Absolutely crazy to pop back on tumblr after over 2 years haha.
This place was essentially a diary full of love letters to my last relationship, which turned in to a very sad funeral once that relationship ended.
Very sad diary entries from yours truly, feelings of being left behind, that the sun had gone away and was never expected to return, mourning something that was my everything and not ever seeing a world in which I could feel whole and fulfilled again.
I’m happy to say that I was wrong. Everyone knew I would be ok, except me of course 😅
I have found purpose and joy once more, and I have found a love that is so beautiful and all encompassing that it’s strange to think I lived my whole life up until now without it.
I am so loved and cherished, more than I ever thought possible. More than I’ve ever been ALLOWED to think possible.
I know no one’s here anymore and I’m really only just writing this for myself.
I deserved better, so I went and found it, and I’m so proud of myself ❤️
