“Aug 11, 2008 7:33 PM Subject: awaking from summer dreams is never easy, Body: but being awoken makes it so much worse. as summer comes to an end we lose and gain so much. summer lovers become part time lovers, then slowly fade to just a simple memory. maybe it’s not so simple to some of us, though. maybe we can’t just forget at the first leaf of autumn. maybe we remember every detail until our last breath of air. maybe we really aren’t okay when asked. maybe we’re holding on, as we watch them let go. sometimes, it is quite apparent that our “significant other” doesn’t feel the same. we deal, because we know that there has to be something there. a twinkle in an eye. a shock when we kiss. whatever it is, it’s there. and maybe one day they’ll notice it too. you know, i’ve never really liked days off. they make me think too much. it’s time to start loving to live, not living to love. we can only give so much without anything in return. this was pretty much just something i completely made up because i wanted to say i had a totally awesome summer. then again, maybe it’s not so fictional for most of us after all? summer’s almost over kiddos. time to get back to filling those brains of yours’ with knowledge or maybe just nonsense with a degree. stay smart, xo”
— a journal entry posted by Brendon on his and Shane Valdes’ dog (Dylan)’s Myspace - which has since been made private. (via reinventawesome)
