I like to do whatever on this blog but my three favorite things to do are:
Draw
Recommend music/make character playlists
And geek out about the fandoms I’m in
If you’re down for that kind of stuff, I think you’ll (hopefully) like it here! Feel welcome to talk to me through DMs, asks, or @s. I apologize if I’m awkward with you accidentally, im not amazing at talking😅
That’s all I have for you right now, so farewell for now!
Daisuke spoke softly, the emptiness of the quiet room carrying his voice aloft.
“…”
The red captain responded, his lungs unable to do more than that pained wheezing sound
“…remember that night we had those burgers?”
“That night we found those old burger kits in our ship pantry, they had buns and patties and even the vegetable stuff”
“…”
“Yeah they must’ve been really old, all covered in frost way in the back of the freezer. But you still wanted to do something special for us so you asked me to help you make them”
The young boy shifted in his huddled position, hugging his knees as he looked to the ceiling, floor, anywhere but the man he was speaking to
”i remember how you wanted to keep it a surprise, so we had to smuggle it in my uniform without anybody getting suspicious”
“…”
“Then we started cooking.”
He chuckles to himself
“Boy, we must’ve burnt every one of our fingers trying to get that busted old stove to work.”
“And when Mr. Swansea spotted us, he started scolding me for being so careless around the stove…he seemed really worried”
“I remember when we finally tried the burgers…boy, they were really bland. I don’t think anybody enjoyed those things…but…it was a nice thought, right?”
The young boy’s eyes clouded with tears, running down his face and overcasting that soft smile he had begun to make
“It was nice, wasn’t it? Even if those burgers tasted like cardboard.”
The young boy finally cautioned a glance, looking up at his audience. He let out a shaky, trembling sigh at the sight of his captain’s charred skin and laboring breath.
“I think about those kinds of nights a lot, especially now. I just…I just wanna go back to that, yknow? I wanna…I wanna be anywhere but here.”
The red captain craned his neck to look at the boy, putting every effort he could afford into this one, excruciating movement.
The captain too found himself at tears, soft dewdrops forming in his one good eye. He quietly wept at the sight of the young boy, hugging himself in search of any semblance of comfort he could find.
“I guess those memories are all we have left now, captain. And I guess…that’ll need to be enough”
Im still fantasizing about the burrows main cast having a tsr-esque modern au polycule.
But like
Where these bitches gonna live???
It worked for tsr because they all lived in shitfuck nowhere Utah. But the burrows cast is all over the place!
I’m sure Ken and hiro would be a-okay moving around, especially Ken because of his whole biker thing.
But Gabe is a cali boy through and through! I can’t imagine him living anywhere but the golden coast. And mark?!!! He’s lives in New York!! And is one of those New Yorkers!! He’s never gonna leave!!!!!! Gah!!!!!
Grey is grey. He’ll probably be fine.
I guess they could do long distance but it tosses a big fat wrench in any plans of them going on cute little fun dates together
Why must it be so hard to daydream about mental illness yaoi T-T
“Matilda longed for a friend, someone like the kind, courageous people in her books. It occurred to her, that like talking dragons and princesses with hair long enough to climb, such people might exist only in books”
Wha??? You’re gonna spring this on me right now???
I have a lot of mixed feelings about the secret agent simulation plot point.
To give it credit, I do enjoy how it really makes grey question if anybody’s real and if it’s worth it to do anything in Virgil’s game world. That’s a fun way to explore things, I’d be pretty skeptical too if It was possible that nobody was real.
But I also feel like part of the allure of Virgil was that he felt so mysterious, like he had a hand in everything but was still just as unknown as he was influential. But it just so happens that people know about him enough to comfortably give him entity status. And also send secret agents to help grey out. And Yes, I know that every route is a simulation, made in virgil’s sick interest but I guess It only feels weird because they’re saying it so outright
Maybe I’m judging to fast and Nikko’s gonna do something really really cool with all this and it’s gonna win me over but for now I don’t exactly adore this
I wanted to put out a little update on everything, like a little vent/blog update/explanation for my recent posting inconsistencies
I know it really hasn’t been that long since my last post but it felt long to me and a fair bit happened since then so I just wanted to talk about that
This year has been especially brutal for me, not only because of the work but also because of all the weirdness happening with my friends and my family and my overall mental state, you get the picture. I’ve kinda been really struggling to keep everything together and it’s taken a pretty big toll
I was kinda just really not feeling great about things and it legitimately felt as if my greatest hope to be alright was just to comatose and live in fantasyland until somebody pulls the plug. This kinda led me to a lot of unsavory coping mechanisms, which I rather not go into detail about 😅.
I was pretty unmotivated to do anything so that’s kinda why I stopped doing art and posting and talking to people, which I’m really sorry about.
This continued for a while until I kinda had enough and decided to just bite the bullet so now I am seeing a therapist about all this mess
I’m gonna try to post some stuff, but it may still be a little uneven
That’s kinda it, thanks for listening and following my blog for this long. You’re all awesome for that and I hope you know that.