.Alice. @queenalicevera - Tumblr Blog

How do you get over the last 10 years of your life being a made up world in your head...

The crying is not enough... Im going to have to feel pain..

There's no going back and that will destroy me forever

I'll never be enough for anyone.. im not even good enough for myself...

Went to bed with a headache and woke up with same headache... why...

I wish so badly you were here to rub my temples..

My head hurt so bad.. to much cry.. not enough sleep.. never eat or drink correctly..

you could be sooo warm and cozy inside me rn. think about that

You don't need me anymore...

You should be taking care of your partner with the same enthusiasm as fucking them.

Why did you buy a house so close to her grave... I want to be near her but not you.

Why are we playing mind games constantly...

the streets are not for me, i belong in my room sleeping

I can't sleep. I'm so scared and sad.

Nikita Gill, from Your Heart is the Sea: Poems; "The Anguish," originally published in 2018

i respect someone who is vocal. Tell me why ur into me. Tell me why i pissed you off & tell me how i can fix it. Tell me everything. Talk.

when someone notices my sad eyes but im forever grieving the person i couldve been if i wasn’t mentally ill

.Alice.