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A Poetry Fight

Let's make a poem About a flower and a plane Or a lover and a man

Oh, you want to write about a fish that eat bread? But, how about a kiss she'd never had?

I get it, you don't want to make it sad But we've never through the one that wasn't end bad

Percakapan

“Sudah lama ya aku tidak lihat kalian berdua, akhirnya!”

“Aku selama ini menunggu. Aku pikir aku tidak akan bertemu kalian lagi.”

“Jadi, kabar apa yang kalian bawa hari ini sampai mau menemuiku?”

Ujarnya pada air mata yang kembali turun setelah setahun penuh berhenti menangis.

eugeniaclara

When it is obvious that the goals cannot be reached, don’t adjust the goals, adjust the steps. ― Confucius. Because once you have something you’re willing to fight for; adjusting a little bit here and everywhere isn’t really a ball and chain. Even if it means cutting people, or cutting chances that was never meant for you at the first place. Quick scribble on snack break. A little bit note to self :)

Love, eugeniaclara

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I Leave (It Was More Than Just What I’ve Told You)

I’ve been having a hard time these past few week. Losing my will to interact with other humans, didn’t get anything to write or draw, the worst thing is, I over-think almost everything.

I was sort of losing myself.

I tried to be here and there, but then I often back to the conclusion, “Geez, I don’t belong here.” I should leave.

I’m glad I got someone that more experienced in life to talk about this. Someone that able to lessen my worries. Someone I trust. Also, those beautiful quotes out there that showed up just right on time that helped strengthen my decision. Thank you.

I decided to leave.

I was out of my comfort zone for a quiet long time until it becomes my another comfy spot. I enjoyed it. I’m craving for more adventure, I’m longing for new challenges, then, I realized I turned into a greedy monster. I forgot to give myself a break. I was stepping on too far from my learning zone, I put myself in a panic zone. I have to slow down.

(This article could be a nice reference http://blog.crew.co/getting-out-of-your-comfort-zone-why-its-hard-and-why-you-should/ they put a link to measure your comfort zone too)

All in all, I re-thinking about all the places I’ve been putting myself into. I couldn’t be in all of those rooms any longer. I am finally leaving.

I thank you all that could take it so easily, thank you for your understanding and also to the chance for doing great. I really am sorry for not staying. I wish you have a good luck. Again, thank you.

It might be unwise to post this kind of thing up on the internet, too personal, people might read them. But hey, I need to talk it out loud. For those who read this, thank you for caring enough to listen to my sh*t.

A short visit to the post office.

I used to go there, often, when I was 4, accompanying my aunt to post her letter, mostly job application (Sampe berkali kali pindah loh Kantor Pos-nya hahahaha).

I always want to send one (a letter not job application) but I don’t know what and whom to write. My aunt told me I could send out one of my drawings. So, every time I finish a coloring sheet from my kindergarten weekly magazine, I tore that page, put it in an envelope and I ask my aunt to post it once we’ve got to the post office.

I was so excited back then, I did it almost once a week, but when I’m older I realized that my (just called it) letters were never really going anywhere. My aunt just asked the officer to marked it and give it back to me, which I believe it will be sent and I can keep the one they hand me (the same one that should be sent, LOL).

Years later, I finally sent my first letter, to my cousin ahaha. I found some pen pals after that, thanks to Majalah Bobo 🐰 Seru ya surat-suratan, ah aku kangennnn!! (at Kantor Pos Pondok Petir)

Nyampah itu apaaaa? Late post dari Campaign Day Out di Jakarta kemarin. Kita sama-sama belajar daur ulang sampah bareng temen-temen volunteer & juga temen-temen dari Rumah Belajar YCAB Manggarai, seru seru seruuu!! . . Mau daur ulang yang lain lagi ah biar sampah besok, dan seterusnya ngga numpuk sampe segede candi! Yuk, kamu juga ikutan campaign #NyampahItuKuno dong, langsung aja sign up di websitenya @dosomething_id yaaa! 😁

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かみひこうき dan teman-temannya 🐣🐣🐣

Why do stars fall down from the sky Every time you walk by? Just like me, they long to be Close to you (The Carpenters - Close To You) #FebruAlif

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HITO! HITO! Kini hatiku telah dicuri olehmu (JKT48 - Bingo!) #FebruAlif

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BINGO! BINGO! Sampai saat ini tak menoleh (JKT48 - Bingo!) #FebruAlif

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. Ku jadi ingin melompat dan kemudian terbang 🎤 (Suki! Suki! Skip! - JKT48) The only reason I keep listening to 48's song is their lyrics. They sing my life. Ya kadang lagunya bagus tapi ngga enak di denger, kadang enak di denger tapi lagunya aneh. Tapi gitu, buatku, kebanyakan dari lirik-liriknya menceritakan kehidupan dengan indah, sisi yang tersedih pun. And here you go, some parts of HKT's version (translated): . If you don't fall in love If you don't fall in love Nothing will begin . When people fall in love Their hearts become light They walk on clouds To a world of dreams . I'm so excited I feel like I could reach heaven! Unrequited love won't hurt me Let's get going tomorrow too! Love! Love! Skip! 🎶 #FebruAlif

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There will always be a time when I only want to meet very specific people and hide away from the rest of the world 🐢

. Helga: I think you're... okay. I mean, you're a real okay, guy, and I think you're okay. Arnold: (Smiles and pats her on the arm) Thanks, Helga, you're okay, too. (Leaves) From Hey Arnold S02E05 (Monkey Business) #FebruAlif

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. A friend of mine had been in a lot of different relationships, but he was not in love, he could tell. But once, he did love someone. I have got a lot of different kinds of crush, most of the time. Sometimes, it was just a tiiiiiiiny little crush that will be gone after a few days. Another time, it was a regular crush that will lose its vibe as the time goes by. Oooooor, that super-ultra-mega-crazy size of crush that sticks over years, I mean, yyyeeeaaarrrsss. But once, I do love someone. You. #FebruAlif

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. "Each time I meet you, I seem to fall in love So many times over" . (君に会うたび恋をする - AKB48) Dear, Mackerel #FebruAlif

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