❛ UNKNOWN !

EMBRY CALL.   ind. priv. sel.

[quileutetm]

familiainsania‌:

“I’m willing to share you, too,” she smiles, letting her hand slowly fall, fingertips trailing down his neck. She gives a heavy sigh, nodding. “I love you, too, and you mean the world to ME—” she pauses, feeling the tears stinging her eyes once more. “God, Em, i love you so much,” she says, kissing him again. “I don’t wanna cry again,” she whispers against his lips.

❝ don’t pregnant women cry a lot? it’s like... good for expelling hormones and stuff. so, cry all you need to, baby. you’re doing a lot of work, making our baby and everything. ❞ he says, lifting one of her hands up to his lips, kissing her fingers one by one. 

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familiainsania‌:

She hums, running her hand through his hair. “Isn’t that crazy? It’s so true, though! I’m gonna kinda miss this. Just you and me, but i know it’ll be a whole adventure thing that i’ll love more than anything, don’t get me wrong. But it’s not gonna be just us anymore. That sounds bad, doesn’t it?” She nods, laughing at herself. “Wow, i suck!” She laughs again. “How do you put up with me, em?” She asks with a grin, fingers still running through his hair.

❝ you don’t suck, baby. it’s understandable. everything is going to change. it’s not going to just be us anymore. ❞ he says, tilting his head up to kiss her. ❝ but, that’s okay. i’ve had you for so long, i’m willing to share you with our baby, because i know this is the greatest thing we’re ever going to do. and, i put up with you because i love you. because you mean the world to me. ❞ 

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familiainsania‌:

She nuzzles closer, kissing his neck. “Babe. You’re gonna be a great dad. You won’t screw up because you don’t WANT to screw up. And he definitely won’t hate you. He’s gonna love you so much. You’ll see, ” she says confidently. She’s very confident that Embry will be a great father. “I know what you mean. Even though i can feel him kicking and moving, it’s just surreal… i can’t wait to meet him, though. My little love bug,” she says, rubbing a hand on her belly. She takes her hand and places it on embry’s cheek, turning his face to hers. “You’re gonna be the best dad, babe. I know it, ” she smiles, kissing him slowly.

❝ and you’re gonna be the best mom. ❞ he says, lips pressed to her collarbone. he can’t even put into words how excited he is for this next chapter in their lives, and hearing her say all these things, that she knows he’ll be a great dad, it only makes him more excited. ❝ right? i know it’ll change when he’s here, it’ll be so real, but right now... it still feels like it’s not really happening. ❞ 

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familiainsania‌:

She smiles at him, moving to rest her head against his. He always makes her feel safe and secure. Like she can do anything. “He’s gonna have the best dad,” she sighs happily. “I can’t wait to see you holding our son. I can’t believe we’re gonna be parents! I don’t feel grown up enough to be parents,” she laughs, pausing for a moment. “Are you… you know… scared? Because i am…” she moves to look him in the eyes, fingers playing with the hair at the back of his neck.

❝ i’m fucking terrified, beks. what if i screw him up? what if he hates me? ❞ he asks, taking a deep breath. there’s only so much he can do, right? he’s just gotta show up, do his best, and hope to god he’s not a complete trainwreck, right? they’ll do just fine as long as they try, right? that’s all he can hope. ❝ i honestly don’t, either. it doesn’t feel real yet. i mean, he’s right there, but it doesn’t feel real. i don’t think it will until i hold him. ❞

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familiainsania‌:

“Give yourself some credit, em,” she says, about to protest more when he puts his lips on her neck. Her head falls to the side with a breathy moan. She loves this. Him. Them. Their little family. She’ beber evenAt his words, she shakes her ass on his lap and giggles. “Yeah i know what i do to you, ” she grins. “Can you sense what you’re doing to me yet?” She whispers against his lips.

❝ i can always sense what i do to you, baby. ❞ he whispers, hands placed on her hips, holding her close. his thumbs brush across her baby bump, smile playing on his lips. ❝ i can’t believe that’s our baby. that you’re gonna have our baby... ❞ he’s so proud that he gets to call her his, and that she’s having his baby. and, even though he’s terrified, he’s already made a thousand silent promises to their son that he’ll always be there for him. that he’ll never leave, or make him wonder why he didn’t want to be around, because he always wants to be around. 

[quileutetm]

familiainsania‌:

“But i love bear gryll’s shows,” she protests as she’s pulled into his lap. It’s a little more difficult to sit this way these days but she’s managing. She sucks his bottom lip into her mouth with a hum, letting it go with a pop. “I can’t either. It’s better than any dream ive ever had. You’re perfect for me, embry.” She presses another kiss to his lips and gets lost for a moment, arms around his neck, keeping him as close as possible. “You’re irresistible, stop it,” she laughs, hand on his chest.

❝ me? i think you mean you. i can’t get enough of you. ❞ he says, tilting his head and pressing his lips to her neck, gently biting and sucking on her skin. he never thought he would be the type to settle down and have a family. his dad had ruined the illusion of a happy family before he was even born. embry hadn’t wanted to ruin an innocent kid’s life like that. but, then bekah came along, and he couldn’t imagine his life without her. and now, without their baby. ❝ you’re so goddamn sexy, beks. do you even know what you do to me? ❞

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familiainsania‌:

She scoffs and shakes her head. “Have you seen YOURSELF?” She smiles at the hands in her hair and lets him guide her face where he will, eyes closing at the gentle kiss. “I love you, em,” she whispers, a small sniffle following. Her hand slips around the back of his neck, fingers toying at the hair there at the nape and she pauses, lips lingering just above his before she kisses him again, a little less gentle.

❝ please, i look like i stepped out of one of bear gryll’s shows. you look like you just stepped off a runway. ❞ he can’t help but find her beautiful, especially carrying his child. it’s the sexiest thing he’s ever seen in his life. ❝ i love you, too, bekah. so fucking much. i can’t believe that i get to have you for my whole life. ❞ he whispers against her lips, pulling her onto his lap and wrapping his arms around her.

[quileutetm]

familiainsania‌:

Bekah’s hand runs through his hair, watching him with adoration. “I know… me neither. Kinda scared, though…” she tears up at his words, starting to cry over the thought that she was starting to cry. “You’re gonna be the best dad, baby, ” she says through her tears. “I’m so lucky to have you,” she sniffles, burying her face against his chest as she cries. “I’m sorry,” she says with a shaky voice. “I don’t mean to cry!”

❝ you can cry all you want, beautiful. ❞ he says, kissing her tummy again, before she leans against his chest. his hands are immediately in her hair, being as soothing as he possibly can. ❝ really? because, i thought i was the lucky one. i mean, have you seen yourself? you’re a goddess. ❞ he says, gently pulling away, and lifting her chin. he brings his head down to meet hers, lips pressing to hers gently.

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lips press to bekah’s stomach, one hand resting on her baby bump. he can’t believe how close they are to welcoming their little bundle of joy into the world. ❝ i can’t wait until he’s here. ❞ embry says, kissing her stomach again. ❝ i’m gonna be the best dad i can for you, little man. no ducking out when shit gets hard like my ol’ man. ❞ he says, one arm draping over bekah.  // @familiainsania

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familiainsania‌:

She can’t bring herself to look him in the eyes just yet, avoiding his gaze. She’s SO MAD but at his apology, she finds herself flinging her body against his chest, arms wrapping around him. He feels safe. He feels like HOME. “You DID hurt me. You hurt me A LOT, embry.” She shakes her head, rubbing at her forehead. “And what the hell does Sam have to do with this? And also… I… i wanna see,” she sniffles, looking up. “I wanna see what you… turn into or whatever.” She was firm on this. She needed to see for herself. She needed to believe. She throws her arms around him again, breathing him in. Everything feels right for a change.

he automatically wraps his arms around her, holding her tight to him. ❝ maybe i should explain a little more in depth. ❞ he says, frowning when she tells him that he did hurt her. that had never been his intention. ❝ okay, i didn’t want to physically hurt you... sam... what he did to emily... i could never live with myself if i did something like that to you. ❞ he presses his lips to her forehead, eyes closed as he kisses her. 

❝ sam is the alpha. he said we couldn’t tell anyone. he suggested it would be better not to talk to you. he told jake the same thing about bella. ❞ he starts to explain, shaking his head. ❝ whatever he tells us to do, we’ve got to listen to. we don’t have much of a choice. ❞ 

he blanches when she says she wants to see him. it sends a chill down his spine. he doesn’t want her around when he’s like that. he’s so much more connected with the wolf side of himself, but his humanity is at bay. if he did something to her... ❝ i don’t know if that’s a good idea, beks. what if i... hurt you. ❞ 

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I loved you long before I had the guts to let you know.

William Chapman  (via wordsnquotes)

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[quileutetm]

familiainsania‌:

Her lip quivers at his teasing. She wants to laugh, but it only makes more tears fall. “She told me a bunch of really weird stuff that doesn’t make sense, yeah. Sounds like bullshit to me.” She rolls her eyes at his last statement and wipes at the tears with the back of her hand. “Right. Not allowed because you’re in some kind of pack or more like a cult is what it sounds like. Do you really believe in all this, Em? Really?”

God, she wants to kiss him, to hold him close, ntr she fights the urge, settling instead on picking at a loose thread on the sleeve.

he’s so mad that he even listened to sam in the first place. as if he would ever hurt bekah. she made him feel better. he’d never do anything to hurt her. at least, not physically, since he’d already hurt her by ignoring her. ❝ i wouldn’t have believed in it if i hadn’t experienced it. but, bella was telling you the truth. ❞ he says, eyes trained on her face. he wants to reach out and dry her tears, but he isn’t sure how she would react to that. 

❝ i’m sorry, beks. i am so fucking sorry. i was an idiot. i was scared. i thought sam was right. i thought it would only be a matter of time before i hurt you... but, staying away from you has been the hardest thing i have ever done. ❞ 

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familiainsania‌:

She’s numb. She’s been numb. Nothing is helping. Bella tried to make her feel better, but it just felt like everyone was keeping something from her— like she was the butt of a joke. The pounding on the door scares the hell out of her, but she figures it’s the ups guy or maybe the snap on tools guy. She peels herself off the couch, hair in a messy bun, wearing yoga pants and embry’s sweater she ‘borrowed.’

When she opens the door, her heart nearly stops. She doesn’t know whether to slap him or hug him, but she goes with the latter, honestly thankful he’s here. She’s still mad at him, though, she remembers as she pulls away from him, sniffling as tears fall ALREADY. “You better have a damn good reason, ” she says, trying to sound firm, but her voice is so shaky.

he takes it as a good sign when she throws her arms around him, wrapping his own around her. he missed her touch so much. he smiles at the sight of her in his sweater, taking it as another good sign. maybe there was hope after all. 

❝ you look really cute when you’re angry. ❞ he says, soft, sad smile playing on his features. ❝ i don’t have a good reason. i have a million shitty reasons, but no good ones. jake said... bella told you some stuff? ❞ he asks, sighing as she pulls away from him. it was not nearly a long enough hug for his liking. 

❝ i probably should have told you all of that myself. i just... wasn’t allowed. ❞

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TWO WEEKS IS TOO FUCKING LONG. he’s been pacing a hole in the black’s floor for days, thinking about how bad it hurts that he’s not near bekah. but, how is he supposed to explain this to her? when he can’t even tell her the whole story? finally, he’s had enough. if sam wants to bitch at him, then so be it, but he’s not going to keep ignoring the only person who has ever meant something to him. well, aside from his mom.

he’s out the door and in his car before jake can even know what he’s doing, and speeding over to bekah’s house. he’s terrified that her dad is going to answer the door, but still, he gets out of his car and sprints up to her door, pounding hard. // @familiainsania

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emulatcr‌:

        “ dude , same. “ jared stressed out , a push of air between lips as he shook his head. “ i know way too much about her and way too much about how freaking pathetic jake can get. “

❝ he’s gotta keep in mind that we all share a mind. ❞ embry says, sighing. ❝ i’m going to have nightmares thanks to his little slip about the wet dream he had. it’s pure torture. ❞

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❝ i could go the rest of my life without ever hearing the name ‘bella’ again, and it would still not be enough time to make up for all the things jake has said about her that i just don’t care to hear about. ❞ // OPEN STARTER