Daniele

Ere this night does wane, you will drink the black sperm of my vengeance

[queenlyonmain]

KM: alien learns you have Ultraviolet cum and thinks that is sick and wants to see it, kind of like you would react to a glow in the dark dick or whatever.

Delightful idea. Not kinky per se but I would get along well with such an alien, even if I might redirect them to some of my mutuals who might be better positioned to, er, give them a show. Also doesn't this imply that like bees should have a reaction to seeing cum? We can test this. We can do science

[queenlyonmain]

Imo I do like a 7/10 job of not making my issues other people's problem. Not that I never do ofc, but I strive to have a sense of context and proportion about this kind of thing

[queenlyonmain]

I need to get more flirty and horny on here again. Fuck. Fuck! The main time I post horny is when I'm feeling a certain kind of needy but I don't feel like that as much anymore but now that I'm Normal I'm theoretically in a much better place to develop rapport and repartee with people and actually make real connections but also just I don't get around to it. Even this post is just sedate navel gazing. Fuck!

[queenlyonmain]

So much of transitioning is feeling like you got paddled on the tits, apparently

[queenlyonmain]

[queenlyonmain]

As my self-esteem slowly ticks up I'm becoming better at treating people as something more than earthmovers dumping validation into a bottomless pit. Which is nice, that sort of self-absorption was one of my least favorite things about me. I think I did an okay job hiding it but I really didn't like that part of me that was always in the background tainting my motivations

[filmphotofranz]

[queenlyonmain]

Wow you do seem much happier these days. What was that antidepressant you said you were taking again

[Mumbles incoherently]

[queenlyonmain]

Entirely unclear when I'm going to get another chance to force a woman to watch a movie with me. Frankly could be a good long while

[queenlyonmain]

Misremembered "Things fall apart" as being from The Waste Land instead of The Second Coming. Sentencing myself to 15 minutes in the agony booth

[queenlyonmain]

Near-catastrophically fucked up baking some cookies; the voices in my head were right about me all along

[queenlyonmain]

[queenlyonmain]

Near-catastrophically fucked up baking some cookies; the voices in my head were right about me all along

[queenlyonmain]

[Fading to black as the anesthetic takes hold and the FFS surgeon lets out a big sneeze and says "Man I hate allergies, I've been sneezing all week"]

[queenlyonmain]

Excited to pluck out all my grey hairs to go see Backrooms

[queenlyonmain]

The subreddit for avoidant personality disorder is mostly filled with gay ass memes. I guess I can derive a small amount of self esteem from feeling superior to them at least

[queenlyonmain]

My interest in history: a substitute for personality

My interest in movies: a substitute for friends

[queenlyonmain]

Purchased a thing of moisturizer. We'll see how it goes.

[queenlyonmain]

Skin has become "medically worryingly" soft. Mostly not because of the moisturizer tho tbf