autumn haze

[catchymemes]

[analogue-dragon]

It's called anxiety??

[quiveey]

Heyya😊🖤

unserious. 😭

[napping-sapphic]

You’re sitting there unkissed and I’m sitting here also unkissed maybe….there’s a solution to our problems…..no……surely it can’t be that simple…..

[quiveey]

i walked and walked, grew a beard so i could drag it in the dirt, into a forest that wasn't there

[quiveey]

i want to smile again, without feeling guilty. i want to miss you, without coming undone. i want to celebrate your life, without my heart breaking.

if there’s a good side of grief, i’ve yet to reach it. it’s not getting any easier. time isn’t helping. some days i feel as if the pain deepens. the roads ahead seem longer without you walking them beside me. it’s like I’m resistant to joy. pushing back against my own happiness. im afraid that healing means forgetting, and I’m not ready to leave. let me sit here for a little while longer. there are things i needed to tell you that i never got the chance to. things you deserved to hear....i’m sorry. i’m sorry for not doing more. if it was possible to bear your pain, i would have.

even when distant, my world was better because you were in it. i was always proud of you. my love for you is constant, unconditional, eternal. there are pieces of you I’m discovering in me. little gifts you unknowingly left behind.

even your absence is filled with moments worth revisiting. maybe instead of learning how to live without you, I’ll just bring the best of you with me. maybe we're not meant to move on, we're meant to move with.

"Best Of You" J RAY

From The Kindred Project: Vol. II

[quiveey]

i walked and walked, grew a beard so i could drag it in the dirt, into a forest that wasn't there

[quiveey]

the holes in this story are not lamps, they are not wheels.

i walked and walked, grew a beard so i could drag it in the dirt, into a forest that wasn't there.

i want to give you more but not everything. You don't need everything.

- richard siken

[quiveey]

i would love to think that the universe has fought for us. that none of it was foolish after all.

i want to love you knowing that she tore herself to knit us together. stars to stars, the blood burns.

because we are too forbidden even in dreams. it is sickly to think that we are fighting alone.

n. siyah

[quiveey]

my life is so blue and the sky is so grey lately now that you've gone, i have been at war everyday ever since and you know i lived in pink with you in my world, I regret ever letting you walk out that door