* / SHE FELL AWAY

indie rp . au alice liddell . nsfw / triggering

[killurparents]

You can’t keep dancing with the devil and ask why you’re still in hell

Something my friend told me the other day (via sad-theater)

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[stupidinboxstuff]

Send me ‘Try’ and a character and I will write how I would play that character

[talesofnorth]

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name: coffee  star sign: sagittarius  height: 1,61 m what’s your middle name?  i have 4 middle names bby put your itunes on shuffle. what are the first 6 songs that popped up?

Ain’t That Easy  ( d’angelo  )

Lonely Press Play (  damon albarn  )

Bad Kingdom  (  moderat  )

Finesse  (  bruno mars ft. cardi b )

25eme image  (  daddy nuttea  )  

Lazarus  (  david bowie  )

grab the book nearest you and turn to page 23. what’s line 17? “ ‘All right.’ “ when was the last time you played air guitar?  i dunno man i’m more of a finger snapping aimless pointing kind of person who is your celebrity crush?  i hAVE SO MANY. but right now i am crazy about willem dafoe he is a treasure. but also josh brolin. and mads mikkelsen and viggo mortensen...the list is grossly long. what’s a sound you hate; sound you love? i hate the sound of pigs screaming...my grandparents live in a village and when we go there we get to uh...kill our dinner sometimes. and i love the sound of babies laughing.  do you believe in ghosts? how about aliens? i feel like i don’t believe in anything but i WANT to believe in everything, ya dig?  do you drive? if so, have you ever crashed? i have a license...but i don’t drive because i’m a dumb dumb.  what was the last book you read?  i have a lot of books on like...hold. but the last book i actually finished was red dragon by thomas harris do you like the smell of gasoline? i love it m8 what was the last movie you saw? “i tonya” i think?? fun movie man. what’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? i mean...does my appendix exploding count as an injury? do you have any obsessions right now?  uhm...i have ongoing obsessions like, ya know, willem dafoe’s face but at this moment i’m CRAZY about true detective and it hurts my heart to think i can’t keep watching. do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? i mean i’ve done some dumb shit, if the person who wronged me is alright now or apologized or i don’t see them anymore it’s just like. water under the bridge. i would hope people do the same with me. human beings make mistakes all the time for really impulsive reasons . . . i don’t think i hold grudges. i DO run away from problems though. a lot. in a relationship? no, i’m waiting for dafoe to fly over to portugal and whisk me away on his glider. 

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i’m gonna roll my window up, then i’m going to drive away and you’re gonna go home to your daughter. and every few years you’re gonna look at her face and know that you’re alive because you chose not to go down on a certain road on a certain night. that you chose to walk into the light instead of into the darkness. 

private & selective lorne malvo from fx’s fargo  //  nsfw & triggering  //  poorly played by coffee

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Confrontation! Sentence Memes

You don’t think of anyone but yourself.

Admit it, you’re scared aren’t you?

You’re out of control!

I hardly ever recognize you anymore, you’ve changed.

You spend all your time locked up doing lord knows what!

Don’t sneak up on me like that.

I heard the commotion last night… it must of been a terrible dream.

Listen, about last night…

Here’s a tip, stop hiding behind excuses each time someone is worried about you.

Why are you alone most of the time?

Weren’t you friends with them?

Aren’t you tired of lying to yourself?

I should have known better… than to be fooled by you.

You’re pretty satisfied with serving on your knees most of the time, huh?

Quit getting in my face.

I’m warning you, get off my back.

I didn’t need your help.

What’s your problem with me?

You say you don’t recognize me, but you’re the one who’s changed.

When will you quit pretending to care? I’m tired of your lip service.

You can’t stand being next to me. Why is that?

Not everyone is going to leave you, but not everyone is going to stay.

You’re gonna get nothing but sass from me if you don’t change the topic.

How many have you killed?

What if they catch you?

This is dangerous…

I know you didn’t have the best relationship with your father/mother…

You’re tired of fighting, aren’t you?

What have you ever gotten out of this?

They’re using you. 

I was only using you.

I’ve known your secret this entire time.

Do you really think no one will find out?

Someone is bound to see the true you and I’ll be there for your reckoning.

You only push me away. Let me help.

Are you suggesting we commit treason?

Don’t fool yourself, you’re just as loathsome as I am.

Stop. I won’t have these unnecessary misgivings. Focus on your task.

Your skepticism is easy to read. What is it that you’re doubting?

In the end, we’ve only gotten more pain. I’m sick of this.

You’re going to run away?

We’re escaping. Tonight.

Make no mistake, we’re not friends.

You’re low. Lower than scum.

I’m only helping you this once.

Be a little more grateful about my help, you would of been a goner.

You can’t do this alone, let me go with you.

You keep can’t doing this yourself, let me intervene I’m sure we can resolve this.

You keep being singled out, it isn’t fair.

Quit mothering me, I said I’ve got this under control.

Maybe you should stop worrying about me and look at yourself first.

Help me? You could hardly help yourself.

Of course making friends would be easy for you, you’re eager to please.

You really are an emotionless robot.

How can you brush me off, if you’ve never even given me a chance?

Don’t touch me.

Get out.

Get away from them!

Watch out!

You’re in danger.

Your loved one is in danger.

If you won’t do it, I’m sure your friend wouldn’t mind being in your place.

Please. Talk to me.

Don’t you ever say that again.

Don’t pretend we’re friends.

It was easy for your friends to abandon you. 

Shut up!

Let go of me.

Tell them how you really feel.

You’re not fooling anyone with your haughty display of strength.

Offended? I’m surprised. I thought you were hollow and unfeeling.

Tell me where it is.

 You said you’d never lie to me.

There’s nothing wrong in doing what is absolutely necessary. The ends justify the means.

You obey order without question, you’re just a docile dog aren’t you?

Maybe if you stopped being such an ice queen people would enjoy being around you.

You scorn others around you but you’ve never once stopped to open your eyes.

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     ━━━        HEY YOU, YEAH YOU! *

hello, so, listen, this is basically me saying that if you’d dig making a crime // alice in wonderland inspired character YOU’RE MORE THAN WELCOME TO DO SO. these are just some ideas, bare in mind NONE OF THIS IS SET IN STONE, the fcs can be changed along with what your character DOES within the criminal organization, not to mention there are plenty of characters yet to be mentioned in this list. all that i ask you is that you take INSPIRATION in an ALICE IN WONDERLAND character and that the FC is OVER THIRTY. besides that, you’re free to develop your character however the heckity-heck you want! you can establish different relationship / dynamics within the gang, make your own suggestions, come up with your own wacky ideas, you know, GO WILD. i think it’d just be great having a bunch of gritty looking characters working together and having their own relationships within the organization! ( if you have any questions or need help don’t hesitate asking me because this could be!!! wicked!!! i think!!! ) – COFFEE

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// Dormouse on hold. // Jabberwock on hold. // Mad Hatter on hold. //

[moiraxrose]

The Widow Goldfarb

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…and feel within me uprush some wilder, darker violence,

Virginia Woolf, from The Complete Works; “The Waves,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

[dumbmuse]

me, a binch who can’t write for shit: i love writing

[oldhollywoodmonamour]

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I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.

━ DEVIL’S REJECTS MEME // OPEN

Pale eyes patiently drank him in, letting the words settle between them until all was still again. Any other person might have found some shred of sympathy in that confession ; a man raised through violence was surely a TORTURED soul      &&     to CONFESS such a thing could not be a deed LIGHTLY done. But Alice curled her lips     &&     tilted her head as if faced with a FUNNY LOOKING picture. Blood     &&     death   ━━━   All which she ACHED to deliver. A vengeance upon those who wronged her so BRUTAL that it would forever wipe their names from history. The heiress had been kidnapped what seemed like a lifetime ago, but no man or woman had ever been punished for that crime. The crime of a BROKEN childhood.

         ❛           Seems to me you’ve worn them quite well, darling.    ❜                Alice answered lightheartedly.            ❛          Why, I barely noticed !     ❜                 A chuckle     &&     a flash of white teeth. She had lost all attachment to those around her. So little mattered nowadays besides the CHAOS that was yet to come.           ❛          But if I may be so bold as to make a suggestion,    ❜             Alice walked closer to Solomon, adjusting the collar of his shirt with one pale hand.             ❛           Stick to the blood and death . . . This MAN-SUIT doesn’t fit you very well. I can see the real you ripping through the stitches.    ❜             Fingers stopped smoothing down the white collar     &&     her hand lightly patted the man’s shoulder.            ❛           Now if you’ll excuse me, I must return to my guests.   ❜            

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━ @asperad

There was an effort that came with being among other people. An unspoken exercise that people powered through only to find themselves exhausted     &&     aching to be left alone at the end of the day. Social interaction could DRAIN one’s mind . . . But Alice had learned to play her part so BEAUTIFULLY, she sometimes fooled HERSELF into thinking she enjoyed mingling with crowds of people. But just because one’s good at something doesn’t necessarily mean they enjoy it.   ━━━   The heiress could hardly find enjoyment in anything nowadays. All of her pleasures were chained to HALLUCINOGENICS     &&     BLOODY VENDETTAS.

Both of her pale hands held the silver tray up. Upon it were a few porcelain cups sitting right next to an overly adorned teapot. Despite her fragile cargo, Alice’s gaze seemed to be miles away. As she made her way through her kitchen, the blonde couldn’t help but WONDER why a detective would have come SNIFFING around HER doorstep. Associating with SHIFTY looking characters could be SUSPICIOUS but far from ILLEGAL, surely. But were Stella Gibson     &&     her PACK to suspect what Alice was planning . . . She could go to jail for a very long time. Alice’s nostrils flared. Nobody had spent any time behind bars for what was done to HER. How could it be a crime to act as an AGENT of KARMA?  ━━━   The moment she stepped into her living room, Alice was all DAZZLE     &&    SMILES. The role model for all housewives incarnated. Elegant, warm, welcoming . . . ABSOLUTELY DELUSIONAL. Alice set the tray down on the coffee table.            ❛           I’m awfully sorry, detective, but it seems we’re out of milk. We’re a bit too fond of plain old tea in this house.      ❜            She chuckled while sitting down. Her eyes widened in sudden alarm, staring at Stella for a moment.         ❛           Of course I could send someone to fetch us some, if you want . . .      ❜          She could play the part of the OBLIVIOUS trophy wife, she didn’t MIND IT.  But something in Stella Gibson’s stare WARNED Alice. The woman’s features were as SHARP as her gaze ; like CLAWS very much capable of WOUNDING the heiress’s flesh . . . There were no birds of prey in WONDERLAND.

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● ———— DEVIL’S REJECTS SENTENCE STARTERS.

* triggering content below, proceed to read/reblog with caution!

’ If you’re gonna start the killing, you best start it right here. ’ ’ Make sure I’m all the way dead, because I’ll come back and make you my bitch! ’ ’ Chinese, Japanese, Dirty knees, look at these! ’ ’ What you lookin’ at? ’ ’ I’m lookin’ at you, _________. ’ ’ Yeah, you see something you like? ’ ’ I set my standards pretty low, so I’m never disappointed. ’ ’ Oh, well I don’t disappoint. ’ ’ Please, mister. This is insane. ’ ’ ‘Cause it’s definitely getting chiseled on your tombstone. ’ ’ Is the shit on? ’ ’ Please… Stop… ’ ’ Stop? Bitch, I have just started. ’ ’ I bet all the girls/guys wanna fuck you. ’ ’ Would you say that again? ’ ’ Do you kiss your mama with that mouth? ’ ’ That ain’t the only thing I do with this mouth. ’ ’ I’m gonna have to be taking your car today. ’ ’ What’s that about clown business? ’ ’ Do I stutter, bitch? ’ ’ There is no fuckin’ ice cream in your fuckin’ future. ’ ’ I think I’m gonna be wanting some ice cream in about ten miles. ’ ’ Don’t you fucking imitate me, it’s fucking rude! ’ ’ I know what I know and I know I don’t like that nut sack… ’ ’ Two fucking seconds for the kid, is that gonna kill you? ’ ’ Yes, it is going to kill me! ’ ’ What the fuck is your problem? I’m in and out in two seconds! ’ ’ What the fuck is your problem? ’ ’ I think I’m gonna get me some tutti fucking fruity. ’ ’ Tutti fucking fruity, that sounds good! ’ ’ Tutti Fuckin Fruity! ’ ’ Here’s the list of names I need you to run down for me. ’ ’ That’s a funny-ass name. ’ ’ Just tell me if anything connects. ’ ’ Shit always floats our way, don’t it? ’ ’ You keep your mouth open wide enough maybe you’d catch it all. ’ ’ Have fun scraping all them brains up off the road. ’ ’ You’re smoking dope. ’ ’ You recognize the clown? ’ ’ Well, mother pin a rose on me, that is so great! ’ ’ I want these motherfuckers dead! Kill ‘em! ’ ’ What’s the matter, kid? Don’t ya like clowns? ’ ’ Why? Don’t we make ya laugh? Aren’t we fuckin’ funny? ’ ’ I’m gonna kill your whole fucking family. ’ ’ All right, now get your fuckin’ ass out the car. Go on. ’ ’ They’re even better than the real thing, ya know? ’ ’ I love famous people! They’re even better than the real thing, ya know? ’ ’ Consider me fuckin’ Willy fuckin’ Wonka! ’ ’ You ain’t goin’ nowhere, bitch! ’ ’ What? Are you calling me a whore? ’ ’ I was going to take it easy on you and make it fast. ’ ’ I was going to take it easy on you but then you had to go and play the fucking hero! ’ ’ Hurry up and don’t take too fucking long. ’ ’ I am the devil, and I am here to do the devil’s work. ’ ’ You’ve got to hustle that pussy, baby. ’ ’ Did you hear what he called me, boss? ’ ’ Find a new angle and you might attract a higher clientele. ’ ’ Jesus Christ, what a fucking mess. ’ ’ There must be one hundred yards of bloody asphalt and corpse chunks. ’ ’ You listen to me, and you listen good! ’ ’ I am gonna kill every member of your family! ’ ’ You listen to me, and you listen good! I am gonna kill every member of your family! ’ ’ I’m gonna hunt them down like the animals they are, and I’m gonna skin em’ alive! ’ ’ They’re gonna crawl on on their hands and knees, and they’re gonna beg me for mercy! ’ ’ They are going to feel the pain and suffering of every last victim! ’ ’ But all I’m gonna have for them is pain! Pain and death! ’ ’ Give me some sugar, bitch. Make it sweet. ’ ’ I keep thinking about old times. Like when you was a fucking baby. ’ ’ Shoot me! Shoot me right in the ass! ’ ’ So what do you wanna do? ’ ’ I knew that fucking cunt would do something stupid! ’ ’ Open the fucking door! Open the goddamn door! ’ ’ What are you gonna do? Shoot me? ’ ’ Shoot me? What did I ever really do to you? ’ ’ I swear I’ll do it! I’ll kill you! ’ ’ Why would you wanna kill me? I’m your only hope. ’ ’ Why would you wanna kill me? ’ ’ There ain’t no bullets in this thing. It’s all fucking mind power. ’ ’ I think I can still smell your wife’s pussy stink on my gun… ’ ’ Where the hell you goin’? Damn it. ’ ’ I feel contrite about blowin’ his brains out. ’ ’ Sir, you think we’re gonna die here today? ’ ’ You had to come all fuckin’ big stick, walkin’ tall, like a big fuckin’ hero. ’ ’ Look at you now, hero, you’re gonna fuckin’ bleed to death! ’ ’ Meow, meow, here pussycat. ’ ’ You gonna take me back to your room and play with me? ’ ’ Will you just keep your head in the business at hand here! ’ ’ Are you staring at my sister and thinking bad thoughts? ’ ’ Woo hoo! I feel like we’re all really getting to know each other now! ’ ’ Everyone loves me. Don’t you pretend you don’t fancy me. ’ ’ Does she like it when you puke? I mean is that part of your deal? ’ ’ Well there ain’t no what, that’s the end of the road. ’ ’ Killing sounds so permanent. ’ ’ It don’t scare me none and it don’t suddenly make you a fucking hero. ’ ’ I want lightning to come and crash down upon my fucking head! ’ ’ You could go piss yourself for all I care. ’ ’ If you want special favors you gotta give me something in return. ’ ’ I tried to walk the line but now I realize there is no line. ’ ’ Maybe he had a divine moment when his brains hit the floor. ’ ’ I want you to see what happens to heroes… ’ ’ I can’t fucking wait! You want it? Here it is, come and get it. ’ ’ I want them alive long enough so I can piss in their faces. ’ ’ Oh man! I could hear that bone shatter all the way from back here! ’ ’ Looks like you’re not getting off that easy. Huh, bitch? ’ ’ I bet you scare lots of folks, don’t ya? ’ ’ You want a piece of this motherfucker? You want a piece of this? ’ ’ What’s that I smell? I smell rabbit! ’ ’ You bring us all the way out here and this prick pulls a gun on us? ’ ’ Why don’t you get back on your fucking horse and ride. ’ ’ Next time, we go someplace else. ’

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i did not see the cracks form as i knelt to pray, i did not see the crevice yawn, oh no. sometimes at night i feel the end it is at hand; my pistol going crazy in my hand for she fell away, o she fell away, walked me to the brink. then fell away. i did not see her fall to better days. sometimes i wonder was she ever there at all. SHE FELL AWAY, she fell away, she fell away.     ━━━   crime au!alice liddell from alice in wonderland // nsfw & triggering // poorly played & created by coffee

[wordsnquotes]

I became good at pretending. I became so good that after a while the lines blurred between my truth and fiction. And sometimes, when I did a really good job of pretending, I even fooled myself.

Ruta Sepetys, Salt to the Sea (via heardroleplays)