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🜲 NEKOMA'S MANAGER REI : #TETSUREI #UMEREI

your online bestie, KUROO's pampered wife and UME's sweetheart

🏛 HAIKYUU ⭑ BLUE LOCK ⭑ WIND BREAKER ⭑ KNY ⭑

#🏛 museum map #updated: 10/12/2024

Dear Dreamers,

I know I’ve been gone for over a year; honestly, I’ve almost lost track of how long it’s been. This might be the most honest I’ve ever been on this site. No colorful and sparkly dividers, no word tags—just me, whether someone gets to read this or not.

I don’t know if my friends are still active or if any of you still remember me, but I want you to know that I miss you all—and I miss this space. I’ve been carrying guilt for stepping away without saying anything, especially to those I connected with here. But every time I try to come back, I find myself falling into the same patterns.

I stepped away because I realized I was using Tumblr, and writing, as an escape from the emotional reality I need to face in order to grow. There’s a kind of distraction that heals, and then there’s the kind that keeps you from moving forward. For me, it slowly became the latter.

Writing the stories and pieces I’ve shared here once brought me so much comfort. It meant a lot to know that my words gave you the same warmth I was searching for. But over time, something shifted. I began wanting the stories I wrote to become my reality. And writing started to hurt, because it reminded me of what I felt I didn’t have. Without realizing it, I had been using writing to live out dreams I had quietly convinced myself were out of reach.

Letting go has always been difficult for me. And this isn’t just about Tumblr, it’s about writing itself. Writing has been such a huge part of who I am. I love it deeply.

But my heart longs for something that writing alone cannot fulfill. And as much as it's painful to admit, I find myself offering—almost sacrificing—this part of me in the hope of reaching that dream.

I never thought the day would come when I couldn’t bring myself to write anymore. It feels like losing a part of myself, like something in me has gone quiet. I feel almost… disabled in a way I don’t fully understand.

I’m holding on to the hope that I’ll return—not just to this space, but to writing itself—not to fill what I think is missing in my life, but because I’m living from a place of fulfillment and inspiration.

Being here on Tumblr has been one of the most meaningful chapters of my life, and I’ll always carry it with me. I hope there comes a time when I can speak about this part of my journey more openly. I’ve learned so much from all of you, and I’ve grown into more of myself because of this community—for giving me the space to be seen, heard, and appreciated just as I am. Every story I’ve written holds a part of me I once kept hidden, and I will always be grateful for how you embraced those pieces of me.

I don’t know if this is a goodbye or just a pause. I hope it’s the latter—even if I only return in small ways. I’d love to stay connected, but for now, I need to focus on myself.

I love writing. I have been in love with writing. But I also want to live, to love, in reality and not just in fiction.

Dreaming is easy, but truly believing with no assurance to hold on to, only hope, is terrifying. And yet, no matter how frightening it feels, I still hope… I still want to believe… that we can find the courage to have faith in ourselves, and in the possibility that our dreams can come true.

Maybe they’re not impossible. Maybe they just need more time, and a little more courage to keep going.

Til next time.

With love, Rei

way behind of my stuff here on Tumblr. rwal life is darn busy this first quarter. gawd! I miss writing already 😭

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HAPPY NEW YEAR, BESTIES! 💗🫶

wishing you all the best and happiness, my besties 🫶

I have been gone for a while as my life turned upside down after my US trip, and I needed to alot time and energy to very important matters. will be on hiatus for quite some time to bring my life back into balance, but still looking forward to more interaction and memories with y'all

miss you so much 🥺💗

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besties, it's kuroo's bday tomorrow and I'm so sad because I'm down with red days 😭😭😭 I hope I can find time to make smth!!

hello everyone! just got home from a 16-hr flight...jet lag's still hard on me 😵‍💫🥴

#GOOD TO BE BACCKL #miss yall 🫶🫶🫶#tea w/ quirrrky 🍵

Found the following on twitter

YAASSS twerk that booty Tetsu

I'd gladly pour water on that ass as he twerks 🍑💦

#AAAAAAHHHHHH JAAAANE!!#thsi cracks meee up #I'm torn between findjng him swxy and embarrading at the same time 🫣😩#—👑 jane #dreammail.･ﾟ✧

it's my vlog's anniversary last nov. 3! the celebration event will come this weekend 🫶 hope to see you there 💗

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hiii rei!! - ̗̀( ˶'ᵕ'˶) ̖́- i hope today has been treating you so well!! i saw that you’re a big fan of matcha!! (as am i!! :3) & i was curious…are any of your faves more coffee or tea ppl? which ones can make you the PERF matcha latte? i’d love to know it all!! ꒰´꜆ᴖ⩊ᴖ꜀`꒱

chloeee 🫶 took a rest day...my vacay is also ending in a few days too (ಥ ̯ ಥ) so just currently livin in the moment. hbu? I hope everything is fine wit u (*＾3＾)

aaaahh matcha twinnie 👯‍♀️✨️this question is so lighthearted funn!! where are all my matcha girlies at?

kuroo would def be a switch!! he can go both tea and coffee depends on his mood. he likes his coffee sweet but his tea strong. for matcha, he loves a good milky latte warm like a comfortable hug.

he loves making concoctions, more like an experimentation thing, but sometimes gets a little fussy when I want a sweeter taste, fearing I might get diabetes for my sweet tooth, pfft.

keiji is such a coffee guy. he's like the embodiment of fall. cinnamon-sprinkled and pumpkin-spiced hot latte. he won't mind exploring matcha stuff with me whenever there will be a new tea shop that will open.

I bet ume can make me the perfect matcha though. he just pours his dedication into it just like with his gardening. intuitively, he picks up on my taste. he's pretty flexible with his drinking choices.

ofc, our boi yuki! he's like pinterest picture of guys holding a warm mug probably of dark roast coffee or chocolate. not much if matcha guy but he'll have a sip of your drink whenever you go to a cafe.

#—👑 chloe #dreammail.･ﾟ✧