help a disabled afro-indigenous person survive this black history month
long story short, i'm houseless. still waiting to get some medical stuff figured out before i try and get into a dv shelter (taking longer than expected). i need to raise enough $ for another month at the airbnb i am staying at - current room has been booked by someone else so i need enough to pay fees for the room next door. i also need help with $ for food/meds and to pay my past due storage unit off so my stuff doesn't go to auction (have medical supplies in there)
ppal
vmo
cshapp
ko-fi (will be putting crowdfunding goal here once i have the energy)
It had all started so well. Simple plan. Simple. Plan.
Step one: become unpossesed
Step two: sleepover
Step three: pie
Step four: wait for mom to go to sleep then get out the ouja board and play fun sleepover games!!!!! Thats how it works!!!! Kris would know!! They've had plenty of sleepovers with Azzy, Noelle and
Step five: have fun and go sleep. (Kris would NOT be sharing everyone else has to sleep somewhere else)
That was the plan!!
It had started of so well. Kris had entered the room and Susie and Berdly, well did what They always did. Argue. It was friendly though!! They always do that it was normal. Noelle suggested truth or dare (a classic) and it was going well!! Bonding!! With friends!!! Kris had missed this. They had missed having so many people in their life, shouting amd screaming, having fun until they were too loud and Toriel had come into their room and remind them to be a little quieter. They had missed laughing and being "sneaky", talking about the most random things and playing little games. They had missed the noise and the warmth of the ones close to you just simply being there. Kris had finally resolved everything with Noelle Berdly and Susie. Until they just made that shit go crashing down.
One thing had led to another. Berdly truthed susie to tell something. Susie got defensive. Things got heated. They both lashed out. Noelle tried to diffuse the situation. Berdly said something. Noelle got pissed. Berdly said something. It struck a nerve. Kris saw red.
The whole room had stared at Kris in shock. Kris's eyes widened. No. No. They didn't mean that they didn't mean tha- Berdly rushed out. Eyes suspiciously shiny. There were only three of them left. Kris, Noelle and Susie. All of them could only stare dumbly at eachother. Shit SHIT. Kris CAN'T go back to before they CAN'T they CAN'T. Panic rose. Kris had just made up with Berdly and they immediately ruined it. Kris went after Berdly, determined to make things right again.
Except ...
Kris stood at the doorway, frozen. How do they do this? Their breathing got funny. WWAD What would Asriel do? He was good at this sort of thing wasn't he? But.. Asriel wasn't there. Only an idiot human and a crying bird on the footsteps. Kris thought about what to say. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it .you're my friend. I love you. Kris flushed no they could NOT say that don't be an idiot. No they had to say what they were sorry about right? Like uh: Im sorry i-
"are you just gonna stand there"
Kris flinched. Berdly sighed and continued looking away form Kris.
"I'm sorry" Kris could only say.
Berdly ignored them. Kris sat down on the steps next to Berdly.
"I didn't mean it" Kris looked down, avoiding eye contact.
"It's not true"
There was a silence.
"But what if it is" Berdly's voice cracked. Kris looked up in shock.
"What if I am" Berdly burried his face in his wings
" I AM a forgettable little bluebird and when I die no one will care because I have done nothing in life and I'm not exceptional at all and I was so mean and I -"
"No."
"What do you mean no?"
"Berdly I was being a dumb shit who got mad and took things too far you ARE NOT foegettable you ARE exceptional and if you died I would be really sad and track down your murderer and kill them and you're my friend and i love yo-" shit shit shit shit.
Berdly faced Kris.
"What"
"What"
"What did you just say"
"If you died I would be sad and kill your murderer"
"No after that"
"You're my friend??"
"No the one after that"
"That was it"
"KRIS STOP GASLIGHTING ME"
"I'm not??"
Berdly laughed. Kris could not help but grin a little at the sight. Suddenly they stiffened the birb hugged them tightly.
Back in September, my cat CZ needed emergency abdominal surgery and numerous treatments and medications. He’s okay now, but the total vet bill was around $7000. Always take care of yourself first and make sure your needs are met, but if you have any money to spare, I would really appreciate you helping a disabled lesbian who’s struggling to pay off debt from the vet bill. My ko-fi is @ strawrings
Back in September, my cat CZ needed emergency abdominal surgery and numerous treatments and medications. He’s okay now, but the total vet bill was around $7000. Always take care of yourself first and make sure your needs are met, but if you have any money to spare, I would really appreciate you helping a disabled lesbian who’s struggling to pay off debt from the vet bill. My ko-fi is @ strawrings
help me stay away from my abuser's house a few more weeks
long story short, im houseless. have been since the end of november. i have been fighting tooth and nail to avoid having to move back in with my abusive mother. i have nearly given up a few times but its become more and more apparent to me that i simply can not go there. i am hoping to go forward with my plan to stay at a dv shelter for a few months so i can hopefully get government housing assistance, but i need a few more weeks to a month at least at this airbnb to get my medical needs addressed before i do
please help me. i need at least $162 to pay for this airbnb through monday to begin with. i need $1528 for another month here, not including food. staying with my abuser comes with definitive risk of me being sexually assaulted, among other dangers.
ppal
vmo
cshapp
ko-fi (not an ideal place to send $ since ppal marks it as a business transaction but that is where the crowdfnding goal is)
please dont tag this with any tws for visibility's sake!
help me stay away from my abuser's house a few more weeks
long story short, im houseless. have been since the end of november. i have been fighting tooth and nail to avoid having to move back in with my abusive mother. i have nearly given up a few times but its become more and more apparent to me that i simply can not go there. i am hoping to go forward with my plan to stay at a dv shelter for a few months so i can hopefully get government housing assistance, but i need a few more weeks to a month at least at this airbnb to get my medical needs addressed before i do
please help me. i need at least $162 to pay for this airbnb through monday to begin with. i need $1528 for another month here, not including food. staying with my abuser comes with definitive risk of me being sexually assaulted, among other dangers.
ppal
vmo
cshapp
ko-fi (not an ideal place to send $ since ppal marks it as a business transaction but that is where the crowdfnding goal is)
please dont tag this with any tws for visibility's sake!
help me stay away from my abuser's house a few more weeks
long story short, im houseless. have been since the end of november. i have been fighting tooth and nail to avoid having to move back in with my abusive mother. i have nearly given up a few times but its become more and more apparent to me that i simply can not go there. i am hoping to go forward with my plan to stay at a dv shelter for a few months so i can hopefully get government housing assistance, but i need a few more weeks to a month at least at this airbnb to get my medical needs addressed before i do
please help me. i need at least $162 to pay for this airbnb through monday to begin with. i need $1528 for another month here, not including food. staying with my abuser comes with definitive risk of me being sexually assaulted, among other dangers.
ppal
vmo
cshapp
ko-fi (not an ideal place to send $ since ppal marks it as a business transaction but that is where the crowdfnding goal is)
please dont tag this with any tws for visibility's sake!
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izzy806
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