Queer Queen Bee

I'm Ash. Also trash. Queen is gender neutral to me. they//them//theirs

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Since I'm logging off this blog forever

My new URL is queer-queen-b Issues have been had with this so I had to get a new one!

[the-fifth-element-of-life]

[greelin]

@myself why are you so weak when it comes to stickers?they’re pieces of paper that stick to things? you do not need them? stop this

[littlehornisborn-blog]

Violet Chachki

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I’m sad and hurting and lost. But right now Keaton Henson is accompanied by Ren Ford swirling round my room. My window is letting in that cool right before summer heat air. There’s a river across from my street that I can faintly hear rush by if there are no cars passing down the street before my house. There’s a cool blue light surrounding the space before me and I’ve calmed. Finally.

[idleinmyideals]

Miracles don’t happen even when you’re playing for keeps. When you’re holding so tight that fingers bleed and you’re afraid to sleep. Because the world is as uncaring as it is fair, and dreaming’s for children, for fools or the dead.

[ungifable]

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[bgmagirl-blog]

L'Oreal At The 69th Cannes Film Festival. Photo by Gareth Cattermole

[unevaluated]

me: *about to cry*

friend: are u ok?

me: of course i am!!!! im 100% fine wow how about you?? if you need anyone to talk to, im here for you!!!

[queer-queen-bee-blog]

Don't use the bipolar tag to talk about how "bipolar" your blog is.

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[queer-queen-bee-blog]

me: i have bipolar disorder

someone: what??? bipolar??? really??? that doesn't seem like you at all!!!! i never would have guessed!!! you don't display any of the symptoms!!!!

me, internally: that is because i spend literally every single day of my life systematically and thoroughly disguising all symptoms of my severe mental illness so as to not be judged, isolated, and abused by those around me who misunderstand my illness. it's an exhausting way to live, but unfortunately, because we live in a society that so intensely stigmatizes my disorder, i have no other option than to exert an incredible amount of energy in hiding my condition. also, quite frankly, i don't know why you would think that you're educated and aware enough to pick up on the more subtle indications of my disorder, or why you would think you're privy to every detail of my life.

me, externally: haha, yeah, i guess.

[queer-queen-bee-blog]

College was not created with the mentally ill in mind.

[dorkyshidae]

[queer-queen-bee-blog]

@grossboys I haven't replied to your messages for a reason. I'm not looking for shit and you're making me uncomfy.

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I think the only way you could make a second blog your primary is if you made a second one then deleted your primary. I don't think you can swap them.

I figured that deleting in some form would be the case. Oh well the personal stuff will be tossed around to every blog in the end!