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i am xen, i use any prns !! 3dn0s cw: 39kg, sw: 47kg, ugw: 34kg

[pvppy-cvttr]

i have weighed myself since december and im actually gonna kms

i was able to weigh myself on christmas because i was staying at my grandparents place and they have a scale for my grandmas health and stuff but i haven't had the chance to do it again and even if i did i likely wouldn't be able to do it in the morning or without clothes on.

[pvppy-cvttr]

what's the first thing you're eating if calories disappear?

[deadlydoldahlia]

I hate f00d and cal0ries so bad 🥰🥰🥰🤍

[littlebigdemon]

i'm fine looking through ed accs like it's the daily newspaper until it randomly hits me that my friends would probably def not want to be friends w me if they knew i have an ed, am on these online spaces religiously, n have thousands of thīnspo images saved to my phone. sometimes it feels like having a double life, and this is a secret i will die with 🧍

[pvppy-cvttr]

i'll be happy when im skinny js trust

[pvppy-cvttr]

i feel like my twt is for shitposting and my moots and then my tmblr is like my diary :>

[pvppy-cvttr]

having 3dn0s makes me feel so invalidated.

i constantly feel like an imposter, i don't have discipline or will power. i can't fast over 20hrs and i binge all the time.

[harley-ed]

[pvppy-cvttr]

me, ana and bed