!tw ed!

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i am all way pro recovery and its just my disordered thoughts, dont do it to yourself kids

[motyleekkk]

Jeden z pierwszych postow ktore tu przeczytalam byl o tym ze zaburzenia odzywiania to syf i jesli dopiero zaczynam z tym to najlepij byloby zebym jak najszybciej z tym skonczyla

Teraz zaluje ze nie posluchalam.

Wiec jesli dopiero od niedawna jestes na tumblerze, to mnie posluchaj a nie zignoruj. Nie wchodz w to bagno. Jedzenie ma tobie dawac radosc i sile. Nie istnieje ono po to zebys sie jego balx. Jest tyle zdrowych sposobow na schudniecie. Mlode organizmy szybko reaguja na cwiczenia i deficyt kaloryczny, wiec tak czy siak szybko schudniesz, nie musisz sie karac glodowkami.

[rainbowbones]

2025 and i am back

[rainbowbones]

if annyone wahts to be moots on ed twt

[rainbowbones]

its so frustrating when i am on pills that side effects for everyone is losing weight but since i started taking them my weight completely stoped even tho i am in calorie deficit, eat lot of protein and workout. Its really discouraging :(

[odkochania]

Drażni mnie to, że o Tobie pamiętam.

[drydreams]

I wanna be soft with someone and not regret it after

[rainbowbones]

also i know probably noone reads it but i want to make some things clear. I am not pro ana, i am person with eating disorders but ive learned since 2015 that pro ana is the worst shit. Yes i have ed, yes i hate MY body and i am doing a lot of bad things to change that, but to clarify: i support body positivity, i love women men and others in all shapes and sizes!! and i am really sorry for other people with ed that do not understand how fucked up some things are

[luvwdesire]

[rainbowbones]

being on recovery while having friends that you know have ED is such a hard thing to do, like I’ve tried. Ive tried for so long… and it came back again. When i was trying to recover i just stoped talking about looks, kcal’s and all that so i can avoid comments from other people, but now? they think i am all healthy and forgot about the fact that i have ed since like 2015. Some of them started talking about kcal’s, one is really disordered and is talking “how can you lose wight and look good in a new year” but he is describing a full blown anorexia. I am so fucking tired, I’ve relapsed this month. I feel like a shit but this shit is making me feel comfortable and in place again, i hate it here.

[zavroczona]

Nie wiem czy jestem z tego wyleczona czy po prostu staram się o tym nie myśleć.

@zavroczona

[rainbowbones]

it came back 🤣

[tiredoflifejustgiveup]

[rainbowbones]

goal ommngg

[radioactivesnakes]

[the-moon-whisperer]

[tiredoflifejustgiveup]

[tonysopranobignaturals-deactiva]

also wear lingerie. next question

[fallenangelmind]

niby jest wszystko w porządku, ale cały czas czuję tą cholerną pustkę, której nie potrafię niczym uzupełnić, cały czas mam wrażenie jakby mnie to wszystko przytłaczało

[motyleekkk]

Sorka troche spam dzis

Mialam pisac posta o tym ze przechodze na recovery, bo staram sie od jakiegos czasu normalnie jesc. Bo "zrozumialam" ze kazde cialo jesg piekne, ale dxis weszlam od dlugiego czasu na tumblera i cala chcec do wyjscia z ed nagle mi minela

[rainbowbones]

i came back after a year and i feel like an absolute shit