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Lost Pieces
Broken by countless lies' unending story, Glance left, right, in a life sans glory, Mercurial lights rush in, out of control, Swirling in a discontent, shattered soul, Seeking an immovable, anchoring part, For ephemeral fragments cannot hold together one's heart.
Workaholic
From the break of dawn to the dark of dusk every day, I busy my mind with endless work in any and every way, To let it never wander to the truth so poorly hid, Of a love unforgotten, that from which I can never be rid, It holds on so tight, keeping me from flying free, Making me in moments of idleness unwillingly see, Memories that can only be buried beneath my tireless toil, That make my emotions burn up inside and passionately boil, Once more awakening the hope that plagues the hopeless, That in the beginning had dragged me into this mess, I know not of the joy that others so often feel, Only the joy felt between wounds where my scars can finally heal.
Have you ever said a name and felt your heart flutter, Where you're at the fork in the road and your life starts to stutter? Relishing as each syllable rolls off your tongue sounding so divine, Never understanding how one word can so greatly shine. Have you ever seen a face and have your heart beat faster, When you see only her face and not a single thing past her? Drawn in by her eyes that just glow so brightly in day or night, Like a wandering bug pulled towards a flame's radiant light. Have you ever fallen so deeply and desperately in love, Where an angel holds you captive in the heavens above? Immersed in a world with no sense nor flow of time, Stuck in the now, never wanting to hear the clock's next chime.
Left is Up When one is Down
A lack of sense which ordains naught, More logical than what you've long sought, Trick the lies that govern truth and verity, And thou shalt find the most hazy clarity. Search for a past yet to happen, Upon events entirely misshappen, To stumble beneath the left time, You had long hidden under grime. Grind the dust of broken shards, Into a jar of wholesome words, For a nectar worthy of none, As nothing else would be less fun. Shift the forward into reverse, Release that which holds one terse, Within covers not yet blown, For true evidence of a flight not flown. All that's right is a table turned, And a stranger whose trust you've spurned, To utter the verse you refuse to hear, To turn to ignorance from fear.
Stolen from Me
Glancing at the clock's slow ticks, Surrounded by countless tricks, Aimed to deceive with a veil of lies, That cover the truth in painful guise. Life has thrown many crooks on my road, That twists and turns at every bent node, Towards a goal I have long misplaced, After all the conflict and sorrow I have faced. Not a single right has ever lived long, Under ephemeral light--then gone, Having met wrong after wrong, I've naught left, but wailing song. Sunlight burns under midnight oil, New saplings embraced by Gaia's soil, I only stand and watch other's joy and sorrow, Now that I've lost the dream of tomorrow.
Futility in Mediation
Have you ever felt like you cannot win? That suffocating feeling where you're in the midst of a battle between two parties and you just don't know which side to take because the implications of your choice are simply dire. Every day, you can only wish this juvenile, petty squabble will end, but you know in your heart that the final result can only be ugly. Emotions are strung higher by the minute and any action you take requires utmost consideration because one wrong move will bring the volcano to eruption, the tides to sweep in and clear the board, the inferno to raze the forest to the ground, the storm to cleanse all trace of humanity, the closest people in your life to hate each other with a passion. It is not easy mediating as it only delays the inevitable, but it is better than what'll occur should you cease. The fear of the end drives you onward to fight this losing battle another day.
Gone
Something inside has decided to finally break. Restrained back so long by shoddily held up defenses, consisting of nothing more than lies I have told myself to keep me sane. I don't think I can continue going down this road anymore. The time for moving on had come long ago, but while my mind knew full well that I should, my heart had resisted letting go. After today, this is no longer the case. Not even my deepest love, formed by my longstanding relationship with you can keep me persisting onward anymore. This is the end. There's nothing left. The warmth I felt is gone. The kindness, gone. The compassion, gone. The pain, gone. The disappointment, gone. The love, absolutely gone.
Mortal Phoenix
My heart is a phoenix. It rises anew every morning filled with boundless hope, Only to be beaten down by your careless words, Get its wings clipped by your inconsiderate actions, And be torn from the skies by your cold, frigid apathy.
The truth is something I'll always hide, In no one am I willing to wholly confide, How it actually is, I am not willing to show, And the words I say aloud is all you'll ever know.
Breathing in the calm rush of the night air, Ending the day with her, a lady most fair. Hearing her words, filled with warmth and care, Always cheers me up on these nights we share. Perusing the world, close and arm in arm, Pulling her closer, attracted by her charm, Yearning for her heart, and always protecting her from harm.
I can no longer bask in your light, Try as I might, this is a battle I cannot fight. As I trudge back into the dark night, I turn around to catch one last sight, Of you who is perfect and just right, But not for me who is naught but a blight.
My legs have numbed, My eyes sting when open, My hands flicker across a bright screen— In a dimly lit room, As I feel the last vestige of life escaping, I urge thou to rethink thine decision.
I wanted to be by your side so very much. I looked forward to sleeping because it let me hide from my troubles and problems and fast forwarded me to the next day when I could see you again. Your faint lilac scent as you passed by me. Your gentle laughter as you ran through the wind. Your intense, but caring stare that penetrated mine. The way you showed up one day and saved me from drowning in my own despair of life. But it was all a lie. A lie to myself. You saved me and I am grateful, but as much as I want to—I simply do not love you. You are wonderful. Great, but my broken heart has decided not to beat for you. Desperation lead me to think this to be more than it is. Good-bye. I shall forevermore remember you, but only as my true friend and nothing more.
Wasting away on the cold, hard ground, Surrounded by the street’s night sounds. Without any idea how I ended up here, As it is clear I had one too many beers.
Remembering why I had drunk to forget, It was because I left you, my biggest regret. Having no path left on which to tread, I am alive, but at the same time, dead.
Silence throughout the endless night, Without a single reprieve in sight. Not a single soul anywhere near, Not a single soul that holds me dear.
Why now? You've never shown any interest in me before. My love had always been one-sided. While I held you deep in my heart, you jumped from person to person. My very being broke bit by bit every time you told me about some amazing guy you saw. I could only nod and feign interest. You cannot even fathom the aching pain that filled my soul when you did so. Eventually, I decided to shelve my feelings for good, and just when I can finally be free from the pain of my unrequited love--you chase after me and bind me back to you with a simple confession of three words. "I love you." It's not fair. It's not fair for you to say that, knowing full well I wouldn't be able to refuse because I can't say no to you when you make that cute face and beg me so fervently to stay with you. It's just not fair.
Having wasted my final chance, I take, but one, yearning glance, At how things could've been now, Knowing that I can't break my vow.