i've struggled with weight loss my entire life and got diagnosed with pcos last year. it was not until this year until i found out that my thyroid is not working properly and that i have hyperthyroidism. my thyroid is enlarged and i have tons of knots around it. the surgery is late september and i can't say and lie that i'm not TERRIFIED of the weight gain, i suppose they're going for a full removal (if possible). they're currently adjustig my dose every 10 days to normalize my hyperthyroidism and it's already working (not perfect yet though).
i have cried blood sweat and tears for the last 2 years trying to lose the weight that i have, even though my body was working against me the whole time. i know this is all goes away once we find the perfect dosage for me after the surgery but the internet says it can take up to several months to find it and i'm trying really hard not to lose my shit as i feel like i'm gonna gain all the weight back and take many steps back from the person i want to be. i'm scared of what life is gonna be like after.