( bea. ) ᡣ𐭩 nineteen. she / her. arab woc. gfx creator. ᯓᡣ𐭩 秦彻’s lover girl. 黎深’s snowflake. 양정원’s first love.
interests :- kpop, vgs ( mostly l&ds / sylus & zayne main ) books, & kdramas !!
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( bea. ) ᡣ𐭩 nineteen. she / her. arab woc. gfx creator. ᯓᡣ𐭩 秦彻’s lover girl. 黎深’s snowflake. 양정원’s first love.
interests :- kpop, vgs ( mostly l&ds / sylus & zayne main ) books, & kdramas !!
Writing game: post the last line that you wrote and tag someone for every word in the line.
got tagged by my dearest erika @kedsandtubesocks <33
It’s reverence, it’s worship, it’s lust.
no pressure tags <33: @habibisagi @saetiate @nagumoan @cruel-hiraeth @jinxedjazz @willossom
thank you for the tag lovely <3 and for thinking of me
how has he spent his whole life being where you are not?
i will leave open tags!! hope that's ok<3
Jumping in! Hehe… ^^
“I just gave one of my dogs a new chew toy.”
@dem0batz @comatosebunny09 @hellinistical @reilemon @iraot @erensfeed @always-just-red no pressure! + anybody who wants to hop in ✌🏻
“Not taking that bet,” You replied dryly. “It’s free money.”
@pomegranatepip @qinluna @halcyon-writings no pressure
“Yet what they hadn’t known was the favor of fate—never hovering above them.”
no pressure tags! @tbaluver @boobearymuch @qinchez @deusfoundry
the supposed alleviated grief was just a foreign concept and nothing could have prepared you for the heartbreak you felt at that moment, and the fury you felt alongside it.
tags: @aomiiine @cloudwisp @rafseung + anyone who would like to join ^-^
10 People I'd Like to Get to Know Better Tag
tagged by @bonlynx (thanks for the tag! i really do appreciate it)
Last Song: kickstart my heart - motley crue
Favorite Colour: hmmm toss up between black and green
Last Book: oh my god it's been so long but i tried rereading eragon by christopher paolini awhile back
Last Movie: treasure planet
Last Game: elden ring
Last Show: one piece
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: all of them please
Relationship: single and i kind of want to stay that way until i die
Last Internet Search: "can you only use spells in the top slot elden ring" ...listen i know that only spells go there but the stupid fucking game shows the ring on the top slot for some reason after you first talk to ranni
tagging
@sevengreenapples (idk if your other blog is working yet) @englishmajorloser @w3-posts @pupkou @slowtovvn @pebbles-scatter @hot-insurrectionist @spock-smokes-weed @cuntyfishmcbites @mai-komagata
feel free to ignore if you don't want to do this btw
10 People I'd Like to Get to Know Better Tag
tagged by @heterosexualgayhusbands (thank you for the tag :)
Last Song: the wizard and i - wicked movie soundtrack (cynthia enrivo ATE)
Favorite Color: maroon right now, but all of them besides orange tbh
Last Book: poverty, by america - matthew desmond
Last Movie: hannah montana the movie lmao
Last Game: …and if i said it was webkinz???
Last Show: uhhh it’s been a while i’ve been busy, avatar the last airbender maybe?
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: either sweet or savory
Relationship: single
Last Internet Search: "jimmy carter 100th birthday photo” (was trying to show someone how this man was ready to go)
tagging: (no pressure)
@emohasan, @pebbles-scatter, @aheeheemwhimper, @pp-piker42, @nothasanabi, @kaya-p, @aqualityofthought, @haileyisnotcool, @hellb0yhasan, @k8-talia
(sorry for repeats!!)
10 People I'd Like to Get to Know Better Tag
double tagged by @heterosexualgayhusbands and @hot-insurrectionist (ahhh thank you guys!)
Last Song: The Forge of the Angels by Enya
Favorite Colour: dark green
Last Book: Horimiya Vol. 17
Last Movie: Love & Basketball (watched it on my flight to madrid lol)
Last Game: Potion Craft Alchemist Simulator
Last Show: My Love Story with Yamada-kun at Lv999 (pls save me slice of life shoujo anime)
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: savory (love a good potato chip)
Relationship: single and failing to mingle (in unrequited love with one of my best friends -_-)
Last Internet Search: "library technician jobs oklahoma city"
tagging
@cchickki @hatchan @aheeheemwhimper @goodlookingforagirl @pp-piker42 @hasansbf @nothasanabi @ghost-of-austens-future @mscosmo @hasanpits (we miss you <3)
some of y'all hasblr mutuals are getting double tagged sorryyyyy
thanks for the tag @englishmajorloser ❤️
Last Song: pink pony club by chappell roan
Favorite Color: teal or seafoam green
Last Book: still putting off finishing dune (1st book)
Last Movie: presence (saw in theaters)
Last Game: dragon age inquisition
Last Show: the handmaid's tale (almost done with season 3)
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: i'm torn between sweet and savory
Relationship: married :)
Last Internet Search: van hohenheim lol (i'm rewatching fma brotherhood)
no pressure tags:
@mothertodaughters, @relentlessescapism, @feyhunter78, @soft-girl-musings, @onwinedarkseas, @zafiro-draco
Tagged by @cchickki!
10 people I'd like to get to know better
Last Song: "Veka" by Zola Jesus
Favorite Color: Phthalo green.
Last Book: The Hades Calculus by Maria Ying. Been reading mostly trans lesbian sci-fi over the last year.
Last Movie: Hereditary. Comfort horror film. :3
Last Game: Baldur's Gate 3.
Last Show: Sakamoto Days
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Savory and spicy together, followed by something sweet.
Relationship: Six years of bliss with my beloved bear man.
Last Internet Search: Taliah Waajid. Trying to see if she has any products for my specific hair/scalp needs.
NO PRESSURE TAGS: @sandwitchstories @amacabrefairytale @wintergrey @askjaelyn @patrickdiomedes @saathi1013 @bideogaymes @razrogue @eazzy--pink @phyx-m
Tagged by @onwinedarkseas
10 people I'd like to get to know better
Last Song: "Secret Garden" by Spiritbox
Favorite Color: Emerald Green
Last Book: Volume 4 of Kimetsu Academy
Last Movie: Borderlands
Last Game: Animal Crossing New Horizon
Last Show: Bering Sea Gold
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Depends on my mood
Relationship: Been with my husband for 19 years
Last Internet Search: Demon Slayer Timeline - I was trying to figure out how far apart the different arcs happened
NO PRESSURE TAGS: @nalufever @weeaboo-god @ushygushybaby @hojoslutoru
10 People I'd Like To Get To Know Better
Last Song: Tyler The Creator "November"
Favourite Colour: purple
Last Book: Such A Fun Age by Kiley Reid
Last Movie: The Night Eats The World
Last Game: Slime Rancher 2
Last Show: Dead Ringers
Sweet/Spicy/Savoury: sweet drinks, savoury food with some spice
Relationship: been with my husband for 16+ years
Last Internet Search: The Lamplighters (next book club novel)
No pressure tags: @littleplantfreak @yutamayo @umemiyan @vinomino @tojiswhore-aventurinesslut @aryomengrande @perpetuallyexhaustedlibrarian @awksrambles @godsmostfuckedupgoblin @hayatoseyepatch and anyone else who wants to!!!
thank u for the tag, kay ! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
last song: 無限的我 무한적아;LIMITLESS by NCT 127
favorite color: purple
last book: cleopatra and frankenstein by coco mellors (currently re-reading the hunger games by suzanne collins)
last movie: dark nuns (2025) (lit js watched this yesterday lol)
last game: tokyo revengers puzz reve
last show: XO, kitty
sweet/spicy/savory: spicy + sweet
relationship: single cat mom
last internet search: how to put yaxi pads on koss porta pro
no pressure tags: @ljubimaya @aomiiine @omi-replies @hai7ani @pricesprincess @unriding + anyone who wants to join ! ♡
Raraa thanku for the tag🫶🏼🫶🏼
last song: all the stars by kendrick lamar w sza
favourite colour: red
last book: final offer by lauren asher
last movie: The First Omen
last game: wuthering waves
last show: lord of the rings, the rings of power
sweet/spicy/savoury: savoury
relationship: married to zayne (single)
last internet search: when is aomine’s birthday lolol
tags (no pressure <3) : @aeraminth @qinchez @forcaleb @tojicide + anyone else that would like to join!
thank you for the tag shaeee ily 🫶🏼
last song: cariño — the marías
favorite color: pink
last book: i hope this doesn’t find you by ann liang
last movie: الهوى سلطان
last game: god of war
last show: queen of tears
sweet / spicy / savory: savory
relationship: single :p
last internet search: navy scrubs
tags: ( no pressure !! ) @rafseung @qinluna @cloudwisp + anyone who would like to join <3
001 𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ LOVE AND DEEPSPACE
.𖥔 ݁ ˖⌗﹒ 𝐙𝐀𝐘𝐍𝐄 .ᐟ
GUIDANCE : zayne attempts to punish you for having too much fun w sylus ( nsfw oneshot )
BIRTHDAY INTIMACY : zayne seems more enchanted by you than the strawberry cake you allegedly made ( nsfw oneshot )
PINK RIBBON : you insist on tying a pink ribbon around his bicep ( fluff headcanon )
.𖥔 ݁ ˖⌗﹒ 𝐒𝐘𝐋𝐔𝐒 .ᐟ
AUCTIONER : your pet dragon shows you just how infatuated he truly is with you ( highly suggestive drabble )
.𖥔 ݁ ˖⌗﹒ 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐁 .ᐟ
CALEB, THE FARSPACE COLONEL : reunited after a long separation, he simply can’t control himself around you now that he has you back close to him ( heavy nsfw oneshot )
YOU MUST BE HAUNTING ME : you’re reunited with both of your best friends who are now not so fond of each other. But for your sake, they’ll share ( heavy nsfw oneshot ft. Zayne )
SAVE A PLANE, RAWDOG A PILOT : you’re certain he goes wild for you every time after you share a flight together to mark you up so others know this stewardess is off-limits ( nsfw oneshot )
COME HOME? CUM HOME! : husband returns from service after nearly a year, caleb is more than eager to reacquaint himself with his wife’s body ( nsfw oneshot )
THROUGH THE FABRIC : college au! Caleb indulges himself you early in the morning with his sole determination to tease you through the thin fabric stopping him ( nsfw drabble )
GOING ON A MARATHON : Caleb going round after round taking you from behind just to feel the swell of your lower belly filled with his load ( nsfw drabble )
MAKING YOU FEEL ME : you caught your boyfriend, Caleb, exercising in the space of his bedroom, you decided to help him in terms of motivation. Yet somehow, your presence gave him encouragement to do other things as well ( nsfw oneshot )
HE FINDS OUT YOU’RE PREGNANT : Caleb finds out your pregnant when you reveal it to him—how does he handle the news and you after ( nsfw drabble )
JUST THE TIP? : Caleb returns from a long day at work where he spent thinking, fantasising of you. He comes back home to coax a little attention from your busy self ( nsfw drabble )
TREATING A PREGNANT YOU : how does Caleb take care of his pregnant wife? ( fluff drabble )
BOY DAD CALEB : how does he act as a father to your son? ( fluff drabble )
TUTORING GONE SOUTH : a tutoring session with your academically excellent boyfriend turned into another type of session ( nsfw oneshot )
(IM)PURELY TAINTED : a short yet heavily dirty drabble of Caleb tainting your insides ( heavy nsfw drabble )
MANHANDLING YOU? : the little hints of manhandling when he takes his favourite girl ( heavy nsfw drabble )
MOODBOARD 1 ( my take on how his vibes w a gf would be! )
the first time an i love you is exchanged between you and zayne is when he drops by your place after a particularly rough day. he knows that life is strenuous, knows that with the way your body works—you need more time to process it all than the average human being.
it’s a casual, passing of the words like he’s always said it in other ways before. he sets down on your nightstand a myriad of things—your dignature order from your favorite boba shop, a few snacks, and a hot meal in a takeout box from the place you guys frequent on his early nights off.
“i love you,” he mutters after kissing your forehead, taking a seat beside your curled up, blanketed body. you cry a little more than you already had been all day, but you don’t have to worry anymore.
you always find yourself at ease—able to breathe again—when zayne embraces you in his warmth.
sylus’s favorite position is you riding him so he can leave hickeys on ur tits ^.^
big scary leader of onychinus being so needy and clingy while he’s sick, refusing to take medicine because it’s bitter, and wanting to use your lap as a pillow … peppering kisses all over your neck with the excuse that he’s sick and shouldn’t be blamed as you said you would take care of him … wanting to sweat it off with you instead, not stopping until he’s completely done with you and you’re all melted
thinking about how girldad!zayne's daughter is probably super shy. she hides behind her mom when she's being introduced to new people and hides her face in the crook of her dad's neck when he's holding her and there's too much attention on her
Credits artist @TENNETshizi. X
Hello Bea!! 🤍 I’ve been meaning to stop by your inbox, and ohh!! Your Rafayel theme has entranced me along the way. I really enjoy seeing you on my dash and your takes on the LI boys, I can’t help but nod in agreement each time especially Sylus’ heh. Hope the new month will treat you gently, have a great weekend!! 🤍
hello hazel myl !! first of all thank you so much for dropping by and for this lovely message, it means a lot <33 and i’m so happy you like my theme and silly posts omg you’re the SWEETEST like says you when you have the prettiest theme and you’re this talented !! i hope you have a great weekend as well and a lovely month overall mwah 🫂
self moodboard
search up on pinterest : lyrics, color, character, place, outfit, and aesthetic.
no pressure tags — @gojosoups @kasukuna @angi-of-avalon @baepsays @itadoriest @lostfracturess @norikuna @toadtoru @yenayaps @neovillains + anyone who wants to join in!
THANK YOU FOR THE TAG, NAOMI, BELOVED!! <33
🏷️ no pressure tags: @loveritas @hyperomanticz @teataglia @sugubear @arrowmance + you 🫵
thank you for the tag my beautiful wife <33
no pressure tags: @hiraethwrote @silentgravesdontexist @unriding @capitnos @tartagliove + everyone who wants to join!
aaaah tysm for tag eris and eden ( @arrowmance ) for tag, both of your moodboards are so pleasing 🫶🏻
no pressure tags : @hiraethwa @yogurtkags @madwomansapologist @rosesaints @hatsukeii @ramonathinks + anyone who wants to 🫶🏻
so funnnn! thanks for the tag hea my beloved <3 your outfit looks so bomb 🫦
no pressure tags: @bakery-anon @wyrcan @shouyuus @wordsofelie + anyone who wants to!
i loved doing this!! thanks ave <3
no pressure tags: @sahrii @stellar-haikyuu @stellar-headquarters @dearru
i just thought to add and join to the fun!! 🤍
no pressure tags: @arlerts-angel @osamwah @reliquiaria @ljubimaya + anyone who wants to!!
Thank you for the tag <33
Mine is lowkey all over the place so 💀
No pressure tags ♡ @gennysuga @hysterotic @cheshitora @aomiiine @avatarofstars + anyone who'd like to participate <33
marennaa!! Thankuu for the tag<3
going w the flow ig 😭
tags (no pressure) ☆ @tojicide @aeraminth @qinchez @raffswife @aryomengrande @umamaki +anyone that wants to join!
shaeeee thank you for the tag myl <3
tags @deusfoundry @qinluna @abyssyby @rafseung + anyone who wants to join !
sylus & greed.
sylus’ character has always been associated with a trifecta of themes: desire, control, and greed. we all have a complex relationship with all three themes in the day to day life, so i love how they are all shown in various ways throughout his story, especially when his story is very much related to persephone and hades.
greed — greed manifests in characters who seek more than they are fated to have, basically just defying fate. sylusmc have always been star-crossed lovers that are ultimately doomed from the start and that greed to define their already set in stone fate would never suffice. she is his arch nemesis and achilles heel no matter how they try to change it. she is destined to be his ultimate demise, no matter how much they try to defy said fate. this insatiable pursuit of greed can be related to love, power, or wealth — and it’s shown with sylus and his fiendish greed of his dragon self. the theme greed and dragons have always went hand in hand, to the point where dragons have become the embodiment of greed. dragons are hoarders, they hoard everything they deem precious enough, and for sylus that extended to mc. she is his ultimate treasure through and through — his hoarded collection a representation of unchecked desire and greed.
“greed can never be satisfied, but you can temporarily soothe it.” sylus is always encouraging mc to use him and to be more greedy with him because in a way, she isn’t as greedy as she used to be. when sylus met her, she’s a powerful sorceress, one that demanded everything in a whim and was seeking his treasure. yet, in this life, even though she has the resources and influence — he thinks she doesn’t use it enough. even her love for him then was never pure nor self-sacrificing, but one deeply tainted and intertwined with greed. she cursed him in his death to be the only one that can grant him his true death. he will forever be tied to her and in the end she lets that greed consume her all together.
“humans are so greedy, yet i’ve become one of them.” humans, especially in association to dragons have always been greedy and deceitful. when mc first meets sylus, he has his own connotations regarding humans, ones he is so hesitant in changing. he views them as a source of evil of sorts, only viewing his kind as an extension of their materialistic wants. to him, humans have always twisted the narrative so that dragons are the ones viewed as a source of evil, promptly leaving out the fact that they simply just wanted to exist freely, without any shackles. it’s safe to say that sylus’ emotions towards humans are extremely complex — ranging from yearning to be like them ( shown through cutting his own horns as a child, as a desperate way to fit in ), to avidly hating them for the doom they have brought upon his kind, to meeting the love of his life that has changed his perception of them, and allowed him to feel more human than he ever has. she showed him the best parts of mortality — love and connection. mc healed that little dragon that desperately wanted to be viewed for something other than the monsters humans described in their tales. he was finally able to let go of the role he was forced to play and finally recognized and loved for who he truly is.
desire & control — by definition, the difference between both desire and greed is that desire is often a fundamental, driving force of life, while greed is an excessive, corrupting force that leads to destruction. control has always been one of the most important things to sylus, one that he has actively relied on to survive. for a character who values control above all, the tether of order he always clung to has become both his anchor and his cage, a constant reminder that his sense of security is heavily dependent on the control he possesses, in every aspect of his life, especially as the leader of onychinus. it’s his own way of protecting himself after all these years of being thrust against his will by the ever-defying fate.
“driven by desire, i touch you, kiss you, embrace you, and happily accept your influence.” sylus is always in tune with your needs and desires, but not without self control. his love and desire are all consuming, ready to swallow him whole, yet he holds back. he has an incredible amount of self control. even upon first meeting mc in this lifetime—and despite the desperation that followed—he still held back, allowing her to become acquainted with him on her own terms, to trust him at her own pace and of her own accord, before he finally gave in to his desires. no matter how touch starved he was and all throughout their initial interactions and the confusion surrounding them, he would always let her initiate and take charge regarding the pace of their relationship. he is utterly powerless against her, and when mc finally gives in to both their desires, he simply unravels.
sylus’s heart, too big for his human body, pounding like a war drum every time you call him yours
“hi, my love.” and he has to take minute— take a quick breath before responding with a soft ‘hello’ or a nonchalant (or as nonchalant as he can manage) quip about having missed him.
“i’m alright, my dear.” and all thought ceases and his fingers freeze over the wound he was tending to. his anger fizzles away like the rain on the pavement when the sun emerges from the clouds. all strength leaves his limbs as he rests his forehead to your uninjured shoulder, where a small but tender kiss is placed, and revels in the sound of your breathing.
“my heart, please.” and he’s gone. anything you ask for, anything you want is as good as yours if he has anything to do about it. his money, his home, his touch, his time— all yours, yours, yours.
“my sylus.” and he is at rest. the world is quiet, there is only you, your warmth, your voice. when the memory of his name returns to you, and he sees in your eyes that recognition—and love, despite who he was, who he is and who he will ever be in your bonded lifetimes, he gives up his entire being to you.
he is yours, and how he wishes your greed for proclaiming it would grow tenfold, until even the mere thought of him belongs to no one else.
sylus & greed.
sylus’ character has always been associated with a trifecta of themes: desire, control, and greed. we all have a complex relationship with all three themes in the day to day life, so i love how they are all shown in various ways throughout his story, especially when his story is very much related to persephone and hades.
greed — greed manifests in characters who seek more than they are fated to have, basically just defying fate. sylusmc have always been star-crossed lovers that are ultimately doomed from the start and that greed to define their already set in stone fate would never suffice. she is his arch nemesis and achilles heel no matter how they try to change it. she is destined to be his ultimate demise, no matter how much they try to defy said fate. this insatiable pursuit of greed can be related to love, power, or wealth — and it’s shown with sylus and his fiendish greed of his dragon self. the theme greed and dragons have always went hand in hand, to the point where dragons have become the embodiment of greed. dragons are hoarders, they hoard everything they deem precious enough, and for sylus that extended to mc. she is his ultimate treasure through and through — his hoarded collection a representation of unchecked desire and greed.
“greed can never be satisfied, but you can temporarily soothe it.” sylus is always encouraging mc to use him and to be more greedy with him because in a way, she isn’t as greedy as she used to be. when sylus met her, she’s a powerful sorceress, one that demanded everything in a whim and was seeking his treasure. yet, in this life, even though she has the resources and influence — he thinks she doesn’t use it enough. even her love for him then was never pure nor self-sacrificing, but one deeply tainted and intertwined with greed. she cursed him in his death to be the only one that can grant him his true death. he will forever be tied to her and in the end she lets that greed consume her all together.
“humans are so greedy, yet i’ve become one of them.” humans, especially in association to dragons have always been greedy and deceitful. when mc first meets sylus, he has his own connotations regarding humans, ones he is so hesitant in changing. he views them as a source of evil of sorts, only viewing his kind as an extension of their materialistic wants. to him, humans have always twisted the narrative so that dragons are the ones viewed as a source of evil, promptly leaving out the fact that they simply just wanted to exist freely, without any shackles. it’s safe to say that sylus’ emotions towards humans are extremely complex — ranging from yearning to be like them ( shown through cutting his own horns as a child, as a desperate way to fit in ), to avidly hating them for the doom they have brought upon his kind, to meeting the love of his life that has changed his perception of them, and allowed him to feel more human than he ever has. she showed him the best parts of mortality — love and connection. mc healed that little dragon that desperately wanted to be viewed for something other than the monsters humans described in their tales. he was finally able to let go of the role he was forced to play and finally recognized and loved for who he truly is.
desire & control — by definition, the difference between both desire and greed is that desire is often a fundamental, driving force of life, while greed is an excessive, corrupting force that leads to destruction. control has always been one of the most important things to sylus, one that he has actively relied on to survive. for a character who values control above all, the tether of order he always clung to has become both his anchor and his cage, a constant reminder that his sense of security is heavily dependent on the control he possesses, in every aspect of his life, especially as the leader of onychinus. it’s his own way of protecting himself after all these years of being thrust against his will by the ever-defying fate.
“driven by desire, i touch you, kiss you, embrace you, and happily accept your influence.” sylus is always in tune with your needs and desires, but not without self control. his love and desire are all consuming, ready to swallow him whole, yet he holds back. he has an incredible amount of self control. even upon first meeting mc in this lifetime—and despite the desperation that followed—he still held back, allowing her to become acquainted with him on her own terms, to trust him at her own pace and of her own accord, before he finally gave in to his desires. no matter how touch starved he was and all throughout their initial interactions and the confusion surrounding them, he would always let her initiate and take charge regarding the pace of their relationship. he is utterly powerless against her, and when mc finally gives in to both their desires, he simply unravels.
Kitty & Minho + Glances & looks In Xo Kitty S2 | (2025)