JUNE ~ JULY -First week of June enrollment usually happens. Our department head put my name to section B where I don’t personally know anyone except to Shiry, Darwin and Hennesy. Dan, Joy, Elyka, April, Queenie, and Bueno, are the only people I personally know since we all came from section A. I didn’t liked it at first but you will not always be with your friends, so I accept it. And besides I want to meet new people. I also consider the professor why I didn’t tried to change my section.
Then school starts... First month of first semester, I already wanna die. Not because of the people, but because of tons of school works. I had a hard time trying to cope up with how they work with their plates and pushing myself just because I want to prove something because I am new to their section. Another reason is the pressure I get to our World Literature. He makes me feel like I never understand any of our lesson because I did not pass any quizzes or exam we had.
AUGUST - The most awesome month I had. (Read my previous blog about All Time Low)
SEPTEMBER - Probably this is the month I cried the most because everyday of this month has a deadline.
OCTOBER - Semester is almost done but we have to do some extra work for extra points for our World Literature. We made a divider that contains every lesson we had. (you can see it in 3rd picture but not all of it). Kind of stressing because my classmates had some misunderstanding. But it was fun creating it. and it was my first time to saw the school at late night that guards are checking every building to see if students already left.
Same month, it is really over. no more extra work for extra grade. We had some unwinding moment at shiry’s house with Elmay, Hennesy, Dan, Darwin, Ian, Queenie, Kevin and Bueno. (2nd pic is we’re on our way) Me and Elmay’s original plan was to stay til 8pm then we’ll leave. But it was just a plan, and we decide to stay til morning. We learned a lot from Bueno to do’s and don’t when it comes to boys since we never had a boyfriend. It was an awesome late night talk with my classmates that I’ll never forget.
NOVEMBER - Enrollment for 2nd semester, I’ve decide to go back to my section. Because all the memory from my 1st semester was just stress, school works, sleepless nights, and mental breakdown. And once again, I will face our department head. He put my name to section B, again. so I cried. because I can not take it any stress anymore. I want to be with my friends, I want to be happy while doing my plates and projects. Because I thought I never felt happy while doing projects and plates. So my friends convinced our dept. head to transfer my name to section A. I started cry because I saw how they pleased,and they really want me to be back. My tears helped to convinced our dept.head to transfer me to section A.
At first, I think everything is so smooth. “I can handle this” I once told myself. Then after 2 weeks, I saw how fun it was when I was in B, how united they are with their christmas party, how they helped each other with their thesis and not taking it seriously that they have a lot of time for bonding. I mean they are doing their part as a student but they never forget their social life.
And lastly, also my ending paragraph
DECEMBER - Regret, regret, I cringed every time I remember I cried in front of our dept.head. Lot of things I didn’t saw while I was at B. I start comparing A to B how fun it was that I don’t feel in A. I didn’t notice that I became more independent, I don’t have to push myself at B just for someones approval. In A, I felt I like need to push myself just to be with them. I don’t know, I know it’s just me who thought that way, because I sometimes felt I am an outcast. I swear. It’s just my brain. AND THAT IS HOW I OVERTHINK
germansingergirl
discoholicmusic
pixelskylines
baratheonpilled
origamiaround
jacobvanloon
izzy806
