like my desc says, if you report me I will just come back. As it is, I cannot afford therapy or actual help, even if I wanted it. This blog is how I plan to get my thoughts out, so I can have a way to be heard. This is what's keeping me from committing suicide, and I will be damned if I let go of it
Anon: ⭐🔪
DID alter, Persecutor specifically
Recently discovered I'm a Yumeno fictive
"Achilles, Achilles, Achilles come down, won't you get up off, get up off the roof?"
Names:
The Dollhouse System (collective name)
Kyuusaku, Kyuu, Marchosias, Marco, Yumeno
(Feel free to call me any of these. I prefer Kyuu but I went by Marco for so long I understand if you can't stop)
Pronouns: He/they
Demiboy
Pansexual
Body age is 16, as am I (I'm not the EXACT same as my source.)
I have a boyfriend (V <3)
Interests:
Bungo Stray Dogs (Favorite is ME!!) Edgar Allen Poe (as in the ACTUAL writer) Religious Horror, Meatcore, Rotcore, Weirdcore, Yame Kawaii or wtv it's called, goth, Jirai, Cult of the Lamb, Killer Chat (Ronin!!) Gluttony Gods (Ther my beloved) Cookie Run Kingdom, NSO, Baldur's gate 3 (Astarion my goat) Alien Stage (TILL!!) Alfred's playhouse, however I do NOT support the creator and I am not involved in the fandom, I don't even think it should have HAD a fandom to begin with. Biohazard Supermarkets (Mexia, Seafood city, etc.) (As in I like reading about them, I don't make OCs out of them or stuff like that. Idc if you do though) PTV, MCR, Laufey...I listen to pretty much everything. There's actually even a couple country songs I like ngl (they're all about abusive husbands getting killed or cheating men getting karma) (and also Dixon Dallas but that's bc his songs make me giggle)
DNI LIST (I know this isn't gonna stop anyone, but whatever)
Pedos/maps. People who call Mori a pedophile (BSD related, I could go on a whole rant abt why it's fucked up to call him a pedo) ICE, MAGA, Trump supporters, Ableists, homophobes, transphobes, trans chasers, zoos, etc. anyone under 14 or above 24 (just a boundary) Fatphobes. This includes meanspo and fatspo creators. Fuck you. Ana/Mia people who make fun of people with BED, Non disordered "systems" etc.
Our system (collectively speaking) has been through RAMCOA, SA, DV, and grooming. Please keep this in mind.
HIDE YOUR LIKES AND FOLLOWING OR I WILL BLOCK YOU.
I don't mind doubles (as in Yumeno fictives or fictionkins) but I may be a little more distant. It's nothing against you, I just feel odd when I talk to myself (if that makes sense)
Other than doubles PLEASE interact if we're fictives with the same source PLEASE I love meeting you guys
(So far I've met three Dazais, three Chuuyas, a Verlaine, a Rimbaud, Sigma, Pushkin, Kunikida, Bram, and Kenji but I really wanna make more friends with the same source)
"I wanna scream, Cut you up like you did me."
Other alters blogs:
@m3rak1sb0n3s
@givemepunishmentandrules
@emrysb4nd41dk1t
@the-d0llh0us3-system
Forgot what our Chuuya's blog is and I don't wanna look for it
Tagging my moots that I can remember off the top of my head:
@melancholic-whimsy @chuuyaawannabbee @karmonpiki
(Feel free to tell me to remove you if wanted)
And that's it bc I have horrible memory
Tag list:
Rotting from the inside out: yapping
Screaming into the void hoping something can hear me: venting
"Now I'll make you feel the pain too, Mr. Dazai!" : Answering asks
"Wanna play a game?" : Reblogs
(I got the reblog and ask tags mixed up but it's okay I just switched them around)
ICE is taking our friends, killing our family, and maiming our neighbors. We as students, young adults, and teenagers feel powerless to stop this, but the truth is that we aren't. We are powerful. We are the rising generation, and we can make a difference. Because of this I started a brand new organization dedicated to protesting ICE and the injustice that USAmerica is facing. We, Empowerment, Resistance and Strength Ending ICE [ERASE ICE] are here to show young adults and teens how they can help by protesting and working together to end ICE in modern USAmerica. If you want to help, even if you don't think you're able to, please join our discord server, or contact me. Thank you for reading, and have an amazing day.
We, Empowerment, Resistance and Strength Ending ICE [ERASE ICE] are here to show young adults and teens how they can help by protesting and
Please know that if I'm ever talking to you and I stare at your chest, I am not being a perv, I'm just scared that if I make eye contact with you, my soul is gonna be snatched from my body and consumed by you so I cannot look you in the eye and your chest just happens to be close enough to my eyes
Hey so telling teenage boys to commit suicide just because they're boys doesn't make you cunty or whatever, you just look like you haven't showered in a year
You are no better than misogynistic men if you choose to harass someone over something they cannot control, like, you know, their gender.
happy pride month to those in the closet. to those who went back into the closet. to those who have unsupportive families, friends and relationships. those who were bullied and harassed because of their identity. those who were killed because of who they truly were and loved.
her blog has already been removed and posts are being removed. dont stop reblogging this, dont let them silence us, dont let Leelah Alcorn be forgotten
Screaming in hopes someone will listen @r0tt3nc0rps3inth3d1rt - Tumblr Blog | Tumgag
