Dream Diary

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-14

Dream:

I remember a couple. They were a bit long, but some details have probably gone missing.

In the first one, I was in the parking lot of this building. It was based on this one sort of restaurant thing in town that closed earlier this year. The surrounding area was a city. I was in my car and had a baggie of fake Legos. They could make a fake Lego gun. A police officer pulls into the parking lot, so I try to hide the Legos from him. I was going to take them to the thrift store. I got on my bike to go there, but I end up at a library instead. I browse the books and find Alex. He shows me a video. He says I had flown on my bike and dropped off treats for ducks. I didn't remember that, but it looked cool. While looking at some books, I see some from an author. There were a children's series, but they were depressing and stuff? The cover looked like it had Judy Moody on it. Another had Stinker. The author apparently wrote these books based on another series of hers that did well. I met up with a girl and sat down with her. Her hairline was kind of odd? She mentioned how the author had a lot of filler in her books. I didn't remember the specific words she used, though. She then talks about how J. K. Rowling did the same with Harry Potter and how there was an entire book that was just filler. It was about this tower that Ron's extended family lived it. It was some massive prison or dungeon. His aunt and such were there. They went there to get some spell.

In the second, I was with my brothers. We have flown over a river with a cliff on one end. Possibly based on the river back home or the river in a town to the south. We land in the golf course in a car. Alex proceeds to get out a gun for doing some shooting in the golf course. It was a large gun. He shows me some of the spent casing. The primer is completely smashed. I am not sure the gun works well. We start shooting it. I see a man jogging way off in the distance and think we need to be more careful. It sort of shifts a bit. There was a lighthouse on a cove in the distance, and we meet a bunch of kids. There is a large rock we climb and play on. One boy had a large pot with a lid. I opened and starting going through it. I think I damaged a candle that was in it? He started to come back, so I had to stuff everything back in it. Things shift again, and I am now in a cramped store. They are selling Pokemon and other cards. Some prices are in USD, but others are in CR or CZ or something. I realize they are about equal to USD or you just divide by ten or hundred or something. Some one starts talking about the new Despicable Me movie. It was the fifth one. I wonder how they could release the fifth one so close to the new Minions movie. I start watching it. Gru is with his brother. They are planning on moving someplace new. They fall from the sky into a series of pipes and tubes.

Analysis:

I've seen some Lego guns on AliExpress, and I probably dreamed of that restaurant as someone bought it and was working on it this weekend. I suppose I also been wanting to stop by the library to borrow a few movies. I am not sure of the second except for seeing stuff about the Minions movie the past month.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-13

Dream:

I had several, but I think I forgot one of them.

In the first one, I was sleeping on the floor in my bedroom with Nick. I think he gave me some sort of plush.

In the second, I was walking through some sort of thrift store with my brothers. We looked at some ceramic or glass cups. Eventually, we exit into this sort of empty gym area. It is dark outside. They appear to be cleaning up after a gun show. I look at some stuff, and it morphs into a sporting goods store. Specifically a Scheels, but way smaller. It is light out now. They apparently built this across from the Wal-Mart. Dad appears, and I look at a few things. A guy mentions you can cut an AK in half to use as part of a table or something? After looking at a few things, I meet with my brothers to leave. I take a look at a bow before leaving.

In the second, I was initially with Alex. We were leaving a store. He drives in to traffic and then does a U-turn and hangs out on the wrong side for a bit. Mom and Dad and Nick appear we start driving. We are going through an area with tall buildings like in Grandma's city. Looking up at the buildings, there are large windows showing cafes and people sitting. These were buildings for some cell providers, and they had cafes for their members. I see a few signs advertising their plans. One plan says that there is a 33 second cool down between calls. We enter a building and go up in an elevator. It is a large, mall like area. At first, we wait for another elevator, but we then go down a corridor. We are at the end of a wing in the mall. There are some benches and a plushie store. On one of the benches, there is a large lemon plush. I quite like it, though I feel like I already have a lemon plush. I pick it up to see it is only $8.50. I want to buy it, but its a nearby show store selling it. Their door is locked. I wait for a worker to show up to unlock it and let me in. I am holding the plush, and she calls me a baby for some reason.

Analysis:

I suppose the second is based on my trip a couple weeks ago. The third is based on this mall at my Grandma's.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-12

Dream:

I had quite a few, but only remember a few bits here and there. I think there was something where I was at school as well.

In the first one, I was some evil supervillain guy on a space ship. I also had an evil henchman who wore purple clothes and had an eye patch. Our space ship was going to self destruct. I think some good guys had sabotaged it or something. It falls to Earth, and I die in the process. However, my henchman gives up his life to revive me. I awake in some badlands like back home and cry because he is dead. Earth had gone through some sort of cataclysm, so there weren't many people left. After walking a bit, I meet a hippie man. Behind him are about two dozen men and women also dressed like hippies sitting on rocks. I think they were supposed to be his husbands and wives. The dream shifts, and I find myself home with my Mom. I am watching some sort of action flick on the TV. It was mostly women. They are invading a compound. At some point, a giant talking gun appears. But, it also looked a bit like a stapler. It was so clearly some sort of costume and even had large, fake eyes. It talked goofy as well. Arnold Schwarzenegger appears for a cameo and flicks the gun thing right in between the eyes. It clutched its face and kept saying stuff. The women invading the compound meet some of the guards, and they get into a fight. Instead of shooting each other, they spray each other with canisters of whipped cream. I am afraid my Mom would think I was watching something nasty.

In the second one, I was in a road as part of some sort of parade or concert or something. Trump had something to do with it. He planned it? I think it was to advertise his third term? Some police man or security talked to me. There are other details I am forgetting.

In the third dream, I was also back home. Mom was going to take my brothers to school, but I wasn't going. I started looking on the TV for something to watch. I was looking through YouTube. They return because they forgot something.

Analysis:

No clue on the first one except maybe a bit of the Ghost in the Shell episode? For the second, I think it is based on the street dance back home.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-11

Dream:

I had several, but I only remember a few little bits.

In the first one, I had entered some sort of basement, possibly in a school or college. I met with some of my professors on the stairs. I eventually enter a bathroom full of showers. There were a few other people in there. I went into a stall that had a toilet and a shower. I don't think it was as private as I would like.

In the second, I had entered a school via a side entrance. I don't remember why I was there, but I think it had something to do with the first dream. It was winter out.

In the third, I was riding by the post office on my bike. I was on the other side of the street, and I see that the post office sign had been removed. Where the church should be, it was the stadium from back home. A man on a lift was removing its sign. Are they both closing? However, there was something about it being the third year, so they were just being replaced.

In the fourth, I was in my kitchen with an IBM 5150. The lights were off, but there was a light on in the hallway. Someone was saying the 5160 had way more chips, so the 5150 was easier as it had less. I proceed to try to remove a chip.

Analysis:

Not really sure of the first two. I am missing some details. For the third, I saw some people doing some work on a lift on an empty building. It had closed in the spring but someone bought it. A lot of stores have closed. As for the fourth, I have everything I need for my 5150. I'll have to start building it soon.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-10

Dream:

I had a few, but I woke up early because I needed to use the bathroom.

In the first one, I was in some sort of class. I think it was at my college, but it was also out in the open. I was at a desk and wondering why I was here. I didn't want to do homework.

In the second, I was in a house. I don't really recognize the location, but I was in my room. I had several video games lying on the floor and a few guns. My door was open, and I tried moving some stuff so Nick couldn't see. Though, the walls were see through or something anyways.

In the second, I was at Wal-Mart, but I was living there. Several of us were living there. We each had our own aisle. Mine was small, but off from the main aisles. I didn't want people bothering me. I also had a couple guns in a rack in my aisle I didn't want people touching.

Analysis:

I need to do some reorganizing and get a rack for my guns. I was trying to clean something on the stock on one, and the finish got a little damaged.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-09

Dream:

I had a few. I am not sure if the first one was part of another dream or not. There was a fourth one that was pretty clear, but I rolled over and forgot everything. Maybe it is the first?

In the first one, I was in my apartment complex. I think a new couple of girls had moved upstairs. I entered my unit, and I could see them in their unit. There was a sort of hole in the floor. I climbed up them and ask them if we could cuddle.

In the second, I was back home. I was in the upstairs bathroom and was getting dressed or something. The door to the bedroom was open. My Mom was sleeping on the bed and listening to the radio on her iPad. It called itself Caramel Radio. I went outside. It was night. I think I didn't do a good job parking my car and the parking brake wasn't on. The road was on a hill, and the car proceeded to roll down the hill all the way to the high school. I chased after it as it careened into a fence. Some other people had joined me at this point. In the parking lot of the high school, there was a large house or mansion type place. We proceeded to go inside and look around. When we leave, I look up the street towards the high school's entrance. I see a hulking figure in the street, easily ten feet tall, and turn around to flee back into the building.

In the third, I started in the high school but entered the backrooms. They were dimly lit and more grey than yellow. I was there with several other people. In this large area, there were tons of little kids. I question whether the kids are real or some sort of creation of the backrooms. There was a balding, overweight man who was playing with some of the kids. I felt he was real and was a creeper. There was a low table some of the kids were eating at. Each kid had their own fancy little cake. They were all different colors. I ask a kid if I could have a bite of her cake. I want to see if the cakes are real, but I feel like the girl might not let me. Eventually, we decide to leave. We just focus on the exit to summon it and leave. However, I don't leave. I am now alone, and the back rooms are now super dark. The kids are gone. There seemed to be the glow of a TV. Things are unclear at this point, but I believe I look down a dark hallway and a dark figure appears. I ended up fleeing and finding a bedroom. Perhaps based on the guest room at Grandma D's? It was messy, clothes everywhere. I found a friend eventually, Joel. I went through my pockets, and I had a few pistol and rifle rounds with me. We focus and manage to summon and exit. We walk through, and it is the front entrance of the high school. People are walking around outside. It is twilight. I feel like there was something going on in the distance, possibly a game at the stadium. I am not sure this place is real, but with all the people wandering about, I think it is. I tell Joel that I have some guns at my house. We should go get them and go back into the backrooms. As we walk to the house, we see a man stick an M16 over a fence and blast it into the air.

Analysis:

The upstairs neighbors are annoying as their AC sounds like truck idling outside my window. Wish they were some more women instead of stupid guys. For the third, Niko streamed this game with these dream levels.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-08

Dream:

Only remember one.

I had somehow got a hold of a time machine and traveled back in time to the early 90s. I drove to Main Street back home. While at a light, I saw a younger version of my Dad. He was walking with a cane. Perhaps this was a bit after his stroke. I turn and park along the street. There is a video game or electronic store across the street. I enter and decide I should buy as many games as I can and resell them for huge money in the future. The time frame doesn't make the most sense as they had PS2/Wii games there. They had a stack of some of the most expensive games, though most were made up in the dream. One was some sort of opera music game. Fragile Dreams was there, though. I grab a stack. They also had N64 games. There was two Mega Man games. One had a pink cover and one had a blue cover. Finally, they had brand new NES consoles. They also had a lot of floppy disks like for the NES floppy drive. I was surprised as I thought that was just a Japanese thing. I buy a new NES. I finally go to check out. I had about $170 cash on me, but I needed more. I didn't bring any checks, but I had my credit cards. I give the cashier one, but it doesn't work. They somehow had that tap feature despite it being the 90s. As expected, the card fails. It fails when swiped as well. I try another card, but it fails. I rummage through my wallet to try to find something else to pay, but I don't have anything else. I do pull out a kitty on her back, though?

Analysis:

I suppose that is just some wish fulfillment type dream. I would love to find a lot of old games.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-07

Dream:

Remember a bit of a few.

The first one involved a Mossberg 590 Shockwave in FDE. That is about all I remember.

In the second, I was in this sort of castle or stone building. Possibly a university. I believe I had gone down some stairs. There might have been an invasion or something, but I don't remember much else.

In the third one, I was sort of in a school or shop like area. I think it was the science wing of the high school as it connects to the shop in real life. There was a table someone left a lot of electronic scrap on. I figured this was stuff they were getting rid of, so I try to grab some things. Out in the hall, there was tons of RAM sticks and other things all lined up neatly on the floor. I start grabbing them. I feel like I am now in an apartment complex or the like. The security cameras see me, but I would just say I thought they were being thrown out if there is a problem. I enter a nearby classroom which is my apartment. There is a large folding door that connects it to the other unit. A guy is moving in there, and I close it shut. I had a desk and bed in my room. I end up leaving and entering the shop area. There are cubicles full of little wood working equipment. Tiny drill presses and tiny lathes. The students are working and making things. I talked to the teacher. I had better equipment in my room, so I go back. Once back in my room, I notice a group of girls in the door way and hall. One of the girls is Sandra. I go behind her and hug her. She is taller than me. I can feel her bra strap when I press my chest to her back. I wrap my arms around her chest and tell her that her "nips" are hard.

Analysis:

Well, I saw that shotgun at several stores this weekend. The second might be due to that yuri anime, I'll Love You Until Your Dying Day. The last appears to be a bit of high school and me finding stuff in the dumpsters. I found a real nice pair of heels the other day, but they are too small, so I will sell them. Sandra was a girl I had a crush on. I really liked her.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-06

Dream:

Well, I remember a couple when I woke up but then forgot them.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-05

Dream:

I had a few but don't really remember anything. I think one could have been yuri, but I also might just have yuri on the brain.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-04

Dream:

I remember a couple of them and some singular scene.

In the first one, I had arrived at a Dollar store back home. They had a lot of good stuff. I found a couple of frozen bags of seasoned potato chunks. There were a few other people in the store. A worker asks me to check the prices of some soda for some reason. I go to the back where there are some cans of Shasta soda. They were originally $1.50 but are now $2.22. The worker says Shasta was no longer subsidizing the soda. I went to a different section where they had Blu-Rays. They had the complete Regular Show series on sale for a $1. I talk to a woman about it. I already had it. I think a group of obnoxious teens enter the store. Some sort of evil creature appears. I think it was It from It. I feel the store, but the shadowy figure doesn't chase me out. In the parking lot, I see the teens in the back of a truck.

In the second, I was at Grandma D's. I think I started in the basement, but it was white and bright. I had clothes on the ground. I went upstairs to the living room and looked out the window. A bus is parked perpendicularly in the street. We go outside, and a bunch of zombies appear. The house and drive way short of shifts to back home. I climb a fence to get away, but I worry for my Mom as she can't climb the fence. Nick and Alex are there. I end up fleeing inside and go down to my room to find a gun. I find a Beretta M9 but struggle to load it. I also grab a shotgun? When I go back up stairs, the neighbor hood is my parent's house. A zombie bear appeared, so I lead it to the golf course nearby and shoot it with deer slugs while walking down the hill. It tanks the shots, and I think I will just have to run for it.

There was a small scene I remember in my living room. The floor was messy. I had some stuff on the floor. A couple of people in the room say something about the stuff, and I say that I will pick it up.

Analysis:

I stopped at the dollar store yesterday. I suppose my living room is a little cluttered at the moment. A store actually had the M9 on sale this weekend, but I didn't get it.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-03

Dream:

I mainly remember one, but there is a bit of the first one.

In the first one, I was in the sun room at Grandma D's. It was very large. I think I was getting a dentist examination there. I say something about how I got another appointment in six months.

In the second, I was at work. It was in an office in a busy downtown area with tall buildings. I exit and walk to my car. There is some meeting I am going to. I realize, though, I have a gun with me and can't bring it to the meeting. I think of going back to my office and leaving it there, but I realize the drug dogs would be able to smell it. I get to my car. I think there were pink dots on it or on the road. I was at a parking meter, but I don't usually pay for it. No one checks it. I get in the back, and another girl gets in the front on the drivers seat. I am driving, though, from the back. I can't really see well, and I turn around in the street. There are no cars, but I am worried I could have hit someone. I drive away, and I approach a school. Kids are playing in the street. A teacher tries to move them out of the way. I think of honking at them, but that would be rude. I also can't control the car very well, so it keeps slowly going towards them. I drive away and around the school.

Analysis:

I had an eye exam last week, so maybe that got me thinking of the dentist. I got a handgun this weekend at a gun show. The downtown area seems to be based on Grandma M's city. I did a fair bit of driving this weekend as well.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-02

Dream:

I had a few.

In a small town to the north of town. With Alex. Overcast and gray. Don't remember much else.

In my college town. I drove and parked along a main street. I got out and walked up a block to drop something off in a ballot box. However, a man drove up and told me that someone stole my car. I look behind me and see it missing. He drives off to chase the thief. I have a tracker on the car, so I chase after it. I run though some residential streets. I find an AK-47 on a patio on a house. I grab it and keep running so I can kill the man who stole it. I see my car return to the original spot on my tracker. I go back, and the man who warned me has managed to return it.

I had drove along a dirt road near a sort of swimming hole. I pass a police car with its lights off. When I pass, his lights turn on. I park, get out, and meet them. I apologize for passing. They don't look like police, though. A lot of people now show up and park around my car to swim. They are all college students. Someone gets in my car and eats some cookies I have. I am afraid they will find the gun in the glove compartment. I went to a bathroom or changing room and stuff a shotgun into my pants. I am trying to hide it. I eventually leave and drive past a college.

Analysis:

I suppose I saw a man get pulled over yesterday.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-08-01

Dream:

Only remember one.

At some sort of school or church. They invite me upstairs where a lot of tables have been laid out, There are food and snacks of all kinds on the table. They wait for me to fill a plate and find a seat before they begin. On the back wall, they had a lot of candies. I wondered if they were part of some store. I find Alex and sit next to him. I notice my phone service is gone. Alex says I will just have to find a new phone or pay $1 from now on. I don't want to pay $1, but I do have another phone. The dream shifts. I am in Grandma's living room with my brothers. I am watching something naughty on the TV. A girl is nude and has her legs up in the air as she touches herself. I am clothed, but I am in a similar position.

Analysis:

The church stuff is probably from a church back home that did free lunches. The free phone service I used said my service would end yesterday, but it thankfully doesn't include the WiFi, calls, which is what I use it for.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-07-31

Dream:

I had a few.

In the first one, I had drove my car over to another city. I pulled into a ranch supply store and go to the back where they keep the guns. There are some rifles and such, including one I am looking for. I look at some other stuff and then leave. As I walk out, Alex appears. I am surprised and was hoping not to see him. I don't explain why I didn't tell him why I was here. We walk over to my car, and I see it is damaged. There is a large scratch on one side. The other side has a hole. It looks like something smashed into it.

In the second, I am in my living room at my work desk. A co worker is there. I am starting to fall asleep and plan to sleep at my desk. My co worker goes to the second bedroom to go to sleep. She suggests, though, that I sleep on the floor. The living room now has school desks. I lie down in between with some blankets. It transforms into Grandma's living room. My Mom is there. In the corner, my cat has just given birth. I question my Mom. I thought she was spayed. Mom seems to act like I don't understand something. Apparently cats can regrow their reproductive organs after being spayed? She also talks about some chewy birth control gummies? I go up to the family room. Alex is planning on sleeping in there, but I don't want to sleep upstairs.

Analysis:

I am planning on driving a few hours to a town to buy some stuff, I suppose. I doubt I will, but I am a bit worried about running into my brother there. Not sure of the second.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-07-30

Dream:

I had a few and remember them fairy well.

In the first, I had appeared outside of the elementary school back home. I had spawned in like in Minecraft. I believe I had also spawned in with Alex. We were in the front of the school. A boy we knew, Riley, also spawns in as a sort of humanoid, yellow sheep. We don't want to talk to him, so we go to the back. In the back, there are many kids. We play with them. My band teacher was there watching us. There was this geodesic dome made of metal bars we can climb. Alex dares me to climb to the top and do a flip. I am afraid I would hit my head and die. I was sort of aware it was a dream, but if I hit my head, everything would go black. The teacher was watching us and giving us points for playing. My calc teacher shows up. She sits at a picnic table and starts tallying up our points. Most of us were about the same, but well over 100,000. Nick shows up from across the field with a huge roll of blue raffle tickets. He found them in a trailer park and wants to enter them. I made some sort of joke and almost break out laughing before I can finish it. Everyone else laughs as well.

In the second, I was in a car with my Dad. We were driving by the park back home. Next to it was a grocery store, but the upper floors were apartments. The top floor, however, was owned by the grocery store. We park behind it in a sort of covered parking garage. I sit in the garage and start reading something on a pocket computer. I also type some stuff up and it had autocorrect. I was reading something about a girl who was showing me some books. They were leather bound and about these reptilians. I somehow knew she liked me but was too shy to say anything or make the first move. The garage shifts to the elementary school. I am sitting out front with a co worker and a former intern who went to another team. He is talking about bur oak trees. He says something about them not growing or people not taking care of them. I try to say something, but he keeps interrupting me. He even swears. I eventually say that we have a bur oak for over 16 years that hasn't grown much larger than half a inch in diameter.

Analysis:

Not sure of the first one, but is mostly based on that school yard. That school shows up a lot. For the second, a restaurant I worked at had some apartments on the second floor. Since I was thinking of the school from the previous dream, it showed up again.

[rakka-kasahara]

2026-07-29

Dream:

I had quite a few, but I only remember a bit.

I don't remember any of the first except something about lesbianism. I think I may have told my parents I was a lesbian.

In the second, I was in my room with Niko! We were sitting on my bed, side by side. I think we were watching some of her ASMR together. She moves to the other side of the room as I need to get dressed. I go and move some stuff on the floor and hear someone upstairs. I exit my room and find myself back home. I enter Alex's room and start pounding on the ceiling. I go upstairs and find a couple generic college males outside on the patio. I tell them they have to leave and are being evicted. They have until Friday to leave. One of them shows me a video of a house for some reason. He says it looks like my parents' house. I tell him it doesn't. The garage roof is completely different. They leave and I go downstairs. They left a baby behind. It had a tiny body and huge head. I go to pick it up, and it stands up and runs away to hind behind some boxes. It scares me. I then go to find it and find a toddler in the family room. It is ours, and I am afraid the freak baby will hurt him. The baby runs past me again.

In the second, I was back home. Alex was sleeping in my room on the floor, for some reason. I was telling him to leave my room. I think he needed to go talk to someone for a story? The dream shifts to a Japanese town. A giant fox humanoid and appeared and was grabbing people.

Analysis:

I think someone new has moved in upstairs, and they have been noisy. Sounds like they have been moving furniture all night. On Monday, I looked out my window, and there were the most generic college guys moving in at ten o' clock at night.