maybe i need to step back a little...effort is made...but like...i shouldn’t be feeling a bit bad cuz of how quiet it is...how short the effort is...people have lives...i don’t have to be in it...if they want me there they’ll say/do/express something...i need to take care of myself and not worry about whether we’re bonding or having long conversations...just let things be as they may and enjoy the positive moments ya know
time to stab fabric..














