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the fact that people buy my silly ceramics that i have so much fun making is just the coolest thing ever actually

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i see boyfriend tomorrow! this is our LAST long distance visit!!!!! 🥹 he’s here for a few days and then in less than a month, he flies out and we’re driving cross country together! FOUR years of long distance

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when i post a question on reddit and get a helpful response im literally buzzing. like i love community

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also he did say today “i don’t understand why you’re insecure, i have clients who are very obese” and brother this is fucking why i don’t do therapists. every therapist i’ve ever met is just a weirdo with no actual credentials and im just supposed to trust you? okay

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i’m truly not trying to be nitpicky and woe is me but my 60 year old therapist talking about his 80+ year old mom developing Alzheimer’s for 10 mins and trying to relate it to my partner who has huntingtons disease is really starting to fuckin send me but i think this is the beginning of a life long thing that i will experience. i try to describe huntington’s to people and the only thing they’re able to latch onto is the dementia part of it and they all have a parent with alzheimer’s (mine does too!) and they all are going to be like i know exactly what you’re going through. anyways yeah i gotta end my therapist relationship he’s killin me

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just applied to a ceramic studio that isn’t currently hiring but i put my whole pussy into the app and they follow me on instagram so i’m hoping that a miracle happens and they decide the do in fact want a little lab tech

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i have 3 coworkers rn and we have all capricorn placements in our big three and i’m sorry but i genuinely think that’s all it takes to have an amazing working relationship

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i’m debating ghosting my therapist bc i am still thinking about how he told me my mom has 5-10 years to live. after i told him i was stressed about moving across the country for her while she has cancer and he said “well realistically- she has what… 5, 10 if you’re lucky years left? so make that decision to move wisely” and i was like “um…. what” and he was like “oh is she not going to die? normally people with stage 4 die”. it was jarring lol!

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i’m trying a new thing where i comment on people’s posts on instagram more while also posting more myself. trying this new thing where i put myself out there a bit and try to build digital connections that maybe could turn into real life ones too. idk

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i really hate that i feel incredible after going to the gym. i want to feel incredible after being hunched over painting memes on ceramics for 12 hours a day but i just don’t

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proprano laugh out loud

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also i’m so pissed bc i was really loving atarax a few years ago and felt so beautifully sedated but could still go about my day like normal but i just tried it again yesterday and it knocked me on my whole ass and i had to go home at 5pm to sleep. can anyone give me a miracle drug to make me feel cool calm and collected? anyone?

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40mg propranolol doesn’t do shiiiiiit for me does anyone on here have experience taking more ? i want this drug to work for me so bad bc so many people rave about it but it just does nothing for me. i’m still anxious and regret every word i say during any social gathering

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okay ummmmm did i get the parasite or is my period doing this to me

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cat eating corn mug :^)

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im still thinking about how my therapist told me today that my mother has 5-10 years to live

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