he/it

PRO RECOVERY CW: 106 GW: 89 16

[sweet-emptiness]

what if we drank green tea all day and denied ourselves basic human needs like eating... just kidding... ah ha ha... unless?

[r0tt1nglungz]

need to stop going onto tiktok after i binge this is not helping any part of me

[r0tt1nglungz]

on this constant back and forth of “i’m gonna fast for three days” and “i need to eat to make up for every emotion i have ever felt”

[r0tt1nglungz]

the flopping when i jog is testing me far too much

[r0tt1nglungz]

can you believe i’m back again and i still haven’t reached my gw crazy huh

[r0tt1nglungz]

tried this crazy thing called working out and how the fuck

[r0tt1nglungz]

ok time to put the cw back in my bio so my failures follow me

[r0tt1nglungz]

just remembered i’m not negative 50 lbs feels bad man

[r0tt1nglungz]

wish i could fall asleep and wake up twenty pounds lighter

[r0tt1nglungz]

i am still very ill and keep conkin out what have i done to wrong you lord

[r0tt1nglungz]

everyday i log onto here with the knowledge i am no closer to my gw and i think thats really hot of me

[r0tt1nglungz]

as someone whos always been on higher end of normal bmi (or lower overweight) ive never got to experience what it’s like to be s k i n n y and i cant imagine what my body would look like so ive always based my gw just off of a random number but??? whos sure ill be happy there?? am i just going to keep changing it

probably

[r0tt1nglungz]

gosh can you believe i was complaining about being 106lbs a couple days ago and i am still!! you guessed it!! 106lbs!!

[r0tt1nglungz]

im very sick you know what that means ;) getting out of eating ;)))

i dont think i can stomach anything this is like a 2014 anas dream /j

(its not covid i just have a disease lol)

[r0tt1nglungz]

*takes the cw out of my bio for self care*

if i do not see it it does not exist

[r0tt1nglungz]

do y’all weigh in multiple times a day, once daily, or weekly i’m tryin to see what to do so i am not depressed

[r0tt1nglungz]

not me binging literally rn