𝗞𝗮𝗶𝗱𝗮.

𝘐'𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩.

[rage-in-motion]

Kaida grew up in a house where silence meant danger. It was just her and her father. Broken, drowning in debt and slowly disappearing into alcohol and fear. The people who came to collect were always polite at first. Always calm but dangerous.

It was never enough.

Kaida learned early that their presence meant more than just debt collection. It meant control. It meant being watched. And eventually, it meant being seen as something they want. She learned to stay quiet to survive. Every year mader her colder, angrier and harder to reach. When she finally had the chance, she vanished. Now Kaida never stayes in one place too long. Nights belong to the streets and the roar of engines. Illegal motorcycle races became the only time she feels something close to control. A way to outrun everything that follows her, even if only for a moment.

→ Minors & Personals DNI → Ger/Eng (prefers German) → Wire: rageinmotion → Triggers: abuse, sexual themes, strong language, violence, psychological distress → Edits by @daemonoria

[hellish-daddi]

[rage-in-motion]

✏️ What nickname do they secretly love being called?

She'd rather die than admit any of this.

But... she secretly melts a little whenever Yasha calls her his Princess or his Angel. But she'll roll her eyes, complain and maybe even threaten him when he calls her that. The last one on this list would be Mama. Obviously only Harue is allowed to call her that.

[rage-in-motion]

🕰️ If they could relive one day of their life, which would it be?

It would be the day her mother showed her how to use analog cameras. They spent the whole day outside and it was probably one of the few moments when her mother was truly happy.

[rage-in-motion]

🌑 What’s the darkest thought they’ve ever had about themselves?

That she is nothing more than payment. As long as she clung to that belief, Kaida was able to burry every emotion deep within herself. She knew that if she kept everyone at a distance, no one else would die again because of her. Even though she no longer believes it, she still struggles to let anyone get too close.

[rage-in-motion]

🔪 What's the most violent thing they've ever done for survival?

She did a lot of violent things, but I'd say the cruelest thing she ever did wasn't an act of physical violence. It was leaving her father behind, fully aware that without her, he was as good as dead.

[rage-in-motion]

⚔️ How do they act when they're furious but have to stay polite?

Kaida isn't good at hiding her anger, but if it's really necessary, she smokes. Not her usual amount, but one cigarette after another. It helps her relax, at least physically, but her eyes still give her away. Anyone looking too close can tell that her patience is hanging by a thread and that her politeness is just an act.

[insatiably-red]

[raesource]

headcanon questions

if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the questions are being sent for . feel free to edit these as you see fit .

🌟 What’s something small they did as a child that hinted at who they’d become?

❤️ Who is the one person they’d drop everything for, no questions asked?

💔 What’s the one wound (physical / emotional) they’ll never fully recover from?

🗡️ What’s their “I’ve killed for less” trigger?

☀️ What’s their happiest childhood memory?

🌧️ What kind of weather matches their soul?

🍽️ What meal do they cook when they need to feel like themselves again?

🎶 What song instantly makes them emotional & why?

🌙 Do they sleep peacefully / fight nightmares every night?

🔒 What’s a secret they’ll take to their grave?

🪞 What do they secretly hate about their own appearance?

💪 What random skill are they weirdly proud of?

👶 Baby picture of them - what’s the most embarrassing thing about it?

🏠 Describe their home when no one’s watching—messy, spotless, chaotic cozy?

😭 What always makes them cry, even if they hate admitting it?

😂 What’s the dumbest thing they’ve ever laughed at for way too long?

🧸 Do they still have a childhood comfort object? Where is it now?

✏️ What nickname do they secretly love being called?

⚔️ How do they act when they’re furious but have to stay polite?

🩸 What’s the worst injury they’ve ever had & the story behind it?

🕊️ What would instantly calm them down in a panic attack?

🔥 What’s something they’d burn the world down to protect?

🌹 What scent reminds them of the person they loved/love most?

🪥 What’s their most oddly specific daily routine?

💔 What’s the one apology they’re still waiting for that’ll never come?

🃏 Are they the type to forgive / hold a grudge until the end of the universe?

🌌 What’s their biggest “what if” that keeps them up at night?

🦋 What was their “I’m not a kid anymore” moment?

🎭 Do they wear a mask in public? What’s the real them like underneath?

🧳 If they had to leave home forever with only one bag, what do they pack?

🌑 What’s the darkest thought they’ve ever had about themselves?

☕ What’s their comfort drink?

🖤 What’s a “villain” trait they actually possess?

🤝 Who is the one person they never want to disappoint?

🎁 What gift would utterly destroy them (in a good / bad way)?

🩹 How do they react when someone they love is hurt?

🌅 Are they a sunrise / sunset person - what do they think about while looking at their favorite?

🧣 What texture/clothing item makes them feel safe?

🦉 What piece of advice do they give everyone but never follow themselves?

🔪 What’s the most violent thing they’ve ever done for love / survival?

🦋 What seemingly insignificant memory do they cherish the most?

🌹 What is their love language & how badly do they need it right now?

🪨 What’s the hardest choice they’ve ever made?

🧋 What food/drink do they hate that everyone else loves?

🕰️ If they could relive one day of their life, which would it be?

👑 In their own story, are they the hero / villain / someone else entirely?

🌡️ What temperature do they keep their home at & why?

🧸 What would their younger self think of them now?

💌 What’s the letter / text they’ll never send?

⚰️ What do they want written on their gravestone / what do they want people to remember them for?

[rage-in-motion]

You tried to crush my soul, you failed.

I conquered and prevailed. You'll never break me.

[pipebombz]

I Do Damage

[tragedy-starlights]

I'm barely a person

I'm the embodiment of hate, resentment, and exhaustion

[aring-king-king]

[rage-in-motion]

[TXT] : i'm bored, entertain me.

Kaida was working when she felt her phone vibrate in the pocket of her jeans. She let out an annoyed sigh, wiped the motor oil off her hands onto her pants and pulled out her phone. It was Azula. They had been talking a lot in the past. And apparently she had noticed that Kaida was back. Azula's message sounded completely casual, as if expecting to hear from her again wasn't a big deal after everything. And just as casually, Kaida typed back.

ˢᵐˢ You little gremlin. One hour. Our usual spot, okay?

[rage-in-motion]

[TXT] : i miss you.

Disclaimer: This text takes place before Kaida returned.

Her gaze remained fixed on the message for a long moment. It had come from an unknown number, yet Kaida knew exactly who had sent it. Even though she had changed her number, Yasha had managed to get this one as well. For a moment, she considered replying, but then someone draped an arm over her shoulder.

"Akushio.". She shot the man who had spoken to her a venomous glare. "You look so serious. Who texted you?".

"Spam." Kaida replied, then blocked Yasha's number. She shoved him away without hesitation, putting a few steps between them. "I need a drink. You're paying, since you lost earlier.". She swung herself onto her bike. The other street racer chuckled quietly but followed without protest. Judging by her tone, it was best not to push her any further.

[rage-in-motion]

It's way too hot rn.

[rage-in-motion]

[TXT] : must be my fault somehow. (obviously)

Kaida sat outside, smoking and drinking some coffee. With her other hand, she held her phone, texting Haley. Even though they hadn't spoken for months, it hadn't taken long for things to fall right back into place between them. They complained to each other about everything and hated the world together.

Right now, Haley was venting about someone who'd snapped at her. But her next message only made Kaida raise an eyebrow. She slipped the cigarette between her lips before typing back.

ˢᵐˢ Hell nah. Quit blaming yourself for other people's bullshit. Or I'll book a flight just to come over there and slap some sense into you. You can't help it if they don't know how to act like decent human beings.