âMy, what a lovely face. Might I have the pleasure of knowing the name of whom it belongs to?â
âPatrick Cipriano, and Iâm definitely not used to compliments like this.â

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âMy, what a lovely face. Might I have the pleasure of knowing the name of whom it belongs to?â
âPatrick Cipriano, and Iâm definitely not used to compliments like this.â
That voice didnât belong to a nurse and Dina knew exactly who it belonged to. The one person in all of Verona she was dreading to see. Her parents had mentioned something about a boy begging them to let him see her. Shouts were heard throughout the hallways of the same boy threatening the doctors and nurses for just minutes of her time. When in the end, it had been her own doing to not let anyone but her parents in the room. This wasnât how she wanted to be seen. To be remembered. As someone fragile who bruised so easily. She knew how Patrick would look at her differently - like she needed to be protected at all times.
Keeping her gaze turned towards the garden, she refused herself the pleasure of even looking at him. âPlease go,â she mumbled under her breath, âPlease.â
Dina wasnât sure how sheâd be able to handle him or any questions he might ask her. About how heâd do anything in his power to take down the boy who had hit her. How could she look him in the eye and say that she didnât blame Hamlet. That it was partially her fault for not following the rule of looking both ways when crossing a road - even a road as small as the one she had been walking. That she was more invested in a single text message than to notice the bright lights heading in her direction.
With tears in her eyes, she looked over at him, âPlease,â she begged of him. âGo..â
The words hit him squarely in the chest, piercing through his heart like a clean dagger, cutting through every vein. Of all the things she could have said to him, this was surely the worst of all; Patrick would have been able to handle crying, he would have been able to handle kicking and screaming and everything in between. But the emotionless voice, the voice that was not his Dina, telling him to leave her ââ to do the one thing that would destroy him ââ that was slowly tearing him apart as the seconds ticked by and his feet wouldnât move.
Instead, he only seemed to move closer, despite her words. A part of him knew that he was wrong to disobey her, but he wasnât thinking clearly. All he wanted was her, to know she was okay, to touch her and feel that she was still real and not just an angel that had been taken from her, who would disappear if he closed his eyes for even a second.
âIâm not leaving.â The tone was final, and his voice was hoarse from the shouting. Patrickâs eyes never left her face as he spoke, his fingers curling into a fist. âI canât leave you. I need to know that youâre okay.â
If Michael had been anyone else, he would probably be scared. Luckily for him, he could probably get Patrick on the ground if he wanted to, although he considered it quite unnecessary. âHave you considered that she might need rest? Getting an upset visitor arenât gonna magically improve her well-being.â He paused for a moment, closely watching the other male. âNo. You shouldnât. Because then youâd both be in this state and you wouldnât be able to be there for her when youâve calmed the fuck down.â
Patrick knew that he was right, absolutely right, and that hurt. He wanted more than anything to see her, just to kneel beside her and gaze upon her face once more. What if she was gone by the time he got to her? What if he never saw those beautiful blue eyes look at him again? The thoughts were tearing him apart, but he tried to keep a hold on himself under the iron grip of Michaelâs hands gripping his arms. âYouâre...youâre right, as much as I hate it.â He rubbed a hand over his face, feeling exhaustion kick in. âI donât know what Iâm doing. I think Iâm losing my mind, M.â
âI donât even know her! I didnât do it on purpose. I donât - I donât know her, Iâm sorry.â
âWhat are you talking about?â
âIt actually is the place for me, sorta-kinda. Â Iâm visiting my dad. Â Heâs, ah, heâs in the room two doors down from that girl everyoneâs here for. Â You donât gotta apologize. Â Iâve been there, so I get it. Â It seriously sucks.â Â Patrick looked so damn deflated. Â Last time sheâd seen him, heâd been so bright, so enthusiastic about everything. Â She awkwardly clapped a hand on his shoulder. Â âSo, what happened? Â With that girl.â
Patrick immediately felt his heart drop in his stomach as he took in what the girl was telling him. He immediately reached out and wrapped his arm around her shoulders, pulling her in close beside her. âI canât imagine how difficult that must be, Iâm so sorry.â He stroked the side of her arm, adding, âYou know Iâm here, right? If you need anything. A place to stay, someone to hang out with here, a shoulder to cry on. Anything at all.â Patrick pressed his lips to the top of her head briefly, hoping to comfort her, before sighing and pulling back to speak again. âShe...erm, Dina got hit. She was in a car accident. Thatâs all I know right now.â
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Despite the many visitors - Dina wanted nothing to do with them. She wanted to curl up in a ball and hide away from the world until her wounds were healed and the bruises were no longer taking up half of her body. With every move shade, she was reminded of the accident. Of being rushed to the hospital and being in and out on consciousness. Doctors and nurses were in her room at all hours. Her parents were the only ones allowed to visit until she begged them to go home, to get some rest in an actual bed. As she left the television on for background noise, the blonde spent a majority of her time looking out her window at the garden the hospital had. Hearing footsteps, she assumed a nurse was coming in to check on her, âCan you pass me my water, please,â she asked, quietly.
It had taken hours, so many hours, of everything from begging to pleading to shouting to even more begging to finally get answer as to whether or not he could see Dina. And that answer? No. Patrick had experienced many things over the past few hours; heâd bullied numerous doctors and nurses, all without much avail (he did make two weep, but he didnât consider that something to be proud of) and had managed to make a fool of himself in front of Dinaâs parents, who had walked into the hospital to find him on his knees without an ounce of sleep in his system, trying to bargain for one minute with her. Theyâd given him a sympathetic if slightly creeped out look, and had walked away. Time and time again, the answer had been a âno.â She didnât want any visitors, apparently, and that had been the most heartwrenching thing to hear.Â
After everything, she didnât want him.
Patrick knew he shouldâve given up and went home, but he refused to. He needed to see her, just once, to make sure she was okay. He needed to see that she was still looking at him in that odd little way she did, that she still spoke her mind without thinking about how embarassing it could be, that she still managed to make his heart thud with one stare. If he could see her, and she still wanted him gone, Patrick knew he would obey. It would kill him, but heâd do anything sheâd ask of him.Â
Heâd devised a plan meticulously in the hours he spent waiting, but in the end, it hadnât been necessary. Heâd simply watched the nurse guarding the door finally stop her pacing and walk away, muttering about a cigarette break, and the part of him that cursed her unprofessionalism in regards to Dina was overpowered by his triumph. Patrick had quietly walked to the door, opening and closing it without making a sound, apart from his feet on the squeaky clean floor. He had turned to see her, and felt his breath stop in his throat at her broken body, her blonde hair fanned out around her like a halo. His angel.
Without even thinking, he reached out for the glass of water that had been set on her nightstand, taking a step closer to the bed as he reached out, hoping to feel her fingers brush his again. Before he could stop himself, Patrick murmured, âAs you wish.â
Bianca glanced up at him, a frown forming on her face before she averted her gaze for a moment, trying to compose herself. When she looked back at Patrick a few moments later, her face was entirely calm, and she said softly to him, âYouâre not going to be a positive presence in there if youâre angry and frustrated and yelling. You need to sit down and relax. If any of the doctors or nurses around this hospital catch you yelling and pissed off, theyâre probably not going to let you see her.â She caught his gaze and added, her voice barely above a whisper, âAnd you need to stop yelling and cursing at me. Youâre scaring me. Sit down.â
âI...Iâm sorry.â That was all he could say in that moment. Patrick couldnât deal with all the emotions raging through him, from the pure fury that seemed to buzz through his veins to the sorrow and heartbreak that pounded through his bloodstream at the thought of the blonde that seemed to always occupy his thoughts. Cold, alone, hanging on by a thread. It was enough to send him insane, if he werenât trying to focus on the girl in front of him. âI really am sorry, Bianca, I...I canât do this. I canât be composed and calm here. I just keep thinking about her. Sheâs...what if she doesnât make it?â The words came out small and weak, so unlike himself. He was vulnerable, and could only cover his head in his hands as he tried not to break down.
âWell,â he took a small step backwards, not really thrilled about the idea of fighting someone in a hospital but Patrick did seem kind of aggressive and Michael wasnât too sure what to expect. âYou donât need to see Dina right now, no. You need to calm the fuck down, or Iâm afraid going in there might be a terrible idea. Do you really think being angry is going to solve anything?â
The only sound that could be described as coming out of Patrickâs mouth in response was a growl. He turned to his friend, letting the full range of emotions he was feeling come to the surface as his voice raised. âDonât tell me what I need and donât need. Donât tell me I donât need to see Dina, or I need to calm down. Sheâs in there, alone, and I couldnât protect her.â He ran a hand through his hair, looking away. âI...I donât know what Iâm doing. I shouldâve been there, I shouldâve...â
âWhoa.â Â Felicity, whoâd been perched in the waiting room to see her dad, wasnât quite sure who Dina was. Â She just knew this guy looked like he was about to strangle to nurse. Â âWhoa, Iâm sorry, whatever happened. Â You can sit next to me while you wait if you want.â
Turning to see Felicity standing there, he immediately felt bad about how angry he had let himself become. Shame washed over him; he must have looked like some sort of monster, no better than the creatures who walked the streets of Verona. Somehow, seeing her innocent wide eyes looking at him, her hesitant little smile as she gestured for him to sit by her, seemed to stop him from exploding. Sighing, Patrick nodded, walking over to her. âIâm sorry, you shouldnât have had to see me like that. I...I apologise.â Frowning, he asked, âWhat are you doing here? You should be at home. This isnât the place for you.â
âPatrick.â  She paled, and stepped back.  Sheâd all but been barreled into by her slippery friend she knew so little about.  She had learned the name âDinaâ about an hour ago, and sheâd been hoping the name would never have to come up again.  "Patrick, I canât get you into anyoneâs room.  IâIâm sorry.â  She wanted to say more.  She didnât know how Patrick and the other half of her sonâs collision were connected, but she didnât want to.  She didnât want to think about the fact that this placed herself and Patrick on different sides of a divide, and a fairly large one.  âLook.  Sometimes, if you tell a nurse youâre related, theyâll pity you, or buy it.  But thatâs not a guarantee.  You might have to wait, or go home.â
Of all the people Patrick may have wanted to see in that moment, Gertrude would have been at the bottom. No, that was a lie. She would have been second to last, next to her bastard of a son. In his furious mind, he could only think about the fact that she was part of the reason Dina was in a hospital bed, lying between life and death. She had brought Hamlet into this world, and he had hurt Dina. âIâm not going anywhere,â he said, his voice cold as he glared at her. He couldnât bring himself to feel guilty over it, either. âI need to see her. I need to see what damage your son did to her.â
âPatrick. Language.â It wasnât the cursing that bothered her, it was his tone: anger and passion, and directed towards some innocent doctor. Marcella turned from Patrick to the doctor, âMy name is Marcella Caesar, and I think you know what that name means. Perhaps you could get this gentleman here some answers, it would mean a great deal to me, personally-â the doctor nodded, assured her that he was doing his best, and would be back soon.
She did not care about Patrick or his pesky problems, but she also knew it was likely the doctor would leave him here waiting if she left his side. âWhatâs going on here?â
Hearing the stern tone in Marcellaâs voice gave him pause; something about the way she spoke told him he had to calm down, now, before he did something rash. He tried to allow his rising anger to evaporate, or at least try to have a handle on it, but it was impossible. Internally, a part of him knew that Dina would have been able to help. If he could see her. Standing there, he watched in silence as the woman beside him spoke to the doctor, and with a frightened glance in Patrickâs direction, the man scurried off.
"Thank you,â he gritted his teeth, torn between knowing she didnât deserve any of this malice and needed someone to take his frustration out on. Finally, he answered her question, his voice full of venom. âDinaâ she got hit by a car. Hamlet Nielsenâs car.â Patrick pinched his nose between his fingers, letting out a long sigh. âIâm going to kill him.â
âNo.. I would remember that, hitting someone. How do I know you arenât lying? I donât even know you.â
âWhy would I lie about something like that? You. Hit. Dina. Donât try and lie about it.â
Just hearing you breathing- just knowing youâre alive- calms me.
3 am thoughts (via suspend)
â Who are you? Where am I? â
âYouâre in the hospital. YouâYou hit someone. A car crash.â
âDonât try and fucking calm me down,â the words came out low and rough, completely uncharacteristic of Patrick. Rarely did he get angry, but his blood was boiling as his fingers clenched into a fist, his knuckles turning white. âDinaâI need to see Dina. Right now, or Iâll go crazy.â He looked at the person before him, fury and frustration and heartbreak burning in his intense gaze. âAre you going to let me see her or do I need to make you?â
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