Is it just me?
Im so tired of no matter how hard I seem to look all I find is stuff about the stuble, small signs of DID and everything refrencing something somewhat overt is seen as completely fake.
Like, it justs that what happnes if I do have overt symptoms, if I do deal with the stuff everyone seems to call fake. like for example: When I watched my own body break into a monologue saying words I don't agree with to no one in particular while home alone and I a passanger in all this desperately clasped my hand to my own mouth in terror.
Who in hell was there to tell me, im not crazy, im not poessessed, im not dangerous, im just a traumatised human?? No one!! (apart from the guys in my head ofc, love em) and if someone was there, if there was someplace where I could actually talk about these ScArY parts of me no one else seems to want to discuss, without being shamed, or fake claimed. God that would of saved me from so much damage in the past
Instead im still recovering from the pain I caused myself back then, still on my own, because I still dont know who tf to talk to about this without being called insane, but a little more open to not immeditally pushing out the guys in my brain out of fear.