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“I just don’t feel like it’s going to be anytime soon “ wtf , watch me then 🤨

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From my world , to goodbye but for good . Wish you well but leave me alone

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You know , it’s a trip. It’s a trip to the falling of this whole situation, I know what I was getting myself into but damn , to think there would be light out of this . Its just a no no situation and the fact just trying to reach out to you when i can or for something to do, im just another person. It’s okay , the realization hits better now saying it and writing it .. still sucks but got to move forward without it

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As days pass , it’s get harder and harder but I learn that it’s showed a lot about myself .

I was getting lazier, my drive stopped out of no where, and the effort I was putting forward wasn’t enough.. you might say it wasn’t me but in reality, it clearly was .

I have to learn to move on from this even if the wave comes back in reality, I can’t settle for that. When you love someone, you have to do everything you can to give them what they want even if your heart is saying “wait whoa.. what are you saying and doing ?” But being optimistic was #1 for me about the situation

It leaves me with a very uncomfortable feeling prior to when I have felt these feelings before, I’ve always had a backbone (someone or something to go to ) but this time is very different .. it’s just me this time & the loneliness hits right on that spot ❤️

I have to do my best to keep moving forward cause that’s what I know my mind and body need but man , it sure is hard . Today would have been 4 years & but to know “ we “can’t celebrate that .. hits way different. Crazy to know we made it that far but because our paths and differences in life .. it must go the way it is.

Don’t get me wrong , there’s always the future but what if it happens all over again cause one self can not be found in the abundance of life, it takes lifetimes sometimes which I thought I was a great help for that but things change ❤️‍🩹

I will always hope the best for you and wish you everything you want to achieve in your lifetime but I just don’t know if I can bring myself to love you again cause your independence with the destiny and decision you made 🥺

And always , thank you for everything you have done , showed and proved to me in this lifetime cause it goes to show .. there’s still hope out there .. it’s going to be much harder to find clearly but it isn’t impossible ✌️

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Days are passing , time is going . Enjoy every ounce of that time ⏰

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Enjoy yourself always . Just like me , pouring up shots on this fine beautiful night . This dab will ease all the hype of drunkness coming up 😇

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Don’t get why these feelings always pop up out of nowhere … learn more to let go. Come on

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Got a new phone recently, so I thought I would start flooding my tumbl with my photos I have in my archives 😄

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In fact, your thoughts are creating feelings all the time, so it’s important to catch yourself when your emotions turn negative and turn them to positive emotions.

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“The rainbow road, but where does It truly go?”