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If you are looking for long winded garbage, you have come to the right spot. Also my use of commas are atrocious.
Just to make this clear since I recieved this comment on AO3 today.
Po przeczytaniu wszystkiego muszę powiedzieć, że jestem zniesmaczony, zwłaszcza po tym, jak chwaliłeś się na swoich profilach, że używasz AI do tworzenia tych treści, co dla mnie jest po prostu kpiną z czytelników. Tekst jest pełen dziwnych, sztucznych zdań, które sprawiają, że czytanie to męka, a brak jakiejkolwiek ludzkiej iskry sprawia, że jest to absolutny śmieć, który nie zasługuje na uwagę. Dodałem twoje opowiadanie do mojej czarnej listy tekstów AI, żeby ostrzec innych przed stratą czasu na to coś, co nazywasz twórczością. To żenujące, że chwalisz się tym, że pozwalasz maszynie pisać za siebie, zamiast przyłożyć się do pracy, więc nie masz co liczyć na moje wsparcie, bo nie zamierzam czytać nic więcej spod twojego pióra, które z resztą w ogóle nie jest twoje.
I translated enough to see that they are accusing me of using AI to boost my profiles? And using it on my latest story Alone. Now. I know there are surges of bots on AO3, so I'm not sure if this is a human or not. If anybody can clue me in I'd be very appreciative. But anyone can go back to 2019 and see my voice, in my writing style from then to now.
I’m not super tech savvy but I know on daily mail and Reddit people have trained bouts to comment on post and the majority are of the negative variety. It’s possible that since a03 is a free platform that bots have infiltrated and people are using it to train with. Since it’s complaining in Russian I would bet money this is a bot.
Rockstar Bucky thinking of how he cant get you out of his head from that one night he saw you at the concert.
Ah! I wrote something that just came to me! Thank you so much for the ask cause it shook something lose in my brain! It's not much, but I had fun writing on it.
Time to shake off the dust...
Alone
dark! Bucky Barnes x Black! reader
No sexy times but certaintly some questionable actions are had.
He hit a shrill, sick guttural wail as the lyrics rushed from his lips. Sweat, flung and sprinkled off his body, like molten silver, while his head and body undulated to a hard rocking beat. The pulsing lights of the stage flashed over the lean, pale, and dewy plains of his bare skin; his jeans hung low on his hips as he twirled with the microphone.
He was sex and danger, a song-singing wraith that tempted and teased devotion but only if you submitted first. Preferably on your knees. The black vibranium arm glinted in the strobe like a heartbeat. The stage was set. The crowd chanted and waved for more, crying out, desperate for his life, his voice, his body, and James Buchanan Barnes ate it up.
The Winter Soldier was a star, and he didn’t give a fuck if people wanted him, hated him. No. He was a fucking god, and he took their prayers, their pleas, let them seep into his skin, crawl into his lungs, and he’d breathed out icy flames in the shape of verses.
His voice wasn’t the only thing that had the crowd creaming their pants. His hands trilled over the guitar like it was another limb. Fingers slid and stroked over the strings, caressing them like a clit or teasing a tip. Then he’d whip his hand over the taut wires like he was punishing them for reacting, daring them to break. And for good measure, he’d jut his sweaty groin into the back of the guitar, rolling his hips as he sang into the microphone as if he could fuck the riff into their minds.
Into you.
Up here, he could live forever. Everything he’d done in the last seventy years is wiped, like the blinding white of his brain cells convulsing as they flipped the switch to erase his memory. It doesn’t exist.
Didn’t matter up here. He had fuck you time to waste, and he hit every song like it could have been his last.
After the show, he’d walk off the stage and grab a towel from a groupie who wanted him. He lost that particular taste two weeks ago. The causal fucking, always the same, some person wanting to taste the Soldier’s torrid outro.
You’d changed him.
That much was evident to his bandmate’s with their comments. They’d offer sin, and he would look toward a heaven. One he hadn’t really considered since escaping Hydra. Of course, his Ma’s dreams for him were always bigger than his. Maybe in this, he was only fulfilling a hope delayed.
He shouldn’t want it, doesn’t deserve it that much, he’s sure of. But it had not stopped him from peppering your apartment with listening devices, cleverly concealed cameras. A few in your bathroom, kitchen, living room, and for good measure, four in your bedroom.
At home, the sound of your breathing soothed him at night when he sat perched in front of his computer. The gentle cadence of your soft breaths filters through his headphones. He decided it was like a song, the delicate intro of something that could last forever, like one of his tunes. He watched your day through the screen, listening in on your life while his pale, silvery blue eyes narrowed in on the curve of your ass.
God, you had been so beautiful that night, he thinks, while he clicks on footage from your bathroom. All wild abandon, the sultry movements of your body to his music in the crowd only fed the hunger in him.
He would treat you right. Hold you close, fuck you till you were full and then do it again so you’d forget your name. Forget everything but him. And if you didn’t want it?
That only made it more intoxicating. The idea pumped both ways from his chest, down to his cock and up to his brain, leaving him lightheaded at the thought of you being a fighter.
Bucky could only imagine how swollen and used you could be under his hands when he was finished with you. But he had passed the thought of jerking off for the hundredth time to the rythm of your breaths. No, it was time for action.
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You slept. And dreamed of mellifluous things, because your body was a honey pot. Your mind had to be gentle, unlike his, Bucky thought as he watched you.
His sweetness. The dearest melody he knows.
Bucky’s shoulders rose and fell with the exertion of holding back. His mind raced with what to do with you first. The images pushed through his mind, and he started to sweat at just the thought of it.
“You have no idea…” Bucky spoke, his voice low and soft, frayed around the edges like his resolve.
“...how soft you look to me…” He said in an almost mournful whisper.
You didn’t even move, sleeping hard, you breathed softly through parted pouty lips, and Bucky could only think about what they felt like on his body. He hadn’t felt this level of calm since before the war. It prickled his skin. Felt foreign at first, but he allowed it to settle in his heart right next to you.
He rasped out your name, and you twitched in your bed. Any normal person wouldn’t be here. He isn’t. He hasn’t been that in a very long time, and there’s something about you that offers some semblance of that. Someone to help mask the memories of pummeling heads until they were a bloody pulp.
Bucky undressed right next to your bed, never taking his eyes off your figure under the blanket. You didn’t move until he slid in next to the warmth of your body. He pressed the line of his bare body against your back. His metal arm rested on your waist and pulled you closer. He waited.
You awoke, then realized and thrashed, twisted, tried to scream until he wrapped both his arms around yours. His thighs bracketed yours while he folded his legs, wounding around yours until you gave up. Panting and gulping down air, you started to tremble.
“Shush..” He breathed hot in your ear, he said your name like it was precious. “It’s me Bucky.”
“Get the fuck off -” And then you felt the cooler metal pressing into your bicep and choked out a tearful sob. It was true.
“No, no. Don’t do that.” He cooed, low, like he was soothing a wild thing he knew you to be. His girl. “I’m here now. I’ve watched your life, sweetness, you’re alone, like me. We need each other, babydoll.”
When he was satisfied you wouldn’t move, his metal arm shifted, pulling away, his fingers caressed your face. Your skin is hot and damp from tears, his vibranium fingers cool and smooth.
He twisted your head to look at him in the dark of your room. Around cracks from the curtains, the slivers of light from the streetlamps cut over his features, making lines sharp, dangerous as you look at where his eyes should be.
“We won’t ever be alone again.” He promised.
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I ran out of steam, but holy shit my first 1k fic in a very long time.
I love the obsession. Poor me I would’ve been one of those desperate groupies praying that he would take his frustration out on me lol. I love how this man had her whole house wired. How about we pay some bills while we are at it lol. This was an amazing story. I freaking love stalker stories. Poor reader shouldn’t have put it on him like that. You have not lost your touch still a master of words and world building as always.
