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[quotesushi]

also I’ve been nannying this little boy for like 2 weeks I’m so sure he has autism like any behavior he does if u put into google autism shows up I asked my friend that works w autistic kids and in my description / her questions she was like yeah good luck to him he’s gonna get diagnosed at school

So I thought shit was going well honestly especially last week bc the entire week was no naps for the first time and I thought we were doing so good like he went from biting me and breaking skin to knocking his toys over that was progress

I go to leave and the mom is like we loved having u our kid clearly likes you if it’s okay we want u next week and then we wanna explore other options

I feel bad bc on one hand I’m like okay maybe the next kid won’t fucking bite me and try to break my glasses and shit, tbh bc he’s not diagnosed i wonder if the parents are ignoring it or what but idk how the doctors aren’t wondering why this nearly 3.5 year old boy can barely speak but on the other hand i have so much patience and I just pray the next person does too bc he bites hard as fuck !!!!

[quotesushi]

No matter what I do I’m judged and honestly sometimes it feels like the happier I am the more I’m judged and resented and it just sucks. My friends make jokes saying my mom loves when I date abusive guys bc they do the work for her. It just fucking sucks bro like I pray to god when I have a daughter she never feels this way I know that I’m good with kids and stuff but I wonder if my mom cares or is ignorant or what it just fucking sucks maybe she’s blind to it idk (even though I tell her my entire life it feels like she doesn’t love me 💀) major mommy issues for life it fucking sucks

[quotesushi]

I think I’m going to spend my entire life wishing my mom loved me it doesn’t matter how old I’ll be I think I’ll always feel like something is missing

I love nannying watching the moms and daughters, I hate the parents that remind me of my own. How fucking hard is it to love your kid?

[smegmafactory4ever]

[quotesushi]

being told I’ve been w guys that couldn’t handle me and made to feel like I am more than enough to love is something I don’t want to trade. I had little glimpses in my life, mostly w the same guy, and I feel ready to commit. It’s so scary tbh but I feel like maybe things will be looking up and I pray I don’t fuck it up, I have a way of doing that

[mynocturnality]

Garden in Bomarzo, Italy.

[miucrew]

Pencil skirts by @gabbois on IG (2023)

[quotesushi]

I feel like I only had a certain number of chances to ask for help and I used them all up

[achillesinhighheels]

[wlcjkajaskjw2j1-deactivated2019]

[quotesushi]

the best thing in my entire life happened and it’s having Back in it

[quotesushi]

my toe has been broken for 3 months at this point 🙃🙃

[sl33pyfairy]

[quotesushi]

there’s someone I reconnected w earlier this year that has me hating the path I chose lol but at the same time when things get hard sometimes I’m just grateful to have met this person bc when I’m feeling like shit I know that there’s better out there I’m not trying to bring this person down but omfg sometimes I wish I could fast forward my life a bit…

[quotesushi]

My first and last name @ gmail or iCloud

[quotesushi]

Why watch when we can talk ?

[quotesushi]

I fucked up so badly not giving good guys chances bc I was hoping and praying the bad ones would get their shit together.