(Was I dreaming or did I shift because I’m CONFUSED)
So, I've been attempting to shift for weeks since I got back into it. Most nights I'd listen to subliminals and hope to wake up in my DR (I'm way too lazy for methods 😭). But anyways, last night (early morning whatever) around 12:30 am I was so tired that all I did was look through less than half of my script before I must've fallen asleep, because I woke up around 4 am and my script was still open on my phone.
I was still half asleep and couldn't have cared less about anything. I just put my phone away and went right back to sleep. The weird thing is, I don't remember exactly when this happened because I woke up so many times later in the morning around 7, I got out of bed a few times to do things and then went back to sleep. This probably happened 3–4 times.
During one of the times I went back to sleep, I had a dream in third person where I saw myself lying in bed doing a shifting method. I was affirming that I was in my DR. NOW HERE’S THE GAG: at first, I was watching myself, but then suddenly I was myself. I could feel myself lying in bed, affirming and focusing on the darkness behind my eyelids.
Soon after, I started feeling a spinning sensation. Then I began to see an image forming in front of me, like I was seeing through my closed eyelids. I remember thinking, "It's okay, I'm calm," and acting like I didn’t feel like I was being hurled across the universe 😭 AT THE SAME TIME I could also feel my position changing like I’m laying in a different position.
(MIND YOU, I'M STILL IN FIRST PERSON.)
And I was in a completely different room. Actually, a completely different HOUSE. The interesting thing is that I wasn't even that shocked. In the back of my mind I was just like, "Oh wow, I shifted."
So I got up, but I felt really out of it and heavy, I don't really know how to describe it. The first thing I thought was, "I need to ground myself." At first I started touching the wall HAH and then I was like let me count my fingers so I looked down at my right hand and counted my fingers like “1... 2... 3... 4... 5."
Then I started walking around. My mum walked past me, but she wasn't the same as she is in this reality. And I had a little sister there... even though I don't have any sisters in this reality.
So yeah. I just kept blinking, and eventually I woke up back here. I didn't even remember any of this until an hour or two later after fully getting out of bed.
IT’S GONNA BE MY DR NEXT I AIN’T PLAYINNNN
