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Okay, but listen.

You’re going to look so. Fucking. Good. When you get to your UGW. I’m not even kidding. You’re gonna look like a fucking model, I swear. And I know it’s hard to wait, and it’s hard to see the scale change by so little every day, but it’s going to be so damn worth it in the end, you just have to trust yourself, because you’re the only one who can make this happen, and you’re going to do it, I absolutely know it. Just take things one day at a time, trust in the process, trust in yourself, and you WILL get there, and you’re gonna thank yourself for it.

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I’ll be so skinny. So skinny. Just so ridiculously tiny, delicate, light. People will be shocked when they first meet me, everything will be too big on me, my friends will worry everytime they see me. People will be scared to hurt me, I’ll always have to sit on people laps when the car is full because “I’m so light”, but then the person will complain about my bones. I’ll be so, so small. So delicate. But so strong: I’ll be the strongest ever, I’ll fight. And everything will be good

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Step 1: realise you’re not healthy

Step 2: decide to go on a diet and exercise healthily

Step 3: ???

Step 4: ED

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Rinse, repeat.

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smart brain: you know you could eat 1200 and still lose weight right? like you don’t have to fucking starve yourself

ed brain:

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Little things…

{{I never want to forget how good it feels to finally be skinny!!!}}

🌺 On Christmas, my cousins asked if I had ever considered modeling. I said no, I’m too short, you have to be like 5'7… They insisted I should at least look into social media modeling!

🌺 A few days later my dad brings it up again, “You know, you really do look like you could be a model!” He’s never said anything like that to me before.

🌺 My mom comments almost every day on how skinny/tiny/little I am now. She used to always talk about how we both needed to lose weight. And now she’s always trying to offer me food, rather than criticizing too many snacks.

🌺 I posted a selfie on instagram and a girl I hardly know commented “omg your bone structure is unreal” … (literally no one has ever said that to me, ever! I didn’t even think I had any bone structure lmao)

🌺 I went for a hike with my brother and I didn’t have any trouble keeping up, didn’t feel tired or out of breath, kept up with the conversation and just really enjoyed the whole thing! I’ve always loved hiking but always used to be the slow one, struggling and holding up the group.

🌺 Skinny legs in leggings! Skinny legs in boots! Skinny legs in leggings and boots and cute layers on top! There’s no words for it but it’s literally my favorite thing.

🌺 Having to wear baggy sweaters with scarves so you don’t look too skinny. (Literally never thought I’d ever have that problem lol.)

🌺 Long blonde hair looks good when it’s messy; I only ever use a tiny bit of makeup; my outfits are cuter and more interesting… It’s easy to get ready to go anywhere and I feel so much more confident about the way I look.

🌺 The best clothes in the clearance section are always XS or S, so you can buy cute things cheaper than everybody else paid for it lol

🌺 Learning to love salads and unsweetened tea!! Tastes so good and feels so healthy!!

🌺 Saying no to junk foods and binges just gets easier and easier tbh. You’re in control and you get in the habit of saying no/making better choices.

🌺 When I try to set my phone on my lap and it falls through my thigh gap… It’s mildly stressful and annoying but in the best way possible! (I usually can’t even manage to clamp my thighs together to catch it, it just ends up hurting my knees.)

🌺 The feeling of walking with a thigh gap… Your legs not even brushing past each other. I feel like dancing all the time!

🌺 You get more drunk off less alcohol. If you get too drunk you know you’re small and cute and your friends won’t have any trouble helping you get home. (I usually don’t drink that much, I like being in control of myself. But a few glasses of wine is enough to get me loose and having a good time!)

🌺 Gaining the confidence to dance in public and be goofy because you know you’re small and cute.

🌺 In general, I’m much less self-conscious about my body and it feels so free. I’m still insecure about my personality and I still struggle with school and there’s all kinds of things in my life that I still need to work on, but it feels really, really good to have at least one less thing to worry about. (At least I know I look okay on the outside even though my life is still a mess lol.)

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🌻You can get all these results with positive and healthy weightloss methods, and it’ll probably feel a lot better! Eat good food, drink water, exercise a normal amount, and you’ll get there!!🌻

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I am 100% in control of what I eat. I do not need to binge or eat foods that will make me fat, I can control what goes into my body. I can control how I look. It’s up to me now.

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Need to remind myself every minute of every day!!

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My fasting tips!!

These can work in whatever way you do them and ofc no one is pressuring you to do any of these!

Keep a water bottle with you at ALL times

Lemon, cucumber, raspberry water is very good when fasting

If you have to have a little snack (which is perfectly fine!!) fruit and veggies or protein like sliced turkey or chicken. Very low cal foods and if you want to work out after you can get the calories off fast (let’s say faster than you would if you had eaten a doughnut ahah)

Start a hobby! Painting, drawing, seeing/embroidery. I started drawing and embroidery! It really helps make the time pass faster

Watch tv shows thag are safe for you, that you know won’t trigger you in anyway and that you know you can just binge watch basically

Keep a journal/tracker of your days (I do this) I log what I’ve eaten if I have eaten anything, the work outs I’ve done and whatnot. It really helps keep things in control

If you’re fasting DONT WORK OUT!! If you work out, no matter what you do you will burn calories and if you’re fasting you don’t really have any calories to burn so you’ll just make yourself more tired and eventually more hungry and that can lead to a binge

IF YOU CANT DO THESE AND BINGE OR OVEREAT ITS OKAY! YOU ARE NOT STUPID YOU ARE NOT WEAK YOU ARE HUMAN AND I LOVE YOU <3

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Thank you!