wow, hi team. how have we all been? well? better than me, i hope? well, this is your update post on me since i’ve really been MIA here since, what?? september when someone stole my kinktober writing?
content warnings for things under the cut, because i’m not an asshole and am warning you about how life has been: parental death (again baybee!), shit mental health vibes is generally what this is, and mentions about america being a fucking shithole <3
since june 2022, i was in this...funk. all the abortion bans, my job not turning out how i expected it to, more shit about america going batshit crazy and turning upside down, my dad LITERALLY commenting on my weight very often.
it just. wasn’t good for me as a fucking person, and i needed to step the hell off of stuff and things. i also felt like if i kept posting here, you’d all be angry that i’m not writing fanfiction AND SO, i existed on my queen blog until that fixation died off slowly and weaned into the gvf fandom (so shocking, i know)
BUT ANYWAY, here we are. 2023, and i’m actually in worse fucking condition than i was literally in september.
the good: got a new, better paying job and started march! i love it there, i can dye my hair and have fun piercings! i got a small tattoo when i saw family in december! finally saw greta van fleet live in march and am seeing them again in july!
the really fucking bad: my dad passed away yesterday morning.
yeaaaaah. fun, yes yes.
as we’re aware, not my first rodeo, lost my mom 4 years ago (as of the 4th), so how poetic he kicks it two days after her. CLEARLY this means i’ve gotta figure out my whole life situation now that it’s just me, my cat, and my turtle. of course, this is only the first 24-48 hours, this week is going to get more and more shit probably by the hour.
but now that i feel comfortable posting on here for the moment, this means exactly what you’re expecting me, a fanfiction writer who you for some reason all really enjoy reading from: i am going to be going on a hiatus. don’t know how long, i just know that yeah, no, i am.
i consider this blog, ragnarachael, my general blog for fanfiction. it’s where i’ve posted all of my writing on this site for the forever i’ve been here, and i plan on kinda keeping it that way. unless i start posting gvf fic, then, well. you can find me over on the blog i’ve been camping out in since like a few months ago, @celestialsolstice. i’ll either post any and all gvf fanfic there OR on my AO3 account, if anyone is magically interested in that.
i’ll be chilling out on here for the rest of the evening maybe if anyone sends in an ask, ANSWER, asks i’ve received and kinda revamp my blog, because while i love eddie..that fixation has passed on <3
SOOOOO tdlr: rachael’s life is back to how it was in 2019 and she’s not gonna write/post any fanfiction for a hot good long minute because she needs to now get her shit together.
if you’ve read this long into the post, thanks! it’s appreciated! and sorry (but not sorry) for explaining myself sooner. i know i owe none of you literally anything, but i do feel bad for just Ghosting. if you wanna follow me, chat around, enjoy my shitposting ways and suffer with my gvf content, seriously follow @celestialsolstice because that’s the blog i am, like, literally always logged in on nowadays.
anywhosies. gonna go make the blog look pretty! i’ll be here if you wanna scream and shout at me!
hozier really came out here and changed his link to his merch on his site to “take me to merch” and this is the best way to remember he’s a fucking millennial.
Hi, friend. It's been a while. Happy holidays. Sending you a sweet treat, a warm comfort drink, and some good vibes. Hope you're doing okay. 🥰
happy holidays bub!! i appreciate the treaties. i've been... eh. sick since christmas, finally recovering from it all thank god. i hope you've been good and have a good new year!!
Hey, friend. It's been a minute. Happy first day of autumn. Hope you're doing okay. 💛🧡 ~🥰
hi bud, happy very belated first day of autumn! i'm surviving. work yesterday was so bad i called out today <3 debating on finding a new job already bc of it <3 it's fun we're having so much fun <3
Hey, friend. I hope you're having a good weekend. I know you're not as into Tom Hiddleston as you used to be, but I found a new song that has big Jonathan Pine energy. It's called "I Can See You" by Taylor Swift, if you wanna listen to it. Anyway, I hope you have a good day, and here's a cool comfort drink and a sweet treat. 💛 ~🥰
hi bub!!! sorry i'm so late to this <3 i personally am not a taylor fan, so i won't be listening to the song. but i'll agree with you on it if that's what you think! i may look up the lyrics for it. i hope you've been doing alright my dear!!!
Hey, friend. Happy Friday. I hope you're doing okay. I just spent the last few hours working on a new story, and now I'm a bit mentally drained. I'm excited for everyone to go to sleep so I can make some pizza and listen to my Release Radar on Spotify. Sending a sweet treat and a hug your way. ~🥰
hi bud!!! happy friday!!! exciting to hear you're working on something new, i hope it's going smoothly!!! hopefully there's some bangers on your release radar <33 i just finished putting the bleach in my hair, so sorry i'm about 20 minutes late to this ask lmao
hi besties it’s nearly 1:40 am and i’m about to bleach my hair while listening to gvf’s new album (it fucks, btw) so this is ur daily post to be aware that i happen to be alive <3
Hey, friend. It's been a minute. Hope you're doing okay. 🧡 ~🥰
hey, bud! i'm...here, frankly. i've been working so much and just trying to get more hours in so i can have a little extra spending money for my trip to colorado in less than two weeks (!!!!!!!!!!!!!). work has me tired thanks to working in the sun for our grocery pick up service and it's... it's florida so every day in over 100 degrees? yeah i have a little sunburn tan situation going on lmao. but how are you!!! i hope you're doing good <3
omg a huge congrats again on hitting 1K bae!! u deserve it sm and I'm so excited for this sleepover teehee
soooo if it tickles your fancy I figured I'd send smth in early for our communal bf steve, could be as long as u want it to be!
[ GAZING ] receiver taking sender’s jaw and saying “look at me” during sex or foreplay.
oh and have an amazing day ofc <3
aster! thank u so much honey :') feelin v loved and im glad u were as excited as me!! here's to the communal boyf <3 enjoy <3 MDNI, fem!reader, this entire blog is 18+
You're trying not to be overwhelmed but it's a lot.
Everything feels turned up to 11; the very sound of your heartbeat in your ears, the pulse of lust that thrums through your body, the feel of Steve's cock gliding in and out of your wet heat in a deliciously slow drag. It's a lot.
You can feel yourself trembling, just a little bit, your hands around Steve's shoulders sinking tighter in their hold.
"Steve," you cry, tugging him closer. You need to hide your face away, need to have him closer, need him to go slower— no, faster. You don't know what you want, so you just press your face into his shoulder and mewl his name again. "Steve."
The sound of your slick is loud, a lewd sort of squelch as Steve fucks you into the mattress, his body pressed above yours. He's moaning lowly, one hand on your hip, one fisting the sheets beside your head. He looks fucking ethereal — hair messy and that slight flush to his face, pleasure contorting his features.
His hips meet yours in a teasing pace, deep enough to have your back arching with every thrust and yet not enough. The fire in your gut coils up tighter ever so slowly. You want- you want— you want more. But god, it's so much.
You shift your legs, sliding them up til they wrap snug around Steve's waist — you pull him closer, need him closer.
"Y'good, honey?" Steve asks, voice raspy and breathy. "My girl okay?"
His words only succeed in winding the knot in your belly tighter and you pull him closer, eyes scrunched up as you silently urge him to go faster. You're not sure if you're capable of saying anything except his name. Whiney little noises escape your mouth, chest heaving. You sound completely fucked out.
Steve's hips slow in their pace and the whine that escapes you it pitiful, your legs around his waist tightening in hopes he'll continue. You can feel Steve's tummy press against yours as he shifts closer, his hand moving to move some hair out of your face. He hasn't stopped, his hips still roll into yours, cock fucking in and out of your hot cunt, but it's tantalizingly slow.
"Hey, hey, hey," He starts, voice a low little whisper. "Lemme see your face, hmm? C'mon, look at me." His fingers move, tucking under your jaw and nudging you out from hiding away in his shoulder.
Your eyes crease open, mouth already hung open in a whimpering moan and Steve softens completely at the sight of you; his girl, all teary-eyed on his cock. He purposefully nudges his cock in deeper, his hand on his hip holding you in a place and you mewl out pathetically — Steve surging forward to capture the noise with his kiss. He stays close, forehead pressed against your own.
"Oh, baby," He coos, not unkind. He gives a sloppy kiss to your cheek at the same time his hand travels off your hips, his fingers finding your clit. You gasp into his mouth, back arching up so your tits scrape against his chest, and Steve grins. "That's it, just take it. Good fucking girl, taking what I give her, yeah?"
"Steve," you gasp, fingernails digging into his skin by now. You feel delirious, can feel the beginnings of white hot pleasure teasing at your edges.
"I know, I know," Steve murmurs sweetly, his thrusts starting to pick up the pace. The sounds of your slick mix with the slap of skin on skin as he starts to fuck properly, his fingers still dancing on your clit. You moan louder. "You just take it and feel good, mm? That's it..."
Hey, friend. How are you? It's my birthday. 😊 22 today. Gonna watch my favorite scary movie and have a fire in my backyard once the sun sets. Hope you're doing good. 💛 ~🥰
AAA HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BESTIE!! SO SORRY I'M GETTING TO THIS LATE, BUT I HOPE YOUR DAY WAS FANTASTIC! i hope 22 treats you so good, my love!!!
but i am currently pretty okay! i scored noah kahan tickets from the verified fan presale during my shift at work today! so, in order i'm seeing greta van fleet, ghost, and noah all this year!!! i'm so fucking hyped!!!!!
