The deep blue underworld

[rainyblizzardphilosopher]

I just think it's extra meaningful that Jack wanted his ashes scattered on Brokeback Mountain when you consider that he HATED everything about the place itself: "No more beans", "I'm commutin' four hours a day", "That goddamn pup tent smells like cat piss or worse", "Aguirre's got no right makin' me do this" etc...

Seriously, without Ennis, he basically wanted the final resting place of his human remains on this earth to be where he had a shitty summer job with an asshole boss. TWICE!

So, what this means is that his love for Ennis was so powerful, so great, that it eclipsed all the bad experiences he ever had there, to the point where the mountain became synonymous with their whole relationship, where he wished he could stay forever, even in death.

Oh, this really is THE love story of all time...

[rainyblizzardphilosopher]

My favorite romantic trope in fiction?? The photo transcending time.

Star-crossed lovers, cruelly separated by the hands of time/death. Never to be together. The lover from the future is drawn to/enamored with a picture of the lover from the past, wondering about their expression in the photo. But unbeknownst to them, the past lover was actually thinking about them when the photo was taken...a smile echoing through history. Though their love was fleeting, it is forever captured in the image, crossing oceans of time...a poignant reminder of the elusive what-could've-been.

That shit makes me feral, I eat it up every time.

"John Connor gave me a picture of you once. I didn't know why at the time. It was very old - torn, faded. You were young like you are now. You seemed just a little sad. I used to always wonder what you were thinking at that moment. I memorized every line, every curve… I came across time for you, Sarah. I love you; I always have."

[rainyblizzardphilosopher]

And in this moment, I swear we are infinite✨️

[rainyblizzardphilosopher]

As someone who's relatively new to the Supernatural/Destiel fandom, I gotta say it's shocking just how vicious these Destiel haters can get...

"Detestiel🤮"?

"Talking Dog"??

"Walking Corpse"???

Like, are you kidding me?? How can you get so up in arms about a fictional ship?? Can't you just let people enjoy something??

[sicksicksixx]

“i can’t remember most things that happened between ages seventeen and twenty eight.”

on dean’s 17th birthday john made him go on his first solo kill, where he had to salt and burn the remains of two nuns who were in love and died for it. it fucked him up bad enough john didn’t make him do a solo run for a long time after that.

at 29 he meets castiel.

[eldermillennialgod-deactivated2]

Saw people asking about the nuns in the tags. From John Winchester's Journal:

[rainyblizzardphilosopher]

To make this even more insane: Not only was the target of his first solo kill a queer couple, the city this happened in is also associated with a queer couple, Ennis & Jack from Brokeback Mountain! Riverton, Wyoming is literally where Ennis lives and it's an important location throughout the film, their famous reunion kiss even takes place in Riverton!!

[rainyblizzardphilosopher]

So, I know people like to make fun of Jensen's acting during Cas' confession, saying it's giving nothing. But I think his immediate reaction to Cas saying "I love you" is so beautiful and telling, subtly expressing both love and pain, in the look in his eyes, in the way he tilts his head and swallows hard. Say what you will about his other reaction shots in this scene, but this one at least was heartbreaking, imo.

Point being, this is really not the face of a guy thinking "Cool story bro, but like, no homo"

[destielette]

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"I Love You” means "Goodbye" sometimes

When said in a life-threathening situation, or by a loved one in his dying moments, it’s terrifying, it means that the person is giving up, is about to let go.

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[destielette]

@rainyblizzardphilosopher

[rainyblizzardphilosopher]

Sorry, but I just don't understand Destiel haters saying Dean's response (or lack thereof) to Cas' confession means he doesn't reciprocate, when *literally the exact same thing* happens in freaking Titanic:

Like seriously, Jack doesn't tell Rose he loves her (in those exact words) the whole movie, and when she says it to him, he responds basically the same way as Dean. Only there, no one doubts his feelings for her and Titanic is regarded as the most epic love story of all time...Obviously "don't do this/don't you do that" doesn't mean they don't love the other, they just don't want them to say "I love you" as a way of saying goodbye, which means leaving, which in both their cases means death...

I rest my case, your honor.

[rainyblizzardphilosopher]

The very first meme I ever made myself...please enjoy

[rainyblizzardphilosopher]

If I had a nickel for every hot, curly-haired young version of a Hitler-esque villain from a major teen book-to-movie franchise played by/playing a British guy named Tom and visiting a very prestigious school who is arrogant about his impressive heritage and considers himself superior to others, though growing up in poverty and as an orphan, who is heavily associated with snakes, I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice, right?