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i'm just waiting for the day i stop breathing

#vent #tw depressing thoughts

i want my favorite foods to be my favorite again. i don't know who i am anymore

google how do i start caring about things again

man. i don't care about anything anymore

i wonder if i'll ever amount to anything

i need new friends i think. aha.

secretiveblogstuff

suicidal people aren't "great at hiding it" just nobody cares enough to realize that everything you do is a cry for help

they only notice the signs when they have to attend your funeral

#tw depressing thoughts #tw suicide #aha #the time i brought it up to the people i cared about and thought cared about me #they just brushed it off or made it about themselves

why don't you understand that this hurts me. i want to feel like i exist. i don't want to be mocked. i want to feel cared for. i don't want to get yelled at when i'm expressing my feelings. is it so hard?

#vent #personal vent

i should stop clinging to people who clearly don't care about me, but i'm scared. they're all that i know

#vent

i need to know it gets better. it's been ten years and everything is only getting worse

#vent #i'm gonna throw up #i hate myself and also everything and everyone else

sailermoon

all good things come to those who wait i say with tears in my eyes

i don't know if i can forgive you even if i wanted to

why weren't you there for me. i would have dropped everything to be there for you

#vent

novacm-deactivated20260406

(person who learned from childhood to make themself as small and unimportant as possible to avoid being a burden) yeah its okay we dont have to do my thing if you dont want i dont mind

rains-of-eurus

To add to this: yeah if you don’t want me to have boundaries it’s okay i don’t mind we can do your thing even though it hurts me

#tried to set a boundary to not have a serious talk because i had a funeral to go to the next day and could not deal with it #kept repeating that i wanted to talk after #i was not in a mental state to deal with that #got completely talked over #she kept talking i wanted her to stop #i gave her way too much grace i should have just gone to bed #but it was so so stressful #i was so stressed and tired and mourning #i should have been meaner honestly she would have deserved it :/

rocknrollvoice

#queue #had a friend that actually used every single thing i've told her against me at some point #it was so awful #even things i said in good humor were bullets against me #she's blocked now but i hope she's better and doesn't treat the people that care about her like that anymore #ugh

dollheartbadparts-deactivated20

If the vibes r off I will assume you hate me and want me dead

#queue #this except it was actually true #and i was being gaslit that i was reading too much into things #sucks

i loved too intensely, the way i wanted to be loved, and it was too much

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