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whole house mad 😹😹😹

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i think maybe my type doesn’t exist.

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i wish i could just be a person. like why am i unable to laugh at a comedy show? why am i always uncomfortable? why do i always want to go home? why do i ruin everybody else’s mood?

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i feel like i’m becoming less like myself

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if you white with locs you need to die

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sometimes i just feel like i should get a bf

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fuck no wtf

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sometimes i just feel like i should get a bf

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yo i’m fucking telling you friday’s be the hardest wtf

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intake with new therapist in T-11 minutes and i’m terrified omg.

1. i usually don’t have my camera on during therapy but i will for this and that’s stressing me bad cause im so conscious of what my face/body are doing when im talking.

2. she specializes in neurodivergence so i’m embarrassed cause that means she knows that i think im a lil off and im also embarrassed because what if she thinks im perfectly normal like…

3. lowkey got too high

4. it’s so hot

5. i’m scared i wont be able to articulate myself and/or that ill default to my usual “im good😁” attitude and get nowhere

6. i don’t want to be known

7. what if she’s not a good fit (AGAIN)

8. i’m very hungry

9. i don’t want anybody to overhear

10. ik it’s gonna be so fucking awkward and i hate it

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it’s over and i’m literally sitting in a pool of sweat😭😭😭 why do i have to have the sweaty anxiety UGH…

idk how to feel about it…

i think she’s better at her job than my 1st therapist but that’s a low bar…

idk idk idk

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intake with new therapist in T-11 minutes and i’m terrified omg.

1. i usually don’t have my camera on during therapy but i will for this and that’s stressing me bad cause im so conscious of what my face/body are doing when im talking.

2. she specializes in neurodivergence so i’m embarrassed cause that means she knows that i think im a lil off and im also embarrassed because what if she thinks im perfectly normal like…

3. lowkey got too high

4. it’s so hot

5. i’m scared i wont be able to articulate myself and/or that ill default to my usual “im good😁” attitude and get nowhere

6. i don’t want to be known

7. what if she’s not a good fit (AGAIN)

8. i’m very hungry

9. i don’t want anybody to overhear

10. ik it’s gonna be so fucking awkward and i hate it

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hands tingling heart racing stomach turning foot shaking like ok bro

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l*ve is*and lowkey got me pissy cause wdym these all my peers but they be fucking nd i don’t wtf

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aw i’m lame as shit?

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i should’ve went to school for dermatology working for curology gotta be a dream they don’t do shit except give obvious ass solutions

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my boss pisses me off so fucking bad don’t email me about stupid shit at 8pm. and if i received proper fucking training maybe you wouldn’t even have to say shit to me but ok suck my dick.

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it is actually insane how good this season of jjk was…

the party over and i’m still here type beat.