The gay reality

REALITY IS GAY what's up alphas I'm your Midwest emo bitchboy please look at my posts

[radrabbitjax14]

yo guys late introduction

so I realized I never really made an introduction? I kinda just started posting sooo I'm gonna do it kinda like a q and a format and you guys can ask more questions if you want under this post or on my ask me anything and I'll answer them heh (boundaries at the end)

If you don't know me (you probably don't)

Q:Name?

A: MY NAME ... IS JAXON 💥💥💥

Q: gender?

A: I'm a man 😙

Q: sexuality/ romantic orientation

A: I like men 🏳️‍🌈

Q: DMs?

A: yes but if you're 18+ please keep in mind of my boundaries

Q: boundaries? (This is going to be long..)

A:

Requests? Yes

Eighteen plus content? NO. Do not s3xualize or make fanart of me or my ocs in any of these situations. Now Im fine with it as long as it's with Elijah, genesis, laveda, Elijahs dad, or the manager when they're adults. (As long as you keep in mind that anything with Elijah and his dad or the poolboy isn't allowed.)

Fanart? Yes!! I LOVE fanart and as long as you credit me for my OCS and story I have no issues at all with it!!

Proshipping, com shipping, or darkshipping? Proshipping? NO. UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES. comshipping? Yes 🙂‍↕️✋ dark shipping? Nope, GG I didn't know what dark shipping was fully when i first posted it I thought it was only like toxic yaoi for example not CHILD X ADULT?? ggs guys I need to pull out the ukulele..

AUs? YES OMG I WANNA SEE YOUR GUY'S AUS YES YES YES

fanfics? YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSSS🧑‍🦲

Yumeshipping? YES all yumeshippers are welcome!!! the only characters I wouldn't be comfortable with people yumeshipping with is Elijah and genesis so sorry guys 🙍

Yumeshipping with me? I personally don't mind it or see any issues with it and I think it could be fun, but keep in mind that it's not that way for everyone. And if it becomes a problem or becomes incredibly parasocial I may change this!!! So keep this in mind please 🙂‍↕️ 🙏

Fictionkins? YES!! Y'all are all welcome here!! But please keep in mind I'm not comfortable with anyone being an Elijah fictionkin since he's based off my own experiences so again sorry guys 🧍

Ships? YESYYSYSYSYSYYE YES YES YES (there is one cannon ship... But I won't tell which one YET!! Have fun guessing people 😈)

Inspiration? Ask first please, but light inspiration is okay without permission heh

Rp? Sure heh

and thats all!!! If you have any other questions you can ask in comments or on my ask me anything heh so uh yeah more of posts soon heheheh 😛

[radrabbitjax14]

guys this is your sign to take a quiz on your ocs

TW: death, family issues, abuse, trust issues, generally unwell Elijah, abusive relationships mentioning an older person, learning to trust, etc)

What is their name, pronouns, and age? Elijah, he/him 19-23 (start of story to death)

Are they a self-insert? No, but his story reflects my life experiences and feelings in some aspects, because I wanted to write a story similar to mine heh. (Though not too similar ofc)

What is their dere type? He doesn't fall into a specific dere type, though if I had to choose one he's a bit of a tsundere.. though he'd never admit that lmao

Do they have a love interest? If so, who it be😏

He thinks he's straight but shh he's gonna fall in love with someone he DESPISES and who is a MAN

What is their trauma, and how has it shaped their personality today? His mom was emotionally abusive and neglectful, and then would switch up and become loving and understanding, everyone he's ever loved in the past left him in under 6 months, almost all of his relationships have been unhealthy besides his relationship with his dad and his best friend laveda, (and also funnily enough his enemy) , he was in an extremely abusive relationship with a older boy who forced him into a relationship with him, (won't get into too much detail but in short it was bad.) and because of all this Elijah (at 16)

tends to end relationships before they get serious, stay distant from others, or avoid relationships entirely. He takes a long time to trust, even if the person has never had a history of hurting him or anyone else. He deals with negative emotions by avoiding or hiding them until he doesn't feel it anymore or until he can process it on his own. He doesn't confide in anyone for fear of them using it against him. And he doesn't want to do therapy for fear of being seen as mentally unstable or ill. He's also developed PTSD from all that he's experienced. However, Elijah

(at 23) healed significantly, and learned to trust and confide in his close friends, his therapist, or write his feelings down. He still tends to avoid showing emotions to people he doesn't know well, or talking to new people. But his friends encourage him to anyway. He no longer pushes his feelings down as much, though he still struggles with admitting when he needs help, though he does. He understands that what his mom and his ex did was not okay, but that doesn't make him broken. And that going to therapy helped him immensely with how he processes emotions and that he's a lot healthier and happier now. He's not perfect, but his PTSD has gotten easier to live with and everything has became a lot better for him.

What is their occupation and hobbies? Works at a grocery store making minimum wage, (19)

in a band, travelling the world and making more than enough to support himself, his boyfriend, and his best friend. (23),

Elijah likes to draw, collect old poison bottles and trinkets with odd materials or textures, play the guitar, and sing.(19)

Elijah likes to draw and takes commissions online for fun, he still collects old poison bottles, and has grown infatuated with researching different toxins and diseases, he plays the guitar, sings, and does community theatre from time to time as well. (23)

What is their relationship with their family? He hates his mom, doesn't talk to her anymore and has little contact with her, only seeing her at family reunions/events, his dad is very dear to him, Elijah takes care of his dad because he's blind, and they go get coffee together at an old diner that Elijah and his family would go to together on weekends when they had extra cash. Elijah has a younger brother, dan, he's 16 and has always been uncomfortable with his appearance and wished to be a girl. He expressed being scared because Elijah's mom is very unsupportive. Elijah supports him through this rough time and keeps more feminine clothes at his house for when dan comes over so that he can feel like himself for a while (19)

Elijah has gone full no contact with his mom. He stays respectful when he sees her though. He doesn't hold a grudge, but acknowledges that what she did wasn't okay and deeply impacted him. Elijah still has a deep bond with his dad, he doesn't have to care for his dad anymore, as his condition has improved and Elijah had payed for accommodations for his dad, such as a caine, glasses, and even surgery to attempt to get a little bit of his eyesight back. Elijah bought his dad a new house and payed it off immediately. Elijah still visits often though, as he worries. His dad also recently got engaged to his new lover, who also is Elijah's manager, wonder how they met...🥹 (It was at one of Elijah's concerts) And they got married in May as that was the same month they met. Elijah and his now sister are even more close now, Elijah helped Daniela transition and payed for her estrogen and surgeries, and held her hand the whole way. Shes very happy now and works as an forensic accountant, and makes a stable income. She comes to visit often, and she's never been better. (23)

What do they look like? Elijah is average height, literally. He's the average height. He's got medium length dark brown hair, cut into an almost wolf-cut but with longer layers. He's got a nose piercing and prominent eyebrows, a small nose, and a starter stash. His eyes are a deep greyish-blue, he has a big scar on his right eye (if you were facing him) that he covers with makeup because he's self conscious about it. he wears rectangle frame glasses, though he doesn't wear them out. He wears about anything. He doesn't care about style, he's just trying to make it to the end of the day. As long as he doesn't look crazy he doesn't care, his hair is often messy, and he doesn't care to take care of himself too much. But he cares a lot about smelling nice and keeping his oral hygiene good, so he tries his best to keep all that up. (19)

Elijah's scar faded significantly, he no longer covers it with makeup, and instead of glasses he wears clear contacts. His hair is longer, with more layers and the layers are shorter. He takes care of himself very well and dresses in a Midwest emo style. Mostly wearing dark blues, warm greens, and dark reds.(23)

If you could describe them with one song lyric, what would it be? "Don't let them see you like this, Wash your face and hide your wrists." Candy, Alex G. (19)

"Shut up, you're stupid, Just kiss me. Shut up, you're stupid, just be my friggin man." Shutup you're stupid, that handsome devil. (23)

If you could describe them with an entire song, what would it be? Placing the blame, Self (19),

me and my husband, mitski (23)

What is their biggest strength? Resilience, consistency. (19)

the ability to change (23)

Who do they trust the most? His dad, (19)

his dad, laveda (best friend/childhood friend), and genesis (love interest) (23)

What Is their biggest weakness?

Has a hard time accepting pain or weakness, doesn't know how to respond to criticism. (19)

Blames himself, too critical on himself. (23)

What were they told to start/stop doing most often as a child?

Talking too much, crying/complaining, expressing femininity or androgyny.

How do they handle envy/jealousy?

Bottling it up, hiding it, subtle insults, letting anger build, then lashing out (19)

talking about it, venting, writing about it, making a song (kinda corny but it works.) (23)

What is their most important goal?

To fully overcome his fears of trusting and to love himself unconditionally

What species are they?

Human

How easy is it to earn their trust? Very easy, would trust a scorpion if it had a funny hat

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Would not trust their best friend of 16 years with a candy bar

Do they have any odd daily practices or strange habits that seem childish to others?

Hiding when he cries, keeping a stuffed bunny named James, wraps himself up under a blanket and curls into a fetal position to sleep after a long day. (19),

still keeping a stuffed bunny named James, still wraps himself up under a blanket and curls into a fetal position to sleep after a long day, when he gets frustrated or anxious he bites wads of paper, kicks furniture after stubbing his toe on them. (23)

Hope y'all like my oc heh he's so cool I love him but also I HATE him because he's too much like me anyway bye bye greg

[radrabbitjax14]

sigh ts is so bad but it's okay

meet my (main) persona jaxon/Jax heh 😌

[torostavern]

Hi guys! I’m bored so i’m gonna be taking art suggestions!

I can do traditional, or digital! whatever you like!

Rules for suggesting:

Please try your best to not do humans but if you want to i’ll try! it might suck so be warned.

Please no +18 plus, NSWF, or any other kind of profanity. Please bro spare my eyes.

Please be respectful whenever i draw! i try my very best to make it look good.

I think that’s all! Have fun!

[radrabbitjax14]

Sister can you pls pls pls pls draw my oc he's so cool I swear 🙏

He's animal hospital oc heh (he's a weird mix of persona and ox but still)

Uhh some info abt him

Jaxon is a phlebotomist but he's terrified of needles

He's really grumpy and generally js always fed up with everyone gg 🥹

Barney calls him "bun" while Jaxon calls him literally anything slightly mean or teasing (out of love ofc 😌) ex: stinky, coffee addict, barns the noble

I made him to self ship with this goober

if you could draw us being cutesy and coupley that would be so epic chaticus 🥹❤️ (also I love when ppl do creative stuff with my OCS so do wtv you want sigma 😗😗)

[torostavern]

OMG OMG YES BRO I LITERALLY HAVE LIKE 30 NOTIFICATIONS FROM YOU 😭😭🫶🫶

[radrabbitjax14]

heh thank you alpha..

(also ur art is peak giggles)

[torostavern]

HERE YOU GO TWINNNN!

He’s embarrassed to be so lovey dovey with his mans

and yes he is going to purposely kill that patient

[radrabbitjax14]

HEHEHEHEHAOA ISIAI UEUEU H I LOVE IT I LOVE IT YAYAYAAYUEEUUEEY TYSM UR LITERALLY THE BEST 🥹🥹

[radrabbitjax14]

more old art

Possibly disturbing warning alpha pls take care of urself THEN see my sigma art 😌

Cw: Trypophobia, eyes, disturbing textures

[torostavern]

Hi guys! I’m bored so i’m gonna be taking art suggestions!

I can do traditional, or digital! whatever you like!

Rules for suggesting:

Please try your best to not do humans but if you want to i’ll try! it might suck so be warned.

Please no +18 plus, NSWF, or any other kind of profanity. Please bro spare my eyes.

Please be respectful whenever i draw! i try my very best to make it look good.

I think that’s all! Have fun!

[radrabbitjax14]

Sister can you pls pls pls pls draw my oc he's so cool I swear 🙏

He's animal hospital oc heh (he's a weird mix of persona and ox but still)

Uhh some info abt him

Jaxon is a phlebotomist but he's terrified of needles

He's really grumpy and generally js always fed up with everyone gg 🥹

Barney calls him "bun" while Jaxon calls him literally anything slightly mean or teasing (out of love ofc 😌) ex: stinky, coffee addict, barns the noble

I made him to self ship with this goober

if you could draw us being cutesy and coupley that would be so epic chaticus 🥹❤️ (also I love when ppl do creative stuff with my OCS so do wtv you want sigma 😗😗)

[torostavern]

OMG OMG YES BRO I LITERALLY HAVE LIKE 30 NOTIFICATIONS FROM YOU 😭😭🫶🫶

[radrabbitjax14]

heh thank you alpha..

(also ur art is peak giggles)

[radrabbitjax14]

does anyone else do this

Irl I am the meanest bitch in town. My rbf is UNMATCHED. Idek why I just hate people sometimes, and I don't like getting super close with people or sharing things with people irl, and what DOES not help is that I'm autistic, and my humor/love language is teasing or being jokingly mean with close friends but I CANNOT for the life of me read people.. leads to a lot of people thinking I'm js an asshole but really I'm just mean (in a loving way) and autistic

And then there's me online...

Basically it's my true alpha personality...🐺🐺⛓️⛓️🖤🖤

The internet IS my diary and I WILL be weird and annoying as hell on here because I CAN

And if I don't my nonchalant aura will slip irl and I'll transform into my alpha wolf form...

[radrabbitjax14]

old art I never posted (or finished but shh)

so cute *blushes cutely*

What? Fanservice? Nah this is for me. 🥹

[radrabbitjax14]

love my oc Elijah sm he's too much like me I'm gonna have to kill him 😌

anyway Elijah meme

[torostavern]

Hi guys! I’m bored so i’m gonna be taking art suggestions!

I can do traditional, or digital! whatever you like!

Rules for suggesting:

Please try your best to not do humans but if you want to i’ll try! it might suck so be warned.

Please no +18 plus, NSWF, or any other kind of profanity. Please bro spare my eyes.

Please be respectful whenever i draw! i try my very best to make it look good.

I think that’s all! Have fun!

[radrabbitjax14]

Sister can you pls pls pls pls draw my oc he's so cool I swear 🙏

He's animal hospital oc heh (he's a weird mix of persona and ox but still)

Uhh some info abt him

Jaxon is a phlebotomist but he's terrified of needles

He's really grumpy and generally js always fed up with everyone gg 🥹

Barney calls him "bun" while Jaxon calls him literally anything slightly mean or teasing (out of love ofc 😌) ex: stinky, coffee addict, barns the noble

I made him to self ship with this goober

if you could draw us being cutesy and coupley that would be so epic chaticus 🥹❤️ (also I love when ppl do creative stuff with my OCS so do wtv you want sigma 😗😗)

[radrabbitjax14]

New blogy blog

This blog is gonna be for all my yumeship slop content 😛✌️

Uhh I'll make a post in like 15 min probably introducing all my f/os and putting a chart with each name heh (and ship names yay)

Go my yumeslop posts go

[radrabbitjax14]

giggles I love using my face I'm so cute

I HATE USING MY FACE GAH

AND I HATE CONTRODICTIONS

Anygay made this edit with my transgender sweat and tears and blood please like it now

[radrabbitjax14]

another art YUM

eat up children

[radrabbitjax14]

new artsyle/ new persona yay

[radrabbitjax14]

im single again gah 🥹

Time to read davesport fics and eat coconut popsicles heh

Healthy coping mechanisms are great guys

To anyone who might be struggling or going through a breakup or anything it'll be okay, and I believe in you. Keep going and remember that each and every day is a gift. Even if things don't go as planned.

Also I need a name for people that like my content or follow me, so ideas are appreciated heh

Goodbye alpha

[radrabbitjax14]

hey guys. I have something very serious to discuss. Please listen.

so today I got a message from a user telling me that they had something very important to tell me and to DM them, and concerned, I listened. I got a response about 30 minutes later. The user urgently explained that my account had been wrongfully reported by this user because someone was pretending to be me and scamming this user. They sent a screenshot with information and telling me to message someone on discord. I said that I was thankful that they told me and I checked the discord user, they had joined this year and the profile was unprofessional. This was obviously a scam, but this last bit confirmed it. Even more so they had no posts, only reblogs. And they had not comments or likes. PLEASE. if you are reading this do not fall for it. I will put screenshots of the conversation and user, if you see them or get a message from them PLEASE report it and share this. I'm not doing this for attention. Please make a post about this or reblog this one if you have time. IM BEGGING. someone who is younger or more impressionable could easily have fallen for this. The cropped parts of the image are for my safety as I don't know how much information this person has already collected from me just from my posts. And I do not wish to give them more.

PLEASE spread awareness. This is not a joke or a prank or fear mongoring. Nor is it a plot to get money or fame. I want to protect artists and others on this platform. I'm going to report and block them now. Fingers crossed they do not make another account.

Edited to add an image I forgot, this one shows how real this looks.

I know cropping all the images might seem like it's taking away my credibility. But I don't know what this person could do if they found out what type of phone I have or my location from my time etc. I'm not going to risk it, sorry.

[estchiyu]

based on that zooble image going around on twitter

[radrabbitjax14]

Can I keep it

I wanna put it on my wall and feed it cheese it's for some odd reason

And I feel the male version of maternal towards this creature..

The council has decided

I will play ball with it and throw things at it until it brings me a beer /j