19/CA

collectives of a borderline with a passion for learning & loving, colors & cosmetology

[radbadnotgood]

single, hypomanic, and haven't slept in days; life's good

[neaarty]

[radbadnotgood]

goin to get some babylights and be a brighter blonde, then I'm gonna let my roots blend with my root shadow while I grow it out for 10yrs cuz coconut oil only does so much to repair my hair haha

[huariqueje]

Twelve New Hours  -    Erik Mattijssen  

Dutch,b.1957-  

Pencil, pastel chalk and gouache, 48 x 65,6 cm.

[fruitsaladchewits-deactivated20]

[sixalien]

Dakota Ridge

Paul Jenkins

1958

[lyttleski]

White Rhino nug run

[jagoodies-deactivated20190922]

line art of Travis Durden’s amazing work 

[adapto]

Petra Collins: 24 Hour Psycho

[cwote]

[blackgirlsreverything]

Amen!

[petragraphy]

by Petra Shrieves

[cactuslands]

[tomfordvelvetorchid-deactivated]

Basquiat

[flowerys]

[thetrippytrip]

[hirxeth]

“Our only response was to keep on going and ‘fuck everything’. Pile misery upon misery.”

Trainspotting (1996) dir. Danny Boyle

[radbadnotgood]

an update

lol i never really post anymore but i’m gonna start trying to. here’s an update of my life like i usually do after not posting in 10yrs

- i lost 40 pounds and went down 5 pants sizes! finally healthy and met my goals

- my relationship is a lot better. i corrected my own behavior as did he over the months. it’s now been a year and six months, almost my longest relationship

- i started medication for BPD and got a new diagnosis. i’m schizoaffective along with BPD, but medication and medical marijuana have really tamed the whole thing and even though i’m manic right now i’m far less impulsive and self-destructive 

- got my second nose piercing, gonna change it to a ring when i can

- started playing bass again