lead this conversation, “we shouldn’t have done that.”
He only shrugged, “don’t know what the problem is? Was just sex.”
“I know it was only sex, but you’re my best friends ex, we sho—“
“Well, you should have thought of that before you begged me to put my dick inside of you.”
Y/N narrowed her eyes, “fuck you, Harry.”
“Y’already did,” he smirked. He walked over to where she was on the bed and pulled her in for another short kiss.
Y/N didn’t fight it.
“S’fine. No one has to know, and I promise I won’t tell. Cross my heart,” a silly smile played on his lips, fingers tucking her hair behind her ear. “Now let's go.”
As she was getting ready to leave the room, her phone pinged on the bedside table where she set it down when she first walked in. The notification made her heart drop.
Marigold ⭐️
how was the party?? meet anyone to take home yet ?
Her heart skipped a beat reading over the message. Before she could respond, Harry disrupted her internal battle, “Y/N? Are you coming or not?” She hummed out a yes and shut her phone. She didn’t have the energy to respond to Marigold right now— she needed a well constructed lie which would take a while to develop in her current fucked-out state.
Until then she’d have to live with the fact that she fucked the one man she claimed to hate for the rest of her life. The thought was enough to make her skin crawl— eating her alive until she was a mess of pitiful skin and bones.
Y/N felt like she would never be able to forgive herself. Not only did she break a promise she so readily made to herself, but she betrayed her best friend who trusted her to no end.
As she stood there in the aftermath, she knew she'd just shattered something that could never be fixed, no matter how hard she tried.
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A/N: helllooo!! long time no see!!! here is 1.2k words of princess y/n x knight harry which i pumped out amidst MASSIVEE writers block!!. idk if u guys are on THAT side of tiktok but if u r,,, iykyk!!! y/n is a sweetie stubborn princess and harry is strong soft silent brooding knight ;))
The first time she tried to name that particular shade of green was when her father introduced the young knight to her as her new personal guard. She remembered the way she rolled her eyes and her dramatic shrug as she protested loudly, eyeing the man in silver armour who kneeled before her and her father—"I do not require another knight, Papa." I already have a dozen of them trailing behind me everywhere I go!”
But of course, her father being the stubborn man he was (and she would be lying if she said she didn’t inherit these qualities herself) paid no mind to her whining, shooing her away like an inconvenience. Like she was nothing more than an insect crawling on his arm.
It was at that moment she realized she had no choice but to accept, for the king's wrath was feared by many adorning the land. She resigned to finally glancing at the armoured figure, who, upon her instruction, rose to his feet, and it was then she fell into this pesky trance—her tireless search as to the colour of his eyes. Being the only part of his person that she ever had the chance to actually see, they struck her immediately. She noted the chocolate lashes framing his pupils and the shyness in his gaze.
But what she remembered most was the booming sound of her father's voice as he ordered the knight to take his oath, swearing him to devote his life and soul to protecting the princess, swearing to put her above all, even himself, if it ever came down to it.
She watched this as it happened, slightly bored, having witnessed this several times already. Meanwhile, she tried to steal glimpses of his eyes and made up her mind that she would, one day, by will or by way, put a name to the intriguing hue that had somehow stolen that night’s slumber as she lay awake, staring at the blank palace ceilings, acutely aware that the object of her thoughts stood soundlessly outside her very door.
-
It was the following week when Y/N sat alone in the massive palace library, fingering the books on the shelves, trying to pick out her next read. The only problem was that she had practically read every single word that resided within these dusty four walls, and her father seldom ordered new shipments of books to her liking.
She paced along the shelves until her eyes landed on the familiar tattered cover of Pride and Prejudice. Her favourite book. She assumed she’d read the infamous novel about thirteen times at this point, yet it never seemed to bore her.
The sound of her hums kept the page company as she picked the book up from the massive shelf and waltzed to her favourite spot in the room. One might confidently be able to confirm that Y/N was by herself in her lonesomeness had the knight by the wooden doors not shuffled to comfort his footing. The princess tried her best to ignore the sound and continue with her book, but her curiosity always got the best of her. Another sniffle caught her attention at once, her gaze escaping the words before her and settling on the tall silver figure.
They were finally past the formalities of his initiation, and Y/N was glad to learn that the knight now felt comfortable enough to roam without his helmet. She drank in the sight of him—all six feet and wide shoulders, soft-looking brown curls, and a straight nose accompanied by a rosy set of lips. And of course, his curious eyes.
It did not take long for her to come to the conclusion that he was certainly the most appealing knight her father had ever allowed to be in her company.
She did not have much to place her judgment on, as she sadly had not heard a peep from his mouth apart from the oath that he had taken in her name last week. All she had truly been privy to was his silent brooding. The weight of his presence in the room. Y/N, having nothing to do with her acres of spare time, set her book down and looked intently at the knight.
“Is it not peculiar that we have been in each other’s company for nearly a week, yet we do not know each other’s names?” She asked, a palm hugging her cheek. The knight did not spare a glance in her direction. “I was informed your name is Y/N, Your Highness.”
“You were informed correctly. But you have only answered half my inquiry,” Y/N retorted. This time he tipped his head down to the floor before replying, "My name should not be your concern.” Y/N thought the situation was rather silly. Was she to just call for nothing if she ever ran into danger? Although such an event was a rare possibility, she brought this up with the mysterious knight. “And if I ever require your rescue, how may I call upon you?”
“I shall never be apart from you, Your Highness. You shall never need to call upon me, as I will always be near you, under any circumstances.”
The princess was growing rather agitated at this point. She felt the knight was being too stubborn. “As your princess, I demand you tell me your name,” she asserted. If he were an attentive listener, he might have heard the very slight shake in her voice. Y/N very rarely showcased her power and dominated this way.
The knight remained silent for a while—Y/N counted twenty seconds before he finally met her gaze. “Harry.”
“Harry,” she tasted the name on her tongue. Felt the r’s roll. It was a lovely name. Seemed to fit the knight. “Very well. Thank you, Harry.” He bowed his head respectfully, readjusting his stance to stare forward. Y/N, on the other hand, did not let her eyes waver.
She continued to roam the man’s features until she finally settled on his pupils. Another day had gone, and her curiosity had not been satisfied. Perhaps she would pester Harry about the matter another fateful afternoon. “Do you enjoy reading, Harry?”
“Occassionally.”
Y/N hummed in approval. “What is your favourite book?”
“You need not worry about my likes or dislikes, Your Highness,” Harry replied stoically. The princess felt her brows furrow in confusion. Why was he so stubborn about being unfriendly? Was her presence truly that intimidating?
“Do you not like me?” She found herself voicing her concerns. Her lips settled into a slight pout as the knight spared her a glance. He seemed taken aback by her question once again. “I apologize if I have given that impression, Your Highness. Your company is most enjoyable.”
Y/N did not bother to strain herself to continue this conversation again. If he was so intent on being closed off, so be it. Besides, it was never a good idea to get attached to your guard or servants, as they so often change and rotate. Perhaps her time with Harry would be a challenging, strenuous one.
OKAYYY longer authors note here.!! i know u have not heard much from me except random empty promises where i say i will write again but look!! i wrote!! this is probably total trash but tbh i felt like i need to put it out there cos it was just in my drafts and maybe MYABE if ANYONEEE ON HERE likes it it will give me motivation to write more of this and potentially more other stories!! if this inspired any ideas or any plot points or any fantasies u wnna see, send them my way!! writers block is literally like quicksand im suffocating guys hand me a stick :(((((
omg love love love this I’m so intrigued! like this might just be the perfect trope, I mean the combo of silent yearning with forbidden love and him being her protector??!!! yup yup so good🙂↕️🙂↕️
Summary: “It’s a tense week for Y/N. While she’s getting more comfortable and secure, her mind still wanders here and there, drawing up questions that fill her with some unresolved feelings…”
Wc: 8k
Tropes: boxer!Harry x innocent!reader
Warnings: SMUT, choking, spanking, dirty talk, a teeny tiny bit of sub/dom dynamic (not really thaaattt established yet), thigh riding, praise, bit of degradation this time muahaha😜
A/N: OMG HARRY IS BACK!!!!! As am I, sorry that this took like 800 years but the chapter is long and spicy teehee🤭 enjoy
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This week had been tense in the best and the worst way possible.
It started off Monday. Y/N had finally tied the knot in her head: she was going to quit. It was a heavy and haunting decision, but it was her only option.
And since she was going to quiet anyway, she had decided to take make some use of her paid leave. Very impulsively, she had requested to take five days off. Unfortunately, since it was so last minute, she couldn't immediately be free from the office, and had to brave through one more week before she could take nine days to herself.
Despite being able to see it in the agenda, it was common courtesy to inform your manager of your days off. Y/N had already told Sophie and she was thrilled, raving on and on about how she deserved to have some time off. But until Friday came around, she still had to go to the office, and she still had to face Oscar every day.
Ever since his fall-out at her desk, Y/N had been in a constant state of stress. His office was still across from her desk, and her skin still prickled when she felt him look at her through his office windows.
In the first week after she'd punched Oscar, she was so stressed that she threw up in the bathroom and lost her vision. She was forced to sit on the floor for thirty minutes before she was able to stand up again. Fortunately, there was only a total of two times where she'd heaved her breakfast straight into the toilet. The other time was when he just so happened to enter the file room right after Y/N had gone in there. There was no one else in the room, and she was paralyzed with fear. She jumped at the way he harshly dropped a box of files on the table in front of her, and her skin paled at the constant feeling of his eyes on her. After that, Y/N never again walked into an empty room.
While she wasn't vomiting or unable to see on a daily basis, the stress still made her body tremble all day and collapse from exhaustion once she got home. This week was of course no different. In fact, it might even be worse, considering she'd promised herself to inform HR of her resignation.
Monday felt like all of them did: long and dreadful. Sophie stopped by her desk to bring her a cinnamon oat latte and a chocolate chip muffin she'd picked up on the way to the office, and it made the heap of paperwork a bit easier to sort through and fill out.
Y/N never ended up going to HR that Monday. She walked back and forth to their office about five times. The fifth and final time, she was just about to knock on the door when she spotted Oscar at the end of the hallway. She noticed his pace quicken, and in state of panic and fear, she turned around and hurried to the women's restroom where she vomited out everything that had given her fuel for the day.
Tuesday evening, at around 4:30pm she finally gathered the courage to plan a meeting with HR. There was only one person left in the office, and while her stomach dropped when the man told her they had a free spot next week—the one week she wasn't there—she calmly nodded when he suggested a later date. He had asked her if it was urgent—maybe having noticed her shaking hands or just her nervous demeanor—but she was still on the fence about mentioning Oscar in regards to her leaving, so she ensured the man that Wednesday in two weeks was fine.
She left the office feeling a little lighter, and as she changed into her gym clothes, the stress from work floated away and was swiftly replaced with the one distraction intense enough to work: Harry.
After having had the best sex of her life last week, Y/N was very jittery about seeing Harry again. She knew he was a professional and wouldn't discard the training to take her to his apartment or just take her right there (although a girl could dream). But still, she was still excited to see him, and for him to see her. She really liked the way he looked at her.
So she did what she reckoned every girl with a gym crush would do: buy some new work-out clothes. Y/N was properly blushing at the multiple sets she added to her cart. When she put on her new matching brown one on Tuesday, she'd actually felt really hot.
Both nervous and excited, she walked into the gym that Tuesday evening. She'd been wearing a large vest and sweatpants to cover the outfit in case she'd suddenly feel self-conscious. Harry smiled when he saw Y/N, waving at her from the desk before continuing his conversation with one of the women from the self-defense classes. Y/N was early, so she went ahead and entered the training room to put her stuff in the corner by the bench. She took a deep breath before she took off her vest. Observing herself in the mirror, she adjusted her ponytail while waiting for Harry to arrive.
Her heart thumped when she heard the door click shut, and upon turning around, the first thing she noticed were Harry's eyes subtly raking over her body. He didn't say anything as he walked over to the speakers, although she thought she saw a slight shake of his head.
Much like Y/N had anticipated—but hadn't hoped for—Harry acted annoyingly casual. Aside from ogling her the first three seconds of class, he hadn't said anything unrelated to the lesson. And yet, no matter the professionalism he exuded, the air was still thick with a deafening sense of wanting.
His eyes still wandered here and there, often regaining control before he could linger too long. The real problem were Harry's hands, and how the touch of his fingers wrapped around Y/N's waist or wrist sent butterflies to her core. The tension between the two had shifted from anticipatory to something steadier. They'd known each other all the way once before, and now they were left wanting more.
Despite the unspoken vibe between them, Harry had kept his composure. When Y/N realized that he probably wasn't going to deter from the lesson anytime soon, she began to focus a bit better, which led to a lot of verbal praise from Harry. Apart from everything that was going on in Y/N's life, it was nice to see that something was progressing steadily; she'd noticed how much stronger she had gotten in these past weeks.
She was satisfied with herself by the time she gathered her stuff and began to head to the door at the end of class. She hadn't, at all, expected Harry to push the door shut just as she had turned the handle.
It shut with a thud, and Y/N's breath hitched when she felt Harry's body against on hers. The room was suddenly humid, but the cool breath that tickled in Y/N's neck ran a shiver down her spine. She closed her eyes at the feeling of Harry's cock pressing into her ass as his lips grazed her ear.
"I thought we agreed to keep classes strictly professional, hmm?" He asked in a low voice that made Y/N swallow; her throat was suddenly very dry.
She nodded in response, ears ringing from the proximity. "We did."
"Then why are you dressed like you want to be fucked against those mirrors?" Harry retorted with a bit of a grumble in his voice. Y/N's lower stomach fluttered at his tone, and she leaned back against him a bit.
"I'm not." She made a feeble attempt to defend herself, damn well knowing she stood no chance, not with how wet she had already become. "I— I just needed new gym clothes."
Harry let out a sigh, the heat of his breath making every hair on her neck stand up. Y/N had to refrain from gasping as his lips suddenly landed on her neck, planting soft, slow kisses. Biting her lip, she did her best not to moan at the way he sucked on that sensitive spot. Her entire body was heating up as he worked his way up to her ear, and then he stopped.
"Unless you want me to bend you over the bench press, I suggest you don't wear something like that again."
Y/N barely had time to comprehend the words he just said when he backed away. She turned her head, watching in confusion and pure arousal as he walked back towards the speakers as if he hadn't just said what he said. She quickly opened the door and left the building.
…TWO DAYS LATER…
Wednesday passed by in a flash, and when Thursday came around, Y/N had decided it was time for some excitement when she stood in front of her closet in the afternoon. Normally, she'd go to the gym for strength training on Saturday, but Sophie had invited her to a shopping day and then a pub night with Greg and Harry, so she had decided to get in her exercise on Thursday.
Just because she could—and mostly because she was feeling extra bold—she chose to wear another new set. A deep red one, this time. A pair of shorts and a sports bra, a bit of a different model than the brown one. She had bought a matching tight vest as well, knowing she would probably get too insecure to just wear the bra and the shorts. Of course, Y/N turned out to be very predictable, because she didn't feel secure until she zipped up the vest.
Having had a long day at work, Y/N wasn't able to get to the gym until an hour after she'd eaten her late dinner. By the time she arrived, it was 9:15pm. There weren't many people there—members of this gym clearly didn't like to work out at night. Alan, the trainer to whom she had spoken to once, was the only person she recognized from the six who were filling up the room.
When Y/N walked in, one of the personal trainers, Alan, complimented her outfit and she blushed, thanking him before asking if he could help her with an exercise she'd been having difficulties with. Normally, she'd ask Harry, but he was absolutely nowhere in sight. She was beginning to think that maybe he wasn't here at all, and that weighed a bit heavy in her stomach.
Alan was kind, taking his time as he explained it and sat through the exercises with her. After that, he just stuck around as she went on with her exercises, and they talked about everything and nothing as he helped her along.
"Any plans this weekend?" Y/N asked as she did her sets on the leg press. Alan nodded, a faint blush rising to his cheeks.
"I'm going on a date, actually." He confessed a bit shyly. Her eyes widened, pushing against the leg press one more time before locking it in and turning to him.
"That's so great! Where are you going?"
"To the Lotus." He answered, and Y/N nodded her head in approval at the mention of the restaurant. It was a very acclaimed establishment. Y/N had always wanted to go there.
"How did you meet her?" She went on.
"I met her here, actually." He answered, looking around the place as if it had suddenly been coated with magic. Y/N's heart melted at how giddy Alan looked.
"Wow, who said great love stories couldn't start at a gym?" She asked rhetorically, getting up from her seat. Alan laughed, opening his mouth to say something, but he halted when another voice joined the conversation.
"Hello there." Harry walked up to the two, his tone cheery, but Y/N heard a bit of skepticism laced in it as well. The corner of Alan's mouth tugged up.
"Speaking of... I'm gonna go. Have a good night guys." Alan said, throwing a smile at Y/N before walking towards the exit past Harry, but not before stopping to whisper in his ear: " Not too good, eh?"
Harry couldn't suppress his grin as Alan walked off, and Y/N was standing there like a deer in headlights. She had already mentally stored away the expectation of seeing Harry tonight, so it was safe to say she was caught off guard by his appearance.
"Hi." Harry repeated, and Y/N blinked.
"Hi." She said back. Damn it, where had all her confidence from earlier today gone?!
Carefully, she looked around the room. There was someone on the treadmill, a couple others doing exercises with the free weights, and someone using the smith machine. In other words, there were far too many people for her to get all hot and bothered by the owner of the gym. What would people think? They'd probably assume she was some cheap skank who just comes to the gym to hook up with the man who owns it. And the worst part? They wouldn't even be entirely wrong.
To avoid any such assumptions, Y/N took her attention off the gorgeous man in front of her and bent down to grab her bag and water bottle. By the time she stood upright again, she felt like her knees were going to buckle under Harry's intense stare. She smiled awkwardly.
"I'm gonna—" she took a few steps towards the exit, pointing at it with her thumb. But as she passed Harry, he suddenly grabbed her arm, stopping her in her tracks. Y/N's eyes shot to his, heart pounding in her chest.
"This looks an awful lot like what you were wearing on Tuesday." Harry stated lowly, making sure no one else heard what he said. He wasn't standing too close to her, so the conversation didn't look like anything out of the ordinary. It was his threat from Tuesday, though, that thickened the air in the room.
"I— it's red." Y/N stammered.
It's red? Was she serious?
She didn't have too much time to dwell on it, however, as her attention became occupied with Harry's wandering fingers which grabbed her zipper and gently pulled it down, further and further, until her red sports bra was visible. Y/N's stomach swirled in anticipation, even the hint of his touch driving her to madness. Then, without another word, he let go of her arm. Y/N finally looked up at the man who was actively melting her brain into jelly, and swallowed at the nonchalant look on his face. God, he was handsome.
Harry took a step back, curling his fingers in a beckoning gesture. Y/N immediately followed as Harry walked into his office. He waited by the door as she entered, closing it right behind her. The click of the lock wasn't extremely loud, but it sucked the air right out her lungs. Y/N turned around, facing Harry who stood with his hands behind his back.
"Do you get a kick out of pushing my buttons?" He said calmly, sitting down on the black leather couch to Y/N's right. She turned her whole body to him, cheeks flushing at the question.
"I don't know what you're talking about." Y/N said, trying to sound as oblivious as possible. But no matter how much she would've actually sounded innocent, Harry never would've believed her. Her shook his head slightly, a grin slowly appearing on his face.
"Didn't peck you for a liar, Angel." A glimmer faced in his eyes as he spoke, enjoying this playful part of their dynamic very much. Y/N took a deep breath, doing her very best not to succumb to that damned nickname he had for her. Somehow it had become some kind of kryptonite. Even one mention of it had the ability to send her into some sort of trance where she'd do anything for him.
It was already working, because when Harry muttered out a low "c'mere" she instantly complied, walking over to the couch and placing herself on his lap.
"Look at you," he rasped, his hand roaming over the small of her back. "Coming to my gym, wearing those aggravatingly tight shorts... straight up torturing me."
His hand squeezed her ass, and Y/N's hips automatically jerked forward in response, grinding right onto the bulge beneath Harry's training pants. Her breath hitched, grasping into his shoulder.
"And I just have to watch, knowing I can't just bend you over and fuck you right then and there." He went on. Y/N closed her eyes, envisioning the implied scenario he was laying before her. A small, struggling sound came from the back of her throat.
"You said you would... if I wore something like this again." She said, hoping it reminded him enough to just close down the gym and fulfill that threat of fucking her on the bench press he made two days ago. Harry huffed a laugh.
"Thought you didn't know what I was talking about." He said, and Y/N felt her ears heat up, but she was excited, dying to see what he would do. Harry lifted her up, moving her so she was now straddling his left thigh.
"I gotta stay professional, Angel. I gotta give you your money's worth." He began, his left hand pushing on Y/N's lower back. Slowly, she started moving along, her hips grazing back and forth over his thigh. Her core felt like it was on fire, and the movements soothed the ache in her belly that grew in size every second.
"Is that why you wore this today?" Harry sounded husky, as if he was struggling a bit himself at the moment. Though, he kept calm as he stimulated Y/N's motions. She was being shy, but the rolling of her hips was intensifying with every word that fell from Harry's mischievous lips. "Did you want me to follow through with what I said?"
Y/N looked up at Harry, annoyed by the lack of satisfaction she was getting at the moment. Her gaze exuded exhaustion, and within that exhaustion something altogether more intense; something desperate.
"Don't make promises you aren't going to keep."
She hadn't expected for Harry to react the way he did, but she sure didn't mind him crashing his lips onto her, yanking her towards him in the process. Back arched, she leaned into the kiss as Harry's tongue claimed her mouth.
Harry pulled her closer as he moved down to her neck. Y/N whimpered at the lingering kisses his swollen lips left on her skin, and let him aggressively take off her sports vest. She steadied herself by putting her hands on his shoulders, and began to move her hips again, the closer angle, along with the friction of both their clothing materials making for way better stimulation. Harry took his lips off her and leaned back into the couch, taking in the sight of Y/N working herself up against his leg.
The way he sat there, lips all red and legs widely spread, with that defined jaw and ever so confident look in his eyes... it was singlehandedly the hottest thing she'd ever seen. He looked down at her shorts, observing the small darker patch that had begun to form due to her drenched pussy. On a whim, he reached over and put his thumb against her clit.
"God, you're wet. Soaked all the way through your clothes onto mine." He rasped, watching the scene unfold. Y/N let out a a quiet gasp at the sudden touch on her sensitive clit speeding up the process of reaching an orgasm. He wasn't moving his thumb, merely putting it there as a prop, letting her do all the work. Her hips instinctively moved forward when Harry even teasingly retracted his thumb a few millimeters. She didn't even care that he chuckled at her hopelessness; she only cared about his big hands on hers.
Y/N bit her lip as her movements became stronger, thrown off by the absolute and utter need of a release that had slammed into her the second Harry's thumb grazed over her swollen clit. Never before had she been so close to reach an orgasm from these rather teenage-like manners of stimulation. Riding someone's thigh had never occurred to her before, at least not in a way that could truly satisfy her.
"Doing so good, Angel, riding my thigh like this. You needed it bad, didn't you?" He asked. Y/N nodded her head, giving him a weak verbal confirmation.
"Yes..." she squeezed Harry's shoulder. "Please... move."
But Harry didn't do shit. Instead, he tilted his head innocently, not caring that the girl in front of him was already shaking from her nearing release. "Move?"
"Your thumb!" Y/N exclaimed in frustration, her eyes widening when she realized how loud that sounded and quickly retracting to a whisper. "Please, make me cum."
Harry cursed something under his breath before pushing her hips further into him and his thumb. The stinging presence of his finger made Y/N's mouth fall open, and Harry had to use his free hand to put it over her mouth as he began rubbing circles on her clit. The sounds of her soaked pussy were audible even through her clothes, and Y/N felt herself clench around nothing.
"O— oh! Harry..." She cried, pushing her chest more into his face as she rode out the wave of ecstasy. Harry hummed against her skin, biting her shoulder momentarily before leaning back in order to sing her praises as Y/N came all over his thighs. Movements slowing down, Y/N reveled in the feeling of Harry's large hand wrapped around her mouth as she rode out her orgasm.
"There you go... Fuck, angel." Harry panted, but Y/N barely processed what he said as she came down from her orgasm. It felt like having to land back on earth after shooting into space for a moment.
Harry let Y/N come down for a minute before he let her stand up again. When she did, realization sunk into her, and she began scrambling for her things. Harry was quick to grab her arms, slowing her down a bit.
"Are you okay?" He asked, immediate concern in his voice. Y/N nodded, but didn't meet his eyes.
"What if someone heard?" She said, her chest deflating as she spoke. It was clear to Harry that she felt embarrassed. He leaned down, forcing her to meet his eyes.
"No one heard." He said with such certainty that 99% of Y/N immediately believed him. But there was still that one percent. "Were you uncomfortable doing this?"
Y/N's eyes widened. "No! It's not that. It's just— I don't want to get in trouble or anything."
It was deadly quiet for a second. When Y/N's gaze finally travelled to Harry's, she saw that his lips had spread into the tiniest smile.
"You know I own this place, right?"
"Yes." Y/N said. He tilted his head.
"And you know that means that I'm the boss, right?" He said slowly, and Y/N huffed.
"Yes."
"So... who exactly would we get in trouble with?"
Y/N could tell her was finding it amusing, and she had to fight to keep from chuckling herself. She knew that, if he put it that way, of course it wasn't a big deal, and yet it felt like it. Somehow, Harry could sense that.
"None of my staff are here anymore. I sent them home early because I saw you walking in, and all the other people can't even come here because the entire hallway is staff only." He explained, cupping her face with his hand. "No one is going to think something weird because no one saw or heard anything."
Y/N let out a sigh, comforted by Harry's logical response. Immediately, a pit of guilt began to grow in her stomach. She really hoped he wasn't taking her worry personally.
"I'm sorry." She couldn't help but say, her lips pouted as she waited for the apology to land. There was a slight flicker in Harry's eyes, and if Y/N hadn't been watching him so intently, she wouldn't have noticed it. But she did.
"It's okay." He smiled at her.
Was it, though?
…TWO DAYS LATER…
"You seriously suck at this." Harry laughed as he watched Sophie miss the balls on the pool table again. This was her fourth try, and it wasn't really looking great.
"I hate this game. It's wrinkling my skirt." She backed away from the pool table, handing the stick to her boyfriend, who gave it a try and nailed it in one go. Sophie crossed her arms, walking over to Y/N. "Whatever, we're far too pretty to be concerned with our adequacy at pool."
Y/N lifted her glass. "Damn right."
Y/N was horrible at pool too, but she didn't exactly hate it. It might've had to do with the fact that sucking at this game equaled Harry coming over to help her. She was never even going to try to get better if it meant having Harry bent over her, his perfume coating around her.
She watched as Harry leaned over the table, his rolled-up sleeves emphasizing the veins on his forearms. God, she could look at those forearms all day. Harry had really made Y/N a different person.
After Harry's turn, it was clear that he had won. The girls cheered for him shortly before Sophie downed the rest of her cocktail in one go.
"We need another game. And another drink." She said, placing her glass on the table. Y/N chuckled at her friend. "Unfortunately, my last alcoholic drink of the night."
"Why? Big plans tomorrow?" Y/N wiggled her eyebrows, and Sophie tilted her head.
"More like a big case that I need to read into some more." She sighed, throwing her friend an exhausted smile. Y/N grimaced, putting a sympathetic hand on Sophie's shoulders.
"Damn, poor you." She said, not trying to pay attention to Harry, who was putting all the pool balls back onto the middle of the table for the next people. It was so damn hard to keep her eyes off him.
"I should've just taken a vacation like you. Get in some self care days." Sophie dropped her head on Y/N's shoulder, disappearing from her vision long enough that Y/N could see Harry's head snap towards her.
Suddenly, a burst of energy charged back into Sophie, and she gasped in excitement at spotting something in the back.
"Dartboard!" She exclaimed, grabbing Greg's arm and dragging him to the free dartboard in the corner. There had been people using it ever since the four arrived to the bar, but it seemed that they'd finally left.
Y/N chuckled as she watched her friend pull her boyfriend along, so much that she almost didn't notice Harry, who was now standing behind her. Except that she always noticed, because his presence weighed on her like nothing had ever before. She felt him everywhere, all the time, even if he was across the room. Y/N's eyes did widen when he swiftly turned her around.
"You're taking a vacation?" He asked, his stern voice reflecting the finger digging grip on her waist. Y/N looked back at where Greg and Sophie were standing, cheeks flushing. She knew she was being ridiculous; Sophie definitely knew that Y/N and Harry had been flirty with each other. And yet... she felt just like she did a few days ago, when she thought people might have heard them; as if she was walking on a fragile, glass floor.
Then, suddenly, Harry wrapped his arm around her and Y/N lifted off the ground. She gasped, grasping Harry's shoulders to not fall over his shoulder as he carried her to the side of the bar. By the time her feet reached the ground again, Harry's propped her against a wooden pillar, out of Greg and Sophie's sight.
Y/N playfully slapped Harry's shoulder, cheeks red from the effortlessness with which he had carried her. His face was serious, though.
"I asked you a question, Angel." He said. Y/N felt her heartbeat speed up. He was being very strict right now, and it suited him. She got distracted however, at the sight of Harry's eyes turning a bit frantic as he scanned Y/N's face.
"Did he..." he slowly leaned in. "do something again?"
"What?" Y/N frowned, and then it clicked. "Oh— no! No he didn't do anything."
"You can tell me if he did." He insisted, and by the slight furrow of his brow she could tell that he was still making sure if Y/N was telling the truth. There was a slight pang in her chest; a stinging feeling. Didn't he trust her to tell the truth?
"I know." Y/N frowned. Harry seemed to have been able to read Y/N's thoughts, because he grabbed her face, forcing her to look at him.
"Hey, I believe you. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make it sound like I don't." He assured her, and Y/N closed her eyes for a long second before gazing into Harry's green pair again.
"So," he spoke again, a slight grin creeping up his face. "A vacation, huh?"
Y/N nodded.
"Any big, exciting plans?"
"Uhm, no not really." She shrugged, but worry began to flood inside her brain. Maybe she should've thought about this longer. What was she going to do with all that free time? What if she couldn't find enough things to occupy herself with, and just replay the Oscar situation in her head, over and over again?
"So your schedule is pretty clear for the upcoming days?" Harry's question made her jump from the destructive train of thought and come back to reality. She shook her head in response, and a wicked grin spread across Harry's face. "What are you doing tonight?"
Color rose to Y/N's cheeks, the room becoming warmer with the second. Her eyes widened slightly at the suggestive question, but it also confused her a bit.
"We're playing pool. Well— darts, it seems." Y/N replied, her voice sounding a bit breathy as she carefully scanned Harry's face to see if that was the right answer. He merely hummed in amusement.
"I meant, after this."
Y/N's stomach flipped, and she began fiddling with her hands. "Sleeping?" She swallowed.
Harry could be so intimidating if he wanted to. And the way he was towering over her right now, one arm leaning against the pillar behind her, the other roaming over her waist... it nearly made her stutter.
"With me?"
Y/N had to try not to look like her eyes were bulging out of her sockets as the question rolled off Harry's tongue. For a moment, it crossed her mind that it might be a joke—though she sincerely hoped it wasn't—but he looked deadly serious. Swallowing, she nodded intently.
"Yeah? Wanna come home with me tonight?"
Yes, yes, yes. It was the only word that floated through Y/N's mind, and she was quick to verbally confirm. Harry leaned in, his lips nearing hers at an agonizingly calm speed. His mouth was less than an inch away, grazing over hers, and Y/N suddenly became overwhelmed with the need to lean forward. But she stayed back. Harry was the one in control; she liked it like that.
"Good girl." He whispered, then pushed his hand off the pillar and took a step back. His eyes darted to Greg and Sophia, who had already started a round of their own. He nodded his head towards their friends, and began walking towards them, leaving Y/N stunned and soaked.
****
After an hour of playing darts, and Sophia's surprising victory in the last round which she mocked Harry about relentlessly (Harry won the other five rounds), they all decided to call it a night. Sophia gave Y/N a not-so-mysterious eyebrow wiggle as Harry declared he'd get her home safely, but she refrained from saying anything that would've made Y/N's ears go red.
The entire ride Y/N felt like she was on fire. She couldn't believe she was going to Harry's place; it felt like such a big deal. But then again, maybe it wasn't? After all, she wasn't that experienced in the dating department, so maybe Harry inviting her over wasn't so special. She spent the entire ride debating it, slowly succumbing to her thoughts until Harry put his hand on hers. Like a gush of wind that blows smoke away, Y/N's mind was suddenly very clear.
She stayed close to Harry the entire way up, and she could tell he was holding himself in. The way his fingers dug into her waist as he observed her features in the elevator with this longing look in his eyes... it all pointed to one thing: he wanted her in his bed as soon as possible. That did make Y/N's ears go red.
But as soon as they entered the apartment, Harry was as cool as a cucumber. He walks in front of Y/N, throwing the keys on his kitchen counter before taking off his jacket. She awkwardly followed, giving him a queasy smile as he took her jacket and hung it up back by the door. Y/N's eyes carefully floated over the room; his apartment was pretty.
It had way more personality than she'd expected. Instead of the grey apartment she'd envisioned, Harry's placed consisted entirely out of warm tones. Dark green paint had coated the walls and every single light was warm toned. There were touches of gold here and there; the edges of the coffee table, the picture frames on the wall. It was an inviting space. She didn't notice Harry approaching with a full glass of water.
"Here," he handed it to her. "drink a bit of water."
"Oh, uhm—"Her eyes flicked from Harry to the water, but he quickly interrupted her.
"Wasn't a question. Drink up." He repeated, and although his tone was every bit as serious as intimidating, the glint in his eyes exuded pure amusement. Y/N didn't say a word and followed the orders of the man in front of her, who hummed in approval as she took a couple of sips. When she was done, he took the glass from her and walked back to put it on the kitchen counter. Y/N was left admiring more of his apartment, but the sound of Harry's voice took her out of the house inspection.
"I'm sorry if I overstepped back there, in the bar." He said, waltzing back over to Y/N. "Putting you in the corner and interrogating you like that. I didn't mean to manhandle you or something."
"It's fine:" Y/N shrugged her shoulders, letting Harry scan her face to decide for himself if that answer was sincere. When he noticed that she meant it, the corner of his mouth slowly tugged up. Y/N looked to the ground, and croaked out: "I kinda liked it."
Harry's brows raised in surprise. She could feel his eyes burning through her skull, and yet she still waited for him to move her. Tension in her lower belly swirled when he mindlessly grabbed her chin and pushed her face up. She swallowed at the rough movement.
"Did you now?"
Y/N hummed another yes.
"And what did you like exactly?" He questioned, looking down at her as if she were some type of prey. She could've dropped to her knees then and there just from that look in his sinful eyes.
"The way you grabbed me, carried me, as if it was nothing. As if you— you could just throw me around if you wanted to." She said, straightening her back as she spoke and leaning into him a little bit. Y/N was getting less and less nervous when it came to expressing her thoughts.
"You like the idea of me throwing you around the bedroom." Harry's voice was cocky, which made Y/N want to roll her eyes and at the same time suck him off. He was just so hot whenever he used that certain tone of voice.
Y/N physically felt her ears heat up, and she debated for a second if she should make the confession that was currently burning in her throat. She decided to go for it.
"I've came to the idea of you throwing me around in the bedroom."
It was the first time Y/N had ever seen Harry's eyes widen in shock at something she had said. She swallowed, deeply nervous of what he was going to do once he'd processed her response.
In a flash, Harry had grabbed her by the legs and hoisted her up. Y/N shrieked, throwing her arms around him as she let him carry her to his bedroom. As soon as he'd closed the door, he pushed her against it, immediately pushing his mouth on hers.
Y/N took his tongue gladly, letting it roam her mouth as she did the same with him. She locked her legs tightly around Harry's waist, pulling him closer and feeling the bulge in his pants poke through. The skirt she wore had already ridden up, and nothing but a thong was covering her heat as he began grinding against her.
When he moved his mouth away from her, Y/N almost instinctively tried to go for Harry's neck, but the sudden grip of his hand on her neck pushed her back against the door.
"Not so fast." He tutted her, and while he was being smug, Y/N could tell he was barely able to keep his own composure.
"Do you know about the stoplight system?"
Y/N raised a brow. "Like, on the road?"
Harry chuckled, and Y/N bit her lip in embarrassment. "Like, in the bedroom."
"Right..." She muttered. "Uhm, you mean, colors?"
"Exactly." He hummed, his hand tightening around her neck, sending a flash of wetness down the her pussy. "Green means go, yellow means slow down, red means stop. What color would the grip of my hand be right now?"
Y/N eyed Harry, who eagerly awaited her response. She was growing impatient with him, despite fully understanding the need of explaining these things before getting into it. She was just so horny.
"Neon green." Y/N responded, just wanting him to fuck her. Harry sputtered out a laugh, catching on to her restlessness.
"Neon green can look an awful lot like yellow." He teased, and Y/N huffed.
"Harry..."
"Y/N..." he mocked.
Y/N squinted at the man in front of her. "Are you going to do something or will I just have to keep getting myself off to the idea of getting manhandled by someone?"
That sentence irked him, and Y/N exactly knew what specific part of it too. It worked exactly like she had hoped, because in mere seconds, Harry's pants were down, Y/N panties were shoved aside, and he was sliding himself into her.
"So impatient." He groaned as he began moving in and out of her at a slow pace. Y/N had immediately become a mess, both mentally and physically. The sounds of their bodies intertwining were almost embarrassing; Y/N was absolutely soaking Harry's cock.
Harry's hand around her neck had made Y/N lightheaded, and it made his cock feel even better, which she had thought to be impossible. She held on tight to Harry's shoulders, bouncing against the door and careful not to bump her head.
His thrusts were calm and hard, and extremely deep. Y/N knew it had to do with the length of his cock, but it were his movements that really had him hitting spots that she had never known to exist before. Her nails dug into his shoulders, imagining her guts being rearranged with every time he pounded into her. It had to be.
"You’ve been so talkative this week... Where'd that all go, huh?" He said, trying not to succumb to the euphoria of his own movements as he began driving into Y/N faster.
He must've known she was close to her release, because Harry began to slow down. Frustrated, Y/N opened her eyes, clenching her hands around Harry when he suddenly pulled out of her and put her down on the ground. With great force he turned her around—her back now against him—walked her over to the bed, and pushed her upper body down it. Her right arm was stuck behind her back, kept there by the force of him, while the other gripped onto the sheet.
Y/N felt the heat of his breath as he leaned over and whispered in her ear. "Color?"
"Green."
Her voice must've sounded really desperate, because Harry slipped back into her with a light chuckle. Y/N sighed at the relief of him ridding her from the temporary emptiness, but her breaths soon turned ragged again as Harry's pace increased.
His grip on her became tighter, ensuring she wouldn't move too much. Y/N closed her eyes, feeling Harry's slick cock pound into her at a speed that had her pushed deeper and deeper into the mattress. Gripping at the sheets, soft whines began to fall from her lips, earning a groan from Harry.
"C'mon, tell me how you feel." His encouraging voice sounded over the wet noises that emerged from their colliding bodies. Y/N was already exhausted, and she wasn't even the one doing all the hard work. The stimulation was just... so much. Her legs were losing stability by the second, and she was pretty sure she was going to fall apart in every sense of the word if he just kept going like this.
"So good... I don't think I can— my legs, Harry..." She whimpered, her body jerking forward with every thrust of his. Y/N words were interrupted by a string of whines, and moans and groans. She could barely hold herself together. For a second, it seemed that Harry was going easier on her, his pace softening. He leaned forward and gave her arm a squeeze, but Y/N's brows furrowed at the words that left Harry's mouth.
"You can handle it."
And just like that, he began rocking his hips against her with more force than before. She could quite literally feel the sexual frustration he must've been carrying all week as he pounded into her. Y/N was flabbergasted; she'd expected him to go easier on her. This was anything but easy.
"Color?" He asked again, though Y/N was sure his question stemmed more from wanting to remind her of the existence of the system rather than to actually check whether she wanted to continue. He could feel her clenching around her, and he must've heard the desperate cries of his name.
"Green— shit!" She spoke, words slurred as she pulsed around Harry's cock. Any noise seemed to float into the distance as Y/N slowly got consumed by her high.
"Fuck... there you go." Harry hissed, his hand roaming over her ass. The feeling of his skin caressing hers made Y/N mutter half a word before closing her mouth again. Harry immediately slowed down and leaned over, brushing the hair out of her face.
"You want to say something?"
Y/N looked straight forward, trying her best to meet the piercing gaze of the man above her. His tone was sweet, but everything else about Harry Styles was just plain intimidating.
"Y/N?" He raised his brow, unimpressed. "You've been so good this week, don't go silent on me now."
Slowly, she turned her head to him. Shooting him a nervous laugh, she finally spoke out.
"I just— wanted you to... I wanted to ask if you could like, spank me?"
"You want me to spank you?" Harry said, and Y/N could practically hear the grin in his voice. His hand was immediately back on her ass again, gliding over it with such ease that had her dangerously close to falling apart. Again. When she nodded, he leaned over a little further, his hips tightly moving forward. He definitely did it on purpose, breathy chuckles falling from his lips at the small yelp that escaped Y/N.
"Why?"
Y/N's cheeks flushed. Harry wasn't a stranger to her body or wants or needs anymore, but still it was a task to actually speak her desires out loud.
"Because..." she huffed, shifting slightly under him. "Because your hands are so big, and your rings—"
"My rings?" He interrupted her, sounding genuinely surprised. She hummed in response.
"I think they'd make it sting more, make me feel it a little longer." She confessed, and gasped when Harry's began to pick up his thrusts again. Before she knew it, Y/N was being nailed into the bed again, and her high was getting closer her at a record time.
Then, that anticipated sting spread across her right cheek, aligned with the noise that echoed in the room. Y/N let out a joyous groan, her eyes shut tightly at the impact of Harry's hand. That was going to leave a mark for sure.
"Fuck— such a filthy mouth for such an angel..." He panted, another slap ringing through the room as she took every inch that he slammed into her over and over again.
Y/N's stomach fluttered at the mention of the nickname. A whine slipped from her throat as her pussy began to twitch around Harry's cock. He let out a low laugh, continuing exactly as he was, watching her clutch the sheets and repeat his name in whispered pleas. But his ears perked up when he heard a small demand between the sound of his name.
"Harder, please."
"Don't you wanna come, baby?" He asked. He knew she was on the brink of an orgasm, and changing his pace would only further her from that. She shrugged.
"I just wanna feel you."
"You don't feel me right now?" Harry asked, a bit confused.
Y/N shook her head. "No, I do. I just... I want to feel it after, too."
"Jesus Christ..." Harry threw his head back, letting out a guttural noise. Without another word, he grabbed Y/N's hips with both hands and started rocking into her at a glorious pace.
Y/N jerked violently against the bed, her body wiggling back and forth as Harry stretched her out more than he already had, something which Y/N thought to be impossible. Her ragged breathing made it hard to suppress the moans that Harry pushed out of her with every frantic thrust.
"You're close, aren't you?" Harry said, his words as erratic as his breathing. "Knew you liked it rough, just had to pry it out of you, didn't I?"
Y/N moaned out a yes, but her verbal confirmation wasn't needed with the way she was pulsing around Harry.
"Being grabbed like a ragdoll, getting fucked like a whore... all while looking divine. Must've been made especially for me, angel." He hissed, landing another slap on Y/N's ass.
That was enough for her to fall apart, if not too much. With a loud cry of his name, Y/N reached her pinnacle, spasming under him. Harry whined, letting out a shuddering breath as he pulled out and let his sperm paint her back.
Y/N was sure nothing could ever feel better than this, and that notion in her head as she came down from her high scared her a bit. Nevertheless, she pushed it to the side as Harry moved behind her. She stayed still, physically and mentally unable to move.
She closed her eyes as Harry wiped his cum off her back with a towel, and smiled at his whispered praise. He was so sweet afterwards, much like the last time. It seemed to be easy for him; to switch from that dominant, ice cold man to this sweet and kind one, and then it flashed through Y/N's mind.
Was he that good at it because he'd had a lot of practice? With other women?
It wouldn't be crazy. If anything, it would be far from crazy. Harry was extremely handsome, and confident. He surely knew what he was doing because he's done it a lot of times. But that conclusion seemed to absolutely disgust Y/N. Her mind went back to that ex of Harry's she met at Sophie's party; was she one of few? Or one of many?
"Y/N?"
Y/N quickly snapped her head to Harry, who was standing in front of her with a glass of water. When did she sit up? She took the glass, and Harry seated himself on the edge of the bed.
"You okay, Angel?"
She nodded, looking into his beautiful green eyes. What was she thinking about again?
"You don't have to be anywhere in the upcoming days, right?" Harry stroked her knee as Y/N drank the entire glass of water in one go. Putting the glass on the night stand, she shook her head, and Harry grinned.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SOUND THE ALARMS WE HAVE A NEW PART AND ITS CRAYZAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY🚨🚨🚨🚨😍😍😍😍🚨🚨🚨🚨
Wowowwowowowwwww !!!!!!!! My obsession for them grows stronger after every part🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️this was🤌🤌
I’m so happy she’s going to quit her job!! And she’s smart for using up her paid leave first.
In the first week after she'd punched Oscar, she was so stressed that she threw up in the bathroom and lost her vision. She was forced to sit on the floor for thirty minutes before she was able to stand up again. Fortunately, there was only a total of two times where she'd heaved her breakfast straight into the toilet. The other time was when he just so happened to enter the file room right after Y/N had gone in there. There was no one else in the room, and she was paralyzed with fear. She jumped at the way he harshly dropped a box of files on the table in front of her, and her skin paled at the constant feeling of his eyes on her. After that, Y/N never again walked into an empty room.
Oh gosh it breaks my heart that she’s had to endure all this stress because of Oscar😭I appreciate the detail in the effects it has had on her.
Buying new workout sets for Harry heheheeeeee🤪🤪🤪🤭🤭🤭
Her heart thumped when she heard the door click shut, and upon turning around, the first thing she noticed were Harry's eyes subtly raking over her body. He didn't say anything as he walked over to the speakers, although she thought she saw a slight shake of his head.
🤭🤭🤭
The rising tension but Harry maintains his control🙄🙄LOLOL
Apart from everything that was going on in Y/N's life, it was nice to see that something was progressing steadily; she'd noticed how much stronger she had gotten in these past weeks.
Loved this !!!!
She was satisfied with herself by the time she gathered her stuff and began to head to the door at the end of class. She hadn't, at all, expected Harry to push the door shut just as she had turned the handle.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
"I thought we agreed to keep classes strictly professional, hmm?" He asked in a low voice that made Y/N swallow; her throat was suddenly very dry.
She nodded in response, ears ringing from the proximity. "We did."
"Then why are you dressed like you want to be fucked against those mirrors?"
"Unless you want me to bend you over the bench press, I suggest you don't wear something like that again."
HE’S CRAZYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!
So obviouslyyyyy she wears a new set🤭
But Harry is nowhere to be found so here comes Alan👀
Talking about his date is super cute.
Harry’s going to appear out of nowhere I feel it I smell it !!!!!!!!
"Hello there." Harry walked up to the two, his tone cheery, but Y/N heard a bit of skepticism laced in it as well. The corner of Alan's mouth tugged up.
Haaaaaaaaaaa🤭
Immediately clocking the new set😏😏
PULLING THE ZIPPER DOWN HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
It was already working, because when Harry muttered out a low "c'mere" she instantly complied, walking over to the couch and placing herself on his lap.
Oh my🫠🫠🫠
"Look at you," he rasped, his hand roaming over the small of her back. "Coming to my gym, wearing those aggravatingly tight shorts... straight up torturing me."
🙂↕️🙂↔️🙂↕️🙂↔️🙂↕️🙂↔️🙂↕️
"And I just have to watch, knowing I can't just bend you over and fuck you right then and there." He went on. Y/N closed her eyes, envisioning the implied scenario he was laying before her. A small, struggling sound came from the back of her throat.
C R A Z Y !!!!!!!!!!!! Omgomgomgomgggggg
"You said you would... if I wore something like this again." She said, hoping it reminded him enough to just close down the gym and fulfill that threat of fucking her on the bench press he made two days ago. Harry huffed a laugh.
Haaaaa she’s like so what are you waiting for !?!!!!! Love her🙂↕️
"Is that why you wore this today?" Harry sounded husky, as if he was struggling a bit himself at the moment. Though, he kept calm as he stimulated Y/N's motions. She was being shy, but the rolling of her hips was intensifying with every word that fell from Harry's mischievous lips. "Did you want me to follow through with what I said?"
Y/N looked up at Harry, annoyed by the lack of satisfaction she was getting at the moment. Her gaze exuded exhaustion, and within that exhaustion something altogether more intense; something desperate.
"Don't make promises you aren't going to keep."
I REALLY REALLY LOVE HER LIKE YES GIRL REMIND HIMMMMMMM🫰🫰🫰
THE WAY HE TALKSSS😩😩😩
And then she gets nervous for someone hearing and doesn’t want to get in trouble that’s cute but don’t worry he’s the boss🤪🤪she knows how to pick them🤪🤪
"You know I own this place, right?"
HOT
Sent his staff home early when he saw her walk innnnn I know that’s righttttt🙂↕️🙂↔️🙂↕️🙂↔️🙂↕️
She feels a bit guilty when she realizes what her behavior might look like, not wanting him to think she doesn’t want to be seen with him. I get her! It’s more just that she’s never done something like this before so it feels weird but not in a bad way. She’s just innocent to it😌
Y/N was horrible at pool too, but she didn't exactly hate it. It might've had to do with the fact that sucking at this game equaled Harry coming over to help her. She was never even going to try to get better if it meant having Harry bent over her, his perfume coating around her.
She’s so real lololol
Harry’s ears perk up at the mention of a vacation👀👀👀
"You're taking a vacation?" He asked, his stern voice reflecting the finger digging grip on her waist. Y/N looked back at where Greg and Sophie were standing, cheeks flushing. She knew she was being ridiculous; Sophie definitely knew that Y/N and Harry had been flirty with each other. And yet... she felt just like she did a few days ago, when she thought people might have heard them; as if she was walking on a fragile, glass floor.
Then, suddenly, Harry wrapped his arm around her and Y/N lifted off the ground. She gasped, grasping Harry's shoulders to not fall over his shoulder as he carried her to the side of the bar. By the time her feet reached the ground again, Harry's propped her against a wooden pillar, out of Greg and Sophie's sight.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS MAN !!!!!!
Y/N playfully slapped Harry's shoulder, cheeks red from the effortlessness with which he had carried her. His face was serious, though.
"I asked you a question, Angel." He said. Y/N felt her heartbeat speed up. He was being very strict right now, and it suited him. She got distracted however, at the sight of Harry's eyes turning a bit frantic as he scanned Y/N's face.
"Did he..." he slowly leaned in. "do something again?"
He’s really just so concerned if something happened with Oscar🥺🥹so sweet
"So your schedule is pretty clear for the upcoming days?" Harry's question made her jump from the destructive train of thought and come back to reality. She shook her head in response, and a wicked grin spread across Harry's face. "What are you doing tonight?"
EEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!
Y/N's stomach flipped, and she began fiddling with her hands. "Sleeping?" She swallowed.
Harry could be so intimidating if he wanted to. And the way he was towering over her right now, one arm leaning against the pillar behind her, the other roaming over her waist... it nearly made her stutter.
"With me?"
Y/N had to try not to look like her eyes were bulging out of her sockets as the question rolled off Harry's tongue. For a moment, it crossed her mind that it might be a joke—though she sincerely hoped it wasn't—but he looked deadly serious. Swallowing, she nodded intently.
"Yeah? Wanna come home with me tonight?"
I’m drooling
Yes, yes, yes. It was the only word that floated through Y/N's mind, and she was quick to verbally confirm. Harry leaned in, his lips nearing hers at an agonizingly calm speed. His mouth was less than an inch away, grazing over hers, and Y/N suddenly became overwhelmed with the need to lean forward. But she stayed back. Harry was the one in control; she liked it like that.
"Good girl." He whispered, then pushed his hand off the pillar and took a step back. His eyes darted to Greg and Sophia, who had already started a round of their own. He nodded his head towards their friends, and began walking towards them, leaving Y/N stunned and soaked.
HE IS SO FUCKING CRAZY FOR ALL THAT !
The entire ride Y/N felt like she was on fire. She couldn't believe she was going to Harry's place; it felt like such a big deal. But then again, maybe it wasn't? After all, she wasn't that experienced in the dating department, so maybe Harry inviting her over wasn't so special. She spent the entire ride debating it, slowly succumbing to her thoughts until Harry put his hand on hers. Like a gush of wind that blows smoke away, Y/N's mind was suddenly very clear.
This is cute<3
Love the details of his apartment!
"I'm sorry if I overstepped back there, in the bar." He said, waltzing back over to Y/N. "Putting you in the corner and interrogating you like that. I didn't mean to manhandle you or something."
"It's fine:" Y/N shrugged her shoulders, letting Harry scan her face to decide for himself if that answer was sincere. When he noticed that she meant it, the corner of his mouth slowly tugged up. Y/N looked to the ground, and croaked out: "I kinda liked it."
She is fulllllllllllll of surprises in this part🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭I love that he apologize though just in case🥺
"And what did you like exactly?" He questioned, looking down at her as if she were some type of prey. She could've dropped to her knees then and there just from that look in his sinful eyes.
"The way you grabbed me, carried me, as if it was nothing. As if you— you could just throw me around if you wanted to." She said, straightening her back as she spoke and leaning into him a little bit. Y/N was getting less and less nervous when it came to expressing her thoughts.
YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES
"I've came to the idea of you throwing me around in the bedroom."
JAW DROPPED FELL OFF NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN GOODBYE
I love how he brings this side of her out🤭🙂↕️I’m living for this confidence !!!!
Grabbing her neck and asking for her color🤌
NEON GREEN HAAAAAAAA EXACTLY
Y/N squinted at the man in front of her. "Are you going to do something or will I just have to keep getting myself off to the idea of getting manhandled by someone?"
WHO IS THIS GIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL I NEED TO BE HER FRIENDDDD🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
Always checking in on her loveeeeee
"I just— wanted you to... I wanted to ask if you could like, spank me?"
"Because..." she huffed, shifting slightly under him. "Because your hands are so big, and your rings—"
SHE GETS IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"I just wanna feel you."
"You don't feel me right now?" Harry asked, a bit confused.
Y/N shook her head. "No, I do. I just... I want to feel it after, too."
She is everything in this part like damn👏🫰👏
"Being grabbed like a ragdoll, getting fucked like a whore... all while looking divine. Must've been made especially for me, angel." He hissed, landing another slap on Y/N's ass.
And the way he’s so sweet after🥹🤌🤌🤌a man that an do both🤌🤌🤌
The bit of overthinking of why he’s so good at doing both is so real.
"You okay, Angel?"
She nodded, looking into his beautiful green eyes. What was she thinking about again?
Haaaaaaa that’s amazing
"You don't have to be anywhere in the upcoming days, right?" Harry stroked her knee as Y/N drank the entire glass of water in one go. Putting the glass on the night stand, she shook her head, and Harry grinned.
"Alright, you'll be staying here, then."
EEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!🤭🤭🤭🤭🙂↕️🙂↔️🙂↕️🙂↔️🙂↕️
SUCH A GOOD PART OMG😍😍😍😍Everything was great from the dialogue to the smut. I’ve really loved the progression of their relationship. I think my favorite part was y/n’s boldness🤩absolutely loved seeing this side of her🤭🤭AHHHHH I LOVE THIS STORY🩷🩷
Summary: “It’s a tense week for Y/N. While she’s getting more comfortable and secure, her mind still wanders here and there, drawing up questions that fill her with some unresolved feelings…”
Wc: 8k
Tropes: boxer!Harry x innocent!reader
Warnings: SMUT, choking, spanking, dirty talk, a teeny tiny bit of sub/dom dynamic (not really thaaattt established yet), thigh riding, praise, bit of degradation this time muahaha😜
A/N: OMG HARRY IS BACK!!!!! As am I, sorry that this took like 800 years but the chapter is long and spicy teehee🤭 enjoy
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This week had been tense in the best and the worst way possible.
It started off Monday. Y/N had finally tied the knot in her head: she was going to quit. It was a heavy and haunting decision, but it was her only option.
And since she was going to quiet anyway, she had decided to take make some use of her paid leave. Very impulsively, she had requested to take five days off. Unfortunately, since it was so last minute, she couldn't immediately be free from the office, and had to brave through one more week before she could take nine days to herself.
Despite being able to see it in the agenda, it was common courtesy to inform your manager of your days off. Y/N had already told Sophie and she was thrilled, raving on and on about how she deserved to have some time off. But until Friday came around, she still had to go to the office, and she still had to face Oscar every day.
Ever since his fall-out at her desk, Y/N had been in a constant state of stress. His office was still across from her desk, and her skin still prickled when she felt him look at her through his office windows.
In the first week after she'd punched Oscar, she was so stressed that she threw up in the bathroom and lost her vision. She was forced to sit on the floor for thirty minutes before she was able to stand up again. Fortunately, there was only a total of two times where she'd heaved her breakfast straight into the toilet. The other time was when he just so happened to enter the file room right after Y/N had gone in there. There was no one else in the room, and she was paralyzed with fear. She jumped at the way he harshly dropped a box of files on the table in front of her, and her skin paled at the constant feeling of his eyes on her. After that, Y/N never again walked into an empty room.
While she wasn't vomiting or unable to see on a daily basis, the stress still made her body tremble all day and collapse from exhaustion once she got home. This week was of course no different. In fact, it might even be worse, considering she'd promised herself to inform HR of her resignation.
Monday felt like all of them did: long and dreadful. Sophie stopped by her desk to bring her a cinnamon oat latte and a chocolate chip muffin she'd picked up on the way to the office, and it made the heap of paperwork a bit easier to sort through and fill out.
Y/N never ended up going to HR that Monday. She walked back and forth to their office about five times. The fifth and final time, she was just about to knock on the door when she spotted Oscar at the end of the hallway. She noticed his pace quicken, and in state of panic and fear, she turned around and hurried to the women's restroom where she vomited out everything that had given her fuel for the day.
Tuesday evening, at around 4:30pm she finally gathered the courage to plan a meeting with HR. There was only one person left in the office, and while her stomach dropped when the man told her they had a free spot next week—the one week she wasn't there—she calmly nodded when he suggested a later date. He had asked her if it was urgent—maybe having noticed her shaking hands or just her nervous demeanor—but she was still on the fence about mentioning Oscar in regards to her leaving, so she ensured the man that Wednesday in two weeks was fine.
She left the office feeling a little lighter, and as she changed into her gym clothes, the stress from work floated away and was swiftly replaced with the one distraction intense enough to work: Harry.
After having had the best sex of her life last week, Y/N was very jittery about seeing Harry again. She knew he was a professional and wouldn't discard the training to take her to his apartment or just take her right there (although a girl could dream). But still, she was still excited to see him, and for him to see her. She really liked the way he looked at her.
So she did what she reckoned every girl with a gym crush would do: buy some new work-out clothes. Y/N was properly blushing at the multiple sets she added to her cart. When she put on her new matching brown one on Tuesday, she'd actually felt really hot.
Both nervous and excited, she walked into the gym that Tuesday evening. She'd been wearing a large vest and sweatpants to cover the outfit in case she'd suddenly feel self-conscious. Harry smiled when he saw Y/N, waving at her from the desk before continuing his conversation with one of the women from the self-defense classes. Y/N was early, so she went ahead and entered the training room to put her stuff in the corner by the bench. She took a deep breath before she took off her vest. Observing herself in the mirror, she adjusted her ponytail while waiting for Harry to arrive.
Her heart thumped when she heard the door click shut, and upon turning around, the first thing she noticed were Harry's eyes subtly raking over her body. He didn't say anything as he walked over to the speakers, although she thought she saw a slight shake of his head.
Much like Y/N had anticipated—but hadn't hoped for—Harry acted annoyingly casual. Aside from ogling her the first three seconds of class, he hadn't said anything unrelated to the lesson. And yet, no matter the professionalism he exuded, the air was still thick with a deafening sense of wanting.
His eyes still wandered here and there, often regaining control before he could linger too long. The real problem were Harry's hands, and how the touch of his fingers wrapped around Y/N's waist or wrist sent butterflies to her core. The tension between the two had shifted from anticipatory to something steadier. They'd known each other all the way once before, and now they were left wanting more.
Despite the unspoken vibe between them, Harry had kept his composure. When Y/N realized that he probably wasn't going to deter from the lesson anytime soon, she began to focus a bit better, which led to a lot of verbal praise from Harry. Apart from everything that was going on in Y/N's life, it was nice to see that something was progressing steadily; she'd noticed how much stronger she had gotten in these past weeks.
She was satisfied with herself by the time she gathered her stuff and began to head to the door at the end of class. She hadn't, at all, expected Harry to push the door shut just as she had turned the handle.
It shut with a thud, and Y/N's breath hitched when she felt Harry's body against on hers. The room was suddenly humid, but the cool breath that tickled in Y/N's neck ran a shiver down her spine. She closed her eyes at the feeling of Harry's cock pressing into her ass as his lips grazed her ear.
"I thought we agreed to keep classes strictly professional, hmm?" He asked in a low voice that made Y/N swallow; her throat was suddenly very dry.
She nodded in response, ears ringing from the proximity. "We did."
"Then why are you dressed like you want to be fucked against those mirrors?" Harry retorted with a bit of a grumble in his voice. Y/N's lower stomach fluttered at his tone, and she leaned back against him a bit.
"I'm not." She made a feeble attempt to defend herself, damn well knowing she stood no chance, not with how wet she had already become. "I— I just needed new gym clothes."
Harry let out a sigh, the heat of his breath making every hair on her neck stand up. Y/N had to refrain from gasping as his lips suddenly landed on her neck, planting soft, slow kisses. Biting her lip, she did her best not to moan at the way he sucked on that sensitive spot. Her entire body was heating up as he worked his way up to her ear, and then he stopped.
"Unless you want me to bend you over the bench press, I suggest you don't wear something like that again."
Y/N barely had time to comprehend the words he just said when he backed away. She turned her head, watching in confusion and pure arousal as he walked back towards the speakers as if he hadn't just said what he said. She quickly opened the door and left the building.
…TWO DAYS LATER…
Wednesday passed by in a flash, and when Thursday came around, Y/N had decided it was time for some excitement when she stood in front of her closet in the afternoon. Normally, she'd go to the gym for strength training on Saturday, but Sophie had invited her to a shopping day and then a pub night with Greg and Harry, so she had decided to get in her exercise on Thursday.
Just because she could—and mostly because she was feeling extra bold—she chose to wear another new set. A deep red one, this time. A pair of shorts and a sports bra, a bit of a different model than the brown one. She had bought a matching tight vest as well, knowing she would probably get too insecure to just wear the bra and the shorts. Of course, Y/N turned out to be very predictable, because she didn't feel secure until she zipped up the vest.
Having had a long day at work, Y/N wasn't able to get to the gym until an hour after she'd eaten her late dinner. By the time she arrived, it was 9:15pm. There weren't many people there—members of this gym clearly didn't like to work out at night. Alan, the trainer to whom she had spoken to once, was the only person she recognized from the six who were filling up the room.
When Y/N walked in, one of the personal trainers, Alan, complimented her outfit and she blushed, thanking him before asking if he could help her with an exercise she'd been having difficulties with. Normally, she'd ask Harry, but he was absolutely nowhere in sight. She was beginning to think that maybe he wasn't here at all, and that weighed a bit heavy in her stomach.
Alan was kind, taking his time as he explained it and sat through the exercises with her. After that, he just stuck around as she went on with her exercises, and they talked about everything and nothing as he helped her along.
"Any plans this weekend?" Y/N asked as she did her sets on the leg press. Alan nodded, a faint blush rising to his cheeks.
"I'm going on a date, actually." He confessed a bit shyly. Her eyes widened, pushing against the leg press one more time before locking it in and turning to him.
"That's so great! Where are you going?"
"To the Lotus." He answered, and Y/N nodded her head in approval at the mention of the restaurant. It was a very acclaimed establishment. Y/N had always wanted to go there.
"How did you meet her?" She went on.
"I met her here, actually." He answered, looking around the place as if it had suddenly been coated with magic. Y/N's heart melted at how giddy Alan looked.
"Wow, who said great love stories couldn't start at a gym?" She asked rhetorically, getting up from her seat. Alan laughed, opening his mouth to say something, but he halted when another voice joined the conversation.
"Hello there." Harry walked up to the two, his tone cheery, but Y/N heard a bit of skepticism laced in it as well. The corner of Alan's mouth tugged up.
"Speaking of... I'm gonna go. Have a good night guys." Alan said, throwing a smile at Y/N before walking towards the exit past Harry, but not before stopping to whisper in his ear: " Not too good, eh?"
Harry couldn't suppress his grin as Alan walked off, and Y/N was standing there like a deer in headlights. She had already mentally stored away the expectation of seeing Harry tonight, so it was safe to say she was caught off guard by his appearance.
"Hi." Harry repeated, and Y/N blinked.
"Hi." She said back. Damn it, where had all her confidence from earlier today gone?!
Carefully, she looked around the room. There was someone on the treadmill, a couple others doing exercises with the free weights, and someone using the smith machine. In other words, there were far too many people for her to get all hot and bothered by the owner of the gym. What would people think? They'd probably assume she was some cheap skank who just comes to the gym to hook up with the man who owns it. And the worst part? They wouldn't even be entirely wrong.
To avoid any such assumptions, Y/N took her attention off the gorgeous man in front of her and bent down to grab her bag and water bottle. By the time she stood upright again, she felt like her knees were going to buckle under Harry's intense stare. She smiled awkwardly.
"I'm gonna—" she took a few steps towards the exit, pointing at it with her thumb. But as she passed Harry, he suddenly grabbed her arm, stopping her in her tracks. Y/N's eyes shot to his, heart pounding in her chest.
"This looks an awful lot like what you were wearing on Tuesday." Harry stated lowly, making sure no one else heard what he said. He wasn't standing too close to her, so the conversation didn't look like anything out of the ordinary. It was his threat from Tuesday, though, that thickened the air in the room.
"I— it's red." Y/N stammered.
It's red? Was she serious?
She didn't have too much time to dwell on it, however, as her attention became occupied with Harry's wandering fingers which grabbed her zipper and gently pulled it down, further and further, until her red sports bra was visible. Y/N's stomach swirled in anticipation, even the hint of his touch driving her to madness. Then, without another word, he let go of her arm. Y/N finally looked up at the man who was actively melting her brain into jelly, and swallowed at the nonchalant look on his face. God, he was handsome.
Harry took a step back, curling his fingers in a beckoning gesture. Y/N immediately followed as Harry walked into his office. He waited by the door as she entered, closing it right behind her. The click of the lock wasn't extremely loud, but it sucked the air right out her lungs. Y/N turned around, facing Harry who stood with his hands behind his back.
"Do you get a kick out of pushing my buttons?" He said calmly, sitting down on the black leather couch to Y/N's right. She turned her whole body to him, cheeks flushing at the question.
"I don't know what you're talking about." Y/N said, trying to sound as oblivious as possible. But no matter how much she would've actually sounded innocent, Harry never would've believed her. Her shook his head slightly, a grin slowly appearing on his face.
"Didn't peck you for a liar, Angel." A glimmer faced in his eyes as he spoke, enjoying this playful part of their dynamic very much. Y/N took a deep breath, doing her very best not to succumb to that damned nickname he had for her. Somehow it had become some kind of kryptonite. Even one mention of it had the ability to send her into some sort of trance where she'd do anything for him.
It was already working, because when Harry muttered out a low "c'mere" she instantly complied, walking over to the couch and placing herself on his lap.
"Look at you," he rasped, his hand roaming over the small of her back. "Coming to my gym, wearing those aggravatingly tight shorts... straight up torturing me."
His hand squeezed her ass, and Y/N's hips automatically jerked forward in response, grinding right onto the bulge beneath Harry's training pants. Her breath hitched, grasping into his shoulder.
"And I just have to watch, knowing I can't just bend you over and fuck you right then and there." He went on. Y/N closed her eyes, envisioning the implied scenario he was laying before her. A small, struggling sound came from the back of her throat.
"You said you would... if I wore something like this again." She said, hoping it reminded him enough to just close down the gym and fulfill that threat of fucking her on the bench press he made two days ago. Harry huffed a laugh.
"Thought you didn't know what I was talking about." He said, and Y/N felt her ears heat up, but she was excited, dying to see what he would do. Harry lifted her up, moving her so she was now straddling his left thigh.
"I gotta stay professional, Angel. I gotta give you your money's worth." He began, his left hand pushing on Y/N's lower back. Slowly, she started moving along, her hips grazing back and forth over his thigh. Her core felt like it was on fire, and the movements soothed the ache in her belly that grew in size every second.
"Is that why you wore this today?" Harry sounded husky, as if he was struggling a bit himself at the moment. Though, he kept calm as he stimulated Y/N's motions. She was being shy, but the rolling of her hips was intensifying with every word that fell from Harry's mischievous lips. "Did you want me to follow through with what I said?"
Y/N looked up at Harry, annoyed by the lack of satisfaction she was getting at the moment. Her gaze exuded exhaustion, and within that exhaustion something altogether more intense; something desperate.
"Don't make promises you aren't going to keep."
She hadn't expected for Harry to react the way he did, but she sure didn't mind him crashing his lips onto her, yanking her towards him in the process. Back arched, she leaned into the kiss as Harry's tongue claimed her mouth.
Harry pulled her closer as he moved down to her neck. Y/N whimpered at the lingering kisses his swollen lips left on her skin, and let him aggressively take off her sports vest. She steadied herself by putting her hands on his shoulders, and began to move her hips again, the closer angle, along with the friction of both their clothing materials making for way better stimulation. Harry took his lips off her and leaned back into the couch, taking in the sight of Y/N working herself up against his leg.
The way he sat there, lips all red and legs widely spread, with that defined jaw and ever so confident look in his eyes... it was singlehandedly the hottest thing she'd ever seen. He looked down at her shorts, observing the small darker patch that had begun to form due to her drenched pussy. On a whim, he reached over and put his thumb against her clit.
"God, you're wet. Soaked all the way through your clothes onto mine." He rasped, watching the scene unfold. Y/N let out a a quiet gasp at the sudden touch on her sensitive clit speeding up the process of reaching an orgasm. He wasn't moving his thumb, merely putting it there as a prop, letting her do all the work. Her hips instinctively moved forward when Harry even teasingly retracted his thumb a few millimeters. She didn't even care that he chuckled at her hopelessness; she only cared about his big hands on hers.
Y/N bit her lip as her movements became stronger, thrown off by the absolute and utter need of a release that had slammed into her the second Harry's thumb grazed over her swollen clit. Never before had she been so close to reach an orgasm from these rather teenage-like manners of stimulation. Riding someone's thigh had never occurred to her before, at least not in a way that could truly satisfy her.
"Doing so good, Angel, riding my thigh like this. You needed it bad, didn't you?" He asked. Y/N nodded her head, giving him a weak verbal confirmation.
"Yes..." she squeezed Harry's shoulder. "Please... move."
But Harry didn't do shit. Instead, he tilted his head innocently, not caring that the girl in front of him was already shaking from her nearing release. "Move?"
"Your thumb!" Y/N exclaimed in frustration, her eyes widening when she realized how loud that sounded and quickly retracting to a whisper. "Please, make me cum."
Harry cursed something under his breath before pushing her hips further into him and his thumb. The stinging presence of his finger made Y/N's mouth fall open, and Harry had to use his free hand to put it over her mouth as he began rubbing circles on her clit. The sounds of her soaked pussy were audible even through her clothes, and Y/N felt herself clench around nothing.
"O— oh! Harry..." She cried, pushing her chest more into his face as she rode out the wave of ecstasy. Harry hummed against her skin, biting her shoulder momentarily before leaning back in order to sing her praises as Y/N came all over his thighs. Movements slowing down, Y/N reveled in the feeling of Harry's large hand wrapped around her mouth as she rode out her orgasm.
"There you go... Fuck, angel." Harry panted, but Y/N barely processed what he said as she came down from her orgasm. It felt like having to land back on earth after shooting into space for a moment.
Harry let Y/N come down for a minute before he let her stand up again. When she did, realization sunk into her, and she began scrambling for her things. Harry was quick to grab her arms, slowing her down a bit.
"Are you okay?" He asked, immediate concern in his voice. Y/N nodded, but didn't meet his eyes.
"What if someone heard?" She said, her chest deflating as she spoke. It was clear to Harry that she felt embarrassed. He leaned down, forcing her to meet his eyes.
"No one heard." He said with such certainty that 99% of Y/N immediately believed him. But there was still that one percent. "Were you uncomfortable doing this?"
Y/N's eyes widened. "No! It's not that. It's just— I don't want to get in trouble or anything."
It was deadly quiet for a second. When Y/N's gaze finally travelled to Harry's, she saw that his lips had spread into the tiniest smile.
"You know I own this place, right?"
"Yes." Y/N said. He tilted his head.
"And you know that means that I'm the boss, right?" He said slowly, and Y/N huffed.
"Yes."
"So... who exactly would we get in trouble with?"
Y/N could tell her was finding it amusing, and she had to fight to keep from chuckling herself. She knew that, if he put it that way, of course it wasn't a big deal, and yet it felt like it. Somehow, Harry could sense that.
"None of my staff are here anymore. I sent them home early because I saw you walking in, and all the other people can't even come here because the entire hallway is staff only." He explained, cupping her face with his hand. "No one is going to think something weird because no one saw or heard anything."
Y/N let out a sigh, comforted by Harry's logical response. Immediately, a pit of guilt began to grow in her stomach. She really hoped he wasn't taking her worry personally.
"I'm sorry." She couldn't help but say, her lips pouted as she waited for the apology to land. There was a slight flicker in Harry's eyes, and if Y/N hadn't been watching him so intently, she wouldn't have noticed it. But she did.
"It's okay." He smiled at her.
Was it, though?
…TWO DAYS LATER…
"You seriously suck at this." Harry laughed as he watched Sophie miss the balls on the pool table again. This was her fourth try, and it wasn't really looking great.
"I hate this game. It's wrinkling my skirt." She backed away from the pool table, handing the stick to her boyfriend, who gave it a try and nailed it in one go. Sophie crossed her arms, walking over to Y/N. "Whatever, we're far too pretty to be concerned with our adequacy at pool."
Y/N lifted her glass. "Damn right."
Y/N was horrible at pool too, but she didn't exactly hate it. It might've had to do with the fact that sucking at this game equaled Harry coming over to help her. She was never even going to try to get better if it meant having Harry bent over her, his perfume coating around her.
She watched as Harry leaned over the table, his rolled-up sleeves emphasizing the veins on his forearms. God, she could look at those forearms all day. Harry had really made Y/N a different person.
After Harry's turn, it was clear that he had won. The girls cheered for him shortly before Sophie downed the rest of her cocktail in one go.
"We need another game. And another drink." She said, placing her glass on the table. Y/N chuckled at her friend. "Unfortunately, my last alcoholic drink of the night."
"Why? Big plans tomorrow?" Y/N wiggled her eyebrows, and Sophie tilted her head.
"More like a big case that I need to read into some more." She sighed, throwing her friend an exhausted smile. Y/N grimaced, putting a sympathetic hand on Sophie's shoulders.
"Damn, poor you." She said, not trying to pay attention to Harry, who was putting all the pool balls back onto the middle of the table for the next people. It was so damn hard to keep her eyes off him.
"I should've just taken a vacation like you. Get in some self care days." Sophie dropped her head on Y/N's shoulder, disappearing from her vision long enough that Y/N could see Harry's head snap towards her.
Suddenly, a burst of energy charged back into Sophie, and she gasped in excitement at spotting something in the back.
"Dartboard!" She exclaimed, grabbing Greg's arm and dragging him to the free dartboard in the corner. There had been people using it ever since the four arrived to the bar, but it seemed that they'd finally left.
Y/N chuckled as she watched her friend pull her boyfriend along, so much that she almost didn't notice Harry, who was now standing behind her. Except that she always noticed, because his presence weighed on her like nothing had ever before. She felt him everywhere, all the time, even if he was across the room. Y/N's eyes did widen when he swiftly turned her around.
"You're taking a vacation?" He asked, his stern voice reflecting the finger digging grip on her waist. Y/N looked back at where Greg and Sophie were standing, cheeks flushing. She knew she was being ridiculous; Sophie definitely knew that Y/N and Harry had been flirty with each other. And yet... she felt just like she did a few days ago, when she thought people might have heard them; as if she was walking on a fragile, glass floor.
Then, suddenly, Harry wrapped his arm around her and Y/N lifted off the ground. She gasped, grasping Harry's shoulders to not fall over his shoulder as he carried her to the side of the bar. By the time her feet reached the ground again, Harry's propped her against a wooden pillar, out of Greg and Sophie's sight.
Y/N playfully slapped Harry's shoulder, cheeks red from the effortlessness with which he had carried her. His face was serious, though.
"I asked you a question, Angel." He said. Y/N felt her heartbeat speed up. He was being very strict right now, and it suited him. She got distracted however, at the sight of Harry's eyes turning a bit frantic as he scanned Y/N's face.
"Did he..." he slowly leaned in. "do something again?"
"What?" Y/N frowned, and then it clicked. "Oh— no! No he didn't do anything."
"You can tell me if he did." He insisted, and by the slight furrow of his brow she could tell that he was still making sure if Y/N was telling the truth. There was a slight pang in her chest; a stinging feeling. Didn't he trust her to tell the truth?
"I know." Y/N frowned. Harry seemed to have been able to read Y/N's thoughts, because he grabbed her face, forcing her to look at him.
"Hey, I believe you. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make it sound like I don't." He assured her, and Y/N closed her eyes for a long second before gazing into Harry's green pair again.
"So," he spoke again, a slight grin creeping up his face. "A vacation, huh?"
Y/N nodded.
"Any big, exciting plans?"
"Uhm, no not really." She shrugged, but worry began to flood inside her brain. Maybe she should've thought about this longer. What was she going to do with all that free time? What if she couldn't find enough things to occupy herself with, and just replay the Oscar situation in her head, over and over again?
"So your schedule is pretty clear for the upcoming days?" Harry's question made her jump from the destructive train of thought and come back to reality. She shook her head in response, and a wicked grin spread across Harry's face. "What are you doing tonight?"
Color rose to Y/N's cheeks, the room becoming warmer with the second. Her eyes widened slightly at the suggestive question, but it also confused her a bit.
"We're playing pool. Well— darts, it seems." Y/N replied, her voice sounding a bit breathy as she carefully scanned Harry's face to see if that was the right answer. He merely hummed in amusement.
"I meant, after this."
Y/N's stomach flipped, and she began fiddling with her hands. "Sleeping?" She swallowed.
Harry could be so intimidating if he wanted to. And the way he was towering over her right now, one arm leaning against the pillar behind her, the other roaming over her waist... it nearly made her stutter.
"With me?"
Y/N had to try not to look like her eyes were bulging out of her sockets as the question rolled off Harry's tongue. For a moment, it crossed her mind that it might be a joke—though she sincerely hoped it wasn't—but he looked deadly serious. Swallowing, she nodded intently.
"Yeah? Wanna come home with me tonight?"
Yes, yes, yes. It was the only word that floated through Y/N's mind, and she was quick to verbally confirm. Harry leaned in, his lips nearing hers at an agonizingly calm speed. His mouth was less than an inch away, grazing over hers, and Y/N suddenly became overwhelmed with the need to lean forward. But she stayed back. Harry was the one in control; she liked it like that.
"Good girl." He whispered, then pushed his hand off the pillar and took a step back. His eyes darted to Greg and Sophia, who had already started a round of their own. He nodded his head towards their friends, and began walking towards them, leaving Y/N stunned and soaked.
****
After an hour of playing darts, and Sophia's surprising victory in the last round which she mocked Harry about relentlessly (Harry won the other five rounds), they all decided to call it a night. Sophia gave Y/N a not-so-mysterious eyebrow wiggle as Harry declared he'd get her home safely, but she refrained from saying anything that would've made Y/N's ears go red.
The entire ride Y/N felt like she was on fire. She couldn't believe she was going to Harry's place; it felt like such a big deal. But then again, maybe it wasn't? After all, she wasn't that experienced in the dating department, so maybe Harry inviting her over wasn't so special. She spent the entire ride debating it, slowly succumbing to her thoughts until Harry put his hand on hers. Like a gush of wind that blows smoke away, Y/N's mind was suddenly very clear.
She stayed close to Harry the entire way up, and she could tell he was holding himself in. The way his fingers dug into her waist as he observed her features in the elevator with this longing look in his eyes... it all pointed to one thing: he wanted her in his bed as soon as possible. That did make Y/N's ears go red.
But as soon as they entered the apartment, Harry was as cool as a cucumber. He walks in front of Y/N, throwing the keys on his kitchen counter before taking off his jacket. She awkwardly followed, giving him a queasy smile as he took her jacket and hung it up back by the door. Y/N's eyes carefully floated over the room; his apartment was pretty.
It had way more personality than she'd expected. Instead of the grey apartment she'd envisioned, Harry's placed consisted entirely out of warm tones. Dark green paint had coated the walls and every single light was warm toned. There were touches of gold here and there; the edges of the coffee table, the picture frames on the wall. It was an inviting space. She didn't notice Harry approaching with a full glass of water.
"Here," he handed it to her. "drink a bit of water."
"Oh, uhm—"Her eyes flicked from Harry to the water, but he quickly interrupted her.
"Wasn't a question. Drink up." He repeated, and although his tone was every bit as serious as intimidating, the glint in his eyes exuded pure amusement. Y/N didn't say a word and followed the orders of the man in front of her, who hummed in approval as she took a couple of sips. When she was done, he took the glass from her and walked back to put it on the kitchen counter. Y/N was left admiring more of his apartment, but the sound of Harry's voice took her out of the house inspection.
"I'm sorry if I overstepped back there, in the bar." He said, waltzing back over to Y/N. "Putting you in the corner and interrogating you like that. I didn't mean to manhandle you or something."
"It's fine:" Y/N shrugged her shoulders, letting Harry scan her face to decide for himself if that answer was sincere. When he noticed that she meant it, the corner of his mouth slowly tugged up. Y/N looked to the ground, and croaked out: "I kinda liked it."
Harry's brows raised in surprise. She could feel his eyes burning through her skull, and yet she still waited for him to move her. Tension in her lower belly swirled when he mindlessly grabbed her chin and pushed her face up. She swallowed at the rough movement.
"Did you now?"
Y/N hummed another yes.
"And what did you like exactly?" He questioned, looking down at her as if she were some type of prey. She could've dropped to her knees then and there just from that look in his sinful eyes.
"The way you grabbed me, carried me, as if it was nothing. As if you— you could just throw me around if you wanted to." She said, straightening her back as she spoke and leaning into him a little bit. Y/N was getting less and less nervous when it came to expressing her thoughts.
"You like the idea of me throwing you around the bedroom." Harry's voice was cocky, which made Y/N want to roll her eyes and at the same time suck him off. He was just so hot whenever he used that certain tone of voice.
Y/N physically felt her ears heat up, and she debated for a second if she should make the confession that was currently burning in her throat. She decided to go for it.
"I've came to the idea of you throwing me around in the bedroom."
It was the first time Y/N had ever seen Harry's eyes widen in shock at something she had said. She swallowed, deeply nervous of what he was going to do once he'd processed her response.
In a flash, Harry had grabbed her by the legs and hoisted her up. Y/N shrieked, throwing her arms around him as she let him carry her to his bedroom. As soon as he'd closed the door, he pushed her against it, immediately pushing his mouth on hers.
Y/N took his tongue gladly, letting it roam her mouth as she did the same with him. She locked her legs tightly around Harry's waist, pulling him closer and feeling the bulge in his pants poke through. The skirt she wore had already ridden up, and nothing but a thong was covering her heat as he began grinding against her.
When he moved his mouth away from her, Y/N almost instinctively tried to go for Harry's neck, but the sudden grip of his hand on her neck pushed her back against the door.
"Not so fast." He tutted her, and while he was being smug, Y/N could tell he was barely able to keep his own composure.
"Do you know about the stoplight system?"
Y/N raised a brow. "Like, on the road?"
Harry chuckled, and Y/N bit her lip in embarrassment. "Like, in the bedroom."
"Right..." She muttered. "Uhm, you mean, colors?"
"Exactly." He hummed, his hand tightening around her neck, sending a flash of wetness down the her pussy. "Green means go, yellow means slow down, red means stop. What color would the grip of my hand be right now?"
Y/N eyed Harry, who eagerly awaited her response. She was growing impatient with him, despite fully understanding the need of explaining these things before getting into it. She was just so horny.
"Neon green." Y/N responded, just wanting him to fuck her. Harry sputtered out a laugh, catching on to her restlessness.
"Neon green can look an awful lot like yellow." He teased, and Y/N huffed.
"Harry..."
"Y/N..." he mocked.
Y/N squinted at the man in front of her. "Are you going to do something or will I just have to keep getting myself off to the idea of getting manhandled by someone?"
That sentence irked him, and Y/N exactly knew what specific part of it too. It worked exactly like she had hoped, because in mere seconds, Harry's pants were down, Y/N panties were shoved aside, and he was sliding himself into her.
"So impatient." He groaned as he began moving in and out of her at a slow pace. Y/N had immediately become a mess, both mentally and physically. The sounds of their bodies intertwining were almost embarrassing; Y/N was absolutely soaking Harry's cock.
Harry's hand around her neck had made Y/N lightheaded, and it made his cock feel even better, which she had thought to be impossible. She held on tight to Harry's shoulders, bouncing against the door and careful not to bump her head.
His thrusts were calm and hard, and extremely deep. Y/N knew it had to do with the length of his cock, but it were his movements that really had him hitting spots that she had never known to exist before. Her nails dug into his shoulders, imagining her guts being rearranged with every time he pounded into her. It had to be.
"You’ve been so talkative this week... Where'd that all go, huh?" He said, trying not to succumb to the euphoria of his own movements as he began driving into Y/N faster.
He must've known she was close to her release, because Harry began to slow down. Frustrated, Y/N opened her eyes, clenching her hands around Harry when he suddenly pulled out of her and put her down on the ground. With great force he turned her around—her back now against him—walked her over to the bed, and pushed her upper body down it. Her right arm was stuck behind her back, kept there by the force of him, while the other gripped onto the sheet.
Y/N felt the heat of his breath as he leaned over and whispered in her ear. "Color?"
"Green."
Her voice must've sounded really desperate, because Harry slipped back into her with a light chuckle. Y/N sighed at the relief of him ridding her from the temporary emptiness, but her breaths soon turned ragged again as Harry's pace increased.
His grip on her became tighter, ensuring she wouldn't move too much. Y/N closed her eyes, feeling Harry's slick cock pound into her at a speed that had her pushed deeper and deeper into the mattress. Gripping at the sheets, soft whines began to fall from her lips, earning a groan from Harry.
"C'mon, tell me how you feel." His encouraging voice sounded over the wet noises that emerged from their colliding bodies. Y/N was already exhausted, and she wasn't even the one doing all the hard work. The stimulation was just... so much. Her legs were losing stability by the second, and she was pretty sure she was going to fall apart in every sense of the word if he just kept going like this.
"So good... I don't think I can— my legs, Harry..." She whimpered, her body jerking forward with every thrust of his. Y/N words were interrupted by a string of whines, and moans and groans. She could barely hold herself together. For a second, it seemed that Harry was going easier on her, his pace softening. He leaned forward and gave her arm a squeeze, but Y/N's brows furrowed at the words that left Harry's mouth.
"You can handle it."
And just like that, he began rocking his hips against her with more force than before. She could quite literally feel the sexual frustration he must've been carrying all week as he pounded into her. Y/N was flabbergasted; she'd expected him to go easier on her. This was anything but easy.
"Color?" He asked again, though Y/N was sure his question stemmed more from wanting to remind her of the existence of the system rather than to actually check whether she wanted to continue. He could feel her clenching around her, and he must've heard the desperate cries of his name.
"Green— shit!" She spoke, words slurred as she pulsed around Harry's cock. Any noise seemed to float into the distance as Y/N slowly got consumed by her high.
"Fuck... there you go." Harry hissed, his hand roaming over her ass. The feeling of his skin caressing hers made Y/N mutter half a word before closing her mouth again. Harry immediately slowed down and leaned over, brushing the hair out of her face.
"You want to say something?"
Y/N looked straight forward, trying her best to meet the piercing gaze of the man above her. His tone was sweet, but everything else about Harry Styles was just plain intimidating.
"Y/N?" He raised his brow, unimpressed. "You've been so good this week, don't go silent on me now."
Slowly, she turned her head to him. Shooting him a nervous laugh, she finally spoke out.
"I just— wanted you to... I wanted to ask if you could like, spank me?"
"You want me to spank you?" Harry said, and Y/N could practically hear the grin in his voice. His hand was immediately back on her ass again, gliding over it with such ease that had her dangerously close to falling apart. Again. When she nodded, he leaned over a little further, his hips tightly moving forward. He definitely did it on purpose, breathy chuckles falling from his lips at the small yelp that escaped Y/N.
"Why?"
Y/N's cheeks flushed. Harry wasn't a stranger to her body or wants or needs anymore, but still it was a task to actually speak her desires out loud.
"Because..." she huffed, shifting slightly under him. "Because your hands are so big, and your rings—"
"My rings?" He interrupted her, sounding genuinely surprised. She hummed in response.
"I think they'd make it sting more, make me feel it a little longer." She confessed, and gasped when Harry's began to pick up his thrusts again. Before she knew it, Y/N was being nailed into the bed again, and her high was getting closer her at a record time.
Then, that anticipated sting spread across her right cheek, aligned with the noise that echoed in the room. Y/N let out a joyous groan, her eyes shut tightly at the impact of Harry's hand. That was going to leave a mark for sure.
"Fuck— such a filthy mouth for such an angel..." He panted, another slap ringing through the room as she took every inch that he slammed into her over and over again.
Y/N's stomach fluttered at the mention of the nickname. A whine slipped from her throat as her pussy began to twitch around Harry's cock. He let out a low laugh, continuing exactly as he was, watching her clutch the sheets and repeat his name in whispered pleas. But his ears perked up when he heard a small demand between the sound of his name.
"Harder, please."
"Don't you wanna come, baby?" He asked. He knew she was on the brink of an orgasm, and changing his pace would only further her from that. She shrugged.
"I just wanna feel you."
"You don't feel me right now?" Harry asked, a bit confused.
Y/N shook her head. "No, I do. I just... I want to feel it after, too."
"Jesus Christ..." Harry threw his head back, letting out a guttural noise. Without another word, he grabbed Y/N's hips with both hands and started rocking into her at a glorious pace.
Y/N jerked violently against the bed, her body wiggling back and forth as Harry stretched her out more than he already had, something which Y/N thought to be impossible. Her ragged breathing made it hard to suppress the moans that Harry pushed out of her with every frantic thrust.
"You're close, aren't you?" Harry said, his words as erratic as his breathing. "Knew you liked it rough, just had to pry it out of you, didn't I?"
Y/N moaned out a yes, but her verbal confirmation wasn't needed with the way she was pulsing around Harry.
"Being grabbed like a ragdoll, getting fucked like a whore... all while looking divine. Must've been made especially for me, angel." He hissed, landing another slap on Y/N's ass.
That was enough for her to fall apart, if not too much. With a loud cry of his name, Y/N reached her pinnacle, spasming under him. Harry whined, letting out a shuddering breath as he pulled out and let his sperm paint her back.
Y/N was sure nothing could ever feel better than this, and that notion in her head as she came down from her high scared her a bit. Nevertheless, she pushed it to the side as Harry moved behind her. She stayed still, physically and mentally unable to move.
She closed her eyes as Harry wiped his cum off her back with a towel, and smiled at his whispered praise. He was so sweet afterwards, much like the last time. It seemed to be easy for him; to switch from that dominant, ice cold man to this sweet and kind one, and then it flashed through Y/N's mind.
Was he that good at it because he'd had a lot of practice? With other women?
It wouldn't be crazy. If anything, it would be far from crazy. Harry was extremely handsome, and confident. He surely knew what he was doing because he's done it a lot of times. But that conclusion seemed to absolutely disgust Y/N. Her mind went back to that ex of Harry's she met at Sophie's party; was she one of few? Or one of many?
"Y/N?"
Y/N quickly snapped her head to Harry, who was standing in front of her with a glass of water. When did she sit up? She took the glass, and Harry seated himself on the edge of the bed.
"You okay, Angel?"
She nodded, looking into his beautiful green eyes. What was she thinking about again?
"You don't have to be anywhere in the upcoming days, right?" Harry stroked her knee as Y/N drank the entire glass of water in one go. Putting the glass on the night stand, she shook her head, and Harry grinned.
“Harry is a retired boxer who owns a gym and teaches self-defense classes. He considers himself a strong man, but when a gorgeous innocent woman attends a try-out class, she manages to leave him weak in the knees…”
Summary: “It’s a tense week for Y/N. While she’s getting more comfortable and secure, her mind still wanders here and there, drawing up questions that fill her with some unresolved feelings…”
Wc: 8k
Tropes: boxer!Harry x innocent!reader
Warnings: SMUT, choking, spanking, dirty talk, a teeny tiny bit of sub/dom dynamic (not really thaaattt established yet), thigh riding, praise, bit of degradation this time muahaha😜
A/N: OMG HARRY IS BACK!!!!! As am I, sorry that this took like 800 years but the chapter is long and spicy teehee🤭 enjoy
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This week had been tense in the best and the worst way possible.
It started off Monday. Y/N had finally tied the knot in her head: she was going to quit. It was a heavy and haunting decision, but it was her only option.
And since she was going to quiet anyway, she had decided to take make some use of her paid leave. Very impulsively, she had requested to take five days off. Unfortunately, since it was so last minute, she couldn't immediately be free from the office, and had to brave through one more week before she could take nine days to herself.
Despite being able to see it in the agenda, it was common courtesy to inform your manager of your days off. Y/N had already told Sophie and she was thrilled, raving on and on about how she deserved to have some time off. But until Friday came around, she still had to go to the office, and she still had to face Oscar every day.
Ever since his fall-out at her desk, Y/N had been in a constant state of stress. His office was still across from her desk, and her skin still prickled when she felt him look at her through his office windows.
In the first week after she'd punched Oscar, she was so stressed that she threw up in the bathroom and lost her vision. She was forced to sit on the floor for thirty minutes before she was able to stand up again. Fortunately, there was only a total of two times where she'd heaved her breakfast straight into the toilet. The other time was when he just so happened to enter the file room right after Y/N had gone in there. There was no one else in the room, and she was paralyzed with fear. She jumped at the way he harshly dropped a box of files on the table in front of her, and her skin paled at the constant feeling of his eyes on her. After that, Y/N never again walked into an empty room.
While she wasn't vomiting or unable to see on a daily basis, the stress still made her body tremble all day and collapse from exhaustion once she got home. This week was of course no different. In fact, it might even be worse, considering she'd promised herself to inform HR of her resignation.
Monday felt like all of them did: long and dreadful. Sophie stopped by her desk to bring her a cinnamon oat latte and a chocolate chip muffin she'd picked up on the way to the office, and it made the heap of paperwork a bit easier to sort through and fill out.
Y/N never ended up going to HR that Monday. She walked back and forth to their office about five times. The fifth and final time, she was just about to knock on the door when she spotted Oscar at the end of the hallway. She noticed his pace quicken, and in state of panic and fear, she turned around and hurried to the women's restroom where she vomited out everything that had given her fuel for the day.
Tuesday evening, at around 4:30pm she finally gathered the courage to plan a meeting with HR. There was only one person left in the office, and while her stomach dropped when the man told her they had a free spot next week—the one week she wasn't there—she calmly nodded when he suggested a later date. He had asked her if it was urgent—maybe having noticed her shaking hands or just her nervous demeanor—but she was still on the fence about mentioning Oscar in regards to her leaving, so she ensured the man that Wednesday in two weeks was fine.
She left the office feeling a little lighter, and as she changed into her gym clothes, the stress from work floated away and was swiftly replaced with the one distraction intense enough to work: Harry.
After having had the best sex of her life last week, Y/N was very jittery about seeing Harry again. She knew he was a professional and wouldn't discard the training to take her to his apartment or just take her right there (although a girl could dream). But still, she was still excited to see him, and for him to see her. She really liked the way he looked at her.
So she did what she reckoned every girl with a gym crush would do: buy some new work-out clothes. Y/N was properly blushing at the multiple sets she added to her cart. When she put on her new matching brown one on Tuesday, she'd actually felt really hot.
Both nervous and excited, she walked into the gym that Tuesday evening. She'd been wearing a large vest and sweatpants to cover the outfit in case she'd suddenly feel self-conscious. Harry smiled when he saw Y/N, waving at her from the desk before continuing his conversation with one of the women from the self-defense classes. Y/N was early, so she went ahead and entered the training room to put her stuff in the corner by the bench. She took a deep breath before she took off her vest. Observing herself in the mirror, she adjusted her ponytail while waiting for Harry to arrive.
Her heart thumped when she heard the door click shut, and upon turning around, the first thing she noticed were Harry's eyes subtly raking over her body. He didn't say anything as he walked over to the speakers, although she thought she saw a slight shake of his head.
Much like Y/N had anticipated—but hadn't hoped for—Harry acted annoyingly casual. Aside from ogling her the first three seconds of class, he hadn't said anything unrelated to the lesson. And yet, no matter the professionalism he exuded, the air was still thick with a deafening sense of wanting.
His eyes still wandered here and there, often regaining control before he could linger too long. The real problem were Harry's hands, and how the touch of his fingers wrapped around Y/N's waist or wrist sent butterflies to her core. The tension between the two had shifted from anticipatory to something steadier. They'd known each other all the way once before, and now they were left wanting more.
Despite the unspoken vibe between them, Harry had kept his composure. When Y/N realized that he probably wasn't going to deter from the lesson anytime soon, she began to focus a bit better, which led to a lot of verbal praise from Harry. Apart from everything that was going on in Y/N's life, it was nice to see that something was progressing steadily; she'd noticed how much stronger she had gotten in these past weeks.
She was satisfied with herself by the time she gathered her stuff and began to head to the door at the end of class. She hadn't, at all, expected Harry to push the door shut just as she had turned the handle.
It shut with a thud, and Y/N's breath hitched when she felt Harry's body against on hers. The room was suddenly humid, but the cool breath that tickled in Y/N's neck ran a shiver down her spine. She closed her eyes at the feeling of Harry's cock pressing into her ass as his lips grazed her ear.
"I thought we agreed to keep classes strictly professional, hmm?" He asked in a low voice that made Y/N swallow; her throat was suddenly very dry.
She nodded in response, ears ringing from the proximity. "We did."
"Then why are you dressed like you want to be fucked against those mirrors?" Harry retorted with a bit of a grumble in his voice. Y/N's lower stomach fluttered at his tone, and she leaned back against him a bit.
"I'm not." She made a feeble attempt to defend herself, damn well knowing she stood no chance, not with how wet she had already become. "I— I just needed new gym clothes."
Harry let out a sigh, the heat of his breath making every hair on her neck stand up. Y/N had to refrain from gasping as his lips suddenly landed on her neck, planting soft, slow kisses. Biting her lip, she did her best not to moan at the way he sucked on that sensitive spot. Her entire body was heating up as he worked his way up to her ear, and then he stopped.
"Unless you want me to bend you over the bench press, I suggest you don't wear something like that again."
Y/N barely had time to comprehend the words he just said when he backed away. She turned her head, watching in confusion and pure arousal as he walked back towards the speakers as if he hadn't just said what he said. She quickly opened the door and left the building.
…TWO DAYS LATER…
Wednesday passed by in a flash, and when Thursday came around, Y/N had decided it was time for some excitement when she stood in front of her closet in the afternoon. Normally, she'd go to the gym for strength training on Saturday, but Sophie had invited her to a shopping day and then a pub night with Greg and Harry, so she had decided to get in her exercise on Thursday.
Just because she could—and mostly because she was feeling extra bold—she chose to wear another new set. A deep red one, this time. A pair of shorts and a sports bra, a bit of a different model than the brown one. She had bought a matching tight vest as well, knowing she would probably get too insecure to just wear the bra and the shorts. Of course, Y/N turned out to be very predictable, because she didn't feel secure until she zipped up the vest.
Having had a long day at work, Y/N wasn't able to get to the gym until an hour after she'd eaten her late dinner. By the time she arrived, it was 9:15pm. There weren't many people there—members of this gym clearly didn't like to work out at night. Alan, the trainer to whom she had spoken to once, was the only person she recognized from the six who were filling up the room.
When Y/N walked in, one of the personal trainers, Alan, complimented her outfit and she blushed, thanking him before asking if he could help her with an exercise she'd been having difficulties with. Normally, she'd ask Harry, but he was absolutely nowhere in sight. She was beginning to think that maybe he wasn't here at all, and that weighed a bit heavy in her stomach.
Alan was kind, taking his time as he explained it and sat through the exercises with her. After that, he just stuck around as she went on with her exercises, and they talked about everything and nothing as he helped her along.
"Any plans this weekend?" Y/N asked as she did her sets on the leg press. Alan nodded, a faint blush rising to his cheeks.
"I'm going on a date, actually." He confessed a bit shyly. Her eyes widened, pushing against the leg press one more time before locking it in and turning to him.
"That's so great! Where are you going?"
"To the Lotus." He answered, and Y/N nodded her head in approval at the mention of the restaurant. It was a very acclaimed establishment. Y/N had always wanted to go there.
"How did you meet her?" She went on.
"I met her here, actually." He answered, looking around the place as if it had suddenly been coated with magic. Y/N's heart melted at how giddy Alan looked.
"Wow, who said great love stories couldn't start at a gym?" She asked rhetorically, getting up from her seat. Alan laughed, opening his mouth to say something, but he halted when another voice joined the conversation.
"Hello there." Harry walked up to the two, his tone cheery, but Y/N heard a bit of skepticism laced in it as well. The corner of Alan's mouth tugged up.
"Speaking of... I'm gonna go. Have a good night guys." Alan said, throwing a smile at Y/N before walking towards the exit past Harry, but not before stopping to whisper in his ear: " Not too good, eh?"
Harry couldn't suppress his grin as Alan walked off, and Y/N was standing there like a deer in headlights. She had already mentally stored away the expectation of seeing Harry tonight, so it was safe to say she was caught off guard by his appearance.
"Hi." Harry repeated, and Y/N blinked.
"Hi." She said back. Damn it, where had all her confidence from earlier today gone?!
Carefully, she looked around the room. There was someone on the treadmill, a couple others doing exercises with the free weights, and someone using the smith machine. In other words, there were far too many people for her to get all hot and bothered by the owner of the gym. What would people think? They'd probably assume she was some cheap skank who just comes to the gym to hook up with the man who owns it. And the worst part? They wouldn't even be entirely wrong.
To avoid any such assumptions, Y/N took her attention off the gorgeous man in front of her and bent down to grab her bag and water bottle. By the time she stood upright again, she felt like her knees were going to buckle under Harry's intense stare. She smiled awkwardly.
"I'm gonna—" she took a few steps towards the exit, pointing at it with her thumb. But as she passed Harry, he suddenly grabbed her arm, stopping her in her tracks. Y/N's eyes shot to his, heart pounding in her chest.
"This looks an awful lot like what you were wearing on Tuesday." Harry stated lowly, making sure no one else heard what he said. He wasn't standing too close to her, so the conversation didn't look like anything out of the ordinary. It was his threat from Tuesday, though, that thickened the air in the room.
"I— it's red." Y/N stammered.
It's red? Was she serious?
She didn't have too much time to dwell on it, however, as her attention became occupied with Harry's wandering fingers which grabbed her zipper and gently pulled it down, further and further, until her red sports bra was visible. Y/N's stomach swirled in anticipation, even the hint of his touch driving her to madness. Then, without another word, he let go of her arm. Y/N finally looked up at the man who was actively melting her brain into jelly, and swallowed at the nonchalant look on his face. God, he was handsome.
Harry took a step back, curling his fingers in a beckoning gesture. Y/N immediately followed as Harry walked into his office. He waited by the door as she entered, closing it right behind her. The click of the lock wasn't extremely loud, but it sucked the air right out her lungs. Y/N turned around, facing Harry who stood with his hands behind his back.
"Do you get a kick out of pushing my buttons?" He said calmly, sitting down on the black leather couch to Y/N's right. She turned her whole body to him, cheeks flushing at the question.
"I don't know what you're talking about." Y/N said, trying to sound as oblivious as possible. But no matter how much she would've actually sounded innocent, Harry never would've believed her. Her shook his head slightly, a grin slowly appearing on his face.
"Didn't peck you for a liar, Angel." A glimmer faced in his eyes as he spoke, enjoying this playful part of their dynamic very much. Y/N took a deep breath, doing her very best not to succumb to that damned nickname he had for her. Somehow it had become some kind of kryptonite. Even one mention of it had the ability to send her into some sort of trance where she'd do anything for him.
It was already working, because when Harry muttered out a low "c'mere" she instantly complied, walking over to the couch and placing herself on his lap.
"Look at you," he rasped, his hand roaming over the small of her back. "Coming to my gym, wearing those aggravatingly tight shorts... straight up torturing me."
His hand squeezed her ass, and Y/N's hips automatically jerked forward in response, grinding right onto the bulge beneath Harry's training pants. Her breath hitched, grasping into his shoulder.
"And I just have to watch, knowing I can't just bend you over and fuck you right then and there." He went on. Y/N closed her eyes, envisioning the implied scenario he was laying before her. A small, struggling sound came from the back of her throat.
"You said you would... if I wore something like this again." She said, hoping it reminded him enough to just close down the gym and fulfill that threat of fucking her on the bench press he made two days ago. Harry huffed a laugh.
"Thought you didn't know what I was talking about." He said, and Y/N felt her ears heat up, but she was excited, dying to see what he would do. Harry lifted her up, moving her so she was now straddling his left thigh.
"I gotta stay professional, Angel. I gotta give you your money's worth." He began, his left hand pushing on Y/N's lower back. Slowly, she started moving along, her hips grazing back and forth over his thigh. Her core felt like it was on fire, and the movements soothed the ache in her belly that grew in size every second.
"Is that why you wore this today?" Harry sounded husky, as if he was struggling a bit himself at the moment. Though, he kept calm as he stimulated Y/N's motions. She was being shy, but the rolling of her hips was intensifying with every word that fell from Harry's mischievous lips. "Did you want me to follow through with what I said?"
Y/N looked up at Harry, annoyed by the lack of satisfaction she was getting at the moment. Her gaze exuded exhaustion, and within that exhaustion something altogether more intense; something desperate.
"Don't make promises you aren't going to keep."
She hadn't expected for Harry to react the way he did, but she sure didn't mind him crashing his lips onto her, yanking her towards him in the process. Back arched, she leaned into the kiss as Harry's tongue claimed her mouth.
Harry pulled her closer as he moved down to her neck. Y/N whimpered at the lingering kisses his swollen lips left on her skin, and let him aggressively take off her sports vest. She steadied herself by putting her hands on his shoulders, and began to move her hips again, the closer angle, along with the friction of both their clothing materials making for way better stimulation. Harry took his lips off her and leaned back into the couch, taking in the sight of Y/N working herself up against his leg.
The way he sat there, lips all red and legs widely spread, with that defined jaw and ever so confident look in his eyes... it was singlehandedly the hottest thing she'd ever seen. He looked down at her shorts, observing the small darker patch that had begun to form due to her drenched pussy. On a whim, he reached over and put his thumb against her clit.
"God, you're wet. Soaked all the way through your clothes onto mine." He rasped, watching the scene unfold. Y/N let out a a quiet gasp at the sudden touch on her sensitive clit speeding up the process of reaching an orgasm. He wasn't moving his thumb, merely putting it there as a prop, letting her do all the work. Her hips instinctively moved forward when Harry even teasingly retracted his thumb a few millimeters. She didn't even care that he chuckled at her hopelessness; she only cared about his big hands on hers.
Y/N bit her lip as her movements became stronger, thrown off by the absolute and utter need of a release that had slammed into her the second Harry's thumb grazed over her swollen clit. Never before had she been so close to reach an orgasm from these rather teenage-like manners of stimulation. Riding someone's thigh had never occurred to her before, at least not in a way that could truly satisfy her.
"Doing so good, Angel, riding my thigh like this. You needed it bad, didn't you?" He asked. Y/N nodded her head, giving him a weak verbal confirmation.
"Yes..." she squeezed Harry's shoulder. "Please... move."
But Harry didn't do shit. Instead, he tilted his head innocently, not caring that the girl in front of him was already shaking from her nearing release. "Move?"
"Your thumb!" Y/N exclaimed in frustration, her eyes widening when she realized how loud that sounded and quickly retracting to a whisper. "Please, make me cum."
Harry cursed something under his breath before pushing her hips further into him and his thumb. The stinging presence of his finger made Y/N's mouth fall open, and Harry had to use his free hand to put it over her mouth as he began rubbing circles on her clit. The sounds of her soaked pussy were audible even through her clothes, and Y/N felt herself clench around nothing.
"O— oh! Harry..." She cried, pushing her chest more into his face as she rode out the wave of ecstasy. Harry hummed against her skin, biting her shoulder momentarily before leaning back in order to sing her praises as Y/N came all over his thighs. Movements slowing down, Y/N reveled in the feeling of Harry's large hand wrapped around her mouth as she rode out her orgasm.
"There you go... Fuck, angel." Harry panted, but Y/N barely processed what he said as she came down from her orgasm. It felt like having to land back on earth after shooting into space for a moment.
Harry let Y/N come down for a minute before he let her stand up again. When she did, realization sunk into her, and she began scrambling for her things. Harry was quick to grab her arms, slowing her down a bit.
"Are you okay?" He asked, immediate concern in his voice. Y/N nodded, but didn't meet his eyes.
"What if someone heard?" She said, her chest deflating as she spoke. It was clear to Harry that she felt embarrassed. He leaned down, forcing her to meet his eyes.
"No one heard." He said with such certainty that 99% of Y/N immediately believed him. But there was still that one percent. "Were you uncomfortable doing this?"
Y/N's eyes widened. "No! It's not that. It's just— I don't want to get in trouble or anything."
It was deadly quiet for a second. When Y/N's gaze finally travelled to Harry's, she saw that his lips had spread into the tiniest smile.
"You know I own this place, right?"
"Yes." Y/N said. He tilted his head.
"And you know that means that I'm the boss, right?" He said slowly, and Y/N huffed.
"Yes."
"So... who exactly would we get in trouble with?"
Y/N could tell her was finding it amusing, and she had to fight to keep from chuckling herself. She knew that, if he put it that way, of course it wasn't a big deal, and yet it felt like it. Somehow, Harry could sense that.
"None of my staff are here anymore. I sent them home early because I saw you walking in, and all the other people can't even come here because the entire hallway is staff only." He explained, cupping her face with his hand. "No one is going to think something weird because no one saw or heard anything."
Y/N let out a sigh, comforted by Harry's logical response. Immediately, a pit of guilt began to grow in her stomach. She really hoped he wasn't taking her worry personally.
"I'm sorry." She couldn't help but say, her lips pouted as she waited for the apology to land. There was a slight flicker in Harry's eyes, and if Y/N hadn't been watching him so intently, she wouldn't have noticed it. But she did.
"It's okay." He smiled at her.
Was it, though?
…TWO DAYS LATER…
"You seriously suck at this." Harry laughed as he watched Sophie miss the balls on the pool table again. This was her fourth try, and it wasn't really looking great.
"I hate this game. It's wrinkling my skirt." She backed away from the pool table, handing the stick to her boyfriend, who gave it a try and nailed it in one go. Sophie crossed her arms, walking over to Y/N. "Whatever, we're far too pretty to be concerned with our adequacy at pool."
Y/N lifted her glass. "Damn right."
Y/N was horrible at pool too, but she didn't exactly hate it. It might've had to do with the fact that sucking at this game equaled Harry coming over to help her. She was never even going to try to get better if it meant having Harry bent over her, his perfume coating around her.
She watched as Harry leaned over the table, his rolled-up sleeves emphasizing the veins on his forearms. God, she could look at those forearms all day. Harry had really made Y/N a different person.
After Harry's turn, it was clear that he had won. The girls cheered for him shortly before Sophie downed the rest of her cocktail in one go.
"We need another game. And another drink." She said, placing her glass on the table. Y/N chuckled at her friend. "Unfortunately, my last alcoholic drink of the night."
"Why? Big plans tomorrow?" Y/N wiggled her eyebrows, and Sophie tilted her head.
"More like a big case that I need to read into some more." She sighed, throwing her friend an exhausted smile. Y/N grimaced, putting a sympathetic hand on Sophie's shoulders.
"Damn, poor you." She said, not trying to pay attention to Harry, who was putting all the pool balls back onto the middle of the table for the next people. It was so damn hard to keep her eyes off him.
"I should've just taken a vacation like you. Get in some self care days." Sophie dropped her head on Y/N's shoulder, disappearing from her vision long enough that Y/N could see Harry's head snap towards her.
Suddenly, a burst of energy charged back into Sophie, and she gasped in excitement at spotting something in the back.
"Dartboard!" She exclaimed, grabbing Greg's arm and dragging him to the free dartboard in the corner. There had been people using it ever since the four arrived to the bar, but it seemed that they'd finally left.
Y/N chuckled as she watched her friend pull her boyfriend along, so much that she almost didn't notice Harry, who was now standing behind her. Except that she always noticed, because his presence weighed on her like nothing had ever before. She felt him everywhere, all the time, even if he was across the room. Y/N's eyes did widen when he swiftly turned her around.
"You're taking a vacation?" He asked, his stern voice reflecting the finger digging grip on her waist. Y/N looked back at where Greg and Sophie were standing, cheeks flushing. She knew she was being ridiculous; Sophie definitely knew that Y/N and Harry had been flirty with each other. And yet... she felt just like she did a few days ago, when she thought people might have heard them; as if she was walking on a fragile, glass floor.
Then, suddenly, Harry wrapped his arm around her and Y/N lifted off the ground. She gasped, grasping Harry's shoulders to not fall over his shoulder as he carried her to the side of the bar. By the time her feet reached the ground again, Harry's propped her against a wooden pillar, out of Greg and Sophie's sight.
Y/N playfully slapped Harry's shoulder, cheeks red from the effortlessness with which he had carried her. His face was serious, though.
"I asked you a question, Angel." He said. Y/N felt her heartbeat speed up. He was being very strict right now, and it suited him. She got distracted however, at the sight of Harry's eyes turning a bit frantic as he scanned Y/N's face.
"Did he..." he slowly leaned in. "do something again?"
"What?" Y/N frowned, and then it clicked. "Oh— no! No he didn't do anything."
"You can tell me if he did." He insisted, and by the slight furrow of his brow she could tell that he was still making sure if Y/N was telling the truth. There was a slight pang in her chest; a stinging feeling. Didn't he trust her to tell the truth?
"I know." Y/N frowned. Harry seemed to have been able to read Y/N's thoughts, because he grabbed her face, forcing her to look at him.
"Hey, I believe you. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make it sound like I don't." He assured her, and Y/N closed her eyes for a long second before gazing into Harry's green pair again.
"So," he spoke again, a slight grin creeping up his face. "A vacation, huh?"
Y/N nodded.
"Any big, exciting plans?"
"Uhm, no not really." She shrugged, but worry began to flood inside her brain. Maybe she should've thought about this longer. What was she going to do with all that free time? What if she couldn't find enough things to occupy herself with, and just replay the Oscar situation in her head, over and over again?
"So your schedule is pretty clear for the upcoming days?" Harry's question made her jump from the destructive train of thought and come back to reality. She shook her head in response, and a wicked grin spread across Harry's face. "What are you doing tonight?"
Color rose to Y/N's cheeks, the room becoming warmer with the second. Her eyes widened slightly at the suggestive question, but it also confused her a bit.
"We're playing pool. Well— darts, it seems." Y/N replied, her voice sounding a bit breathy as she carefully scanned Harry's face to see if that was the right answer. He merely hummed in amusement.
"I meant, after this."
Y/N's stomach flipped, and she began fiddling with her hands. "Sleeping?" She swallowed.
Harry could be so intimidating if he wanted to. And the way he was towering over her right now, one arm leaning against the pillar behind her, the other roaming over her waist... it nearly made her stutter.
"With me?"
Y/N had to try not to look like her eyes were bulging out of her sockets as the question rolled off Harry's tongue. For a moment, it crossed her mind that it might be a joke—though she sincerely hoped it wasn't—but he looked deadly serious. Swallowing, she nodded intently.
"Yeah? Wanna come home with me tonight?"
Yes, yes, yes. It was the only word that floated through Y/N's mind, and she was quick to verbally confirm. Harry leaned in, his lips nearing hers at an agonizingly calm speed. His mouth was less than an inch away, grazing over hers, and Y/N suddenly became overwhelmed with the need to lean forward. But she stayed back. Harry was the one in control; she liked it like that.
"Good girl." He whispered, then pushed his hand off the pillar and took a step back. His eyes darted to Greg and Sophia, who had already started a round of their own. He nodded his head towards their friends, and began walking towards them, leaving Y/N stunned and soaked.
****
After an hour of playing darts, and Sophia's surprising victory in the last round which she mocked Harry about relentlessly (Harry won the other five rounds), they all decided to call it a night. Sophia gave Y/N a not-so-mysterious eyebrow wiggle as Harry declared he'd get her home safely, but she refrained from saying anything that would've made Y/N's ears go red.
The entire ride Y/N felt like she was on fire. She couldn't believe she was going to Harry's place; it felt like such a big deal. But then again, maybe it wasn't? After all, she wasn't that experienced in the dating department, so maybe Harry inviting her over wasn't so special. She spent the entire ride debating it, slowly succumbing to her thoughts until Harry put his hand on hers. Like a gush of wind that blows smoke away, Y/N's mind was suddenly very clear.
She stayed close to Harry the entire way up, and she could tell he was holding himself in. The way his fingers dug into her waist as he observed her features in the elevator with this longing look in his eyes... it all pointed to one thing: he wanted her in his bed as soon as possible. That did make Y/N's ears go red.
But as soon as they entered the apartment, Harry was as cool as a cucumber. He walks in front of Y/N, throwing the keys on his kitchen counter before taking off his jacket. She awkwardly followed, giving him a queasy smile as he took her jacket and hung it up back by the door. Y/N's eyes carefully floated over the room; his apartment was pretty.
It had way more personality than she'd expected. Instead of the grey apartment she'd envisioned, Harry's placed consisted entirely out of warm tones. Dark green paint had coated the walls and every single light was warm toned. There were touches of gold here and there; the edges of the coffee table, the picture frames on the wall. It was an inviting space. She didn't notice Harry approaching with a full glass of water.
"Here," he handed it to her. "drink a bit of water."
"Oh, uhm—"Her eyes flicked from Harry to the water, but he quickly interrupted her.
"Wasn't a question. Drink up." He repeated, and although his tone was every bit as serious as intimidating, the glint in his eyes exuded pure amusement. Y/N didn't say a word and followed the orders of the man in front of her, who hummed in approval as she took a couple of sips. When she was done, he took the glass from her and walked back to put it on the kitchen counter. Y/N was left admiring more of his apartment, but the sound of Harry's voice took her out of the house inspection.
"I'm sorry if I overstepped back there, in the bar." He said, waltzing back over to Y/N. "Putting you in the corner and interrogating you like that. I didn't mean to manhandle you or something."
"It's fine:" Y/N shrugged her shoulders, letting Harry scan her face to decide for himself if that answer was sincere. When he noticed that she meant it, the corner of his mouth slowly tugged up. Y/N looked to the ground, and croaked out: "I kinda liked it."
Harry's brows raised in surprise. She could feel his eyes burning through her skull, and yet she still waited for him to move her. Tension in her lower belly swirled when he mindlessly grabbed her chin and pushed her face up. She swallowed at the rough movement.
"Did you now?"
Y/N hummed another yes.
"And what did you like exactly?" He questioned, looking down at her as if she were some type of prey. She could've dropped to her knees then and there just from that look in his sinful eyes.
"The way you grabbed me, carried me, as if it was nothing. As if you— you could just throw me around if you wanted to." She said, straightening her back as she spoke and leaning into him a little bit. Y/N was getting less and less nervous when it came to expressing her thoughts.
"You like the idea of me throwing you around the bedroom." Harry's voice was cocky, which made Y/N want to roll her eyes and at the same time suck him off. He was just so hot whenever he used that certain tone of voice.
Y/N physically felt her ears heat up, and she debated for a second if she should make the confession that was currently burning in her throat. She decided to go for it.
"I've came to the idea of you throwing me around in the bedroom."
It was the first time Y/N had ever seen Harry's eyes widen in shock at something she had said. She swallowed, deeply nervous of what he was going to do once he'd processed her response.
In a flash, Harry had grabbed her by the legs and hoisted her up. Y/N shrieked, throwing her arms around him as she let him carry her to his bedroom. As soon as he'd closed the door, he pushed her against it, immediately pushing his mouth on hers.
Y/N took his tongue gladly, letting it roam her mouth as she did the same with him. She locked her legs tightly around Harry's waist, pulling him closer and feeling the bulge in his pants poke through. The skirt she wore had already ridden up, and nothing but a thong was covering her heat as he began grinding against her.
When he moved his mouth away from her, Y/N almost instinctively tried to go for Harry's neck, but the sudden grip of his hand on her neck pushed her back against the door.
"Not so fast." He tutted her, and while he was being smug, Y/N could tell he was barely able to keep his own composure.
"Do you know about the stoplight system?"
Y/N raised a brow. "Like, on the road?"
Harry chuckled, and Y/N bit her lip in embarrassment. "Like, in the bedroom."
"Right..." She muttered. "Uhm, you mean, colors?"
"Exactly." He hummed, his hand tightening around her neck, sending a flash of wetness down the her pussy. "Green means go, yellow means slow down, red means stop. What color would the grip of my hand be right now?"
Y/N eyed Harry, who eagerly awaited her response. She was growing impatient with him, despite fully understanding the need of explaining these things before getting into it. She was just so horny.
"Neon green." Y/N responded, just wanting him to fuck her. Harry sputtered out a laugh, catching on to her restlessness.
"Neon green can look an awful lot like yellow." He teased, and Y/N huffed.
"Harry..."
"Y/N..." he mocked.
Y/N squinted at the man in front of her. "Are you going to do something or will I just have to keep getting myself off to the idea of getting manhandled by someone?"
That sentence irked him, and Y/N exactly knew what specific part of it too. It worked exactly like she had hoped, because in mere seconds, Harry's pants were down, Y/N panties were shoved aside, and he was sliding himself into her.
"So impatient." He groaned as he began moving in and out of her at a slow pace. Y/N had immediately become a mess, both mentally and physically. The sounds of their bodies intertwining were almost embarrassing; Y/N was absolutely soaking Harry's cock.
Harry's hand around her neck had made Y/N lightheaded, and it made his cock feel even better, which she had thought to be impossible. She held on tight to Harry's shoulders, bouncing against the door and careful not to bump her head.
His thrusts were calm and hard, and extremely deep. Y/N knew it had to do with the length of his cock, but it were his movements that really had him hitting spots that she had never known to exist before. Her nails dug into his shoulders, imagining her guts being rearranged with every time he pounded into her. It had to be.
"You’ve been so talkative this week... Where'd that all go, huh?" He said, trying not to succumb to the euphoria of his own movements as he began driving into Y/N faster.
He must've known she was close to her release, because Harry began to slow down. Frustrated, Y/N opened her eyes, clenching her hands around Harry when he suddenly pulled out of her and put her down on the ground. With great force he turned her around—her back now against him—walked her over to the bed, and pushed her upper body down it. Her right arm was stuck behind her back, kept there by the force of him, while the other gripped onto the sheet.
Y/N felt the heat of his breath as he leaned over and whispered in her ear. "Color?"
"Green."
Her voice must've sounded really desperate, because Harry slipped back into her with a light chuckle. Y/N sighed at the relief of him ridding her from the temporary emptiness, but her breaths soon turned ragged again as Harry's pace increased.
His grip on her became tighter, ensuring she wouldn't move too much. Y/N closed her eyes, feeling Harry's slick cock pound into her at a speed that had her pushed deeper and deeper into the mattress. Gripping at the sheets, soft whines began to fall from her lips, earning a groan from Harry.
"C'mon, tell me how you feel." His encouraging voice sounded over the wet noises that emerged from their colliding bodies. Y/N was already exhausted, and she wasn't even the one doing all the hard work. The stimulation was just... so much. Her legs were losing stability by the second, and she was pretty sure she was going to fall apart in every sense of the word if he just kept going like this.
"So good... I don't think I can— my legs, Harry..." She whimpered, her body jerking forward with every thrust of his. Y/N words were interrupted by a string of whines, and moans and groans. She could barely hold herself together. For a second, it seemed that Harry was going easier on her, his pace softening. He leaned forward and gave her arm a squeeze, but Y/N's brows furrowed at the words that left Harry's mouth.
"You can handle it."
And just like that, he began rocking his hips against her with more force than before. She could quite literally feel the sexual frustration he must've been carrying all week as he pounded into her. Y/N was flabbergasted; she'd expected him to go easier on her. This was anything but easy.
"Color?" He asked again, though Y/N was sure his question stemmed more from wanting to remind her of the existence of the system rather than to actually check whether she wanted to continue. He could feel her clenching around her, and he must've heard the desperate cries of his name.
"Green— shit!" She spoke, words slurred as she pulsed around Harry's cock. Any noise seemed to float into the distance as Y/N slowly got consumed by her high.
"Fuck... there you go." Harry hissed, his hand roaming over her ass. The feeling of his skin caressing hers made Y/N mutter half a word before closing her mouth again. Harry immediately slowed down and leaned over, brushing the hair out of her face.
"You want to say something?"
Y/N looked straight forward, trying her best to meet the piercing gaze of the man above her. His tone was sweet, but everything else about Harry Styles was just plain intimidating.
"Y/N?" He raised his brow, unimpressed. "You've been so good this week, don't go silent on me now."
Slowly, she turned her head to him. Shooting him a nervous laugh, she finally spoke out.
"I just— wanted you to... I wanted to ask if you could like, spank me?"
"You want me to spank you?" Harry said, and Y/N could practically hear the grin in his voice. His hand was immediately back on her ass again, gliding over it with such ease that had her dangerously close to falling apart. Again. When she nodded, he leaned over a little further, his hips tightly moving forward. He definitely did it on purpose, breathy chuckles falling from his lips at the small yelp that escaped Y/N.
"Why?"
Y/N's cheeks flushed. Harry wasn't a stranger to her body or wants or needs anymore, but still it was a task to actually speak her desires out loud.
"Because..." she huffed, shifting slightly under him. "Because your hands are so big, and your rings—"
"My rings?" He interrupted her, sounding genuinely surprised. She hummed in response.
"I think they'd make it sting more, make me feel it a little longer." She confessed, and gasped when Harry's began to pick up his thrusts again. Before she knew it, Y/N was being nailed into the bed again, and her high was getting closer her at a record time.
Then, that anticipated sting spread across her right cheek, aligned with the noise that echoed in the room. Y/N let out a joyous groan, her eyes shut tightly at the impact of Harry's hand. That was going to leave a mark for sure.
"Fuck— such a filthy mouth for such an angel..." He panted, another slap ringing through the room as she took every inch that he slammed into her over and over again.
Y/N's stomach fluttered at the mention of the nickname. A whine slipped from her throat as her pussy began to twitch around Harry's cock. He let out a low laugh, continuing exactly as he was, watching her clutch the sheets and repeat his name in whispered pleas. But his ears perked up when he heard a small demand between the sound of his name.
"Harder, please."
"Don't you wanna come, baby?" He asked. He knew she was on the brink of an orgasm, and changing his pace would only further her from that. She shrugged.
"I just wanna feel you."
"You don't feel me right now?" Harry asked, a bit confused.
Y/N shook her head. "No, I do. I just... I want to feel it after, too."
"Jesus Christ..." Harry threw his head back, letting out a guttural noise. Without another word, he grabbed Y/N's hips with both hands and started rocking into her at a glorious pace.
Y/N jerked violently against the bed, her body wiggling back and forth as Harry stretched her out more than he already had, something which Y/N thought to be impossible. Her ragged breathing made it hard to suppress the moans that Harry pushed out of her with every frantic thrust.
"You're close, aren't you?" Harry said, his words as erratic as his breathing. "Knew you liked it rough, just had to pry it out of you, didn't I?"
Y/N moaned out a yes, but her verbal confirmation wasn't needed with the way she was pulsing around Harry.
"Being grabbed like a ragdoll, getting fucked like a whore... all while looking divine. Must've been made especially for me, angel." He hissed, landing another slap on Y/N's ass.
That was enough for her to fall apart, if not too much. With a loud cry of his name, Y/N reached her pinnacle, spasming under him. Harry whined, letting out a shuddering breath as he pulled out and let his sperm paint her back.
Y/N was sure nothing could ever feel better than this, and that notion in her head as she came down from her high scared her a bit. Nevertheless, she pushed it to the side as Harry moved behind her. She stayed still, physically and mentally unable to move.
She closed her eyes as Harry wiped his cum off her back with a towel, and smiled at his whispered praise. He was so sweet afterwards, much like the last time. It seemed to be easy for him; to switch from that dominant, ice cold man to this sweet and kind one, and then it flashed through Y/N's mind.
Was he that good at it because he'd had a lot of practice? With other women?
It wouldn't be crazy. If anything, it would be far from crazy. Harry was extremely handsome, and confident. He surely knew what he was doing because he's done it a lot of times. But that conclusion seemed to absolutely disgust Y/N. Her mind went back to that ex of Harry's she met at Sophie's party; was she one of few? Or one of many?
"Y/N?"
Y/N quickly snapped her head to Harry, who was standing in front of her with a glass of water. When did she sit up? She took the glass, and Harry seated himself on the edge of the bed.
"You okay, Angel?"
She nodded, looking into his beautiful green eyes. What was she thinking about again?
"You don't have to be anywhere in the upcoming days, right?" Harry stroked her knee as Y/N drank the entire glass of water in one go. Putting the glass on the night stand, she shook her head, and Harry grinned.
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Would you ever do a part 2 to waiting? I would love to know Harry’s backstory or if he ever returns for her! Is she his first?
I’m glad you liked it!
Uhm, maybe, I don’t know really! If I were to make a part 2 I want to work it out correctly, because the first part had some sensitive topics and I wouldn’t want to carelessly handle the rest of the story yk? But knowing me, I’ll probably making a part 2 somewhere in the future lol
If you have any other ideas you’d like to see you can always submit it😋
Summary: “A break-in into Y/N’s home goes a lot more different than she thought it would…”
Tropes: stalker/not really human!harry x Y/N
Wc: 3.3k
Warnings: VERY DARK HARRY, but then also sweet which is confusing, SMUT, dub/noncon, psychological manipulation, dom!harry, rough s€x, praise kink, allusion to violence, talk of postcoital dysphoria
DO NOT proceed if you are triggered by any of the themes above. These topics are rightfully very sensitive, so do keep that in mind. If you are sensitive to these topics, this story is not for you. Please take care of yourself💗
A/N: Listen, I know spooky season is over but I swear I got possessed when I wrote this and I was thinking maybe some of y’all are still up for it lol. Anyway, I haven’t really written Harry this dark before so, again, I truly want you to READ THE WARNINGS before you read it.
General Masterlist
Y/N screamed.
She did everything by the book.
She grabbed the nearest object—the lamp on her nightstand— then moved to the closest open window and made a run for it. She even got so far as to put the ladder of the fire escape down, and still she wasn't fast enough before a pair of strong arms pulled her back to her apartment.
So, she screamed. As loudly as she could. Even as the leathered glove of the unknown man put his hand on her mouth, even as it severely muffled her voice to the point where she felt she was doing more damage to herself than to the intruder.
And she kicked him. Everywhere. But it wasn't long before he had her pinned down on her own bed, and she was confronted with a blazing pair of green eyes. Almost as if fueled by fire, they sparkled in the moon-lit room. They might've looked familiar, had Y/N's mind not been so occupied with the fact that she was being restrained by a man she didn't know, who might possibly kill her at any time.
As if a calming drug had filled the air, Y/N slowly stopped fighting back, entranced by the odd color of green. The voice in her mind that screamed to get out of there was getting smaller and smaller, until it was but a distant echo stored away in the basement of her brain. The uneasiness stayed, as did the suspicion, but the need to run had disappeared.
"There you go."
He had a low voice; the unknown man. Though she wasn't able to see the outlines of his face, she was most certain that there was a smile under the balaclava he wore. Suddenly, she needed him to take it off.
A hushed laugh escaped the man's throat, and he leaned back. With his hands off her wrists, she was free to run, but she couldn't hear the banging from the back of her head over the loud curiosity that consumed her as the man reached for his mask.
The sharp jawline was the first thing Y/N saw, followed by full lips and a pretty nose, and by the time the whole balaclava was off, she was observing the curls on top of the man's head. But then his eyes flicked to hers, and as she focused on them, a thousand memories flew through her head.
On the street outside the office last month, where she ran into him. The bar where her friend's boyfriend was playing, it was him sitting front row. The convenience store where she ran to get advil last week, it was him in line behind her.
She had seen him everywhere, and she hadn't even noticed.
"Who are you?" The words tumbled out of her mouth without second thought. She knew he could kill her, but for some reason she still wanted to know. As if it would matter. The man just looked at her, a slight smile slowly towing up right the side of his mouth.
"You've been waiting for me."
Waiting for him? Had she?
Unlike the usual chaos that flooded her brain, there was now the mere question of a mistake on her side. Maybe she had been waiting for him? Maybe he was here because she wanted him to be?
The faint headache she had began to intensify, but when she looked away and tightly shut her eyes, the man was quick to put his fingers on her chin. Y/N opened her eyes, calmness flooding her skin.
"I have?" She managed to say as his hands pulled up her legs. The man hummed as he grabbed her shorts and underwear and pulled them down her legs. Y/N frowned. "What are you doing?"
"You've been waiting for me." He repeated himself, sinking to his knees as he spread her legs before raising his brow at her. "Can't you feel how wet you are for me?”
Y/N's eyes flicked down to where the man was looking, and although she couldn't technically see down there, all of a sudden she was dangerously aware of how wet she indeed was. It felt like the heat was radiating from her, and her lower belly suddenly swirled.
She was caught off guard when the intruder began to plant kisses on her legs, slowly hovering towards her inner thighs, and for complete unknown reasons the only thing she could do was sigh. In anticipation. She had no idea how she'd given in so quickly. She'd put up such good fight, and now here she was, in the hands of a man who she'd unknowingly been waiting for.
The man got up, and Y/N's eyes widened. She was about to ask where he was going, but he only walked to the other side of the bed, grabbing a pillow. Nothing seemed to be able to come out of her mouth as he propped it under her head. He stroked her head, then went back to his position between her legs, slinging them over his shoulder.
"You've been so good, waiting for me this entire time." He rasped, eyes focused on your pussy as if everything else in the room had faded. You shrieked when he lunged forward and started licking you. Never before had there been a man who had used his mouth on you. Quite frankly, it scared you too much to let anyone do so, afraid something would be wrong with you down there and immediately ruining everything for you. But this man, he just went for it. As if he'd been waiting for it, as if she'd been waiting for it.
Desperately gripping the bedsheets, Y/N tried to focus on the ceiling the best she could in order to not make any noise. There was no urge to scream now. The only defiant act to keep some of her autonomy was not making a sound, even if it was the hardest thing she'd ever done. She had come face to face with a skilled man, and while her voice didn't betray her, her body did. It wriggled and fought to move against the intruder's head as his tongue flicked against her clit.
It was when two fingers slid into her with embarrassing ease, that she slipped up. The smallest whimper escaped her throat, one so soft it would be barely noticeable, but by the vibrations of his laughter against her pussy, she knew he had heard it for sure. For a second—just the smallest second that he hated to admit—she considered to just let go and enjoy. This was the closest she had ever come to coming at the hands of another person. But something in her still knew it wasn't right to do that, so she fought every whimper, moan and gasp that threatened to leave her mouth as the stranger brought her closer to an orgasm. His relentless fingers made her eyes roll to the back of her head, and his tongue had her mouth hanging wide open until that fateful moment where she knew it was too late to go back.
Y/N came the hardest she'd ever had, the orgasm lasting incredibly long due to her willingness to not show her pleasure to the unknown man who had caused it.
After riding out her orgasm, he finally came up to face her again, the lower part of his face now gleaming with her juices, proud of the mess he made.
Slowly, he climbed up until he was laying next to her, head propped up on his elbow. Y/N just looked at him; expectantly. And then, she burst into tears.
Her hands flew to her face as she turned away from the man who had given her this overwhelming experience. It was so... good, even if it was wrong. But even though it was the best she'd ever had, she felt as disgusting as she always did.
Y/N had always had this feeling of shame and disgust after any sexual or sexually tinged encounter. A kiss, foreplay, sex. She'd been going to a therapist about it, and together they had declared it probably came from the deep rooted feeling of unworthiness Y/N had always felt when it came to love. But despite that knowledge, she had yet to fix the problem. So instead, she'd just entirely stopped dating, knowing it would make her feel like shit anyway.
Then, to have this great orgasm. It was just a reminder of everything she was missing, and then an even bigger reminder of the reason why she was missing it.
A soft hand placed on her head, the man began to shush her, stroking her hair over and over until she began to feel a bit more calm again. After a few minutes, she removed her hands from her face, and turned back around. Her red, puffy eyes stared into those flaming green ones, and the only thing she could think to whisper was:
"I'm sorry."
The intruder shook his head. "Don't say sorry."
Y/N scanned his face. Why wasn't he at all scary looking? Why did she have the urge to tell him everything about her just by looking into his eyes?
"I just feel so ashamed, anytime I do these things. It makes me feel so filthy." A tear rolled down her cheek as she explains. "I wish it didn't, but it always does."
It was silent for a moment between the two, the man just gently stroking her hair. It seemed like he was thinking as he observed every feature of her face.
"I can rid you of that. Of that feeling. With me, at least. Would you like that?" He said carefully. Y/N's eyes widened. Was he serious?
"How?" She asked, but he shook his head.
"That's not important. Do you want to, or not?" He vaguely answered. She didn't have to think twice about that.
"Yes, please."
And just like that, his lips were on Y/N's. The sole promise had gotten her so thrilled that she threw her arms around him in a split second, happily letting him roam his hands all over her. He climbed over her, getting off the bed, and grabbed her by the back of her neck to pull her upright. For the small moment he stopped kissing her, Y/N was overwhelmed with the feeling to do something, so she began to unclasp the man's jeans and pull them down. Before she could do anything more, though, she was put back onto the bed, the pillow now under her lower back.
She watched as the intruder took off his underwear, revealing the hard-on hidden behind it. As the nudity of him dawned upon her, so did the realization that she had no idea who this man was. The urge to scream suddenly began to feel a bit more reasonable again. The total stranger, who had broken into her home and thrown her on her bed, began to slide his rock hard cock into her aching pussy.
She screamed. Of all consuming pleasure.
Again, he put his hand on her mouth, but this time it was softer. His lightly loosened fingers muffled her—but not really—as she cried out at the first few thrusts.
From there it was pure pleasure, and nothing more. She couldn't believe it. Again, there was no smoke in her brain. Nothing to keep her from immersing herself into this odd, exhilarating experience.
“There you go. Does that feel good?” The man spoke, and Y/N whined a yes as she relished in the feeling of being split in two. He leaned forward, his hair dangling in front of his forehead.
“You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid my eyes on.” He said, his hand tracing over the side of her face at a gentle speed. “You’re so pretty, do you know that? Do you feel pretty right now, baby?”
Her eyes floated to his. Her slacked jaw made it impossible to respond. The way he was working himself in and out of her, slow and harsh, jerking her further up the bed with every movement he made. It was too captivating to muster even one sentence, so she grabbed his wrist, squeezing it as tight as she could.
“Does it make you feel pretty? Feel wanted? Being fucked by your secret admirer?” He said. Y/N watched a silent fury grew on the man’s face, his thrusts becoming more erratic as he spoke. “Being pinned down by a total stranger in the dark who’s been obsessed with you for months? Who has watched you cry and cry, just waiting for the day he could finally induce those tears, and lick them from your cheeks.”
She knew she should have been scared, but she couldn’t help but want that fury to grow, if only so he could pound into her harder. So, she hummed in agreement, desperately wanting him to continue talking. He had the most attractive voice she’d ever heard; a low baritone filled with raspy frustration.
“Yeah?” He croaked out, as if he almost couldn’t believe the confirmation he’d just gotten. When another hum fell from her lips, it was as if something inside the stranger had snapped. A button had been pushed, a knob had been turned, and he was taking it all out on Y/N’s body.
The way his hips moved was excruciating; managed to hit the same spot with precision, growing a bubble in Y/N’s lower belly that felt like a balloon ready to pop at any moment. His hands pinned down her wrists, noses touching each other as he fucked her into the mattress.
Closing her eyes, Y/N let the bubble inside her explode and reveled in the euphoria that spread all over her body like a tidal wave in a big storm. The squeal-like sounds that came from her were quickly silenced as the man’s lips clasped onto hers, ensuring the pleasure solely traveled between the two of them.
Only he didn’t stop. The pace he kept was only briefly interrupted as he threw her leg over his shoulder, but he picked up right where he left off. Trying to keep from bouncing all over the bed, Y/N grabbed on the edge of the mattress, above her, spread out of the entirety of the bed with nothing other than a stranger’s cock on her mind.
“You’ve been wanting this, haven’t you? You’ve been wanting me to come by.” He growled, snapping his hips against her. His hands roughly held her thighs, and Y/N was sure her legs were going to be bruised by tomorrow. “Tell me the truth. Tell me you’ve been waiting for me.”
The demand was clear, but Y/N didn’t immediately respond. She moaned out when his thumb began to feel up her clit, jerking away from him. He tugged her back harshly, making her lose her grip on the mattress for a second.
“Tell. Me.” He ordered.
“I— oh…” She sputtered, closing her eyes to try to focus on her words. “I’ve been waiting for you.”
When she opened her eyes again, the man’s face had gone soft. He looked so… satisfied. As if he’d finally gotten everything he ever dreamed of. Y/N tilted her head slightly at the vulnerability in front of her.
“Tell me your name.” She said, suddenly emboldened by the seemingly even leveled playing field. He had looked just as fragile as her in those few moments.
This time, he sputtered out without much thinking.
“Harry.”
Suddenly, being brought back to reality, Harry increased the intensity of his thrusts again, hammering into her with a force she wasn’t sure human could actually possess. Along with the stimulation on her clit, she couldn’t keep herself silent anymore.
“Oh, Harry! My— God—”
A guttural groan came from the man above her, triggering an increased pressure of his thumb that brought Y/N to her third orgasm of the night. Never before, had she been so caught up in this state of delight before, and as she let go of the quickly built-up pressure, she was praying for it to never stop.
She must’ve muttered the words out loud, because Harry began whispering back.
“I won’t, I won’t baby, I promise. I’ll never stop.” He rambled in her ear, his own high deflating as it spurted into Y/N’a walls. Slowly, he collapsed on her, his weight prolonging the amazing feeling she had been graced tonight.
As he slowly climbed off her, pulling his cock out Y/N, she braced herself for that horrible feeling. She knew it would last days after an encounter like this. She began breathing slowly, waiting for the disgust to kick in.
But it never did.
There was only the bliss of moments passed and a slight stinging feeling in her thighs that occupied her mind as she stared at the ceiling. She turned her head over to the panting man beside her, and began to cry.
Every single feeling came crashing into her. She didn’t always have to feel like this; there was nothing shameful about her; she had finally found someone who’d shown her what she never thought was possible; but he had actually found her; she was lying in bed with a total stranger; she was lying next to someone who had been stalking her for months.
And yet, when his big hands reached out again, cradling the back of her head and pulling her into his chest, she let it happen. Despite the danger, the fear, the anger, the exhilaration, she buried her head in his chest and listened t his calming whispers, telling her to relax and close her eyes.
When Y/N woke up the next morning, she was lying under her bedsheets. She shot upright, the image of the intruder still clear in her mind. Frantically, her eyes scanned the room.
She looked at her nightstand; her lamp stood exactly in the same spot, plugged in and everything. And when her gaze shot to her window, she was only met with the curtain she didn’t remember she’d drawn closed yesterday night.
Nothing seemed out of the ordinary. Not even her body felt weird. She threw the bedsheets off her body, inspecting her legs. They looked fine, and there was absolutely no lingering sensation that could’ve indicated the presence of someone else yesterday.
Y/N fell back onto her bed. Had she seriously just dreamed up the most intense sex of her life? What kind of repressed issues could that dream have possibly been reflecting?
Taking a deep sigh, she took a shower and got ready for the day. It was hard to forget the dream, especially since it had felt so vivid, but she shook off the thoughts anyway. It was no use to dwell, even if it had all felt scarily real.
Even as she walked into the kitchen to make breakfast, she was actually pushing it all away. It wasn’t until she’d reached her cabinet that she noticed something shiny in the corner of the kitchen. Her head snapped towards it, spotting a small piece of paper lying under it.
She felt all her senses go on alert as she scanned the room, making sure there was really no one else. For good measure, she grabbed her biggest knife and—with her back to the wall—neared what seemed to be a house key, and the piece of paper.
In messy, slightly bubbly handwriting, it was written. A short message, yet terrifying all the same, if not even more. Y/N swallowed, feeling like she was about to faint, and suddenly, the pain in her legs appeared.
‘Thanks for letting me borrow your key’
Without a second thought, Y/N grabbed the phone, and called 911…