˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ reverie ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

✩ 22 ✩ bpd, bipolar, & cptsd diagnosed ✩ “Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.”

[r3v3rie]

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thank u all for reading what i write. i love u <3

[r3v3rie]

my favorite thing is when i say that if i wanted to be yelled at then yeah sure i'll call my dad. so instead of calling my dad and knowing that i'll be screamed at pretty immediately, i talk to my mom who just ends up screaming at me instead. like lmfao can't make this shit up.

he "would pay any amount if it meant [i] was happy", yet refused to do the work (you know, the zero dollars, costs nothing thing to do) and only cares bc it's impacting HIS life now.

[rabbittongues]

[becherdireinen]

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.

[feaftlikeabeaft]

I wish depression were an emergency. I wish someone could take one look at how sick I am and go “oh my god, we need to get you to a hospital!” and then when we get there I get rushed into surgery and the surgeons say “it’s a good thing you brought her here when you did, this is a seriously advanced case” and then they put me under and spend the next ten hours pulling metres of long, sticky black strands of gunk out of my body, throwing it immediately into an incinerator so that it can’t infect anyone else. And then they could stitch me back up and I could rest a few days, and when I leave the hospital everyone can see how much better I am and they congratulate me saying “well done, you’ve been so brave, I’m so glad you’re ok. I love you.”

[r3v3rie]

and then eventually you're right back where you started. locked in the bathroom of your parents house, alone. and the only one to blame is yourself

[willgrahamscock]

I have to make mistakes in order to learn & grow

[willgrahamscock]

I have to make bad art and fic in order to get better

[cannibalchicken]

[r3v3rie]

1.30.26 - it’s still midnight (blink and you’ll miss it)

one day you’re 13 and it’s 12am and you’re sneaking time on your phone to read harry styles x readers on tumblr and your black cat is fast asleep, as she cuddles against your chest you swear she’s smiling a little.

then you blink. and so-

one day you’re 22 and it’s 12am and you’re in your own apartment while you’re reading harry styles x readers on tumblr and your white cat is using your leg as a pillow so he falls asleep which makes him start to store, you look and swear he's smiling a little.

[girlmostlikely]

Ever since I was a little girl I dreamed of everything being okay

[lunamonchtuna]

cruel how loving someone rewires you permanently.

[m00wd]

A person raised in love and another raised in survival, will never see the world the same way.

—M00wd

[remanence-of-love]

[vexheart]

[archbudzar]

little black sheep

[r3v3rie]

bro turn your playlists back public!!! i really like laughing at your music choices as a grown man with all of my friends :(

[r3v3rie]

got ditched by both my best friend and my fiancé within the span of three hours. i got high, which isn’t like illegal or anything during my ketamine treatments, but it can hinder progress. and now i’m high and it wasn’t even fucking worth it. i’m so upset. i have no one. guess i got to see wicked atleast 🥲✌️