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I still feel bad about needing attention. I’ve said it a thousand times but I don’t want to bother people.

And at the same time, when people ask “how are you” they don’t really want to know. Nobody wants to hear about how your mood dips so quickly that one second you’re fine and then next you want to die. Nobody wants to hear about how the self loathing creeps over you every day. Nobody wants to hear about how you feel unworthy of anything at all.

yikes yikes yikes i miss my ex gf

#emotions are terrible #feelings are the worst #and i never want to deal with any of them again

I'm becoming increasingly unstable like wtf?

handsomedogs

this is my boy Pepe he loves people and being held

handsomedogs

this is my boy Pepe he loves people and being held

I'm always ready to see a transmisogynist get their ass beat

#Rousey #holly holm #transmisogyny

Me at every song: this would be a great song to kiss them to

#Tbh that's all I want

Honestly this is a fucking mess, I've imagined our kids and our future dogs and THIS HAS TO STOP

Basically I'm in sixth grade and romantic feelings are scary and embarrassing (I think this is because I never did this in middle school or whatever and I just can't deal right now)

#In reality I'm a gay 20 year old

Sometimes I worry that I'm not anything except a depressed, scared mess. I'm sure there are good things about me but where are they and why can't I come up with them myself?

#Depression mention #just mentally ill things

My friends called me by my pronouns today and it made me so happy!

I'm 100% in love with Nalo Hopkinson and her work