PWFishies

he/she/they, 32, queer lad writing queer things. fanfic on ao3 under same handle

[pwfishies]

I'm sorry, queer kids. You deserve cliche happy endings too <3

[pwfishies]

Your name slices my tongue,

and hope bleeds out.

I am a stuttering mess,

my mask of apathy

soaked and

slipping.

[pwfishies]

You are carved marble,

polished to perfection,

and my unworthy hands,

tainted with trauma,

tremble when we touch.

I hold your body between

my palms,

praying for the first time in years;

Lord, don’t fuck this up.

[pwfishies]

shoutout to all the queer kids

Evolution advances fast nowadays.

Free minds rocket through space at

hyper speeds,

while our feeble forms

have yet to become,

to adapt.

Millions cling to archaic simplicity,

as if compassion is a frivolous burden.

Let them die bitter and alone.

We will ascend tradition,

reshape reality,

and sift through the ashes of our ancestors

that they burned;

rising again and again,

repeating stronger than before

throughout history.

Every moment we breathe,

each smile line around our mouths and eyes,

all of our happy memories

will wither in time like the rest.

So cherish existence with me,

Dearest Friend.

Ephemeral and eternal.

You are extraordinary.

Enigmatic.

Emphatic.

Exceptional.

Exquisite.

And so much more than modern language can define.

[pwfishies]

Mum raised three beautiful

Daughters.

My father mostly manipulated us.

As a good Christian, I wore

dresses for decades.

Addicts taught me

Kindness.

Queers helped me become

Dapper.

And I know how to be a

Man

from who I choose to be

Today.

[pwfishies]

How do I explain,

in the safest way possible,

that I’m not trying to be weird,

I just fell madly in love

with your

dog.

[cymk8]

give her a CHANCE!!!

[pwfishies]

I joined this brainrot a bit late, but the artist likes my fanfic!!!! So fuck it, I'm cross posting/reblogging because it makes me feel good.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64600078/chapters/165927316

[soldrawss]

Huntlow doodle dump including 3 different aus so yeah enjoy

[pwfishies]

the top pic from @soldrawss is the reason I got back into Tumblr and poetry, and the inspiration for my piece 'skates'. for the five of you that like me, you'll like this artist too <3

[pwfishies]

Y’all, I’ve told my therapist so much shit over the years, but, like… talking about trauma is WAY easier than explaining what crackships, AUs, and slash fics are to an untouched soul.

[pwfishies]

whoops

Maybe my life would be

a bit easier

if I came to terms with the simple fact

that I will never stop

making mistakes.

I’m not convinced

it will hurt

any less.

[pwfishies]

at first glance

You were unabashed

in the shadow of your own luggage;

Proud of the space your presence swallowed.

I think that’s the thing

I envied the most.

[pwfishies]

They carried a bag everywhere they went.

It was filled with pencils, and charcoal, and watercolor paint, and ink pens. 

They drew me once.

Well, the flannel I was wearing.

I don't fit into that shirt anymore. 

I lost track of it years ago.

And sometimes, I really fucking hate

the symbolism of it all.

[pwfishies]

She took a picture of me

making pancakes, 

and texted her friends; 

as if I was a triumph to behold.

[pwfishies]

Lay me down in a bed of fur,

a blanket of our slain enemies.

We’ll fight monsters together,

you and I,

seeking nothing more

than a quiet morning

in each other's arms.

[pwfishies]

it wasn't all that fake

We weren’t real girlfriends,

but she held me like we were.

I’ll never forget how it felt

to be tugged closer

in the lazy light of the morning.

[pwfishies]

This is a Wenclair re-imagining of the famous Princess Mononoke scene

Enid as a werewolf: *unintelligible snarling*

Wednesday: (beaten the fuck up) ... hot

[fullofwhitehotrage-deactivated2]

[lullabyhulk]

It’s time.