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27 Bay Area Aquarius // @maplebarz ♍💕

[queefersufferland]

I need to take better care of myself.

[quibblerontheroof]

Heyy

Any other hypochondriacs having an EXTRA hard time because of Covid?? Mann if it ain’t one thing, it’s another.

I’ve been doing this weird anxiety tic where I hold my breath like subconsciously and I don’t even realize I’m doing it.

I do it when I breath, when I talk, when I eat like fuck and the more I zone in on it the more often I do it.

Idk man maybe it’s coming from the stress of me not having a job rn mixed with money problems but fuck. Instead of having like a mini vacation while I wait for this new job to start, I’m feeling so overwhelmingly anxious about this.

My brain literally feels like it’s going to explode.

[queefersufferland]

I hope you die alone

[queefersufferland]

Today was fucking puke in my mouth all goddamn fucking day

[queefersufferland]

It would be nice to have a fucking friend

or a cigarette

or like ten beers

ANY ONE IS FINE

[queefersufferland]

My sister is one lucky bitch

[queefersufferland]

Yes I WISH IT WAS ME INSTEAD

[queefersufferland]

I just want to cry

[queefersufferland]

Really fucking done

i just want MYSELF.

[queefersufferland]

I wish that I was fucking dead

[queefersufferland]

Sucks

I believe that

no matter what anyone believes in,

you will be subjected to the end. whatever happens, happens

maybe it’s random or it is maybe a divine hand that changes our life course

[queefersufferland]

Why can’t we just fucking be together and stay together Jesus fucking christ

[queefersufferland]

i Gueas I’ve been reinforcing the reasons you left me in the first place LOL

[queefersufferland]

I hate everything

hardest point of my life

I’ll erase every memory of you

i have to…

[queefersufferland]

If only I was more selfish

[queefersufferland]

Missy Elliot fucked us up w that Nokia ring tone in work it

[queefersufferland]

That’s it. There it goes. the best love I have ever had, it’s gone. I ran it to the ground

killed it